(N/N): nickname
*Suga's point of view*
Remember that time I forced you to meet my friends? You didn't want to, but I made you anyway. You got really scared by everyone, and they teased you a lot. I felt bad, seeing you like that.
Embarrassed. Flustered.
I thought you'd be mad at me, but you weren't.
Remember that time I forgot you couldn't take spicy things, and made you eat spicy tofu with me on your birthday? I really thought you would enjoy it. You ended up screaming your head off, and drinking a LOT of water. I felt bad, seeing you like that.
Your eyes becoming shiny with tears. Bottles of water piling up around you. I thought you'd hate me for that, but you didn't.
Remember that time I couldn't meet up with you at the last minute, but forgot to tell you? You waited at the cinema for two and a half hours, I only remembered after, and rushed over. I felt bad, seeing you there. Tired. Your legs about to give out. I thought you'd be angry at me, but you weren't.
You've never gotten angry at me. Never said 'I told you so', you've been there for everything I did wrong.
I miss you now.
I shouldn't have let you leave. I shouldn't have let go so easily.
"London? On such short notice? You can't!"
"I have to. You know that."
Sighs.
"I'll miss you."
You smiled at me. I miss that.
"When you miss me, look at the stars. I'm not that far away. After all, I'm looking at the same set of stars as you."
I miss you, (F/N).
"What if I don't, (F/N)?"
"Koushi! You're so mean!"
You laughed. I haven't heard that in a while.
"Bye, Koushi."
*Suga's phone*
21 September
10.16 AM
"Safe flight (N/N)!"
"Don't call me that, horrible!"
"Call me when you get there OK?"
"I promise! I have to go now, see you!"
"Miss you, (N/N)!"
24 September
1.13 PM
"(N/N)? It's been a few days. I thought you said you'd call me? :("
"Annie are you mad?"
"oh did you find out that I drew all over one of your shirts? SORRY!"
25 September
5.36 PM
"I saw the news (N/N). The flight you were on crashed."
"They said no survivors."
"They're lying, right?"
"You can't be dead. (N/N) answer!"
26 September
9.57 PM
"They found your body, (N/N)."
"They found your phone too."
"You were writing a script."
"A script for you to say to me when you got back."
"You were going to propose to me."
10.03 PM
"Why didn't you wait, (N/N)?"
"It would have been funny to watch you stumble over your words."
10.06 PM
"I miss you, (F/N)."
"The stars don't seem as bright without you."
_"The number you are trying to reach is currently unavailable."_
*Suga's point of view*
It was her death anniversary.
He picked up the flowers lying on the table.
His phone in his hand, the tears in his eyes.
"Good morning (F/N)! I'm going to visit you now, OK?"
Open door, busy road. He seemed to be floating, unaware of his surroundings.
"Almost there, (F/N)!"
The screech of tyres. Brown eyes looking up.
His mind screamed at him, screaming pain. He didn't feel anything at all.
Red blood. Closing eyes.
One last message.
"See you soon, (N/N)."
_Sugawara Koushi. Last seen today at 11.26 AM_
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His phone vibrated.
"Look up, Koushi."
He did.
Her figure stood not far away.
Her smile lighting up everything around her.
"It wasn't your time yet, Koushi."
"I missed you."
"That really isn't an excuse. I missed you too though."
Small sigh.
"I told you to watch the stars Koushi."
"They didn't seem as pretty without you (N/N)."
"Don't call me that! Horrible."
Laughter.
Her hand in his.
"Come on Koushi."
He stood up.
_"Let's go home."_
AN: hello there friends! I wrote this last year so it's really cringey but I wanted to post it in order of what I wrote soooooo
Ye sorry if it was bad I was 12 when I wrote this and I was rEALLY cringey but rn im really tired and I want to sleep so good night everyone! Until next time! I love you!
~cloudy