After Story

"You really got to stop putting your keys under the door mat." He said.

Grossular blinked at the handsome male in front of him. He was really here. He was breathing the same air as he is. They were in the same room… after a year of separation, they were back together. Surprisingly.

Grossular always thought he'd be the one to cave in and run to Furuwau to meet Lilium.

"W-what are you doing here?" Grossular asked. His voice almost giving out the fact he was feeling so nervous on the inside. He was scared this was all a dream and that when he wakes up, he'd be greeted by the empty room, with no Lilium…

He tried sounding cold while regaining his posture.

"Me? I'm here to see you."

"Didn't you leave a year ago?" Grossular deadpanned. He bit the insides of his cheek, chomping down on his skin to chide himself. No, no, no, no, no! This was not the way he imagined welcoming Lilium back. He could not stop himself from saying all these words.

Perhaps some part of him wanted to 'punish' Lilium for leaving him here all alone when Lilium was sure that Grossular had feelings for him. It was horrible. It wasn't like a break up, per say… but it was a terrible feeling on Grossular's part. The separation felt like black treacle sitting at the pit of his stomach uncomfortably for weeks. He had tried to burry himself in work for the first few months, but whenever he stopped, he felt worse than before.

"You don't want me back?"

"What makes you think so?" Grossular spat out. He was angry. Lilium had ran away from him, without a word of farewell, and now expects him to welcome him back with open arms?

Grossular gritted his teeth, his nails digging into his palm as he clenched his fists. Setting down his briefcase, he entered the room, pouring a glass of water for himself.

His fingers shook as he poured. The stream of water wavered.

"Why are you back?" Grossular asked, after a sip of water. His back was facing Lilium. It was easier for him this way. It was so that the smart and sly man could not see through Grossular's true feelings. He was ready to break down at that spot.

"Because… I m-miss you?" Lilium's lips felt weird expressing his feelings. The words didn't fit him right. He looked at Grossular's back. His ex-lover was thinner than before. His broad shoulders hunched slightly forward from fatigue. His white hair was longer, thinning at the ends. Grossular did not change much all these months apart. As if, a part of him was still stuck in the past.

Grossular shook his head, turning to Lilium.

"You can't expect me to… to…" Grossular felt like he couldn't breathe. The air was stuck in his lungs, like the words in his throat.

"If you don't want me here, then, I'm sorry." Lilium spoke carefully. He swung his legs off the arm rest, standing up straight.

Grossular noted he grew an inch taller.

"I'll be leaving then." Lilium bowed ever so slightly, a thick lock of his fringe fell towards his face.

Grossular stared painfully at the man in front of him.

He didn't want Lilium to ever leave again. Even if it depended on his life, yet his feet couldn't move.

Lilium started moving towards the door, his head hung low and his movements slowed.

No, no, no...

Lilium looked up, giving one final glance to Grossular. His eyes were filled with regret, it was seemingly pleading for Grossular to say something.

Fuck… this is wrong. This is not what reconciliation was like.

"L-Lilium-!" Grossular called out. The name fumbled on Grossular's lips.

The bronze toned man stopped. He needed to say something, quick.

"P-please… d-don't ever… leave me again." Grossular said, so soft it was barely a whisper, but Lilium caught it.

Before Lilium could say anything, Grossular crossed the distance in between them with a few strides, and enveloped Lilium in a big hug.

It felt right.

Their bodies were made for each other. Grossular felt himself melting into Lilium's warm body. His cold fingers found Lilium's warm ones. Lilium was surprised at the coldness from his lover's hands, since it was the first touch in a long time. He chuckled out, unbelievably, against Grossular's chest.

"I want to kiss you." Lilium said, his voice, husky and words, slower. It was so sensual. Grossular nodded, his lips found his lover's. Like fire and ice, they finally felt balanced.

…

Grossular could not contain his mewls for Lilium. His body trembled under Lilium's touch, as he moaned in pleasure. His skin was much more sensitive than usual, feeling every brush of Lilium's fingertips against his pale skin.

"Oh, I do miss you. I love you so much." Lilium whispered, his lips against Grossular's chest. He took a small whiff of his lover. Grossular still smelt the same, of dried tea leaves and soap bars. His warm breath made Grossular gasp out.

Lilium closed his mouth on Grossular's hard nipple. The pink nub sweet in his mouth. He sucked on it, feeling the male under him squirm with satisfaction. He indulged in tasting his lover's saccharine sweet skin.

"Lilium…" Grossular moaned out his name, which to his lover's contentment, he tugged on Grossular's nipple with his teeth. Grossular yelped, his back arching up. He gripped Lilium's hair, pulling the black-haired male up to his level. He needed a kiss.

Connecting their lips, it was pure bliss. Lilium's lips tasted of honey lip balm, while Grossular's lips tasted of tea. Their tongues intertwined with each other as they explored each other's mouths. Lilium shivered in ecstasy, caving in for more. He ran his fingers through the hair he had longed for all those months. He finally got to touch these beautiful locks. He felt the silky-smooth hair in between his fingers as he angled Grossular's head further up, exposing his neck.

"A-aah, Lilium… Y-you're so good." Grossular murmured, as Lilium's lips found their way down to his neck. He felt the warm kisses on his neck, along with the possessive sucking. It was definitely going to leave a mark. Pushing the consequences to the back of his head, Grossular's hands found their way down to Lilium's hips.

He felt around for the buckle of the belt and unbuckled the leather belt around his waist. His fingers fumbled with the button and zipper, but he managed to get his pants undone. His fingers brushed against the erection in Lilium's pants. He chuckled, his Adam's apple bobbed up and down against Lilium's lips.

"You're so hard."

"Damn right I am… after all these months." Lilium rolled his eyes at the obvious statement.

Grossular proceeded to pull down Lilium's briefs, exposing the light brown hard member. The head was a pretty dark pink, with beads of pre-cum starting to ooze out. His fingers touched the tip, the slimy substance coated his finger.

"Let me suck you." Grossular said.

He didn't know why he said that. Perhaps it was because of the mood and their joyous reconciliation, but he had never sucked anyone's dick before. He didn't even like the smell of it. He always found touching someone else's member weird, much less sucking it.

"U-uh- What?" Lilium drew back, re-affirming what Grossular just said was true, and his ears were not playing tricks on him. He knew Grossular doesn't do anything like that. He was more of a plain 'vanilla' man.

"Let me do it." Grossular frowned, pushing Lilium down onto the bed. The bed creaked under his weight as he shifted his position. Grossular removed Lilium's pants and underwear, exposing the creamy brown thighs. He bit his lips, bringing himself down.

Placing his left hand on the side of Grossular's opened thighs, he used the other to brush away the soft pubic hairs on Lilium. He could smell the strong scent of cum.

"I-I'm going to do it." Grossular looked up at Lilium, whose face was feverishly red. He opened his mouth to close it down on Lilium's cock. The sheer size of the girth made his jaw hurt slightly.

He tasted the salty and slightly bitter taste of pre-cum in his mouth, as he went down deeper. Grossular could even feel the throbbing and pulsating of the thick cock against the roof of his mouth.

He moaned as he felt Lilium hit the back of his throat. It wasn't a pleasant feeling, but it was rather sexy. However, only half of Lilium was in.

"Fuck… Gros, did you do this to someone else while I was gone?" Lilium breathed out, his hands reaching down to help gather Grossular's hair that was in the way. He bunched them up, and held them up for his lover.

"N…Nnnao!" Grossular protested with Lilium inside of him.

"Oh shit, don't do that… I might just come in your mouth any second. It's so… tight." Lilium breathed out.

Grossular retracted, swallowing down his spit and Lilium's pre-cum, he went back down. His tongue massaged the head of the cock, licking up the slick that was dribbling out. He sucked the tip, feeling Lilium tighten under him, and went even deeper.

The cock hit the back of his throat, but he kept going. He felt the thick girth open up his throat, going past his gag reflexes. He was breathing so hard, trying to maintain his air supply. Lilium was too big inside of him.

His lips touched the base of the cock, his mouth touched hair. The back of his mouth involuntarily squeezed, causing Lilium to moan in pleasure.

"Oh jeez, you got to… st- Aah!" Lilium cried, as Grossular pulled out slightly, only to go back down again. Lilium felt like he was going to explode inside of Grossular. It was odd that his lover seemed experience in giving a blow job, without gagging. He would say that his size needed accommodating.

As if Grossular was a genius, he pulled out completely and gripped Lilium's cock with one hand.

"Come in my mouth. I want to drink up all of you." He said, looking into Lilium's eyes. The bronze skinned male felt himself fall in love more. He shook his head, unbelievable at what was happening. Grossular's hand pumped Lillium's thick member, feeling the build up at the base. Lilium's thigh muscles clenched as his toes curled in anticipation.

Grossular's mouth wrapped itself around the top of Lilium's cock, ready to catch the burst of seeds in his mouth.

"Oh god, I-I'm coming!" Lilium shouted, his grip on Grossular's hair was tight, taunt against Grossular's scalp as he exploded into Grossular's warm opening. He shivered against Grossular, when he finally let go of his hair.

Hoisting himself up on his elbows, Grossular crawled up to Lilium. His mouth was full of Lilium's seeds, mixed with hot saliva. He opened his mouth to show the erotic scene of white cream inside of his mouth, coating his tongue and the roof of his mouth to the back of his throat.

"Oh man, you're too cute… You might get a tummy ache, you know?" Lilium stated, his mouth finding its way to Grossular's shoulder. He sucked on the skin, and took a huge bite. His teeth digging into skin, causing Grossular to yelp in masochistic pleasure.

Swallowing all that's in his mouth, he frowned at Lilium, who pulled back to admire his masterpiece. The marred red teeth edge on Grossular's left shoulder would take quite a while to heal.

"You've got to stop that!" Grossular pouted at his lover, his fingers brushing against the bite mark Lilium gave him.

"It's to tell people you're mine. What's wrong with that?" Lilium shrugged, brushing it off as if it was a romantic notion.

"The last time you did it to me, it took weeks to heal."

"That's good then."

"In the first place, no one can even see-! Uemph!" He was cut short by Lilium giving him a deep kiss. Lilium's tongue snaked its way into his mouth, melting the hot headed man under his touch instantly.

Lilium smirked against Grossular's lips, as his fingers trailed down Grossular's back. The old bite mark was still there. It was a big painful scar, before he had left the 13-districts. It was so deep, blood surfaced. Feeling the ridges of the scar, his fingers went down lower to Grossular's bottom.

He laid down, letting Grossular's larger frame to hover over him, on all fours. They continued kissing as Lilium's fingers slipped into the dip of Grossular's butt. He could feel the warmness of his asshole, as his fingers brushed against it.

"Nngh… Quickly." Grossular's hips moved against Lilium's hand as he begged.

"Quickly? No." Lilium teased Grossular. His finger smoothed over the wet hole, so close, yet not in. He felt the swollen hole throb with wanton desire. Grossular was ready for something big and thick inside of him. He had turned into a needy slut over time.

"P-please…" Grossular breathed out against Lilium's skin. He gasped when he felt Lilium's warm finger push in slowly. One finger was all it takes to make Grossular shiver in pleasure.

Lilium smirked, using his other hand to caress Grossular's cheeks like he was a month old kitten. He stared at the older male close his eyes, purring against his touch.

"It's so warm and soft…" Lilium commented, bringing a bright shade of pink to Grossular's cheeks. He clenched unconsciously against Lilium's fingers, feeling the slender fingers against his insides.

The white haired male yelped as he felt Lilium's nail graze against his prostate, ensuing a chuckle under Lilium's breath.

Lilium shifted, pushing Grossular off him, pinning him under.

Sex was often like that with both of them. It was a lot of pushing. A struggle for power. However, this time, Lilium just had pure intentions. He wanted to reach in deeper. He wanted his long awaited partner to feel loved.

Grossular grunted, as the darker skinned male spread his thighs further.

"Such beautiful milky white thighs my lover has." The mischievous man said. He pulled out his finger, taking hold of Grossular's hips, he gave a rough tug, pulling the older male closer to him, and brought his mouth down his thighs.

He kissed Grossular's right thigh tenderly, breathing the slightly sweet and sweaty scent in. Perhaps they were really meant to be, since Lilium felt more turned on with the pheromones exuding out of his lover.

Lilium felt the predator instincts in him bubble to the surface, threatening to overflow. He opened his mouth against Grossular's thigh, letting his teeth graze against his skin. Without warning, he bit down hard into white flesh.

"AH! Shit! Lilium!" Grossular cried out, his toes curling in from the unexpected surprise. He knew Lilium had a biting fetish from the start, but he didn't expect his younger lover to bite him on his thigh.

He looked down to see his cheeky counterpart grinning up to him. His bite wound was slightly bleeding, purple on the edges. It was like a possessive marking of a wolf. He breathed out, shaking his head to disapprove of what his lover was doing- not like Lilium cared, and Grossular knew that. He couldn't stop his crazy lover from marking him with dozens of possessive marks.

Lilium licked the bite mark, kissing it gently. It was like nursing a slap to the face. He then moved on to the other thigh, once more biting down fiercer than before.

Grossular felt like he might be going crazy. Instead of crying in pain, this time, he was moaning in pleasure. His thighs squeezed against Lilium's head, his hips rocking forward. He wanted something in him.

"Quickly…" He whimpered.

His younger lover laughed. His laughter like the soft tinkling of a wind chime in Furuwau they both seen before. It was calming and pretty.

Lilium pried open Grossular's thighs once more. He was feeling impatient too. A gnawing feeling creeping up his spine. He needed Grossular to be his. Completely.

"I won't go slowly on you this time." He muttered, his two fingers forced its way into Grossuar's behind.

"Nngh… Since… w-when do you?" Grossular retorted back, egging Lilium on. Both of them liked to play rough. Rough but slow sex. Sex was like a sensual game to them.

"Haha… I've been pent up since last year, what do you think?" The younger male stuck in a third finger.

This made Grossular's heart stop.

Those days in the office where he had nothing to do. His mind would always wander towards the direction his heart restricted. He had wondered if Lilium had any other boy toys to have sex with. Grossular considered himself as one of Lilium's chest pieces after all. He could picture the dark skinned male fucking other men other than himself- without a single guilt.

Men in Furuwau were beautiful afterall.

Donned with flower crowns, loose silk scarfs, barely covering anything, Grossular imagined one of them sauntering up to Lilium- the high aristocrat, and seducing the black haired male. Lilium would then fuck them senseless, without sparing a thought on Grossular.

"Y-you… didn't have anyone else? Since you left?" Grossular asked, his voice thick. A lump was forming in his throat, his eyes threatening to tear up. He had spent all those months worrying about that, imagining his loved one having sex with someone else. He thought he was forgotten.

A disposable chess piece- or in this case, a disposable sex toy.

"Of course not." Lilium chuckled in disbelief. The man in question felt a little insulted that his lover would doubt him like that.

"Y-you… You left without saying anything. You fuc- Ugh!" He growled out, but was stopped by Lilium pressing hard against his sensitive spot.

"I'm insulted, little kitty." Lilium drawled out slyly, pressing harder so the taller male would buckle under his fingertips.

Lilium withdrew his hands.

"I-I'm sorry… I… Argh!" Grossular screamed as Lilium thrusted in violently.

3 fingers were definitely not enough to prepare him.

Grossular had done fingered himself while Lilium was gone, however, he wasn't able to stretch himself out as much. He would feel the slight pain throbbing at the rim when he was 2 fingers in, and would always stop there.

The shy older male would never allow himself to buy a sex toy to pleasure himself. Just picturing himself entering a sex shop brought a blush to his face.

Now that Lilium was in him, he felt so full inside. The sheer size was causing him to hurt.

"Sl-slow down… Slow down Lilium!" He reached out to hook his arms around Lilium's neck. He buried his face in the warm shoulder, breathing in the familiar scent.

"Not… going… to." Lilium managed to grunt out, as he continued thrusting into Grossular. His hips slapped against the white haired male's buttocks loudly, as the bed creaked against their aggressive movement.

Grossular thought about the months that Lilium was away. He missed him so much.

The warm hands, the lovely way he talked, those seductive, cheeky eyes that would stare defiantly into his own.

Even though they had their differences, even though he knew Lilium was using him, he couldn't help but feel vulnerable to the prideful man.

"Lilium… I love you." Grossular choked out as he started were streaming down his face. Onto his cheeks, his lips, down to his neck.

When was the last time he really cried?

He had always been suppressing his feelings. The cold façade he put on made people respect him. He was scared of people knowing his weakness. He let himself harden over time, he was always trapped in his own bubble.

Never did he expect that such a man would in turn burst into his life, exposing parts that he himself didn't even know he had.

"Oh, Grossular, it was time you said that. I love you too." Lilium brought Grossular's lips against his, as they shared a salty kiss.