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Recap: "No, Lily I want you to here this to. Okay. My question is how do you feel about dad?" she asked.
Chapter 7 Talks.
"Do I really have to answer that?" Ginny asked.
"Only if you wish to."
"Come on mum please, I want to hear the answer too." Lily said.
"I don't know. He just came back into our life Lily. What, oh I get it you thought I would say I was and still am in love with one Harry Potter?" Ginny asked.
"Some thing along those lines."
"Well to tell the truth he has always held my heart. Yes it hurt when he left and when he returned I felt a feeling I have not felt in along time." Ginny said. "Not to be rude. But why would it matter to you?"
"Well dad hasn't really been himself since mom died. Grandma said so herself. It's as if he's missing something from his life right now, and I haven't seen him this happy since well ever." Sapphire said.
"Well he should be home in a few moments." Ginny said.
"He should be all thought I wouldn't want to go near him until he has had a chance to change." Sapphire said.
"Why?"
"Saw dust and sweat really don't mix well." She said.
"Thanks for the warning." Ginny said.
"No problem."
A few moments later they heard a car coming down the road.
Harry walked into the house to find Sapphire waiting for him.
"Hey, Sap. What's up?" He asked.
"Not much. But I think you may want to talk to James some time this evening."
"Why?"
"Well, he's angry at you. Thinks you abandoned him and Lily."
"All right I will talk to him before the night is out okay."
"Okay."
Harry decided to talk to James now rather than wait. He found him by the pool.
"James. Sapphire said I needed to talk to you." He said.
"Why would you want to."
"Well then if you don't want to talk."
"No I don't."
"Well then, then I'll go inside now." Harry said turning to go inside
"Why did you leave?" James asked.
"Your Mother, and sister asked me the same question." Harry said sitting down by James. "I guess it was because I was scared. Scared of what I was going to do."
"Scared, you?"
"Yes, you see I thought I would die in the final showdown with the Voldemort." Harry said, he also noted James just like Lily didn't shudder or gasp at the mention of the Dark Lords name. "I never made plans for my future, and that scared the holy hell out of me."
"But didn't you know about us?" He asked.
"No, unfortunately I left before I could find out. Leaving your mother was one of the hardest thing I have done in my life, and that is saying a lot."
"Would you have stayed if you knew?"
"Yes. There were many times I wanted to come back but that fear and guilt, I carried around remained with me. I'm not proud of what I did to you Lily or you mother." Harry said.
"Are you going to run again?"
"No. I'm here to stay. Like I promised Lily I will be here for the three of you, don't be afraid to come to me for help." Harry said.
"If I have a problem, I'll come to you okay."
"All right."
"What are your feelings for mum?" He asked.
"Right now I really don't know how to answer that question. Right now part of me wants to go in there and just kiss her senseless, but another part wants me to take it slow." He said.
"Why not both?" James asked.
"Because it's complicated at the moment, I just don't know what to do." Harry replied.
"Just follow your heart."
"And were, did you learn that one?"
"Some show on the t.v." James said.
"Well lets go inside and get out of this heat." Harry said.
"You know I'm glad we had this talk."
"I know James, at least your not as angry at me anymore. But I guess you can hide it really well like I can." Harry said.
"You know I heard Mum, Lily, and Sapphire, they said we are both stubborn." James said.
"That may be true."
"So when are we leaving."
"Well I put in my two weeks today. Its telling the company I'm leaving in two weeks because I found a better job." Harry explained.
"So basically your quitting this job to teach."
"How did you know that?"
"Sapphire told us."
"I see. Well lets go in I really need to change this saw dust is driving me nuts."
"Lets."
With that the two entered the house.
A/N: Sorry for that. I have been working ten hours and every Saturday since my last update. But enough of that. Tell me how I'm doing at the moment, please review this story.
