Clarke:
The sun was beaming through the window illuminating my room. The brightness burned my eyes as I rolled over in my bed trying to find my phone. I slowly opened my eyes to peer at my phone to check the time. I groaned loudly when I saw that it was just after 8. I finally had a whole weekend off and i wanted to sleep in a bit, but i could see that wasn't happening today. I saw a missed message in the corner of my screen so I opened it to see what it was. A massive smile spread across my face when I saw the last message Lexa had sent last night. I must've fallen asleep before I could read it.
"...will definitely do it again, I promise. Good night Clarke. Sleep well." I read over and over again.
I could almost hear the way she said my name as I read the text. I read it over and over again until the backlight on my phone when out. The sight that i saw in the black screen before me scared me half to death. I needed a shower and coffee pronto. I groaned as I rolled out of bed and grabbed a towel before heading into the bathroom.
I let the hot water cascade over my body for a few moments as I lost myself in thought. With my eyes closed I could see exactly what Lexa looked like last night. She was beautiful and the way the sun hit her eyes showing my a color green I had never seen before was breathe taking. I could almost hear her voice as well. It was a low burning tone, and they way she said my name was enough to make my heart stop in my chest for a few seconds. In my train of thought I hadn't realized that my right hand was cupping my breast, kneading the rosy bud, and my left hand was trailing slowly over my abdomen. The feeling building in my stomach made me tilt my head back, the water running down my neck onto my chest as I continued the ministrations on my now stiff nipple. Before i could even think about telling myself to stop, my hand was dipping in my wet folds. The contact of my finger on my overly sensitive button made my knees buckle and almost fall out from under me. The hand that was tending to my breast hit the shower wall quickly to keep myself upright. I thought about HER, the way she looked at me, the way she swayed when she walked, the way her body looked in that outfit last night, her voice. I thought about what her voice might sound like as it whispered sweet nothings in my ear. I continued to slowly rub the sensitive nub until I could every muscle in my body start to tighten.I knew my release was quickly approaching, and in all honesty, I couldn't take much more. I drove two fingers into my opening, and the wetness that i had built offered little resistance. A loud moan involuntarily escaped my my lips. I continued with fast deep thrusts, curling my fingers just a but with every thrust. My hips started to match the rhythm of my fingers and the moans were now inevitable. As the pressure built to moans got even louder, then it hit.
"LEXA!" I screamed out as the most powerful wave of pleasure washed over me, my eyes squeezed shut while my body shuddered as I rode out my orgasm.
As my breathing returned to normal, I slowly removed my fingers from inside me and moaned at the loss of fullness inside myself. I mumbled a 'Jesus Christ' as I ran my fingers through my no drenched hair. I couldn't believe what I just did. I mean it obviously felt good, but I had only known Lexa a few weeks and we had only just been on our first date, and I had just pleasured myself to the thought of her. I shook the thought and embarrassment off and quickly finished my shower. I hopped out to get ready for my day that was still completely empty.
Lexa:
I rolled over and groaned at the sun which was penetrating my eyelids. It was obviously a bright sunny day, but first thing in the morning was almost unbearable. I threw my arm over my eyes to block some light while the rest of my body woke up and my eyes could adjust. After a few minutes I rolled out of bed and strolled lazily into the bathroom. I reached in and started the shower before turning and looking at myself in the mirror. I looked like shit. My hair was all disheveled, my eye makeup that i failed to remove
before bed was smeared down my face, and i still had that puffy 'I just woke up look' on my face. I walked back out to my room real quick to check my phone to see that I had no messages before returning to the bathroom and entering the shower. I stood there, letting the steamy water run over my back. With my eyes closed, I tipped my head back and let the water douse my hair. A vision of Clarke last night entered my mind. The way her hair flowed and the way her outfit showed off her body and curves. The way her blue eyes locked on mine at dinner and the toothy smile that would follow. I could feel the smile spread across my own face at the memories. I couldn't wait to see that smile again. I showered quickly, and wrapped myself in my towel before stepping out and walking out into my bedroom. The green light was flashing on my phone notifying me of a missed message. I ran over and picked up my phone praying it was Clarke. I unlocked my phone quickly.
Dr. Clarke Griffin/ Good morning Lexa. Sorry I didn't respond last night, i fell asleep pretty quickly. I do hope we do something again, and very soon.
Lexa Woods/ Good morning Clarke. I hope you slept well. And we will I promise.
I sent that and thought quickly
Lexa Woods/ Actually what are you doing today? Do you have any plans?
I didn't know what the fuck I was doing. I had no plans or any ideas if she did say she was free, but I wanted to see her again so I was jumping at the chance. I quickly began to brainstorm, anything that we could do if that is what came of this conversation. We had already been for a walk, we had already been out to eat. What else was there? My phone vibrated in my hand and I jumped out of my skin. The towel that was wrapped around my still damp body pooled around my ankles
"Jesus Christ Lexa, get it together." I said out loud to myself. I unlocked my phone and looked down at the screen slowly
Dr. Clarke Griffin/ I have absolutely zero plans today. If you are free I think I have an idea.
Lexa Woods/ Absolutely. I have nothing planned and I'd love you get together again.
I instantly cringed as I sent that message. It sounded way too eager. I was going to smack myself in the face for that all day.
Dr. Clarke Griffin/ Great I'll start getting ready now and pick you up in like an hour? 87 Bleeker Ave right?
Lexa Woods/ And hour is perfect and yes that's the address..how do you know that?
Dr. Clarke Griffin/ Your medical chart silly. See you soon.
I quickly smacked myself again as i dropped my phone down on my bed and quickly ran to get ready. I picked out a cute outfit, one that I had almost worn last night and got dressed before going in and putting on my smokey eye makeup again. Time seemed to be flying by because by the time I was almost done getting ready, there was only 10 minutes before Clarke would be here to pick me up. Then I panicked a bit. What if she wanted to come into my apartment? It was a mess! I hadn't cleaned much since I was stabbed and I didn't want her to see the mess I had been living in. I quickly scooped out dirty cloths that had been thrown around my room and threw them in my closet before shutting the door behind me, I picked up all my dirty cups next to my bed and on the coffee table in the living room and threw them into the sink, and I very quickly sprayed a few spritz of perfume around. I would definitely need to officially take care of this mess later, but for now, in case she came in, it was okay. Sure enough, as soon as I caught my breath, a knock on the door shook my core.
"Coming!" I said loudly so she could hear me. I composed myself a second and reached for the door handle, turning it slowly before pulling the door open.
Clarke:
After we agreed to get together again, my heart soared with excitement as i raced to get ready. I put on a tight white tee that showed off more that I should be showing off, if you know what I mean, and a pair of ripped jeans with my boots again. I let my hair fall naturally after my shower and did my makeup like I did last night. I gave myself a once over in the mirror before grabbing my keys and heading out the door, locking it and shutting it behind me.
The drive to her house wasn't that long but it felt like it was taking forever. The feeling of my heart pounding in my throat was equally nauseating and exciting. I pulled up outside her apartment looked. No it wasn't the nicest part of town but the strip of apartments she lived in didn't look that bad at all. The buildings actually looked fairly newer and the garden beds out front were full of fresh flowers. I cut the engine and undid my seatbelt. I figured instead of being lazy and just texting her that I was outside, I'd go and knock on her door. I stood up out of my car, locked the door, closing it behind me, before walking around to head for her door. With every step, my heart seemed to race just a bit more. I'm not entirely sure why I'm so nervous, and I'm sure that with time the feeling would fade, but right now it felt like it would be the death of me. Before I knew it there I was, on her doorstep getting ready to knock. After a small moment of hesitation and a deep breath I knocked.
"Coming!" I heard from inside.
I giggled slightly to myself at the thought of her running around and/or composing herself before opening the door. I heard the door handle jiggle a bit before it pulled open. My breath caught in my throat and I suddenly felt hot after seeing the sight before me. She looked stunning, as always, and her eyes, my god, would kill me. She stood there with a smile while trying to hid the fact that she was slightly out of breath. It made me smile.
"H...hey, you made it." She said with her toothy grin.
"Yea, I'm here." I said laughing, "Are you suprised?"
"Huh? No, no. Just pointing out the obvious i suppose." She laughed, "You know, like a moron."
"It's fine. No worries. Are you ready?"
"Yes, let me just grab my keys and phone." said disappearing for just a second then coming back to the door, locking and shutting it behind her. "So what are your plans doc."
"Well I thought that we could do a movie and maybe some drinks afterwards? I mean if that's okay?" I asked after she opened my door for me again. "Thank you"
"Yea, that sounds perfectly fine to me," said said after running around the car and hopping in the passenger seat.
I took off in the direction of the movie theater. It was at least a 20 minute drive from her place. When I could, like at red lights or when she wasn't paying attention, I would sneak a glance at her. Her jawline was sharp and so were her cheekbones. Her lips were plump and soft looking, god I couldn't wait to kiss them again. I have just really taken notice of her hands that were lying in her lap. Such small delicate hands, but her fingers were the longest slenderest fingers I've seen to date. She caught me looking then and I saw her blush and her fingers roll into a fist like position.
"I know my fingers are almost creepily long." she said in an almost whisper. "I'm slightly self conscious about them."
"Don't be. They are beautiful," I said reaching over and talking her hand in mine, lacing our fingers together. "Just like you."
Lexa:
"Don't be. They are beautiful," I said reaching over and talking her hand in mine, lacing our fingers together. "Just like you."
I looked away blushing but smiling. We arrived at the theater not long after that. We exited her car and walked side by side into the building. She stood looking at the listings of what was showing within the next 20 or so minutes. There were only two options, the girliest chick flick that I've ever heard of or a really high action packed car movie.
"I really wanna see 'Chasing Stars'." She said not looking away from the listings. I really didn't want to sit through that...at all.
"What about 'Ride or Die'?" I asked hoping she would say yes.
"Yea, that looks good too, but I've really been dying to see 'Chasing Stars'."
"Okay, okay. Let's do it then" I said plastering on a fake smile after a quick eye roll. I was going to hate this, but this was Dr. Clarke Griffin. I was on a date with Dr. Clarke Griffin. I'm sure I could suffer through 88 minutes for her.
I bought our tickets and snacks before we headed into the dark theater. We were the only other people besides this older couple up front and a group of pre teen girls a few rows behind them. She headed straight for the back, and I followed her in tow. We sat directly in the middle and quickly got comfy in our seats. The movie started not long after and within 10 minutes I could tell this was going to be the most boring movie I had ever seen, but I just kept telling myself that I was doing this for Clarke. It was about half way through the movie where I thought I would die of complete boredom, or I'd fall asleep, but suddenly a warmth on my upper leg rocked me to my core. I looked down at my lap to see her hand lying on my thigh, rubbing gently in small but amazing movements. I turned and looked at her to see her still looking at the screen, focusing deeply on the sappy storyline, but a smile spread across her face. I looked back down at her hand on my leg and laid my hand on top of hers before our fingers intertwined, then I felt the weight of her head on my shoulder and the smell of sweet shampoo filled my nose. This made the last 25 minutes of the movie semi bearable. When the credits started to roll and the lights started to illuminate the room again, we continued to sit like that, just together, until the cleaning crew started to come in.
""Clarke, we should get going before we get yelled at" I whispered
"But I don't want to move, I'm comfortable." she said nuzzling a but more. I smiled at this.
"Just because this part is over doesn't mean the day is Clarke. Come on, we will go do something else." I said standing from my seat making her topple for a second before bracing herself.
"Ughhhh fine, fine." She moaned standing up beside me.
We made our way out of the theater and through the parking lot to her car walking close enough that you'd think we were touching but we really weren't. We were just enjoying the closeness of each other. I opened her door for her again, but instead of just getting in she hesitated.
"You know, you don't need to keep doing this for me. Not that it's not appreciated or not cute, but it's unnecessary." She said eyeing my with her baby blues
"I know, but I'm just trying to have some chivalry" I said with a smirk and a wink
"Well, thank you." She giggled slightly "And from time to time yes, it's nice, but you don't need to do it every time."
She sat down and I closed the door once she was in, running around and climbing into the passenger's side. We discussed what our next plan was before we pulled out of the theater's parking lot and headed for downtown. Downtown was known for its 'nightlife' scene and even though it was only early afternoon still, I knew that it would still be pretty busy seeing as though it was a saturday. I thought trying to find parking outside McKinney's would be impossible, but we got lucky to find a spot right outside the front door. She looked at me and stuck her tongue out as I saw her reach, open her own door and climbing out before I even undid my seatbelt. The bar was already starting to fill, but my favorite table in the corner was still open. We raced back there and almost lost it to another couple, but all i had to do was flash my 'simmering commander eyes' as Lincoln calls them in their direction and they walked away. We sat across from each other and picked out the menus. I tried to focus on what I was going to get but I kept noticing her stealing glances of me with her ocean blue eyes and the smile that spread across her face. She looked away, back to her menu, but i was so lost in her that I seemed to lose track of time. Before I knew it a waitress was at our table.
"Hello there, my name is Emori, I'll be your server this evening, what can I get for you?"
I looked up at Clarke urging her to go first.
"I'll have the bacon burger sliders with the fries, and I'll have a long island iced tea." She said looking at Emori then over to my, notifying me she was done.
"I'll have the buffalo chicken wrap, no blue cheese, and fries is fine, and I'll have a jack and coke please."
"Great, I'll put those right in for you and be back with your drinks in a few."
We were left alone soon enough again. i kicked off the conversation.
"So, I know yesterday, you told me how you went about being a doctor, but not how you decided that's what you wanted to do with your life."
"Well, When I was fifteen, my father got really sick. He lost a lot of weight and became very very weak. My mother who is also a doctor, knew something was really wrong, so we took him to the doctors to be seen, and it turned out he had cancer." She started first holding eye contact with me then looking down at the table. "It started in his lungs, from all the asbestos work he did in her earlier working days. It was through 80% of his body when we caught it. There was no saving him unfortunately, all keeping him comfortable."
"I'm so sorry Clarke," I said reaching out and taking her hand in mine. I could see she was struggling to hold back tears.
"A week before he died he gave me this watch," She said looking down at her wrist, "So he could always be with me. This watch never leaves my sight. Anyw.."
"Long island iced tea for you, and the jack and coke for you." Emori said placing the drinks in front of us cutting Clarke off. I wanted to smack Emori for that but refrained. She walked away and Clarke continued.
"Anyway after he passed, I knew that I had to do something important with my life, something he would be proud of, something that could make a difference. It was then that i decided to become a doctor, to help others live a happy healthy life that my father didn't get." she said taking a long sip of her drink. Then looking up at me, her eyes glossy with tears held back.
"I'm sure he would be very proud of you Clarke. You're a strong independant woman who owns and operates her own medical facility and is helping others. The is so much to be proud of Clarke, there is no way he couldn't be proud." I said lightly squeezing her hand rubbing my thumb over her knuckles. "I….. I lost my father too at a very young age. I was 13 when my father died in combat. He was a marine. His third tour he didn't come home. After he passed my mother went off the deep end and that's how she became addicted to painkillers. I basically had to raise myself from that point on."
We locked eyes, both filled with tears without actually crying. We sat in silence for a moment. just really taking each other in. Our food arrived not long after and we ate and continued to drink over more light conversation, sports, friends, hobbies, that kind of thing. After about 6 drinks in each we were just a giggling mess enjoying our time together. Just as we were getting ready to call a cab to leave, I spotted Lincoln and Octavia in the corner.
"Lincoln!" I shouted across the building to get his attention He surprisingly heard me and him and Octavia came over to us, "How long have you guys been here?"
"We've been here for what like 3 or 4 hours right?" He said looking at Octavia who nodded yes, "We have just been over there with some of my buddies from work. But I think we are leaving soon."
"Any chance you can drive us? Neither of us are in the condition to drive. But you would need to take Clarke home first. Would that be okay?" I asked trying not to stumble over my words a bit.
"Clarke can stay at my house tonight if that makes things easier, that way I can take her to her car in the morning." Octavia offered.
"Yes that's fine. Sounds good to me." Clarke said standing from our table grasping onto my arm for balance but still not letting go even after she was stable.
"Alright, let's go" Lincoln said leading the way out of the building.
We walked out together and all climbed into Lincoln's mustang. It was a tight fit but with Lincoln and Octavia in the front and Clarke by my side in the back, we made it work. We carefully drove out of the parking lot towards Octavia's. It didn't take long for Clarke to settle into my side again, her head on my shoulder and her hand in my lap. I smiled at the feeling of her closeness to me until I noticed Lincoln eyeing my in the rearview. He had on his signature smirk until I gave him a death glare and he returned his focus back on the road. It wasn't long before we pulled up outside a large apartment complex. Lincoln cut the engine and he and Octavia got out. I assumed he was walking her to the door and to say goodnight, giving me time to do the same to Clarke. She sat up and we climbed out of the backseat.
"Tonight was amazing Lexa, I couldn't have asked for a better time." She said reaching down and taking my hand in hers.
"We really didn't do that much though. You really had a good time?"
"I did. Honestly we could sit on a couch and watch some crappy reality tv show and I'd be okay, as long as I'm with you." she said kissing my cheek close to my lips.
I looked into her eyes and green locked on blue. The intense energy between us was too much bear much longer. I leaned in capturing her lips with mine. It was so gentle at first, full of want and passion, then the combination of alcohol and need took over and before i realized what was happening our tongues were fighting for dominance over each others. I felt her suck my bottom lip into her mouth and that's when I lost control. My hand tangled into her golden locks pulling her closer, even though I didn't think that was possible. She let my lip pop with a slight moan, and I could feel the butterflies in my stomach roar to life. My back was now against the mustang and she was leaning into me, taking my lips in hers again. Slight low moans started coming from the both of us, and if our bodies were any closer we would be inside each other. I could feel her rather large breasts against my chest. My hands started to wander and eventually found their way to her firm and round ass which I grabbed keeping her close. The moment was electric and neither of us cared that we we on a sidewalk outside a strip of apartments where anyone could see us. I had forgotten Lincoln was around when i heard to my left the sound of him clearing his throat. Clarke jumped back startled at first, then smiled at me with her swollen red lips.
"Good night Lincoln, thanks for the ride." She said looking at him before turning her attention back at me, "Goodnight Clarke. Thanks for the amazing day."
"Goodnight Clarke, sleep well. I'll talk to you tomorrow." I said before kissing her quickly before she walked up to meet Octavia at her door. Lincoln and I watched them walk in and shut the door before we got in the car to head towards my house.
"That looked pretty steamy there casanova" Lincoln said wiggling his eyebrow at me. "I'm surprised you weren't ripping each others clothes off right there."
"I think if you hadn't interrupted when you did, we might have" I said putting emphasis on the 'interrupted' bit.
"Things are going good then yeah?"
"Yea, I think this is the one dude. She's amazing."
I spent the rest of the ride replaying the day I had with Clarke in my head, especially that last bit. Everything felt so perfect, so electric, especially that kiss. Let me tell you, there were some things I was going to have to tend to when I got home, but all in all I couldn't wait to see her again and to see where thing go.