Sweet Serial Killer
Category: TV Shows » Vampire Diaries
Author: JustLola
Language: English, Rating: Rated: M

Chapter 12: Chapter 12

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I really don't want to give much away but this starts out in Elena's POV, but we switch to Damon… and most likely it's going to be more Damon from now… Because that's how I keep it interesting. But most of you liked it so I'm happy.

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Chapter 12

Like a light I'm
Luring you.

"I am not going to approve that, you are crazy to even think it," Josette liked to raise her voice, I could hear her all the way from my office, everyone could in the whole hospital, she got pretty loud if she got angry, and when Ric had her pinned up against the wall, but you didn't need to know that, she was currently on 10 decibels going higher by every word that left her mouth, she'd reach 20-25 decibels by the next 10 seconds. I peer into her office and look at her, her face is red, like the bright angry red face emoticon you get on whatsapp, and she was probably angry, I presume, the head set of her landline is pressed against her ear to the point where I do not know where her ear starts and the headset begins. "He is in this hospitals care at the moment, so that means my care so I don't give a flying fuck what you want, until my doctor has evaluated him I have the final say." Interesting. She sees me and her eyes go wide before she notions me into the room, she was clearly referring to me, because I was currently the only doctor evaluating a prisoner, I now notice that Ric is also being shared sharing the office with us, he gives me this wayward look that tells me not to ask question. And I won't because he clearly knows what he's talking about when it came to Josette.

"The state…"He mouths towards me and I just nod my head, they were talking about my Damon, I mean my patient. That much I could make out, I wonder what they wanted with him now that he was out of their hands, I mean when they had him, they didn't want him and now that they don't have them they wanted to do everything with him. That saying was always referred to a condom, rather have it and not need it then need it and not have it, same goes for a firearm, but I just guessed my father was a crazy when he said that.

"Do you think any of the families will get any closure by letting them see him, open up the wounds that are clearly already healed? I doubt that and I think that Dr. Gilbert would highly disapprove of this as well because this will only delay the evaluation of the patient and your office are always on my neck about wanting the report, he's only been here for two weeks." I raise a brow, this could only mean one thing, you get people that want to meet the people that took their loved ones lives away and I get that, but I wasn't one of those people who approved of it, it was rather unhealthy for the mourning family. "I knew it was your plan all along to just dump him here and let him rot away in this hospital, but since he is under my roof, it's my rules. And what I say is Law… No you listen to me…."I tuned out the rest as I took a seat next to Ric, I didn't have the energy to listen or pay attention.

"What do they want now?" I ask softly as Ric reclines in the seat next to me placing his hands casually behind his head like he is on a beach holiday somewhere in the Bahama's rather than the Mental Institution in Richmond. I wanted to life where he lived, or rather the planet he lived on, I mean he was so relaxed and chilled out, he had to take something to be this calm, he casually winks at me and I just roll my eyes because he knows exactly what I want to say.

"Something about some of the families who want to meet with Damon one-on-one and there was some other things to that I was not listening to because Josette was already in yelling mode." Ric say as he keeps a trained eye on Josette because he knows that if she hears him there will be no love for 7 days… she could last longer than 7 days, she got extremely frustrated so what should I say? I have been on the non-sex diet for more than half a year. The thing is why Josette and Ric haven't come out as a couple yet is beyond me because we all know what goes on behind closed doors, and closer rooms and janitor closets. I am instantly reminded of Damon's masturbation session and how the poor Janitor must have felt, I can clearly remember how I felt when I saw his erect member that one time… for a few seconds… maybe a few minutes, okay I had a mental picture captured in my mind because I wasn't sure when I might get a chance to witness such perfection again. I'm going to hell anyway so it didn't matter if I thought of that now. "I surely approve that he get out with the other patients, like rec time, it must get lonely trapped in that room…" I can hear Ric speak but it's like I can't comprehend, was he actually thinking about my dear sociopath well-being?

"I guess I could suggest that he gets some rec time, TV time and so on, but since when did you become pro-Damon because you hate him, you don't even wanted me in the same room as him a week ago and now you are all caring about his well-being, what happened to my no care Ric?" I ask a bit sarcastically raising a brow suspiciously be he gets it and I can see that he takes it as a joke. Ric looks like he's mulling over his answer for a few seconds and when he finally decides what he want to say he changes his mind and I can tell it because it was at the tip of his tongue and I knew him better then you actually thought.

"I guess we all, including me hope there is redeemable qualities in that deranged lunatic you call your patient." I want to comment, on that, that I know there is more to what he wanted to say but I just give him a tight lipped smile because in Ric's way he was saying that Damon wasn't as bad as people thought and that meant that he actually spent time to get and know my deranged lunatic. I wouldn't need to ask Damon about it. "Besides put you with him in the room and he's as harmless as a bunny rabbit, except for the sexual frustration because the janitor can stop moaning about he constantly has to clean up after him." I have to roll my eyes at Ric for that one but he was right and I giggled somewhat because I know Damon was a problem in the janitor department. I felt nervous seeing Damon again today, I felt like I left things unresolved when I cut our session a bit too short yesterday and dragged him back to his cell. I didn't literally drag him because I am way too small to even pick him up but you get the picture. The thing was I knew I was in love with him, I just knew it and I was scared to act on it because of his past. His nature. But what can I say my past was strange as well, we all had skeletons in our past that we were not proud of, yet I could barely remember my skeleton that stood out like a sore thumb, it took months and months of counselling and treatment but the memories were barely there.

I look towards Josette she has seemed to have calmed down, the headset was placed down so that meant that the phone call was done with, thank God, I didn't know how much her blood pressure could still take. She took in a deep breath and smiled it was rather forced but a smile nether the less. "Okay so those fuckers won't mess with me... ever again." She states and I can't help but stare at her in complete and utter shocked at her choice of words because she never, ever swears but I couldn't help laughing as well, it was hilarious.

"That's why I love you." It's strange to hear someone used those words when you haven't heard them for quite some time and when you hear them it's from the place you least expect it like Damon confessing his love to me or me telling him that I could love him, even the scary dark parts that was not so pretty. I look to Ric and I just give him a supportive smile because I don't think he realised yet that he spoke his thoughts out loud or that he said that he actually love Josette. But he doesn't double back he just continues to smile lovingly at Josette like she's the morning sunrise. Maybe they did come out and I was just too caught up in all the Damon drama to notice.

"You know you just said you love me?" Josette askes but the smile on her face doesn't fade away or disappear. It remains there and they get this loving look on both their faces, and I can't help but feel a bit sick at their little display of affection towards one another, but I guess I felt like that, it was just underneath all the sex remarks and dark humour that Damon could master so well.

"I know, besides Elena knew it long before we were even hooking up…" At that I have to raise a brow… Ric just stopped mid sentenced as he looked to Josette like he shouldn't even have mentioned it and I have never seen that shade of red on her before, it would make Damon proud. I stop my line of thought, and I just look down at my lap, all my thoughts were already Damon induced it was only a matter of time when my love started to overcloud my mind and it would blind me from everything and anything that he could possibly do. It was inevitable to think of it and denied it.

"Okay so on a whole different note, your patient…"Josette says in a rush and this never meant anything good because it's border lining on awkward. "The state wants to look up the lone surviving victim of Damon's killings," she pauses because I might have this weird expression on my face that might indicate that I have no idea what she was even talking about. "They want to find her… to re-open the case and they want her to testify before a trail and basically if you don't certify him insane they want to give him the death penalty." She stops and she looks from Ric to me and then back to Ric because clearly Ric knows more about this then I do and I have no idea what he's talking about.

"What?" was the only thing I could make out of the jumbled mess that was currently my mind. It was a mess between the words that just came out of her mouth and the things that clearly didn't add up and the killing Damon part. Why would the state even think of such a thing when he wasn't in their hand for the next 6 to 8 months or until I finished the evaluation which I would surely draw out?

"What? What?" Josette asks her eyes going wide again like she can't believe that I just questioned her or that I replied her question with a question and it followed with another question that was irrelevant to anything that was currently going on.

"There was no known surviving victim…" I finally say, I think if I started with the 'certify him insane' thing it would lead to the 'the state wants to kill him' thought and I would go insane because he wasn't insane, this clearly had nothing to do with his mentality and by doing that I would take away any future that he might possibly have, not that he has one that does not involve the inside of this hospital or the injection of the death penalty… I couldn't handle with either situations to be honest, the thoughts physically pained me to think of it. "And if there was a surviving victim there was nothing about her or him in the case file, I should know I studied it like the bible." I say and I am border lining on psychotic myself at the moment.

"You never really followed the case did you?" Ric asks and I look to him because even he knows about it, was I the only one that did not know about the whole situation. Was I so under educated that I didn't notice a survivor in everything that I read.

"What?" I ask again and I sound every bit as desperate and worried as I currently looked. "No. I never followed it, most of it happened when I was still in college. I had other stuff to focus on." I say and it spikes a painful memory I clearly don't want to remember and my eyes are wide as I look between Ric and Josette, because I am desperately looking for answers, any answer that might enlighten me.

"Elena you clearly forgot that you were at Richmond during your whole College career… You knew those girls that got killed." Ric says and he says this slower than usual like I should know something, yes I know I was at Richmond, and I knew some of the girls that were killed, I couldn't remember theirs but I guess a lot of boys said that after their aimless one night stand with them, but that was a memory I would rather suppress and not bring back into play, I mean I lost my brother during that time as well. It was all chaotic and I would just rather forget it happened and if Ric wanted to bring up Jeremy I would bring up Jenna.

"Ric, you clearly forgot I lost my brother round about then as well, a lot of those days, those months were pissed away with alcohol, medication and drugs." I say and he instantly regret even mentioned that, see we all have pasts with skeletons in, not only Damon. I look at Josette and she looks down in pity. It was no secret about my brother but it was rather traumatic to remember it. "And I mean Damon mentioned he made a mistake which led him to handing himself in." I feel guilty about even mentioned this, it doesn't even have any merit to the subject what so ever, I feel like I betrayed Damon by sharing this bit of information to them, because I never shared information I shared with patients. "Whatever, I need to go to my session, could you…" I don't finish my sentence because Ric knows what I want to say.

"I'll go get Damon." Ric says.

Damon's POV

"She's in a very bad mood today." I look at rent-a-cop and frown as he opens my cell door to escort me to my session with the one and only Dr. Gilbert, he's only telling me this because he was the cause of her foul mood and I was pretty sure of that because why else would he even mention it. Unless it had something to do with me and he was just giving me a heads up on what to expect when your expected Elena Gilbert.

"Why? Did you use her toothbrush again in the staff bathroom?" I ask and he sends me this knowing look with a smile because he has done that several times, I walk out into the hall and stand there waiting for the man to close the door again. And he needed to exclusively tell me this because I needed to know everything about Elena, well everything except that… So she liked dental hygiene, so did I and I would freak if anyone used my tooth brush, but then again Ric is one of those people that will push your toothbrush up his ass if you wronged him.

"Not this time." He mutters back closing my cell door, I patiently wait for him to walk back in front of me because I get this eerie feeling that he stares at my ass sometimes, just blame that on some drunk bonding where he told me if I was the only person in this world he would be with me or something like that. "The state wants to open your case again." He says as we start to walk and I wonder why they would want to do that. I mean 12 life sentences was enough, unless they wanted to kill me but I doubt that, I was lovable and people liked me.

"Why?" I ask and it's getting irritated how I am asking the same question over and over again without getting the right results, it's like Ric wants prolong this conversation. But the walk towards the session room is some bit of a distance so I can understand if he wanted something to talk about the whole way.

"They are looking for the one that got away." I stop in my tracks, why would they be looking for her? "Keep moving, I don't want Elena to scold me because you're late again." Rent-a-cop says, my feet start moving when I hear Elena's name, because she was my only motivation in this damn hell hole, I guess if that is the case then I have loaded questions heading my way today, and some I won't be able to answer if my beautiful doctor did ask them. I just couldn't answer them, I didn't want to remember the one that I let go.

"You're late, not me." I reply and he sends me a glare but I shake it off, I look to the side as we pass the parlour, some of the patients are sitting down with Dr. Bennet, I never really got to introduce myself to her, but then again I never got any communication unless it was from Ric or Elena. I wonder when I would be given some privileges, I mean I still wanted to watch the last three seasons of Breaking Bad. "Why would they be looking for her? She probably changed her name and moved to another country by now. I left her in pretty bad shape." I say and Ric stop's turning around to face me, we haven't really spoken about this so I think he's just as shocked and weary as Elena is.

"Why did you leave her alive?" He says as he turns back to me, he has a frown on his face, no one really knew about the girl and no one ever asked about her while we were on trial, her parents didn't want her to partake in anything after she witnessed me killing off some of her friends. And I clearly know what the hell you are thinking right now. "You killed all the other but her, what made her special?" Ric asked, you might wonder what we are talking about and why we are quite familiar about everything.

"She was at the wrong place at the wrong time." I say looking down at the ground, now surpassing Ric as I make my way to the session room. I mean I just couldn't get over that scene that was before me, I couldn't forget her eyes, much like Elena's doe eyes. I hear his feet a few moments later and then he's next to me.

"Was that before or after we…?" Ric asks and I just glare at him, how can he be this bad at remembering the timeline of America most wanted serial killer, I mean 18 months was a big time span but then again it felt like years on end for me. But I didn't want to remember it, that specific event, the College incident but it was pending, and on the tip of Elena's tongue with questions to follow.

"That happened before we met." I reply and Ric just nods his head, I know Ric, I met him a couple of times and we got complete shitfaced. Well those couple of times was in the time span of one or two weeks it's kind of a blur, we just happen to meet at the counter of the Grizzlies Bar in Richmond, getting sloshed every time we saw each other. He was drinking because he lost a close family friend and he's girlfriend had an abortion, and I just killed a group of innocent college girls. "Do you still hear from that Jenna bitch?" I ask and he just frowns at my question.

"From time to time. I should have taken you up on your offer when you said you'd kill her." Ric says and I chuckle at that but it was humourless because even if he did take me up on that offer I wouldn't be able to do it. We stop in front of the session room and Ric looks to the ground once again this time in shame. "Don't be too hard on her today." Ric asks and I just nod my head, there was no need to tell me that, I would never be hard on Elena ever, and I meant that in a non-sexual related note. Because I always have a hard on for her.

He takes a step forwards and grasp the handle bar of the door pushing it open, he doesn't even poke his head into the room today to check on her or to greet her, he just lets me walk in and he closes the door firmly today. She's sitting in her usual spot, perched on the edge of the chair, she's waiting for me like she did yesterday. She gives me this soft smile that puts all my demons in their place. I felt strangely at home as I saw her, she made me tolerate this place she just didn't know it yet. When it's dark, she always carries the sun in her hands for me.

"Hey," She says rising to her feet, she seems nervous today but still relaxed, she doesn't know whether to move to me or stay in her place, so I remain in my spot right next to the door, she's fighting an internal battle within herself on whether she wants to give into me. I open my arms never the less and give her one of my panty dropping smiles, that has always seemed to work, and yes I can smile I don't always just smirk, sometimes she deserves a smile but she doesn't move.

I take a step towards her and she gives me this nervous smile and her eyes go wide before they focus on me again, she fidgets with her hands and then they come to a standstill and she smiles at me, that internal battle must be over and one part of her came out victorious. "Just come here." I say and she actually wiggles her eyebrows at me shaking her head from side to side like she could not believe I just said that.

"Sorry but since when do you give me orders?" she says and she's playful, might she have had a change of heart while Ric was fetching me or was this just a side of her I have yet to witness. She seems to regard me for a moment and I feel like I did something wrong on some lever by giving her an order but this was only to manipulate me. I would play along, depending on the game she decided to play.

"I can do bossy bitch too." I say and finally with two long leaps I am in front of her and I wrap an arm around her in a half hug, I almost want to poke her and tickle her sides but I doubt they would think we are having a playful pillow fight when I have been convicted of more than 200 murders. I might just be stabbing her with a knife or choking her, well I would love to poke her with another appendage of my body and I would enjoy holding her, every piece of her…She places her hand on my cheek and pushes my face to the side, placing a soft kiss to me cheek. "I could get used to this…" I say looking at her but I am surprised with the rather lightly display of affection towards me.

"Yeah," she mumbles half-heartedly and I am not sure what the hell is going on with her mood because it's all over the place but I catch her somewhat off guard placing my lips to hers and I have missed these lips so much in the past 24 somewhat hours that I have not seen her, or tasted her. When she pulls away she takes a step out of my arms and looks around the room like she's waiting for someone to jump out and yell 'Got you.' But as soon as she confirms that she's being beyond paranoid she gives me a bright smile. "You better," she soon adds to her statement and I just smile rolling my eyes at her.

I look to the couch which seems to be the only piece of furniture where I can have her sit with me and as I take a seat I grab for her waist pulling her with me, she squeals and she struggles against my assault on her to sit with me but soon she settles down, she's half on top of me which I find pleasing but the fun and games were bound to stop and the serious situation was going to pop up if she continued to move against me like that. I'm sorry, here you are thinking that I am talking about something else, no actually not sorry for all these situation where I get highly frustrated and I just need the world to know about my current sexual frustration with my oh, so beautiful doctor but sex wouldn't happen now, wasn't sure it was a possibility in our future but that could be up for debate.

"I need to ask you something." Her question leads to me thinking of all the bad stuff I have done recently. One of the things was thinking about her while masturbating but was that really that bad? I mean I like her and she knows I'm in love with her, it would be considered cheating if I was thinking about someone else and I could never betray her like that, besides she's the only thing running around in my mind, and more then not she's almost never wearing any clothes because it's strictly against the dress code.

"Yes, I am horny right now, no I do not curry rubbers on me and maybe, we can fit in a quick session if we both are willing." I play it save by giving her three relevant answers, I mean Edward did it with Bella and that damn Twilight novel that didn't even have a half decent sex scene at the end, what was all the hype about? But she's not having any of that. She actually gives me this outrageous look and then looks to me lap to confirm if I was actually lying about the first part but I wasn't I was having wood like a forest full of trees, I can't help but give her a sheepish smile, she just has that effect on me. She pulls her bottom lip into her mouth like she's not thinking of her previous question that she was thinking of and she is thinking of something rather scandalous and delicious. I might just like what she was thinking of and approve it by the look at how she mulling at her lip sucking lightly on it.

"I heard you almost gave the poor Janitor another heart attack last night." Elena says as her eyes move back to mine and I have her, she's clearly thinking like I'm doing, I wonder who spilled the beans thou because it was just me and the old man and well Ric knew but he wouldn't tell a soul. And if he did I was sure telling Elena that he was using her toothbrush when she didn't look, like that would do anything, she would just buy a new toothbrush.

"Twice…" I say and at this her eyes go wide, like she never saw or heard of a guy going for more than once, if she only knew the last time I was with a woman, it would be one of the faithful nights I got shitfaced with Ric and that was some time ago. I slightly pull her towards me until she finally straddles my lap placing her knees on either side of my body and she doesn't even protest which I approve of. If only she was wearing a skirt or a dress, easy access…. "I can try for a third." I say placing my hands on her hips, it was rather surprising how willing she was when she smiled at me somewhat nodding his head.

"If I approve to this bit of fornication with you what will I get in return…"Elena asks leaning closer to me, taunting me with her lips as she kisses the tip of my nose, she even sticks out her tongue licking the tip, I can only imagion how I taste, like cheap hospital soap but she doesn't pull a face she smiles, and it never falters, I look into her eyes that seems slightly dilated but pay no attention to it, I'm to horny to even care if she has dilated pupils, and when your horny you think with your dick not you head or you're heart, and that's the truth.

"What type of fornication? And what is just a bit?" I ask pressing her somewhat down to feel just how aroused she was making me by straddling me, I love the little 'o' she makes with her mouth and the sound that escapes - priceless, she places her hands on my shoulder lazily and gives me this seductive smile before she rocks her hips towards mine causing somewhat friction in the already restricted confines of my hospital pants. Her lips meet mine for a few seconds before she pulls away rocking her hips against mine again and she has the approved look on her face that she actually likes this hold she currently has on me because right now she was calling all the shots and if she asked me to do something I would not think twice. The sudden change in behaviour strikes me a bit odd but I'll place that in the back of my mind, I want to see how far Elena was willing to take this. "Elena…" I coo to her and she smiles devilishly.

"Damon…" she coo's back taking my bottom lip into her mouth and lightly sucking at it, I can imagine something else I would like to get sucked but beggars can't be choosers, she keeps my bottom lip between her teeth and she's loving this. I have no words to even say to her right now, not because she has my bottom lip in her mouth but because this was so unexpected. She removed her hand from my shoulder and let her fingers travel down to my lap, gripping my penis through the material of my pants and she fucking moans, sending vibrations straight through me. She releases my lip and presses her forehead to mine. "Don't tell me you don't want this, you've been constantly asking for more…" she says pressing her chest against mine.

"I am not complaining but I have to ask you why the sudden change in heart…" She frowns for a moment tilting her head to the side. And I can see that she's having an internal battle with herself again, this was going to become a constant thing with her, she didn't know whether to give in or not, and to be honest I just wanted to know, not that I was complaining or anything, but this behaviour for my sweet dear Elena was not what I expected, not even one but so of course I worried.

She opens her mouth and it's hard for her to form the words, she finally looks down in between us her fingers playing with the waist band of my pants, it has since moved from holding my penis and then she dips a finger inside my pants pulling the waist band from my skin, revealing what she already knows is waiting on the inside and it's like the internal battle has been won and she continues like nothing ever happened. "If you keep questioning it then I might just change my mind." Elena says and I'm not sure if I like this side of Elena but she had different sides to her, I accepted that much.

"Then tell me how much is just a bit…?" I say and she gets the wicked grin on her face like a child that got the biggest fucking Christmas present ever. Okay so we were going to set up some boundaries to play safe so I was sure foreplay was in the picture but all out asking for a blowjob or sex was out of the window. I think that would be a rather appropriate approach for me. But I would love servicing her as well because that would bring me pleasure as well, well mental picture I can later use to jack off.

"I'll only stop you if I'm not enjoying it…" Elena says throwing my previous thoughts out of the door and then she pulls the waistband of my pants complete away and my erection jumps out revealing me completely, so if we play it was fair game all around, the thought of who let the dogs out pop into my head but I shake it from side to side, something I have definitely learned from Elena. My hands move up her sides and I reach for her shirt, the buttons irritating me, the buttons hiding too much of her flesh from me and I start to move my hands to the where they meet, I flick one button open.

"What if rent-a-cop walks in on us?" I ask as I flick another button open and another and soon her flat stomach comes into view, I'm just tempted to rip the thing to shreds but how was she going to explain that when she takes me back to my cell, if she manages to take me back. Soon I have reached my goal and there are no more buttons obstructing my view from her luscious and firm breasts. I pull the shirt back until she has to remove her hands from me for the shirt to fall to the floor somewhere in the room, well somewhere in the room. Before she even has time to react I place my hand on her bra covered breasts, they are pert, firm and bouncy but not that big.

"He won't, I'm angry at him." She voices and there's a shyness to her voice that she almost shies away from me but I will not be having that, I got this far and I have yet to make this pleasurable for her. I still needed to know what had angered her that much that Ric was in the dog-box. I test my hands on her breasts and lightly squeeze them, she looks down at me with a deep frown on her face and she's completely disapproving of my current tactics. "I'm not going to break." She says as her hands move to the hem of my shirt and she's one hasty girl as she removes my shirt. I decide that I would rather feel her up as soon as the obstacle known as her bra was removed.

And fuck it if I am shy, I feel like a girl losing her virginity on Prom night. Why the sudden nervousness? Why do I feel like I'm having sex for the first time, I have no fucking idea, I just feel giddy to the point where I can't even manage to flick the clips on the back of her bra, my hands are fumbling and acting completely dumb, and she must surely think that I am some incompetent fool that has never had sex before but I have, I am just out of practise.

But she just gives me this reassuring smile and that's all that I seem to need, and then click and it's done and the material fall from her shoulder, I must be the most blessed killer known to mankind for getting my doctor on a silver platter like this. She was beautiful, and close to perfection, why I say close to perfection is because there isn't something like perfection, no one is perfect. I doubt that we would be having any sort of foreplay by how this is going so my idea of just foreplay was wiped clean and by how I was currently feeling I could just slip in her and cum all over her, but if she wanted it I wouldn't mind eating her out just before consuming her.

My hand move back to her breasts and I massage them tenderly I even get a muffled moan from her, her nipples already standing at attention as I roll them between my forefinger and my thumb, I love the way she's breaking into small shivers and goose bumps and the muffled moans that escape her lips are like heaven to my ears. But I didn't have time to admire the beauty that is Dr. Elena Gilbert today. Forgive me for being quiet bold but I wanted to fuck or do something or just create friction of some sort to relieve us from this sexual tension that is driving both of us up the walls and I blame it on her.

I move my hands to her hips and pick her into the air without any effort as I rise to my feet, we weren't going to get anywhere with her still wearing pants, this could only continue if we were wearing less to then nothing. But I don't let her go just about yet, she moved her arms around my neck and press her chest into mine, her lips touching mine and the kiss is heated, like fire but cool like ice and I can't explain it. I slowly place her on her feet once her lips falls from mine and as I place her on the floor I leave a trail of wet kisses over her chin, to her neck, her chest or rather in between her breasts to her navel and I stop as I reach the button of her black slacks.

Her hands fall to her side numbly as I slowly move my finger and unbutton the last button, she doesn't even protest not that I expect her to because she's just as into this as I am, flicking the zip and pulling it down she's wearing black underwear, and not the seductive Victoria Secret satin kind, but the simple boy shorts cotton kind, I can see a little pink bow at the waistband full of promises for me. I pull her pants down and breathe in her scent, such a sweet mouth-watering scent. She presses her thighs to each other and I send her a smirk, and she blushes, there's the calm collective conservative girl I know and love. But she's the one that takes of her final piece of clothing, where was that conservative girl hiding today because just as I get a glimpse of her she goes back in hiding?

She wiggles her hips and it's a lovely sight at the piece of material fall to the floor and she steps out of both her pants and underwear. I don't even have time to admire the masterpiece of her clean waxed pussy but it's a glorious sight, the 5 seconds I do see it and I swear I have never seen anything quite like her in my life before. Her hands pull me up to stand and she stares into my eyes, not only did she complete bare her soul to me yesterday but today I was lucky enough to see the raw and bare person she is. I reach for her and pull her to me, her hands captured between us, I don't want her to move or this moment might just be over before we both enjoy and value it. I kiss her lips and she kisses me back, I can taste her eager tongue as it slips into my mouth.

I travel on hand down her soft body until I reach my destination, and as expected I need no foreplay to prepare her for anything, she's already dripping, I slip a finger over her folds and it's slick and slippery and I swear I have never had a girl quite this wet before. I brush my finger against her clit and she shivers from head to toe. I pull back and my eyes meet hers once more.

"Sure you want this?" I ask and my conservative girl is back, her cheeks turning a lovely shade of red again. She nods her head but not as eagerly as she had been moments before. I slip my hand from her and bring it to my face, spreading the moist liquid onto my thumb and middle finger before bringing it to my mouth, she tasted even better then she smelled. I move my hands back to her lips and then I grasp her thigh and pull her up into my grip, her legs instantly wrapping around my waist.

It's hard to position myself but the tip of my cock finally find her entrance and I dip it a few times with the help of my hands until I am aligned with her, she wraps her hands around my neck and she slowly takes in a deep breath before I sink into her softness and wetness and holy fuck she's tight, tighter than I thought possible. She closes her eyes as I continue to sink into her and I'm not even halfway in her, and it's already a tight fit. I need to get leverage, I needed stability.

Now you know I'm still worried about someone walking in on us so the next best thing I do is I find that damn door and I push her against the door, and that was going to keep anyone from just barging in on us and I could finally press into her fully. The door was all leverage that I needed, I would have taken the couch if I knew the door was locked, it would be more romantic and soft and comfortable or hell I would even settle for the floor with her on top of me but the door would need to do. Once I am fully sheltered within her I look at her face, her eyes are tightly shut as she seems to try and adjust to my size.

"Don't tell me this is you first time…" I say because I would be crazy enough to believe her, she shakes her head from side to side before placing her forehead against mine.

"Let's just say I haven't done this in a while…" she replies, I frown, she and wonder boy never did it, that's strange. But I kiss her nether the less and she relaxes into the kiss, when she nibbles at my bottom lip I can't take it anymore and I start to move inside of her, my hips thrusting ever so lightly against hers, this was a rather slow pace but hell, this was heaven, she was heaven. I feel the moan vibrate in her chest and then I capture it in my mouth.

Every time I thrust into her the door makes this 'thump' sound and it's currently at a slow pace but I can't just pull out all the stops, I might just hurt her if I go hard. I can tell her breathing is picking up and I use her breathing to measure my movements, her, hands never move from my neck, but the thumping sound the door makes increases drastically to the point where I need to constantly cover her mouth with mine because she's moaning louder and louder by the second. But the thumping wasn't the only sound I hear, I can hear skin slapping skin, my occasional grunt because I could die right about now and go to hell and be happy.

I want to touch her body and feel the vibrations she makes every time I thrust into her but our current position is not ideal, I hit every angle right but I need to keep her up and against the wall so my hands are otherwise occupied. I can tell her body is starting to tense up and she's closer to tis then I am, and I can't even figure out why the hell I am even lasting this long, but I want to make sure she gets off first, she's satisfied and happy because there was the threat that she might just stop this is she wasn't happy, I can feel her nails on my back, and I can care less if she's breaking my skin, it would be worth it, because nothing on earth is quite as good as fucking this woman right now.

I hoist her legs up a bit more and the moan that escapes her this time I can't keep concealed, but she grabs a hold of me her eyes wide with pure bliss, her lips forming a simple 'o' as it's this big surprise that she just hit her orgasm and I love the way she looks when she falls apart in my arms, because that's all I need to blow my load… Capturing her lips in a rather passionate kiss and I could have bruised her lips by the intensity of it, but I know it steals my breath and I feel like she stole the oxygen right out of my lounges… Just the sigh of her as I held her to me, she reminded me of a crisp spring morning and sticky melted honey on toast. Both of which I found utterly irresistible.

"That was one mind blowing final kiss…" Elena utters when I finally let go of her mouth and I smile to her, my eyes meeting hers, her pupils still seem dilated but I didn't care, I only felt bliss, pleasure and I felt like I was on a high, the only high that I approve of that is.

"I swear I have, like, a billion kisses saved up for you…" I reply and I don't sound as stupid as I sounded in my head right now. The smile I receive from Elena was just something else, she was chaos and beauty intertwined. A tornado of roses from divine. "And I swear that I love you even more than I did yesterday…" Her eyes soften at that.

"And when you love, give it your all, love without boundaries, love with your heart and soul. Fearless. Because that's what makes…" Elena says and it's like a tape set on constant reply because the words are so familiar, I know them by heart and deep in the corners of my mind a light goes on as I end the sentence that I know all too well.

"Life worth living…" I finish for her, her eyes go wide because she enjoys the fact that I know it, there weren't a lot of people that knew those words, words I lived by when growing up but finally something snapped in my brain as I looked into Elena's doe eyes, but she only smiles, not even realising it…

Shout outs! :

Nateras – if you loved the last chapter, this one might rock your world!

Megan Schimdt - Sorry for the long wait for chapter 11, luckily chapter 12 is ready. Be prepared.

NinasGirlxo – I'm sorry to ask this, I must be really dumb or something but what is smut? Or am I just like a fanfiction virgin? I don't know the terms, I'm complete useless. But here you go, some more loving. And I will try to write for somebody to you, it just my mind is on a go slow when it comes to my other stories. But I'll try!

fanaticalParadox – Do you require Damon's back story or Elena? Because I'll be giving the whole plot away if I come out in one chapter telling you everything.

kfulmer7 – As requested, much wanted alone time for our favourite couple. I hope you approve, more to come. But I doubt he's get it up a fourth time.

Guest – I think what Ric said about redeemable qualities hits home. But somehow they can be together. I will think of a way.

TVDFan245 - I started reading it, currently chapter 11, all read in one day, it's rather more enjoyable then I thought. Wait till Enzo come's into the story, you thought Damon was possession… wait till Enzo comes in.

Mel – Damon wasn't always a serial killer, more like 18 months of his 30 something years.

Melissa D / Salamat – Welcome to my story, please continue to read, and I will try not to disappoint.

Srish2255 – Just in time for another update! Both of them figured out something which will become apparent as they continue their sessions.

Thank you guess so much! You are great! Keep up the good reading and tell me what you think! PS… Can anyone say quickie?