How come its that when ccc is nice to me, lots of other people still have to be mean? I just want to wright and have fun, i dont want my fanfics to be graded like essays. It makes me feel anxious, and incompetente. Maybe, just let me vent, and write my story that i like to rite for ones? Come on.

Thats all there is to say, though, so like the chapter. :)

Blackest of Nights chapter 8, Risky Metanoia

Ciel stood at his window, and he looked over his estate, with his cane in his hand, and a fron, on his face. He clutched the cane tight, and thoguh about Inaba, who was in the office yesterday, and what she said, before fainting. Something was wrong with the girl, and not to mention, the warning she gave. Ciel worried, if that meant Taro was hurt, or in danger. If he couldnt help Lizzie, and he couldnt help Taro, then he would feel bad.

Sebastian came in. he looked kind of angry, but it was obvious that he was trying not to make it obvious. Ciel noticed, but he didnt care much. There was also some pain, in his face, but Ciel trusted, that it wasnt a big deal. "Miss Inaba has left, entirely." Said Sebastian, not sounding happy. Ciel heard rumors, about the situation with her disapering, but was suspishus. People werent capable of pausing time, or special rends, especially not a peasant, or someones servant. She must have just slipped out, when noone was looking, just like she showed up, and Sebastian, and Finny, were mistake.

"She didnt tell us enough." Ciel said, being angrily. "She never said we'll lose, or from who, or what, or anything!" He stamped his cane against the ground, and the sound reverbs. "I don't know if..."

Sebastian bowed his head. "I will try to retreve her." He said. "Otherwise, we may never no."

Ciel nodded, not saying anything, since he was worried. He wanted this girl not be saying, what he thought she was, and didnt like his feeling of scare, that Taro might be in dangered...

(taro again ^^)

When I woke up, I didnt no, wear i was. It was some gray world, with darkness everywhere, and I was sitting, wearing my normal clothes, in front of a throne, with someone sitting in it, and smirking at me. My head hurt, and i was disorientated, but my side didnt hurt, like i wasnt stabbed, and i didnt feel as nervous, for some reason, i couldnt' explain. I looked up, scared of who may be there, if it was Elizaberth or James, but it was Ilde, and I was confused. She had a goblet in here hand, that was golden, and she looked different. Her dress was shorter, and black, and she had white stockings underneath, and black heels. She had a black bow on her first dress, but on this one, it was red. I also saw something like a white bandage, or an obi, on her stomach, but i didnt know what it was, or why it was there. I sat up a bit, but i couldnt move, otherwise.

Ilde smiled. "Good morning, sleepyhead." She said cooingly. I felt sick, since I remembered James, and what he said to me... "You really aren't that strong, are you? Most people don't faint, i heard. But then again, this is my first time, so..."

I was confused. "First time, doing what?" I asked.

"A deal." She smiled. "Your friend may have a demon, but you have something much different, to work with."

"What are you, talking about?" I asked. What that still Ilde? Who was this?

"I have the capability, of being stronger than a demon. Easily." Said Ilde. "Im not a demon, or a shinigami, or an angel. It would be easiest to call me a wtich, but thats not what i am, either. I'm somrthing different, something better, and your lucky that i happened to find you when I did." Her fingernails glowed red, and she opened a window in the air, and i saw a video playing, of what looked like a girl, in a yellow dress, being killed by Elixabeth Bathory. Only, it wasn't a girl that was being kill...it was me. I started to cry. "Thats what would have happened, if I didnt come along. Now your safe."

"But, where are we?" I looked around. It looked like a weird throne room, but all in gray. There was a portrait of Ilde, but it looked really old, and it was dated three hundred years ago. I gasped.

"My place, between the planes. I've lived here, for generations." She laughed, and it sounded evil. "So, now where going to make sure, that you dont get caught like that again." Ilde took the red off of her bow, since it became white, wuithout color. It became my rose, and I freaked out. "Such power...your lucky, that a demon would bestow something this precious, to a streetrat like you."

"give that back!" I shouted.

"Oh dont worry. I will." Ilde smiled, devilishly. There was a flash, and i felt burning pain again. I couldnt see anything, past the light, for a while, until it darkened, and we were in a different place. I was in a bedroom, that looked fancy, and all of the furniture was burgundy, or red, and really plushy, and fancy. There was a portrait on the wall, and I gaped. It was Elizabeth Bathorys. I looked around, fantic, seeing if she was tehre, or if James were, but I saw Inaba, sitting on the bed, with her regular dress, and a blanker expression on her face. She smiled, though, still. "Here we are, back at the Bathory estate." Said Ilde. "Althoguh, I guess you should be getting home."

I looked at myself. I was dressed like a boy, again, wearing a white dress shirt, with a black sweatervest, a red bowtie, black short pants, white socks, and brown shoes. I didn't have my cap, though, which wasnt good. I also felt...different. I felt like there was a power, within me, sparking and wanting to leave, and fight. I looked at Idle. "How will I leave? She will catch me, and if she doesn't, then James..."

"Don't worry, I have a plan. Only, I have to do something first." It twas sudden, but in instant, Ilde was in front of me with a glowing red dagger thing, and she stabbed my stomach with it. I cried out, but it only felt sore, not stabbed. I felt at the wound. It was wet, so I was bleeding. I looked at my hand, and felt feint. The blood was black...

"There's out deal." Said Ilde. "Now you can go."

Her fingertips were red again, and she tore open a hole, and pushed me through it. I fell down in the street, on my nees, and saw it was raining, and nighttime. Ciel's place wasnt far away, and was a light against the black. I sighed with some relief, but some worry, and went. I worried, though...what did Ilde do to me?