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Chapter 7

Nervous. Nervousness seeped through their Force Bond; they hadn't been close like this since the throne room. Touching, feeling, wanting, it was all new to them. He was a monster, she said so herself. She was nothing, she had always known that, but she was something to him, as he was to her. It seemed like hours passed in the time she asked him to come to her room, but only a few minutes had passed. Ben knocked on the door, wringing his hands together as he waited for her to open the door up to him.

Rey's feet padded on the floor softly as she rushed to the door, putting her hand on the doorknob, she took a breath before opening it. Ben stood there, obviously nervous about being so close to her after his confession.

"Hi." Ben breathed out, a smile on his face as he looked down at Rey.

Rey smiled back as she stood on her tiptoes to pull him down for a kiss, their first real kiss, and it was perfect. Ben's arms wrapped around her waist as he swiftly picked her up bridal style to lead her to the bed.

He gently laid her down on the bed. His heart was racing; sure he had been with plenty of women, but none of them ever meant anything, he had just used them for a stress reliever, none of them were Rey, his beautiful and strong Rey, how he had ever lived without her was unfathomable.

Rey looked up at him, his mind was racing, and she could feel in through their bond. Rey got up on her knees and wrapped her arms around his neck, kissing him passionately. Ben's arms wrapped around her waist tightly, one hand going to her hair as he deepened the kiss.

They pulled away for a moment, catching their breath as they looked at each other for reassurance

"Rey are you sure about?"

"Oh shut up," Rey shook her head slightly as she started to kiss down his neck, down the scar she had given him, "I'm so sorry Ben." She breathed as she kissed to the end of his scar that went down past his collarbone

"You have nothing to be sorry for," He replied as he picked her face up in his hands and looked deep into her eyes, "You did what you needed to do, I don't fault you for that, I never have." He pushed a strand of hair behind her ear as he kissed her softly, cradling her head in his hand gently.

Pushing the straps of her nightgown down, he kissed down to her shoulders, kissing the exposed skin that led to her breasts. His hands fall down to her waist, slowly going to the bottom of the nightgown, wanting to remove it and have his way with her finally after all this time, but he's still too worried. Worried that this is a beautiful dream and that if he goes too far he'll wakeup, worried that this isn't a dream and that she'll change her mind and leave him once again, he can't lose her, not now. Not ever.

"I never thought the great Kylo Ren would be so nervous about taking a women's gown off." Rey teased, smiling into his hair.

Ben looked up at her, blushing slightly "This is a first for me, I've never cared about someone I've had sex with, I've never cared about anyone to be honestly, just you."

Rey bit her lip and smiled "I like the sound of that," She brushed his hands away from the hem of her gown and removed it, completely bare in front of him, "But I would like something a lot more." She looked up at him as her hands went to his pants, undoing the laces.

Ben dipped his head down to capture her lips in a heated kiss, dying of anticipation as she undid his pants and wrapped her small hand around his hardened dick. Ben stood back, taking his pants off completely. His body hovered over hers as she lay back onto the bed as he kissed up her legs, one after the other, going nowhere near where she needed him the most. He kissed up her body; paying special attention to her breasts as she wiggled around underneath him, Rey raked her nails across his back as he bucked her hips into him to give him an idea. Ben went to her neck next, planning on loving her with everything in him, wanting to take his time.

"Ben I need you, now." Rey finally remarked, short of breath from being so frustrated.

Ben laughed, "Someone's inpatient isn't she?" He teased as he lined himself up with her entrance, getting the tip of his dick wet with her juices before going in.

Rey gasped and grabbed at his shoulders and he inched his way in. Ben went slow, not wanting to hurt her. It had occurred to him at this moment that this was possibly her first time.

"Rey, you've done this before right?" He asked as he stopped and looked down at her

"Yes, it's just been a long time," Rey nodded, not wanting him to stop, "I'm okay Ben, I promise." She pressed a kiss to the corner of his mouth as he continued.

Soon enough, they built up a rhythm, slow and sensual at first but turning animalistic quickly, the months of frustrations of not being with each other having taken a toll on each other. Rey wrapped her legs around Ben's waist taking him deeper inside her, her hands wrapped around his neck, fingers playing with the hairs at the nape of his neck. Ben's hand roamed her body as he held her, wanting to memorize every curve of hers, scared that she would disappear right in front of him, he kissed her deeply, their tongues battling for dominance.

Rey's body started to shake, she could feel the heat building up in her abdomen, Ben's hand went down to her clit, drawing lazy circles with his thumb to finish her off, determined for her to come before he did. Rey saw stars as she came, screaming Ben's name as a mantra as she came down from her high, Ben furiously thrusted into her, drawing out her orgasm as he came inside her, filling her up with him warmth.

Their breath slowed as they came down from their highs, still inside her, Ben looked down at Rey, making sure she was alright.

"Are you okay?" He asked quietly, brushing hair off her sweat covered forehead

"I'm more than okay, I'm perfect." She happily replied as she ran her hands up his arms.

Leaving a quick peck to her lips, Ben got out of bed to go get a washcloth from the fresher to clean her legs up. Throwing the used cloth to the side, Ben laid next to her, wrapping her in his arms as he kissed the top of her head.

"I wish we could stay like this forever." Rey admitted after a few minutes of content silence.

"We can stay here as long as you desire to my love." Ben replied as he watched her play with a loose string on the duvet.

"What if the First Order finds the Resistance? What then?" Rey looked up at him, searching for the answer she wanted, they were still on different sides, he was the Supreme Leader of the First Order and she was the last Jedi, the Jedi that saved the Resistance from him.

"We have a lot to discuss, but let's leave that for morning. Tonight let's just be Ben and Rey." He said before he pulled her into a kiss, and she was more than happy to comply.