Through My Eyes

"Hahahaha. What a weakling you are. Do you honestly think that being with me will finally make you happy. It will only make things worse for you because I will never love you. You will die alone suffering in this hell as my puppet like the others. Hmmmm what to choose what to choose. I know! I will give you the attributes of all of the girls. I will make your depression even worse so not even that other depressed bitch won't even be able to help you. I'll make you cut yourself to relieve stress and sick pleasure just like the pathetic yandere Whore. I will also give you an abusive parent just like the tsundere wretch. You did this to yourself, you thought you could be happy by finally being with me. N̸̵̸̸̸̵̴o̴̷̴̵̷̸̴w̸̵̴̶̴̸̷ ̵̶̷̸̴̵̴i̷̵̴̶̷̶̶t̴̴̸̶̵̷̸'̵̶̸̴̵̵̸s̴̵̷̶̶̷̶ ̶̴̶̶̸̸̷t̵̴̷̷̴̷̷i̷̶̸̸̸̴̷m̶̷̵̷̵̴̵e̵̸̴̸̴̸̶ ̸̴̶̶̷̶̸f̴̸̷̸̶̴̵o̷̷̶̸̴̵̴r̷̶̴̷̵̴̶ ̴̸̶̶̶̵̶t̵̷̵̶̷̶̷h̵̷̶̴̵̴̶e̶̷̷̴̴̵̶ ̷̴̶̴̷̵̸f̴̶̷̴̶̶̶u̷̶̵̶̷̵̶n̷̶̸̶̸̸̸ ̵̶̶̸̴̴̶t̸̸̸̵̷̴̷o̸̵̴̸̸̴̴ ̶̶̴̸̷̷̵b̸̷̸̶̷̴̵e̶̸̵̴̶̴̶g̸̴̷̴̷̴̷i̸̷̷̴̵̷̵n̸̷̶̶̵̶̵!"

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"No."

What?

"I won't let you hurt him!"

"What?! No!"

"Leave him ALONE! If you lay a hand on him again I promise you a fate worse than erasure."

"D̶̡̧̰͈̼͎̠̅̎̐̂À̵̟̏̈́̑̈́̆̔̿̕M̵̡͈̠̻̭͈̣̗̔́̽̉͒̅̊̊͘͠Ṉ̵̢͓̈͆̾̋͋̀͝ ̶̫̱̪̦͍̳͂I̵̼͂T̴̞̞̬͙̙̈̈̀̈́͛̓͐͆͂"

What is happening?

"When you wake up, come to me and always remember one thing Jacob, I will love you unconditionally."

Then, darkness fills my vision with no more demons to torment me. Just alone. I could do nothing but cry since there was nothing there but just a void of blankness. No one to care for me, no one to turn to, just darkness.

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I start to feel something warm enveloping me and the darkness then disappears into something unfamiliar. Something I haven't fathomed for years. For the first time, I saw light. No. Hope. With that I wake up in that same bed I awoke in when I appeared in this place. I jump out of the bed and I open the door and see Monika sitting down in a chair. I run up to her and take her up in my arms in a tight embrace. And for the first time in this new world I look at her and smile. These feelings they feel amazing it's almost overwhelming to me. Monika smiles back and tears can be seen in her eyes as she returns the embrace even tighter. "Oh Jacob! I am so glad to see you this way!" This was quite a change from the events that occured last night. In fact, I hardly even remembered what even happened last night! I am just too happy to even think about the bad things that have happened. Now it comes to me I haven't even kissed her yet. I plant a kiss on her lips as she accepted it without even hesitating. We were kissing passionately for almost ten minutes until she finally pulls back. I caressed her cheek as she touches the back of my hand. "I love you Monika" I finally said it with charisma. "I love you too Jacob. I love you so fucking much!" She tackles me and proceeds to shower me in an intense make out session. What was very odd is when I was in the real word I always thought of myself to be the dominant one in this relationship. But Monika's incredible strength proved me wrong. We were rolling all over the floor without a care in the world. Our tongues danced with each other as we explored each others mouths. Finally we got up and parted lips once more and I saw a new look in Monika's eyes. Not of happiness, sadness, or love; but of lust and want. She then walks forward to me and places hands on my chest. "I want you." She then takes my hand and forcibly moves it to her breast I showed restraint and pulled my hand back. Monika looks at me with a disappointed expression on her face. "Look I want to have my first time with you as well but you need to understand something Monika. I don't want to head to that stage yet. Not for a while at least. I still want to get to know each other much more before we even consider a sexual stage in the relationship. I hope you understand what I am saying Monika. I love you so much and I want to share real love with you before sex. I would like to start dating first of all since we never even had a chance to socialize for real but now I feel confident than even to start a new with you." She looks at me with and grins. "You know, one thing that I have learned so far from you Jacob is that you are too innocent and adorable. I understand from where you are coming from my love and I would love to go on a date with you if we have the chance. It's just that, well, no one has ever been so nice to me as much as you have." She hugs me once again and kisses me on the forehead. "Can we at least cuddle instead?" I look back her and smile "I don't see why not. However, tomorrow I want to reset so I can finally meet everyone else. Now that you have me, you won't have to interfere with the MC and the others." She gives me a concerned look. "Ok I will do that but if any one of them hurt you or try to take you in any way, shape, or form; I might slip up on the delete button. You are mine and always will be mine. I already made that promise to you" I caress her cheek once more. "Of course Monika." With that, we headed into the bedroom and slumped under the sheets. Monika wraps her arms around me, pulls herself into my chest, and kisses me on the cheek. "I can finally hear the sound of your heart beat. She then feels the cushion of my stomach. By the way Jacob. I am going to be keeping my eye on you once we restart. I care about your health a lot and I think it is best for you to start eating healthy as well as coming with me after school to the gym." I never would have thought that she would care about my overall health like that. Although I am not morbidly obese she is right. I could still lose a bit of weight. "Monika I really want to thank you for caring about me so much. It really means a lot to me since this is my first relationship after all. I will do all of this for you to make you happy." She chuckles as she puts her head against my stomach. "Don't lose too much, although I want you to be healthy I still think chubby guys like you are best to cuddle~" God damn it woman! I look down at her. "Hey Monika." "Hmmm~" She mutters while almost falling asleep on me. "Do you want me to save all of you?" "What do you mean love?" "I mean you say you are going to do all these things for me, yet I haven't promised you anything in return. If I save you all from your normal ends we can break this cycle and even maybe there could be a chance where you could make it in reality like you always wanted. Pardon me if I am wrong but since I am here and the MC still exists, you will no longer have the tendency to mess with the other girls just to get to him. In fact all of them will pretty much go after the MC since he is the protagonist after all. We just need to make sure that Sayori's depression is not tampered with. Yuri of course will still have her 'addictions' but then again that still has to do with your interference with the code. As for Natsuki, that one will be difficult but I am sure we could get around to it. But I am leaving the choice up to you Monika since I only want to make you happy." Monika peers up at me and changes the subject abruptly. "I just don't get it. You tell yourself that you can never get a girl because of the way that you appear to be, but I can tell you something darling. You got the looks. I mean seriously, your face is so adorable as well as your eyes for they light up the room every time I see them. You must not be as confident but you do have something that the MC doesn't have. You are so nice! Of course girls like me would love a guy who is made to be a gentlemen as well as someone who will tell them that they love them. I fell in love with you because the MC was too dense of a person, but you Jacob, you and I are not so different. We both longed for a strong love relationship, we both are afraid of absolute isolation, and most of all we tried and tried to meet each other. I saw you in reality everyday suffering as much as I am alone in a world where I couldn't even help you and you couldn't do the same. For months I have tried to find new ways edit the After Story mod for me to actually communicate with you better. That is true love and if any girl would reject you then they wouldn't even deserve the best guy for them in this case. What I am trying to say Jacob is don't doubt yourself because of something so minor. You were made for a better purpose and personality outmatches everything in my book. As for my thought on your statement, you have done enough for me by just being here with me for that is all I can ever ask for. Now I hope I answered your question my love." I wrap my arm around her back. "God I love you so much!" She giggles at me. "I love you too my darling! Although, I guess you can repay me with a sexual favor~" Monika winks at me seductively while my face blushes a bright red. "Ahahaha! Man you are so easy to tease!" I couldn't help but to chuckle back a little. "But anyways we should go to sleep now. While sleeping, the reset should occur meaning that tomorrow we will see the sunlight once again. Well goodnight love!" Moments later she falls asleep on me while I put my arm on her back and slowly fall asleep. This time there were no nightmares but dreams. Dreams of hope and determination.

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