Jacob:
I had a argument with mom back at the house. I took off into the woods before it got over with. As soon as I was far enough away, I transformed and went for a really long run. I needed to be in wolf form for a while. It's been a few weeks, I don't usually go this long without shifting but I've been busy...
Theresa:
Carlisle pulled into my driveway, and let me out. Esme was waiting outside sitting on my car playing with the keys..
"Everything okay Esme?" Carlisle asked concerned.
"Where is Jake?" I asked walking up.
"We argued and he took off… He went for a run." she sighed softly and handed me the keys. "I'm sorry I took your car. That boy makes me so…" She let out a frustrated groan.
"I understand." I sighed. I looked down and threw the keys into my purse. "We… had a good talk at the hospital.." I said sitting on the hood joining her. "Thank you for bringing up thouse concerns…" I paused. " I hadn't realized i had been so stressed and focused on everything else…. I….didn't realize I was over a month late. I took a pregnancy test."
Esme gasped slightly. I raised my hand in defense.
"Negative." I smiled slightly. "It hurts, but….It gave me a glimpse that….We are not ready for that yet." I sighed softly. "Hopeful for the future."
Esme smiled and pulled me into a hug. "So your…."
"Doctors appointment tomorrow…" I sighed not looking forward to it - The doctors i can handle, just /that/ kind of appointment. I didn't know what to excpect.
"Good." Esme smiled slightly. "Just focus on finishing high school. Along with your co-college classes."
I nodded. " I am. Promise." I smiled. "I really need to go take a shower." I sighed. "Wash this day away. I looked up - it was getting dark out. I pulled Carlisle and Esme into a hug. "Goodnight." I smiled.
"Goodnight." They replied hugging back and left.
Jacob:
I slowly walked up to the Swan house and phased back at the enterence of the woods and threw on my jeans, I walked up to the tree and jumped up sitting at Theresa's window. "Knock knock."
Theresa jumped slightly, she was in shorts and a tank top. She opened the window and let me in. "Jacob." She smiled slightly and hugged me.
"Hi hon." I hugged and picked her up carrying her to the bed. I laid her down and climbed ontop and started kissing her.
She squirmed. "Jake…Mmmmmm." She groaned. "Can we talk?"
I sat back and sighed. "What about?"
"I…...I took a pregnancy test today." She said softly.
My heart started skipping.
Theresa
Okay, maybe I could have not just said that - I though to myself. I sighed. "Jacob. It was Negative." I said looking down.
I could hear him let out a sigh. I looked up and seen him looking away.
"Whats wrong?" I asked sitting back.
"Why did you bring it up if it was negative?" He snapped
"Jacob Black!" I frowned. "I though you'd like to know.." I said getting up and pacing. I sighed. "I'm going to the doctors tomorrow to…. Get on birth control." I stopped.
" We can start a family now." He sighed. "We can support it. We are grown enough."
"No…. We aren't. Hon… I'm not even graduated from high school yet.. I would like to wait." I said sitting down. "I also….." I paused biting my lip. " I want to wait to get married in June instead of 2 months from now."
"Thats…. 8 months away." Jacob frowned. "What? I suppose you would also like to abstain from our activities until then?"
I nodded slightly and bit my lip. " I think we can really grow in that time, and just save it for our wedding night."
Jacob let out a laugh. "Save it? We've been going at it for 2 months now. I dont think your virginity is going to grow back in that time. Born again virgin?" He snapped.
I frowned and felt my eyes starting to tear up. "I've made my decision."
"Not just yours…Mine also. Thanks for making it for me." He said walking to the window.
"Jacob I - "
" Dont." He growled slightly. He opened the window and sat on it. He grabbed me and gave me a kiss on the cheek, he felt more hot than usual, and his kiss tasted different; "Goodnight." He jumped out the window and took off back into the woods.
"Love you…" I muttered sitting down on the floor and put my arms around my legs and laid my head down.
In the distance - a howl could be heard. I quickly got up and shut the window, and locked it. I turned off my light and sat in bed staring at the ceiling. "I'm….Sorry." I said in a whisper, out loud to myself.
