Hello people, I finally bring back another chapter with myself. Im really sorry if this one sounds so rushed and sucks. Just, idk what the hell inside my mind but I just think that I have to update this because if I keep postpone it, Im afraid I will going to put this into hiatus again. But really thanks a lot for reading this and thanks a lot for review. Im really to have this two reviews. Guess it's my cue to start for something more better.

Yoyumi Kishozaki : Thanks a lot! I will keep it

Guest : I also like how Sunohara act as himself, which is why I think his character need more appreciation, thanks for the review.

Disclaimer : I never own Clannad and never will


[Around 03:00 PM, Second Break Time, Hikarizaka Private High School]

"It's finally come…. Sakagami Tomoyo!" A voice echoing along the hall of Hikarizaka High School. It was the second break time after the first one with lunch. Regarding the last class of the day will come right after this break end, Youhei Sunohara and Tomoya Okazaki decided to meet Tomoyo Sakagami and challenge her to a 1 on 1 battle. More like Tomoya Okazaki is in boredom and he joined Sunohara only to get an entertainment by seeing him get rekt by this girl who unfortunately not admitted by the blonde boy.

Tomoyo Sakagami, a beautiful and silent sophomore who treats everyone including her senpai same with herself. Despite of having these two boys in front of her as her senior, she still refuse to give them a "senpai" nickname. Especially that blonde idiot who's looking at her with expression full of arrogance. That guy can't accept the reality that this girl is actually a girl, everyone could tell that by just looking at her. Maybe, this idiot watched too many anime and read too many manga where a boy could be mistaken for a girl by the looks, or vice versa. But no matter how much anime and manga this guy had seen, he must've rough times to differentiate the reality and his fantasy. And now, that has passed Tomoyo's thought and all that can be seen by her act to keep silent.

"Now Tomoyo, I've been waiting so long for this.." Sunohara made a dramatic entrance.

"No, you always do this everyday" Tomoya spoke.

"And the times when I waiting for this was so painful…" Sunohara continues as he ignoring Tomoya, but of course I'm sure that he will not stop there.

"Yes, because you always ended beaten up by her in afternoon and rugby club members in the night" Tomoya continues his dialogue as well, see what I mean?.

"Please shut up Okazaki! At least show me your support!" Sunohara finally turned and hissed at Tomoya. While Tomoya just replied with a scoff and looked at him with "you're going to get your ass kicked again" expression. Even for the dumbest person in school like Sunohara can read what's the meaning behind that expression and Sunohara looked at him along with a vein that obviously lookable on his head. But no longer can be seen for Tomoya because Sunohara already turned away from him and faced Tomoyo.

"Now Tomoyo, it's time, I hope you're ready for asking a mercy" He cracked his knuckles and unexpectedly that looks badass as fuck "Or at least you can ask me to go easy on you" Quit it, he's not badass anymore.

"Sunohara, you may have to— no… you really have to stop, I'm getting tired of this" Tomoyo just sighed and looks at him with her ordinary expressionless face.

"Oh, I heard that, yes, yes…" Sunohara nodded in agreement in himself "…Alright, I'll go easy on you" He yelled proudly while Tomoya mentally laughed and Tomoyo facepalmed at him.

"God, help me" Tomoyo thought.

"Well, well Tomoyo, hoonestly I have something to show you" Sunohara walked to Tomoyo calmly. Tomoya only watching him tilted his head a bit and Tomoyo still looking at him in the same expression as before. Sunohara walked over her and stand next to her as he narrowing his eyes like he expecting something from her.

"Do you want to know?" He reached for something inside his overcoat uniform and for reason he hold his hand in there. And Tomoyo just looking at him with a deadpanned face that slowly turning into a bored expression. But this doesn't turn Ssunohara down, instead he became more wild.

"You're so hopeless, you really curious on what I'm going to show you so you stand in silent because of this. Man, man, I guess I'll be kind for you today Tomoyo, I'll show you….." He finally pulled something out from his overcoat, ah, also please insert drum sfx here "….THIS!" he lifted it up of his overcoat and that is… a book.

But taking attention to Tomoya's expression, his eyes got widen and he dropped his jaw. Yeah, this book isn't an ordinary book you bring to school. But this is a typical book you usually hide under your bed or somewhere more safe for the sake of male lusts. R-18, Bikini girl with huge boobs cover, a small warning of prohibited for underages. And that is, a porn. Proudly brought to school, and proudly show to girl. Thus the conclusion is, Sunohara is on his own league. Meanwhile, Tomoyo looked up at that crap with no expression change, and this girl must be on her own league as well.

"Look at this Tomoyo, this took all of my guts to bring this here!" The book is only around 5 centimeters away from her face now, Sunohara looks pretty satisfied for himself which resulting a smug formed on his face "And now Tomoyo, I'll show you the best part" Sunohara continued as he flipping every pages he passed and stopped at a certain page.

"Look Tomoyo! This is good isn't it, right? They looks so sexy without the underwears right, but the unfortunately part is, they covered them with their hands, that's so unnecessary" His face is all red now, not from embarassment but from his own lusty perverted face, and in this condition he looked at Tomoyo who surprisingly (for him) blushed at the view, and this made a grin formed on Sunohara's face.

"Yeah!, finally it's proven. Tomoyo is a boy!" Now Tomoya's turn to facepalm "Look Okazaki, she- I mean, he blushed at this" Sunohara said to Tomoya while pointing to his porn book "That's the face all boys would show when they saw this, the face of lusty and perverted mind mixed in brain and that's causing the face became so red! Source, myself" He continued in his "triumphant" pose. Even God knows that Tomoyo had never become a perverted girl, and the color she had on her face right now is actually nothing more than a normal embarassment of a High School girl.

"So you have nothing to hide anymore Tomoyo, I already figured what your ge—" Sunohara sent flying out of the window hall, by Tomoyo Sakagami, who still have the red color on her face, but judging by the expression she have now, looks like the color came because of anger, she usually do a counter attack when Sunohara said that she's a guy before she kick him all the way to his class back from the hall. But now, she kicked him out in an instant. Poor Tomoyo, she must be had enough of this. This can be seen by her uncontrollable breaths, she had enough of this, this is the climax, now she must be hoped this is going to be the last time he will mess with Tomoyo again.

"Tomoyo" A soft hand patted on her shoulder, she surprised a bit but decided to not show it. Then she turn around to see Tomoya Okazaki is the owner of the soft and warm hand on her shoulder. And for a second, she feels like time has stopped, she wishes if time could stop right now. Current situation is she stares at Tomoya with a really calm eyes and happy looks, she just keep staring and staring and somehow that makes her feel more calm and comfortable.

"I apologize for him, he sometimes do things that only idiot would do, but trust me he's just too retarded to understand that the things he did is above his own idiocy level" Tomoya said with a sigh, left his breath, and with that Tomoyo quit from her daydream and finally woke up back to reality.

"No… it's okay… I know though, don't worry Tomoya, I always trust you" Tomoyo smiled happily "But still, that was really a thing that passed the line" She sighed.

"I know" Tomoya nodded in agreement and walked to the window where Sunohara was sent fly out from "Sunohara! You still alive?" He called out.

"For fuck sake why the hell I always lost!" Sunohara's voice came from bushes near the school buildings, even though he didn't answered Tomoya's question, his voice was an indirect answer for it.

"But he surely need to stop isn't he?" Tomoya turned Tomoyo and asked her.

"Yeah, I hope this is the last time, really, I never wanted to put this kind of thing into my daily schedule, I have to focus on participating student council" She stated weakly and this made Tomoya raised an eyebrow.

"You participating student council?" He asked again.

"Yeah, I always wanted to be one since my first year in this school" she explained.

"I see.. thanks then" Tomoya muttered as he sighed in relief, whatever the reason he did it, it must've made him feel relieved on something.

"Hm?"

"Ah no, nothing" He shook his head, and that got another head respond from Tomoyo who tilted her head to her left side. She continues this head pose as she start thinking about something.

"Tomoya.." She spoke up. This suddenly get Tomoya's attention who's replied her with a mumble.

"How was the lunch I made for you this morning?" She asked him occasionally. And this question made Tomoya stunned. He didn't eat any piece of Tomoyo's made lunch, he's too busy on thinking what he's going to answer her so he didn't notice Tomoyo's eyes turned sad in a moment. And it took around 5 seconds till he noticed it because he didn't find the good answer for it.

"Sorry Tomoyo, I was planning to keep it till the dinner time, or at least till I got home, I'll eat it, I promise" Tomoya bowed his head a bit and Tomoyo looked at him with a smile.

"It's okay Tomoya, but make sure you have to put it into a rice cooker to warm it up before you eat it" She told him with both of her hands crossing on her chest.

"Yes, of course I will" He nodded. Tomoyo smiled and then slowly the same color like when Sunohara showed her that thing come once again to her cheeks, it's maybe a bit blurry but it's still obvious if you have a pair of good eyes.

"And… Tomoya…" She spoke up again "I want to ask something…"

"Hm? What is it?" Tomoya asked.

"Do you….." This question is pretty obvious for people who had watched Clannad, but Tomoya didn't know it because he's not the God.

"Do I?" He imitates her.

"Do you have someone you li—" It's about time for her to ask that but the bell for the last class already rang, and she was not cutted by it. Even though it didn't, of course Tomoya didn't hear it.

"Umm, pardon Tomoyo, what did you say?"

"N-no, it's nothing, you hear that? The bell already rang, now go to class" She pushed his back gently.

"But I want to ski—"

"You're not allowed to skip, as someone who will join the student council, I won't let you, for the sake of Hikarizaka and for the sake of yourself as well" She smiled teasefully, darn this is must be a karma for him that he left Sunohara alone in the class and he wasn't able to skip with him before.

"Sunohara, you go to class too!" Tomoya shouted, regardless if he shouted in front of many other classes he keep calling his friend out "Sunohara" unfortunately Youhei Sunohara didn't answer him.

"Damn he must've ran away right when he heard the bell" Tomoya keep grunting and he had thought to get rid of Tomoyo, but he might have to think about it two times regarding to her might "Damn Sunohara" he muttered.

"No skipping class for you today Tomoya" Tomoyo giggled as she keep pushing his back and lead him to his class.


[03:22 PM, The Last Class Time, Hikarizaka Private High School]

The last class time, this is the only time from Monday to Friday when all students will become the same species as the duo delinquents, Tomoya Okazaki and Youhei Sunohara. It means, majorly students would sleep during the class time, only the students on different level have guts to skip class. Speaking about delinquent, let's see Youhei Sunohara.

After getting kicked out from the school hall, he landed inside bushes near a tree. Looks like once again he beaten by his rival, Tomoyo thing he learned was, don't you ever proudly show a porn to a girl. Wait a minute… a girl? Looks like he finally learned his mistakes and accept the reality with his whole heart. Getting beaten multiple times by a girl, especially that girl is your rival must be a real pain in the ass. A man got beaten up by a girl, who looks innocent is not an everyday view, except for Tomoya Okazaki. Seeing Youhei Sunohara get mega combo kicked by Tomoyo Sakagami is a special entertainment for Tomoya when boredom hits him. But looks like he will have to look for other entertainment since Sunohara already admitted his lost to Tomoyo Sakagami's gender.

After dragging his feet lazily around the school he ended up standing alone in front of a library reference room, the place where a certain girl would happily greet and treat anyone nicely, literally anyone, because even though if you're a delinquent or if you're a thug of the town, she will always smile at you and always will treat you as nice as the greatest housewife.

"Yukine-chan!" Sunohara yelled cheerfully as he opened the the door and entered the room. And what he found there is only the usual long tables and some seats for some guesses who intentionally visit this room. But it looks like the presence of Yukine Miyazawa is nowhere to be found inside this room right now.

"Even she goes to class when it's begin huh" Sunohara and his idiocy, of course she goes to class, she's not such a delinquent or kind of people who likes to ditch around so long. After realizing his sadness will not affect her absent here, Sunohara explores the room. He looks at the old books and the old stuff. For a library the books there aren't that as much as the legit school library one, but actually, these kind of books are the ones that wouldn't be found easily in that library since that library is a girl with a violet hair's territory that full of science and knowledge books and only for that purpose.

Maybe, just maybe, for the first time, he could handle his boredom with one or two books from here. It's extremely rare view for a wild Sunohara who wondering around in boredom could be tamed with a book. Well, read a few paragraph won't hurt anyone so he thought to pick one random book and read it.

"The first book I touched will be the fated book" Sunohara and his fantasy, he closes his eyes and stretches out his right hand toward the shelf of books, and he stepped forward slowly till his palm touched a book, he then opened his eyes and grip the book as he pulled it out from the shelf.

"So big, what's this…" He pulled it out from the shelf and wiped off some dusts on the cover "Damn a novel, this is too much" He put it back to it's place, bruh. He then walked to another side of the shelf to find himself another book to read. He wondering around to read the title of the books but he mostly finds novels and history book.

"Dammit, give me a break, I want to read a pack of entertainment papers not a ton of eyes tire maker" He sighed and looked at the shelves around him "Maybe… I can read light novel" He darted his eyes to a small book on the third row of the shelf and he reaches for it. Just as he said, it is a light novel, the cover said it's a love story romance light novel by showing an illustration of boy and a girl with cherry blossoms leaves surrounding them. Sunohara is not a type of guy who reads shoujo-ish thing, but he had no choice this time, for the sake of boredom killing.

He brings the book and walked out from the library reference room. He knows he can read the light novel happily in that room, without anyone interfering him or do such things. But, his thought said no to that, and he had thought to read it at somewhere more comfortable for him, the place where he can laugh as loud as he want, the place when he can cry if that necessary, the place where he can be himself and no one would judge, he considers all these kind of things because he's afraid if the light novel has more power to affect him emotionally, Don't judge book by it's cover he bets to himself that he should put his attention to that idiom. He walked down the hallway to look for that kind of place and he ended up stopped in front of a stairway. Which will lead anyone who walk on it up to the rooftop of the school.

"Bingo" That place just showed itself to him, or maybe he's the one who showing himself to it.

After giving about 20 steps on walk up to the stair, Sunohara finally made it to the top of the school. This is the place. From all the things people can do while ditching in the last class time of the school, he chooses to read a book, on the rooftop of the school. Maybe this is not the first time he do something unexpected, but this one is truly never be expected from an idiot, especially him, Youhei Sunohara.

"My warm spot" He walked to the wall that next to the doorway that connects the rooftop and the stair and he sits down leaning against the wall "My only place" He says peacefully. This is a place where he can be anyone he wants, Hikarizaka Private High School is a big place for him and of course finding friends in this kind of place will be easy for anyone who could interact with people properly. But that's actually a lie. Lies all over the place. No one could guarantee everyone will get an understand friend, this is what happened to Sunohara back when he was a freshmen. He were a part of Soccer club, he treated so good by the members of the club, despite of his idiotic looking he was actually skilled at soccer and he's one of those athletic students of the school. But till that time, he will never look at this school with the same perspective ever again.

All bullshit about friendship in club and crap about being together as a team were nothing more than a simple words for the sake of gaining people's trusts. That time when he got hazed by his upperclassmen as a tradition of shit that really should be stopped. He suddenly caught a headache everytime he thought about that time. But that should be okay, because in the end of the thought there's also part when he met someone who could understand him and is the same as him, a delinquent, fight a lot, almost absent in every class in school which made the headache dismissed in his head.

He had been through too much shit in this school, no, this town. But, it's all worth it, he finally got what he wanted, a friend. But deep in his heart, Sunohara doesn't even know what he REALLY wants. A human always wanted to get attention by people they want, this is natural in human feelings, that explains why there's kind of shy people yet they has great talent or something, or people who trying so hard to be the attention itself, take popular celebrities or people who known by so much people, these all natural. In Sunohara's case, his default self is to be an attention seeker, you can always tell this by his attitude for being clown all the time.

This natural feelings had shown by himself, but in other case, human ALSO wanted different kind of attention, especially those people in society who just got crashed by puberty, whoever is it, they always demand this attention for themselves. Yes sadly this is sounds so selfish, even more selfish than the author of this fic, but there's something to put into a note, they demand this attention, in their heart, they never literally DEMAND this attention blatantly. This certain emotion called "embarassment" was something that really feels so alive, this emotion is alive just like fear and arrogance. Because, the attention they wanted does not similar with the attention they get from many people around them. This kind of attention is that one kind that they want to get from ONE certain someone they cherish. Bet y'all know what is it, yes, it's (Ai), Cinta, Love.

And for Sunohara, did he ever know for himself that he want that kind of attention? Or maybe… he doesn't even think about that? Since he's an idiot so he might be never had think for having this kind of official love thingy for himself. Flirting with all girl's ass who passed through him cannot be called as a real love which is not genuine at all (8man wiki aka Hikipedia). Everything Sunohara do in everyday's life around girls are flirting, acting so cool, trying so hard to be the man who seemed like an interesting person. And that, of course, not a love feeling. Everytime Tomoya told him about a girl, he'd instantly went all the way to the girl he told.

Sunohara Youhei may be a massive idiot who would admit himself as the best boy ever live in the universe just like a goddamn cunt. But, he did all this on purpose. He realizes that this is all he can do, nothing more and nothing less. From their companions like Furukawa Nagisa, Fujibayashi Ryou, Fujibayashi Kyou, Sakagami Tomoyo, Ichinose Kotomi, and of course Okazaki Tomoya. Everything he realizes from everyone around him is his own boundaries. His own position, his own duty in the group. Tomoya already took the main character's seat and he doesn't mind it at all. And every main characters needed are heroines, and his harem already got those seats too. So it's his turn, in purpose of avoiding bitter and sour daily live that filled with spicy drama, someone has to be the one who would block that shit away. Being clown in the group, being a punching bag in order to avoid Tomoya being the target of disappointment from the other because his decision once he finally decide ONE girl for himself and for his life.

"Well, I don't mind it at all though, I'm happy with what I have right now" He spoke to himself as he flipped the cover book and started his journey in the light novel he just brought.


[05:00 PM, End of School, Hikarizaka Private High School]

A mixture of violet color that waiting for the chromatic major color in the sky to get down and replace it. This is the sky of pre-evening and nights. Something like this is truly beautiful and everyone know that the view of this town is always beautiful despite of the fact that the mc hates this town pretty much and there's always people with him too, hating the city for the things happened to them seems so often to be seen. Yet, no matter if the half or even the whole people in the city hate it, it would never stop doing its magic.

And this boy, know it always a beautiful town. Happy-Go-Lucky personality always help him to adapt himself in this city, he's not Tomoya, unlike him, Sunohara didn't hate this city that much, he doesn't even like this city either. Tomoya has been suffered in himself since he live in this town and turned out to hate it and treat it like some city that would give him jinx all the time. But Sunohara is different, no matter how many times his ass got kicked, no matter how many times he suffered, he always has happy memories in this city too. It's just fate, or he can conclude that God is playing with his toys (humans).

Speaking about Sunohara, he's currently in sleeping mode with the pages of the light novel shoved on his face. Laying down and letting cool wind hit him, a perfect situation to take a nap. Warm sunlight of pre-sunset fondling around his skin and his bleached blonde hair. The sounds of birds chirping around him and the bell of school telling students to go home become a surprsingly enjoyable lullaby for this boy. But the only thing that keeping him away from dreaming is some peck on his nose. It keep coming and coming straight on his nose but he always refuse to leave through the wake up door. This keep trying to drag him out from his sleep and that finally hit his limit.

"Dammit just stop already!" He slammed the ground and taking the book off his face. But once his eyes being free from the pages of words, he's unable to see anyone, no, he doesn't see anyone there. He's been assuming that someone poking on his nose repeatedly as a prank or a joke. But where's the bastard go? he thought.

"Puhi!"

A wild baby boar appeared. Sunohara turned his head down to see a small baby boar looking at him in fear. It's the same look it shows everytime it sees Sunohara. But something weird happens sometimes. It currently poking on his nose using whatever it has, maybe its nose or feet or something. But why, it always ran away from Sunohara everytime he shows up.

"What are you doing here….. uh… Putan?" Sunohara asked.

"Puhi!" It seems responds him with a higher voice.

"Huh what?, speak english!, I don't understand" He hissed

"Puhi"

"Damn I looks like an idiot" Sunohara facepalmed mentally also physically, and it's true that he's looks like an idiot, he always do because he is definitely a complete idiot "Were you thinking that I was a corpse body and you wanted to make sure if I really dead or no?!" He glared at the baby boar and it flinched away from him, making it's way downstairs to the school hall from the rooftop.

Sunohara sighed then looked down at the book in his hand.

"Ah.." He flipped the pages all from the start and keep flipping the pages around "Yes, this, Page 22" He made the mark on the page by folding some part of it. Maybe… just maybe, he finally could read without killing himself in the process?.

Then he noticed the bell still ringing and he realizes that school is over for today. He couldn't help but shrugged for no reason because this is not the first time he skipped the class till the end of school. He got up on his feet and dusts himself.

"It's time for the drama club" He sighed and walked downstairs "Maybe after that I could ask Nagisa-chan for working part time there again"


[05:12 PM, End of School, Drama Club Room]

"No, Nagisa, not there…."

"Sorry Okazaki-kun, I'm not as good as Tomoyo-chan when doing it.."

"You do a really good job Nagisa, please continue, and do it harder please…"

"O-okay Okazaki-kun…"

"Please you two, stop, Nagisa, don't let him bossing around you like that, let him massage himself" Kyou pulled Nagisa away from Tomoya. Seems like this is not like what you think, maybe the author failed to make you think of something he want you to think.

"But Okazaki-kun looks so tired, I want to help him get rid of his tireness" Nagisa said in low tone, she seems feel sorry for him so she managed a massage on his shoulder. But it looks like due to jealousy or just annoyance, Kyou interrupted them.

"Damn, Kyou, stop interfering, I was starting to enjoying it" Tomoya snapped.

"Enjoy yourself by making yourself feel comfortable on your bed"

"But I have to be here, helping Nagisa on the club, and this is your fault after all, you kicked me when Tomoyo arguing with you"

"Wha—" Kyou blushed "I-it's your fault!, not mine, if she didn't say that I like someone like you I wouldn't kick you"

"Why the hell it was my fault?"

"Because she was talking about I'm liking you!"

"That's not logic!"

"Whatever"

Silence finally hit all of them, Nagisa was so worried of the two while Ryou chatting with Kotomi and there's also Tomoyo. Sigh. Tomoyo get up and and makes space between Kyou and Tomoya. This makes Kyou's anger grew even more and she dragged into another argument with Tomoyo. It looks like Tomoyo had saved Tomoya's ass from Kyou. But he doesn't seemed appreciate it and instead he covered his ears from Tomoyo and Kyou's argument, well he can't be blamed though, they're arguing about him anyway.

Tomoya walked over them and stands next to Nagisa, she's smiling, not at him, but at Kyou and Tomoyo. Tomoya can't help but letting out his curiousity from his mouth.

"What are you smiling at Nagisa?" He asks her curiously.

"Nothing, I'm just so happy that everyone seems so happy, even though I'm making them joined the Drama Club for my own wish, I'm just happy that they still there for me despite of the fact that I'm burdening them" She shook her head and turned to Tomoya with a bright smile formed on her lips "And it's all thanks to you, Okazaki-kun"

Tomoya can't resist her anymore at this rate, he tries his best and looks up to the ceiling to cover some crimson red on his face.

"W-well, it's not only because of me, this is also because of you, you tried so hard on this, and this is what you get" He calms himself and turned his head down to look at Nagisa again "So, no need to thank me, Nagisa" He patted her head which causing everyone's gazes turned to him in shock. Ryou, Kotomi, Kyou, Tomoyo, they all looking at Tomoya who petting Nagisa who seems enjoying it. Their shock paid in silence of jealousy, till the door opened.

"Yo, folks, it's ya boi Sunohara!" Everyone looked at Sunohara when he greeted them cheerfuly as he crashing in through the door., seriously, he needed to readphere sometimes, that's what they what Sunohara did was just protecting his bro from being scolded or cornered by his harem.


Yep, that's it, I told you that was sucks, and you notice that I does not know many language so please, spare my life. Thanks a lot for the readers here for leaving your time to read this, I hope I could get more for my own improvement.