Somebody to you
Category: TV Shows » Vampire Diaries
Author: JustLola
Language: English, Rating: Rated: M
Genre: Romance/Humour

Chapter 10: Chapter 10

Chapter 10

Disclaim: I do not own Vampire Dairies. Or any songs, movies or artists or phones or phone applications I refer to in this fanfiction.

N/A : Yip a all new Chapter because you guys are pretty adamant about it! But I decided to change a bit of the story line that I had in mind. I hope you guys love this chapter as much as I enjoyed writing it. Just sorry I took so long, my one furbaby got kidney stones and he had to stay at the vet over the weekend and I was so worried about him so I wasn't up for writing or anything else but here you go! Thank you to all my amazing readers you are amazing and thank you to everyone that left me a comment and a review! You guys rock! Hope you guys enjoy it.

Elena's POV

I remained silent for the longest of moments not sure whether to accept his proposal. I took a deep breath, because I mean would it be so wrong to let him stay over? I would feel much safer knowing that he is here with me. But then again what if someone found out? I suck my bottom lip into my mouth and nibble at it lightly.

"Stay." I finally say and I guess that was the nail to the coffin. Damon smiles at me as I start to lead him into the house. This would not be the first time that Damon would spend the night but it would be the first time that we would be alone together which made the possibilities endless. Even with the possibility that Stefan could pitch up at my house I still felt at ease with Damon with me.

I enter the house clicking on the light instantly regretting it because the light is just way too bright for my eyes and I have to squint until my eyes could focus. I can hear Damon behind me as he closes the door and locks it behind him. I smile as I make my way towards the kitchen and I can hear his footsteps following me closely, like he's afraid I would just disappear.

"Something to drink?" I ask switching on the light to the kitchen.

"What are you offering?" he asks, I look over my shoulder and smile at him almost rolling my eyes.

"Soda or hot chocolate?" I ask moving over to the fridge and opening it to see what was up for grabs.

"Soda please." I smile as I grab two cans of cola and turn towards him, he's awkwardly standing at the entrance of the kitchen like he's not sure where to go or what to do, he looked a bit uncomfortable. I walk over to him offering him the soda as I start to make my way back towards the stairs, I really just wanted to get out of these clothes and get comfortable. He follows suit switching of the lights as we go and I can't help but smile.

I couldn't explain how at ease I felt with him here, strangely enough I didn't feel one bit worried as we make our way towards my room. The past week had been absolutely confusing and thrilling at the same time and getting to know Damon was the highlight. I had a bunch of questions that I wanted to ask him I had a mouthful I wanted to tell him. Hopefully I would get a chance to do just that.

I switch on the light to my room and look around it, everything was still perfectly in place as I left it when Stefan came to fetch me. I was having a inner battle with myself on when I would be leaving Stefan and how I would tell him, how long was I going to wait. The thing is I didn't want to wait, I wanted to end our relationship as soon as possible. I sigh because opting to dump him via Facebook or text message was considered for several seconds but I wasn't that heartless.

I place my soda on my bedside table and I turn to face Damon as he walks over and he sits on the edge of my bed, his soda firmly in his hands, he seems nervous and I could not understand why. "Everything okay?" I ask, he instantly looks up to me, his eyes meeting mine.

"Yeah, I haven't really ever spent the night over at a girls house." He says and I raise a brow at him.

"Seriously?" I ask taking a seat next to him.

"Yip, but Monday night doesn't count." He says and I do recall that he had spent the night but I smile and shake my head from side to side.

"So you never stay over?" I ask as I move my gaze down to the floor and I lean down, taking my shoes of, my feet hurt like hell.

"Never really have a reason to." Damon replies, bringing his soda to his mouth and taking a sip. I successfully remove both boots and place them to the side before I struggle with my sock and soon my feet can breathe.

"Do you have any special specific reason tonight to stay?" I ask placing my hands at my side as I look at him. He looks down at me and a small chuckle escapes his lips.

"You." He replies and that makes me smile like an Idiot.

"You are such a charmer you know that?" I say as I rise to my feet, I wanted to get out of my clothes and take a shower before I would retire to bed, even thou it felt awkward as hell with Damon in the same room as me. I walk to my dresser and pull it open, I needed some pj's and I should maybe give him some shorts and a t-shirt to sleep in. I rummage through my dresser until I find a pair of cotton shorts and a tank top. I throw the clothes around and I know that I will most likely have to rearrange my clothes tomorrow but it didn't bother me. "Would some shorts be okay for you to sleep in?" I ask looking over my shoulder and Damon raises a brow.

"I have boxers." Damon replies and I blush as I nod my head, I took him more as briefs man but okay.

I close the dresser drawer, placing my pj's over my arm as I turn to him. "Shower?" I say as I hint my head towards the bathroom door and at first Damon has this blank expression on his face and then his cheeks turn a soft shade of pink and I smile because he looks absolutely adorable with pink cheeks.

"Sure." He says, I smile as I nod my head and I start to make my way towards the bathroom, just a quick shower in some warm water would do wonders. Besides I felt a bit dirty and I hated feeling dirty when I went to sleep. It was a gross thing. I glance one last time at Damon giving him a small smile as I open the door to the bathroom and pulling it close behind me.

I place my pj's on the counter next to the sink and I look at myself in the mirror as I take a deep breath. Damon was going to stay tonight, I told him to stay. It's not going to be awkward, it won't be strange. I wanted him here. But I couldn't help but feel nervous to sleep next to him, last time it just happened but now it was intentionally and maybe that's why I felt so aware and awkward.

I take in a deep breath and smile to myself because this is what I wanted right? I look at myself one last time before I walk to the shower and I turn on the taps, the water start dripping to the floor. I turn from the shower and I hear a knock on the door, a bit surprise I look to it. "It's open." I say and moments later the door creeps open and Damon pops his head in.

"You ready?" He asks and I frown at him because what was I ready for, and then he pushes the door further open and he's only in his boxers as he takes a step inside the bathroom that starting to steam up. I blush a deep red as I look at him, his strong chest, his chiselled chest. I really didn't know he looked this good without a shirt.

"Ready?" That was the only word I managed to say and it sounded more like a statement then a question as I start to blush and really someone could write a book about me, 51 shade of blushing. Damon raises an eyebrow at me like he doesn't understand.

"Elena are you okay?" he asks as he take a few steps closer until he is right in front of me, just within my reach. Did he mistake my statement of taking a shower as an invitation? It could be and that might be why he's here in front of me looking at me.

"Yeah…" I manage without stuttering. I couldn't quite explain the sudden excitement I felt of the idea of showering with Damon, would he undress all the way or would he stay in his boxer, the image of a naked Damon had me blushing even more but I wanted it so much more. I was tingling from head to toe as I thought of all the possibilities that was now presented to me. I raise a shaky hand, placing it on Damon chest. His reaction was priceless as he shivered at my touch, I shivered to and the feeling was overwhelming.

I raise my other hand and slowly place it on his shoulder. This was the first time I have ever been this close to a half dressed man. It made me want to touch his whole body, his biceps, his chest, his back, his shoulders, I shiver at the thought. Damon was complete perfection as I run my hand over his chest, this results in him taking in a sharp intake of air. His skin is smooth and soft and I love the feel of it.

I know what this could possibly lead to, shower, both of us naked… Yet I didn't worry about it. I was actually wondering how it would feel, his touch, his hands on my skin. I wasn't scared just nervous because this would be, well this is the first time that I am with a guy in this close proximity, touching. My lips are eager to touch him and I long to kiss him.

"Elena?" Damon asks, his hands still immobile next to him like he's afraid to touch me. I could not lie to myself I wanted to kiss Damon so badly right now, I wanted to feel his hands on me. I was beyond curious to what this might lead to. I lean in closer my lips a few inches away from his as I search his eyes. I think he took that as a queue because he leans closer and then everything happens all at once, his lips gently touches mine his hands are on my hips as he pulls me closer to him, flush against his chest.

His lips moulds against mine in a passionate kiss, his tongue flicking over my lips, but before I give him entrance to my mouth my tongue darts our and wages a sweet war against his. His hands are resting on my hips, they don't move or opt to do anything but stay where they are which makes me frustrated. I have this need to be with Damon, to feel him, taste him, be with him.

My hands move from him and then they are at the hem of my top and I am tugging at it drastically trying to rid myself from the evil material covering me. The steam is making it impossible not to feel warm and I needed to take of my clothes because I am starting to overheat. As soon as Damon catches on to what I am trying to do he takes a step back, he seems surprised. I successfully pull the article of clothes over my head and throw it to the ground and Damon tries to keep his eyes on my face but they travel to my chest, to the strapless bra covering my breast.

"What are you doing?" he asks and now I'm the one frowning because here I thought we were going to shower, and make out.

"I can't shower with my clothes on…" I reply, his eyes light up like the fourth of July as my hands move to my shorts and I unbutton it, zip it and pull it down letting it fall to the floor. I step out of my shorts and look to Damon. I really don't know what came over me, I just knew I wanted this, I wanted to get into the shower with him. I just needed to remind myself that whatever happens between me and Damon that I am going into this willingly and that I should not have seconds thoughts or regret afterwards.

I look up to him and then down at myself and I know that I'm only in my underwear which would be a first for me. I have never stood in front of a guy in just my underwear much less in my bathroom, preparing to take a shower, I knew that I needed to get rid of the underwear as well if I wanted to shower it's just I felt nervous. I look to Damon and he's completely still as he looks at me, I glance over his body once again and I can't help but notice the tent he's sporting at the moment.

In this I know that I am leading him on yet I wanted to see his reaction to me. And it was nothing what I expected. I take a step closer to him raising my hands to his cheeks, leaning in really slow as I consume his lips again. How far would we go? That question flew out of my mind as soon as he placed his one hand behind my neck to deepen the kiss and the other in between my shoulder blades as he pulls me closer.

I take a step closer and he takes a step back and we do this little dance until we reach the shower. He pulls the shower curtains to the side and steps in never leaving my mouth, his tongue tasting every inch of my mouth it can find. When we are both in the shower and the curtain is drawn again, I gasp into his mouth at the warmth that the water provides, soaking both of us. Damon's hands remain either on my head, neck or on my back and they do not move from there.

I pull from him and look into those clear blue eyes. I can't explain what I see in those beautiful eyes but I smile to him as I reach behind me, trying to find the clasp to my bra and as soon as I find it, I take in a deep breath before unhooking it and then I let go as it falls to the floor leaving my chest completely naked for Damon's viewing pleasure and did his cheeks just turn pink? I could not believe it as I look up to him.

"You're blushing." I say and I know as soon as the words leave my mouth I start to blush.

"You have no idea how much I want you right now." Damon whispers into the dead of the night and yes that just made my blush a whole lot worse. "How I want to touch you and feel your skin underneath my fingertips." He says, I bite my bottom lip as I try to steady my breathing, I can't explain this feeling inside of me because it's completely foreign, something that I have never felt before. Even thou I was scared to see what it was I was beyond curious.

"What's stopping you?" I ask a bit breathless and I watch as his eyes roam over my body, it makes me shiver.

"I care about you." Was his simple reply, even thou it held so much meaning. But still here I was half naked in front of him soaking wet, everywhere if I may add and he didn't want to touch me because he cared about me, I ached for him to touch me, to kiss me. If there was going to happen something then I had to make more of an effort, maybe if I touched him. I glance down his body and he's still sporting a mighty fine tent.

To be honest I have never seen a man naked in real life even thou I knew how a penis looked like. I have seen a few in forms of pictures but that was about it, yes I was educated in sex but I have never initiated it or experienced it and now with a golden opportunity presented to me on a silver platter, I didn't want to let it slip through my fingers. I move my hands towards Damon and I softly touch his chest, I can feel him shiver underneath my touch.

I slowly move my hands down his chest, touching the muscles and I can hear his breathing become more erratic. I mean seriously this man sounded like he was going to pass out pretty soon. I hook my forefingers in the waist band of his boxers and look up at him innocently. He rolled his eyes and takes a deep breath. Even though he was the more experienced one I was making all the moves. I start to tug on the waist band and soon his boxer are slipped passed his hips and it falls to the floor in a heap and I don't look down just yet.

"Elena." Damon calls and my eyes meet his once more. "If we start this, just know I won't be able to stop." Damon says like it's a sin, but I smile at him.

"Who said anything about stopping?" I ask my voice a bit shaky. Who ever thought that I was thinking about sex with Damon as we stand exposed in front of each other. I wanted this, I would not regret this. I wanted Damon, I wanted to kiss him, I wanted to feel his hands on mine. I know he was testing me when he came into the bathroom and he never thought that things would go so far but now that we are standing here, this was going to happen.

"You sure you want this?" Damon ask and for a mere second, I had second thoughts about this. But I nod my head, sucking my lower lip into my mouth nibbling it somewhat. I move my hands towards my waist then my hips and soon I hook my fingers into the waist band of my underwear and as I start to tug on it, Damon stops my hands. I'm surprised by his sudden movement to stop me but he doesn't, he pulls my hands from my underwear and raise them as he takes a step closer pushing me to the wall of the shower.

The coolness of the tiles instantly cooling my overheated skin, his lips find mine a few seconds later and now I am pinned against the wall my arms above my head. He consumes my lips like it's his last life line as he kisses me with new fire and I moan into his mouth as soon as I feel his body against mine. His chest against my, his lower body against mine and I can feel his erection against my stomach and I gasp into his mouth.

His hands leave mine and soon they are on my hips then on my ass and he grips my tightly, pulling me towards him. My stomach is turning and it feels like it's doing flip flops as his tongue consumes me and all I can touch, feel and taste is Damon. He pulls me up against him and I automatically wrap my legs around him waist. He grunts into my mouth, making me shiver. His erection pressing against my centre, the only thing stopping it was my underwear.

I slowly bring my arms down and wrap it around his neck as I pull him closer and closer until we are flush against each other. I feel overly excited, there is a wetness seeping between my legs and I know that I want Damon, the small amount of friction between us is sending my body into a fit of spasms and this is all new to me but I want it because it feels like heaven.

His left hand slowly moves to my breast as he softly massages it, flicking the nipple with his forefinger and thumb every once in a while until it is pebbled and erect, he moves to the other breast and gives it the same treatment and I softly moan into his mouth, his kisses are needy and passionate and urgent. He moves from my mouth and kisses and suck at the skin underneath my chin and my neck.

Everywhere his lips touched, it sends me in to overdrive, it made me want more. I needed more as he rocked his hips against mine making me moan even harder. The need that I was currently feeling was overwhelming and I just needed some friction to ease the current tension that was building up inside of me or I was going to blow. If this is what sex felt like then I just could not understand why someone would want to wait. It is thrilling and I feel like I'm going to combust from the inside out.

Damon finally pulls from my neck and he looks me straight in my eyes. "You sure you want to do this?" he asks. I try my best to pull myself together, my heart is racing and I feel like I just don't get enough air into my body. "We can always stop, if you're not ready." He says and I know this is a big decision that I am making but my mind is so hazy that thinking straight isn't an option. But every fibre in my body wanted this, and I wanted this with Damon. Fuck the consequences.

I press my chest into Damon's chest and this only makes him shudder. "Are you having second thoughts?" I ask because maybe he wasn't sure about this, maybe he wasn't ready.

Slowly I unwrap my one leg from his waist and place it on the floor before I start with the other leg. Damon presses his forehead against mind and now our eyes are locked as we stare at each other. "No. I just don't want you to regret this, to regret me." His answer so soft that I have to strain my ears to hear him above the sound of the shower and the water.

When I finally have my other foot on the floor I grab a hold of his shoulders, I lean into him and then place a soft kiss to his already swollen lips. "I don't regret anything with you." I say, my hands flying from his shoulders to his biceps, to his elbows to his wrists and finally his hands as I guide them to the last piece of clothing I have on. I hook his fingers in the waist band and guide him to tug it down my body. He watch as the sides of his lips turn up into a smile and he finally figures out what I am trying to do.

He places one last kiss to my lips and then he kneels down in front of me as he pulls my underwear down my legs and he waits there until I step out of them. He doesn't stand up just yet as his hands travel back up my legs, over my thighs and then they are on my hips. He moves in closer and this makes me blush a deep red as he kisses my hip bone from side to side. I feel his fingers travel from my hip and then it's at my centre and he softly strokes over my lips which sends me into a fit of shivers then they dip in and then I feel his tongue as he starts to lick. I try my best to stand still but I find it hard so I lean against the wall of the shower as I spread my legs a bit.

I can feel him lick and then suck and swirl his tongue and I try my best not to moan but it's in vain. It's becoming harder and harder to focus as the tension starts to build up in the pit of my stomach, it's such a foreign feeling making me wonder if this is how I should feel because my breath is come in as gasps and it feels like I'm building up to something, I'm just not sure what yet.

Damon dips his tongue deeper into me and that sends me over that edge that I was pushing towards. As my whole body tightens and I want to press my thighs together because the feeling of euphoria is bubbling inside of me as I reach an all-time high and I release all my frustration and tension. I can't stop the moan that escapes my lips and I try to hold onto Damon for support but my knees are weak.

As soon as I feel that my legs are stable I try to pull Damon up, and without any doubt he rises to his feet, his eyes now level with mine. He leans in a bit closer, placing his lips to mine in a sweet and sensual kiss, I'm still trembling from the impact of my first orgasm, he tastes different now, a bit salty.

"You taste so good." He mumbles against my lips and I instantly start to blush a deep red. That saltiness was me. I blush even more when realization hit me, my knees becoming weak again. My breathing does not want to calm and I am panting so hard right now, I think the neighbours will be able to hear me at this point. I just could not believe that he had gone down on me, just like that and how mindblowing it felt, how mind-blowing that orgasm felt. I take in a deep breath as I try to steady myself. "You want to continue?" he asks as his eyes lock onto mine again. If this was just foreplay I was dying to see what sex could be like. Okay not so much dying but I was looking forward to what it might be like.

"Yes." I breathe, the smile on Damon's lips is anything but contagious. His movements were steady but fast as he close the taps and the water making me wonder what he was planning when he started to lead me from the shower stall to the door that lead to my bedroom leaving a trail of water as we go. I must say that all rational thoughts have left me and the feeling that Damon had invoked in me was now powering everything that I was doing. I might have been lust driven and this might not have been how I planned this but I would be damned if this passed me.

We reach my bed and Damon twirls me in his arms until I am secure in his arms before his lips find mine. I am well aware of his member pressing against my stomach, twitching ever so lightly as it touches my skin. I shiver because this was happening and I was going to do this. Before I know it we are both on the bed and it's just pillows and hands and kisses everywhere. I glance down Damon's body and get a sight of him, his length and I blush a deep red, I have never seen a man naked up close and personnel before. This was all becoming so real.

So when Damon softly nestles in between my hips, perched up on his elbows, his eyes looking into mine, I finally realised in what position we were and what we were about to do, I froze and Damon instantly noticed this. "Elena are you okay?" he asks, he seems so worried that there might be something wrong or if I might be hurt.

I bite the inside of my mouth as I start to jump to conclusions, that maybe he just planned this, that this is the only thing that he wants from me. "What's going to happen after this?" I ask and he narrows his eyebrows at me. But he understands my question and the insecurity behind it.

"What do you want?" Damon asks not at all putting me at ease by answering my question with another question. But I wasn't sure what I wanted, one thing was for sure, I wanted Damon.

"I want you." I reply biting my lower lip and pulling it into my mouth. "I want us… a relationship… Something to hold onto." I say and Damon actually chuckles as he leans in to place a kiss to my lips.

"You already have me." Damon says as he places another kiss to me lips. "You won't get rid of me that easily, if you want me I'm here to stay." Damon continues in between kisses and this makes me smile because that was what I was worried about. That he would float away and this would be a one-time thing. "Even if you told me you weren't ready right now I would still hold you and sleep at you side tonight and tomorrow I would continue to fight for your heart." I smile at that because it meant the world to me.

Even thou I wanted to ask him what about Stefan, what should I do even if it was clear as day light that I would leave the younger Salvatore, as soon as possible. I would have dumped him in a text or a phone call but I wasn't a bitch like that.

I lean up to him pressing my chest to his as I kiss him, even thou the world was full of surprises and I was here naked and ready to be with Damon, tomorrow would come with its own problems, and we would handle them as we go, I would not push him away nor would I deny him anything. I just knew that right now I was meant to be with him doing what we were going to do even if this opportunity only presented itself this one time.

"Well I never said you should stop." I say with a giggle, Damon chuckling beside me as he pushes his hips forward.

"You sure you want your first time with me?" he asked and I just nodded my head. "Do you by any chance have protection?" Damon asks and I go beat red not expecting such a question from the man on top of me but at least he was honest and well I was on the pill, what could the harm be. I mean I have been on the pill for like a few months so there was no threat.

"I'm on the pill…" I somewhat whisper, Damon nods his head but he still seems hesitant. He moves his hand down his body until he reaches in between us, softly grasping his member and I dare look down, curious to what he was doing as he took the head of his cock placing it at my entrance sliding it over my lips a few times, that there was enough to send me over the edge yet again.

I know that once he start there was no turning back and somehow I tried to convince myself that this would not hurt that much, it would be okay. He placed his tip at my entrance and then his kisses my forehead and the top of my nose and then just as he reaches my lips I shut my eyes as he starts to enter me. And the first few seconds wasn't that bad and then I feel his lips on mine in a deep kiss and it almost draws all my attention to his lips and then with one swift and steady movement he pushes inside completely and my whole body freezes because I did not expect that.

It's like the pain shoots through my whole body and I just want Damon to stay still because if he moves it hurts even more, he was quite a size to fit. And I am sure that I was not equipped to handle his size as a beginner. I can't stop the tear that escape my tightly shut eyes but Damon's there as he slowly strokes my cheek and kisses away the tear.

"I'm sorry, I didn't want to hurt you." I hear him whisper against my ear and I feel him slowly move from me, but I grab at his shoulder and pull him closer, the somewhat friction soothing the pain that is softly subsiding.

"Just move…" I whisper as I slowly open my eyes because I'm worried that I scared him but when I open them all I see is worried blue orbs staring into my eyes. He softly pulls out and then pushes back in and it sends a jolt of pleasure through my whole body. I pull him to me and I kiss his lips, in a way trying to motivate him to move, pick up the paste.

He's a quick learner and he senses my need for the pace to increase and he does so slowly. I find myself spreading my legs a bit wider as I hook a leg over his hip and he's the one to moan at this new position. Even thou all of this is new to me. He hits a bit deeper and a bit harder and that has me moaning like crazy and I thank the heavens that there is no one at home. Our breathing is starting to escalate to gasps coming in, in short intervals of each other. That same feeling he invoked in me while he was going down on me in the shower starting up again.

My hands now on his back raking my nails over his skin and I swear that I am drawing blood but I will tend to all sex related wounds in the morning because this was far too overwhelming just to stop now. His hand goes down my other leg and brings it up over his hips and now both of my legs are wrapped around his waist tightly and I feel like I could die and go to heaven right now because I'm so close to busting into a million pieces of pleasure. Damon leans down and his lips are all over my neck and it feels like fire to my skin.

From one side of my neck to the over to my collar bone and then he's kissing my breasts and he starts to lap at my nipple and I'm sure that I am on the verge of screaming at this moment because his mouth is hot and heavy on me and I just don't know how much more I can take of his sweet torture.

He moves to my other breast and I can hear him grumble as he picks up his paste his movements becoming more erratic but gentle as not to hurt me. "You're so…." He doesn't finish that sentence because I have reach the point where I just can't keep on holding anymore as I tighten my legs around his waist, my whole body goes into spasm and contract and it's like I am dipped in a pool of heaven because everything just feels like a cloud.

I don't even notice as Damon tenses but I can feel him under my touch, and I think that he might just have had his own orgasm but I am too caught up in the high that I am currently on to focus on anything else but how good I feel, how great everything is. I'm sure I have a big fucking smile on my face as I stare up at Damon and he slowly comes down, most of his weight now on me but I'm not too worried about that. That was… just I don't know because I have no words to explain how I feel or what I feel besides the love and admiration I feel towards the man who now has his forehead to mine.

His eyes are shut and he's breathing deeply, he has this lazy smile on his face and I am sure that I am mirroring the same look but I couldn't care less. I don't know where I get the strength but I lean up and place a kiss to Damon's parted lips and I actually catch him by surprise as he slowly opens his eyes. He just looks into my eyes like I am the only thing that matters to him.