~Chat Noir~

I thought I had it all figured out. These feelings I have. Thinking Ladybug was the one for me, the one who was my destiny. But then everytime I think about that sort of stuff Marinette comes into mind. I just want this whole confusing mess to be over. What do I want? I want Marinette to love me. To choose me. I want to be someone she relies on for everything. Whether it's something as small as needing a pencil or rant about the day. To being the shoulder she cries on when something happens to her. She's also the person I want to rely on when things don't go right for me. I never want us to have go through a problem alone. I want to be there for her through everything good and bad; share everything. We might not be able to solve everything but at least we would know that we aren't alone. That's what I want no, that is what I need. I will always care about Ladybug because she's my partner; we have each other's backs during attacks but I need someone who has my back always. Someone who I know won't hurt me, see the whole me and not be afraid of the chaos in my life, but rather embrace it as her own. Where everytime I look into her eyes I see love somewhere in them, love for me. I know what I need to do. I must go to her.

As he leaves jumping rooftop to rooftop she comes into view where she is looks to be in deep concentration.

"What is it that has my Princess thinking so hard?" She's so adorable when she's concentrating so hard. I wish she'd concentrate on me like that.

She jumps up startled from his arrival and looks at him with her eyes wide open. "Chat! W-what are you doing here?!"

"Well I came over to spend time with the most amazing girl I know. Why else would I come?" She avoids looking at him "Princess are you okay?"

"Y-yes why would you ask of course everything is amazing!"

Did I come at a wrong time? Did I do something that upset her?

"Well you don't look to happy."

"Umm did you see anyone by any chance?" She asks skeptically

"Nobody but you. Why?" Was someone here with her? Was someone hurting her?

"Oh no reason at all I was just wondering and you know stuff."

"Stuff?" Does she know what I came over to tell her? No it's not possible

"Yeah stuff like stuff? I am sticking with that answer."

Laughs "If that's what you purr-fer I'm okay with that. Why don't we just curl up together and chat?" She looks calmer and even lets out a small laugh.

"Chat? Chat Noir wants to chat? You just couldn't help yourself huh? But curling up with my Kitty sounds great right now."

They go into her room and sit on her bed. Marinette avoids eye contact but let's out a small sigh and turns to face Chat.

"I suppose I should come clean and tell you what's happening," She rubs her neck and frowns. Looking him in the eyes she sees the concern "Chat, I have another suitor and believe it or not it's Renard," Feeling her heart break as she lets the words slip from her mouth."I care about you a lot but I don't know who I want to be with." Tears start rolling down her face and she stands up. "I'm sorry I need some time to think about everything." With those final words Chat stands and leaves not able to speak.

***I am so sorry for the long wait! Honestly don't know what I am doing but I made a short chapter to try and find the motivation again I'm sorry again. Special Thanks to JemMini for helping me actually want to write again. I promise to finish this up and post another longer chapter let me just brainstorm ideas and what I want to do with the ending. I love everyone and if you have been with me since the start well let's finish this and I'll try to make it a great end!***