Chapter 6: The confession

For a while Sherlock was standing in the door staring at nothing even his mind is wiped clean. He went inside off cause the next to happen is Mrs. Hudson walking out her door.
"Who was that what is going on Sherlock?" She asked confused
"Not now Mrs. Hudson, I have some very important things I need to take care of"
"But I heard that voice before years ago" She sighed
"As I said not now" he bit and rushed upstairs locking the door behind him.

How to get through the rest of this day when being so confused as he was now. The sensation of Jim´s soft and warm lips on his own was still being present, their tongues sensual meeting went beyond everything he had imagined.
He sighed while trying to comprehend it all, Sherlock when you are responding like this now then what happens after the sexual act? Honestly only thing he does know is how it will hurt, he will be walking funny for a while. He can only start to imagine how painful a wrong movement will feel like
He is still alone which does give him time for some experiments, not the usual ones but with his very own body. Should he try the Anal Fantasy Ass-Gasm vibrator he bought discretely online, or simply use his own fingers?
The thought makes him feel warm inside, why not go for it while having the chance to do so?
He leaves the living room locking the door to his bedroom he feels the sexual tension and excitement spreading inside him. If Jim knew what he was about to do then what would he say or think, Sherlock no matter what you do or try, you will always be his virgin boy. His jaw drop, did he just think his virgin boy? Yes you did Sherlock because it´s fact. He smiles slightly he actually does like to be called that by a hottie like James.
Very slowly he starts to strip out of his clothes placing it all on his chair, he sits down on his bed pulling out the drawer on his bedside table. He looks at the box containing the vibrator and the lube next to it, he makes himself comfortable on the bed already semi-hard by having the idea. He starts to touch himself, teasing his tip followed by long deep strokes up and down his full length.
He grabs the lube adding some onto his fingers and starts to work his puckered hole letting one finger slip inside followed by another one. Soft moans filling his room as he is stretching himself before he reaches for the vibrator.
He adds the ring onto his erection then more lube on the plug and his hole; very gently he starts to push it in. He hisses not lube enough so he adds some more before trying again. He is working his puckered hole with the plug inch by inch it slips inside making it possible for him to turn the vibrator on.
The sensation from the vibrator makes him squirm a little on the bed. He clicks through the different levels on the remote each one adding different sensations inside his ass. He continues until he finds the right level suitable for him.
He bites his lips arching his back and moans deeply as he switches between the three highest levels out of ten. At the ninth level he grabs the sheet moaning in pleasure the vibrations makes his erection twitch, the urge trying the tenth grows stronger. How will it feel like when using it for longer than just a few seconds when trying each level, will it hurt?
He places his fingers around the plug moving it in and out very gently, he is highly aroused. He let go of the plug glaring at the remote while teasing his tip with his index. The teeth sinking into his lower lip before he clicks onto the tenth level making the vibrator buzz roughly inside his ass. His eyes rolls back and head thrown back onto the pillow, the sensation of being stretched even more is painful but he has no intention to stop, he curses in lust, pain and pleasure.
He can almost taste his climax he is that aroused he whimpers and moans loudly. No not yet he wants it to last for as long as possible, he clicks back to level 1 and up at the fourth he chose to stop. The level is so teasing and pleasant so he is using that one for a while, it makes him even more aroused. A while later he goes right for level eight, ninth and tenth. A loud moan fills his bedroom when the rough last and tenth level vibrates inside his ass making him explode in his climax what seemed to be only minutes later.
He takes his time letting the second level vibrate slowly inside him massaging his ass before he turns it off. A satisfied smile spreads on his face, so very arousing he will use this vibrator with Jim if not on him, then on himself. Very gently he pulls the plug out and removes the ring he sits up before he walks naked to the bathroom cleaning the ring and plug he puts it back into the box and takes a shower.

London a few days later.

Jim was busy working on his laptop only a few more contacts to call then he would be so done for today. He hated working when his mind was set on someone else. So Sherlock my little virgin who I kissed when will we meet again? Should he contact him forcing him to come like today, Jim glared at his phone making a grimace.
Ok, so Sherlock I hope you are in your flat because I want you here as soon as possible today. He closed the laptop for the day the contacts being left had to wait until another day. He snatched the phone from the table and texted Sherly
*Be ready in an hour. JM*
You better answer or your ass is in serious troubles detective. He wanted Sherlock but in the right way, his thoughts for the last few days were not about fucking him senseless or into the next week. No, it was about taking him the right way, him inside the detective being his first and only one. A Mmmm...the thought had him shiver. He glared down at the phone, come on Holmes be a good boy and answer me.
*I will be ready in an hour James. SH*
*looking forward to having you here virgin boy. JM.*
*Do you now? Well, let´s see about that when I spank your criminal ass. SH*
* I Cannot wait, then again are you serious or not? JM*
*No comment. One *
*One hour. JM*

He had a devious and yet a satisfied smile on his face after those texts, Sherlock agreed to come as he was hoping. In a hurry he rushed to his kitchen he threw a bottle of champagne into the fridge, so tonight we are also having dinner here Sherlock.
Like really everything he wanted for a very long time was to brag about being the one who fucked the virgin boy, use him for his own good. Now all he wanted was to be with him, he was so in love not that he didn´t already know but everything had changed.
Denial from them both, they were both stubborn but all that was over now. Rape was never on his mind; no he wanted to make love to Sherl not scare him, show him who was in charge. Well, he would always be the one in charge but he also wanted to be controlled by Sherlock. Jim sighed waiting for that one hour to be over he pretended to shoot at the watch on his wall, blowing at his fingers after.
Close to it is one hour later, James was relaxing on his couch waiting for the door to be opened and the sight of Sherlock walking in. His full body length covered the couch the champagne and glasses were on the table. He heard footsteps approaching in the corridor a gentle knock on the door.
"Yes, let him in and then you can leave for today" James glared at the door and Sherlock walked in.
"James, you wanted to see me" Sherlock turned around after getting rid of his coat and scarf watching Jim lying on the couch. He placed the little handbag used for carrying a camera on the floor. Next thing his icy blue fell on was the champagne on the table he went further into the classy room sitting down in a chair opposite James.
"Hmmm…yes, I did. I sort of lost my patience with you since you didn´t call. Now why don´t you join me on my couch" he did notice the little bag Sherlock left on the floor
"I am perfectly fine sitting here. Do you mind telling why I am here?"
"Isn´t it obvious, after our reunion? I would still suggest you join me over here"
"Perhaps it is, perhaps not. Then like I said I´m fine" His eyes traveled down Jim´s full body length taking the sight in. He came here today because he had to be forced. The times he was about to call or text but was too nervous to do so had been more than a few.
"Come on Sherl don´t be shy, It´s me James remember? Are you suddenly scared?" he teased and did notice the icy blue focused on his body
"I am not shy and I´m certainly not scared" he sighed
"Prove it then" He smirked
"Are you testing me I do believe that you are?"
"Why don´t you find out by using your deducing skills"
"I don´t have to use them and I´m not in the mood" He rose and joined Jim on the couch
"Good boy" He chuckled and made room for Sherlock and grabbed the champagne "fancy some bubbles?"
"Sure thing James" he leaned back on the couch he actually felt pleasant by being here.
Jim poured them some of the expensive and classy bubbles "There you go Sherl" he smiled and placed his arm on the backrest and nuzzled Sherlock´s neck gently.
"Thank you Jimbo" he smiled slightly as he took the glass. The touch on his neck made him shiver but he let it happen.
"Well then to ask your question you know why I called and why you came. We both know what we want Sherlock" he sipped his bubbles tasting them "I for one planned us to have dinner here and you will join me, you don´t really have a choice" He moved closer letting his fingers play with a few strands of his delicious and soft curls
"Is that really so, you are forcing me to have dinner with you. Well I wouldn´t have turned you down if you asked me" He tasted the bubbles the touch from Jim´s fingers in his curls makes him tremble
"How I love the sound of that. You wanted to call me didn´t you virgin boy" He moved to sit right next to him, their legs touching each other
"Yes I did James" He leaned forward to place the glass on the table ignoring the virgin boy as he liked it.
"So why didn´t you?" his index trailing down his spine "Remove the jacket please"
"As you know I´m stubborn but I was also nervous" His touch was sending a pleasing teaser through him. Without and questions he removed his jacket as told
"No objections from you. Hmmm…you do surprise me. Why be nervous about contacting me, you are ready for me and you been all the time. You just had a hard time to admit it"
His words and voice made him turn his head to face him "Because I´m a virgin obviously"
"A fact but you won´t be for much longer. Before you do object I do have to say that I wanted to rape you or fuck you mercilessly, brag about being the one who fucked the virgin" He paused and before Sherlock could say anything like he wanted he continued "All that has changed now I want to do it right for a few reasons, I don´t want to scare or force myself on you. I want you to want the same as me that is why I told you to contact me when you were ready"
Sherlock was speechless for a few minutes "So by coming here today you see it as me being ready for you. Am I correct when saying ready for us to end up in bed or us taking the next step"
"The next step into what Sherlock us being together?" He kept his dark brown eyes focused on him "Then I wouldn´t mind stretching your puckered hole with some lube before slipping my cock into you"
He swallowed thickly by the thought and how much he wanted it. Be honest Sherlock he does want the same as you, don´t screw it up. "Both" He mumbled
"Excuse me what did you say you are mumbling" he leaned closer only inches from his lips
"I…I…want both" he stared at Jim´s tempting lips while licking his own. By the force of nature his hand slipped to the back of his neck and kissed him softly "I want both James" He whispered against his lips.
James pulled back "Nope, first I want to hear you say it virgin boy"
"But why" He huffed
"Just say it and now!" He objected and narrowed his eyes
"I want you to penetrate me and I want to be with you" He blushed "I wanted it for so long" He finally made his confession to James the man he loved.
"Was that your honest confession to me Sherlock Holmes?"
"Yes, you just had my honest confession James Moriarty"
"You are unbelievable..." he kissed him roughly forcing his tongue between the detective's lips raping his tongue with his own. A soft moan escaping from him as they kissed his hand rested on Sherlock´s waist.
Sherlock shivered by how roughly he was kissed the raping of his tongue made him insane, his index trailed down Jim´s spine barely touching it.
He loved every second of the kiss and felt how much he wanted James, every inch of him. A dark side of him were showing up a possessive side, James was his and no one was coming close to him or between them, not even John had anything to say. His fingers went through Jim´s hair, the softness was teasing his senses.
When he gently broke the kiss to breath James went to kiss Sherl´s neck poking his tongue out here and there and up right below his earlobe licking the soft skin there.
Sherlock moaned softly while biting his lower lip roughly he tilted his head making more room for Jim. Both hands slipped under his suit jacket and up to his shoulders, where he gently let the jacket slide down his arms.
James tossed the jacket away and kept licking the virgin´s soft and delicious skin, he straddled his lap letting is fingers grab his hair. "You are my dessert tonight Sherlock" he moans softly kissing him deeply
Sherlock grabs his ass roughly with both hands "Mmm...Sounds good to me"
"Spend the night here" he whispers pulling Sherl´s head backwards licking his neck
"Why if I may ask" he bites his earlobe softly
"Because I say so and I want to know what´s in the bag" he pulls back and looks into his eyes
Sherlock blushes and let his gaze fall on the bag "Hmm…so you are curious James"
"Yes I am so what´s in the bag Sherl?"
Sherlock looks at him and lick´s his lips "My Anal Fantasy Ass-Gasm vibrator."
James swallows thickly "You bought your vibrator with you" he looks baffled at him
"Mmm….yes I did" he smirks
"You are freaking unbelievable…"He kisses him again pressing his crotch against him then he pulls away having a firm grip in Sherl´s hair "Strip Sherlock"
"You…you want me to strip?" At this point he doesn´t care about dinner all he can think about is James
"Strip Sherlock does the vibrator have a remote?" He smirks
"Yes it does" his heartbeat is increasing
"Put it on, I wanna play with you. Do as I tell you and now" He sits down beside him
"As you wish" he can hear his own heart pounding in his ear. He goes to get the bag placing it on the table, the same moment James is over it and takes the vibrator out
"Ohh my Mr. Holmes you sure are a very naughty detective, this is the good stuff" He grins and leans back in couch "Strip virgin boy"
Sherlock chuckles and starts to unbutton his shirt "As you said I know what I want"
"Yeah I can see that" he smiles and watches him strip.
Sherlock let his shirt drop to the floor, then the belt is undone next button and zipper before his trousers drops to the floor. He breaths deeply before the pants leave his body he blushes by being naked in front of a fully dressed criminal
James is watching him his eyes are taking the sight in; a fully naked detective is standing there in his room "Come here Sherlock and put this on" He opens the box placing the vibrator, lube and remote on the table.
Sherlock sits down in the corner of the couch, one leg in the couch the other on the floor. He is about to grab the lube when James takes it.
"Mm…you are gorgeous Sherlock and already huge being semi hard. Now let me help" He uses lube on his fingers and adds some at Sherl´s puckered hole "Now relax ok" he snatches the plug covering it in lube and continues working on his hole before it slips inside. "Now place the ring"
Sherlock is shaking already more than semi hard he slips the ring onto his erection "There, your toy should be ready" he pants a bit
"Shut up virgin boy. Now I want to see you squirm" He smiles and clicks on the remote to start at level one watching him "Will be right back" James leaves for a few minutes in his bedroom he click onto level two, he chuckles waiting for a comment from Sherlock.
Sherlock squirms when level two vibrates in his ass "Ohhh it´s getting rather fun, isn´t it" he chuckles
"Ohh….you bet virgin, now put this on" He hands him a robe" Then I have a little surprise for you.
"You have a surprise for me?" He tilts his head and slips into the robe
"Mmm…now watch" James leaves another robe on the arm rest and starts his own strip show for the detective.
Sherlock is enjoying the event taking place right in front of him the buzzing in his ass makes it even more arousing.
James yanks his shirt and trousers off then he takes his painful time with his pants, he turns his back to Sherlock before he strips out of his pants revealing his puckered hole to him. He turns his head a teasing smile spreads on his lips. "Are you enjoying the show Mr. Holmes?" He asks before he turns around and step closer to the couch.
"Mmm…how can not enjoy you James" He took his features in "You are gorgeous James" his voice came out hoarsely"
James blushes and slips into his robe clicking on the remote enjoying the act unfolding right before his eyes "Hmmm…third level why do we not click onto the fourth" he slips down onto the couch kissing Sherlock, his hand sliding under his robe and up his inner thigh "I want to play with you virgin"
Sherlock moans softly wanting him to do what he wants "You are in charge and you know what" His hands slides under James robe "Being called a virgin by you does arouse me more than you know"
James has to swallow hardly not exactly what he expected to hear from Sherlock, he was so naughty and more than willing. James felt his semi hardness grew by that fact. "Are you serious it turns you on" he chuckles a bit but that subsides fast knowing how Sherlock means it
"Yes, I am being honest again. So why don´t you play with me click the remote"
James is a little baffled by everything Sherlock is so different than he thought, he rubs his neck and click on the remote watching how his squirms on the couch, the moans driving James insane.
"Continue please I tried it before the last three levels is me" He moans and squeeze Jim´s inner thigh
"Stand up Sherlock and now you follow me" He left the office walking straight for his bedroom clicking on the remote
"Fuck…James" Sherlock hissed only a few left before the eight one which was the best teasing level for him
James opened the door to his bedroom letting him in first and closed the door behind him "Drop the robe and get down on the bed" He clicked again and again
"Mmmm…James" Sherlock moaned loudly while he removed the robe and got comfortable on the bed
"Sherlock listen to me now, I have my reasons for doing this. I want to prepare you for your first time. So while you are staying here for the night I will use this on you all I want. You will be wearing the vibrator all the time even after I make you come, is that understood?"
Sherlock stares at him with his lust filled eyes his erection is driving him insane, he wants more than a vibrator in his ass but it will not be today.
"I understand James" He moans softly
"That´s good" He smiles and clicks the remote through the last levels, watching Sherlock at the tenth is quite the sight it makes him stroke his own erection faster
Sherlock is torturing the sheet with his fingers he curses in lust loud moans fills James bedroom he can´t hold back for much longer.
"J...Ja…James" He whimpers while arching his back "Make…me come"
"Come for me baby…mmm it´s so good. Come for me" He moans softly and strokes his erection faster and harder. At this point he is so highly aroused he can´t even think straight
Sherlock hisses in lust and James deep aroused voice telling him to come does it for him, he is exploding on the bed, his climax makes the whole room spin.
Watching and listening to Sherlock takes James on a ride straight for his own climax he moans loudly.
"Ohhh fuck…Sherlock" He hisses while watching him.
"What a sight you are, so incredible to watch you come" He pants
"Ohhh really you…think. You are quite the sight when being aroused and reaches climax" He pants trying to catch his breath a low chuckle escapes from him "I need a shower wanna tag along?"
"A shower sounds so very nice so off cause I will tag along" he chuckles
"But the vibrator stays in your ass as I told you" He smirks
"Not pulling it out" He smiles and they went directly for James´s bathroom.