Chapter 8

It's more than I can stand

Olivia woke up in the backseat of a van. She had a gag in her mouth and her hands handcuffed above her head. She was feeling sick to her stomach and she didn't know where she was. The van came to a stop. The front door shut, and the side door opened.

"Welcome home Lily. How have you been?" Olivia's heart stopped. No one else would know that name. Which means this man had something to do with the ring that tried to get her killed. "Hello Drake long time no see."

"That's William to you bitch. You know I was really surprised that you were still alive since the day I tried to kill you and your little friend." Olivia struggled to free herself.

"Why did you stick around? And why disguise yourself and work at the precinct I did?" William laughed. "Because I wanted to meet the real Lily Jones or should I say Detective Olivia Benson."

Olivia got nervous. "How did you even know who I was?" William pursed his lips.

"Well from the first time I saw you I knew you weren't like other girls. You would fight for your independence while the others wouldn't. And the fact of the way you fight. When another man came after you, you would fight them off in ways that only a cop can fight."

Olivia silently cursed herself. If she had been paying attention, then she wouldn't have been caught and the bastard would never had taken Elliot and her family away from her.

"You know after I killed you I actually felt bad. I felt bad that I would never be able to touch your perfect body again with my fingertips. I would never have the opportunity to kiss your sweet lips and have my way with you." Olivia cringed and fought back the bile. She knew what William wanted.

"You don't look all too happy there my dear sweet Olivia." Olivia frowned and looked away from him. "You should be happy. I went out of my way to get you home before I kill you for real. Oh, and don't worry, your beloved Elliot will find you."

"Only the sight he will see will truly destroy him." Olivia looked at William. "What does Elliot have to do with this? And how did you know where I worked?"

"Well after I killed you I knew that your little friend would look for me. But he wouldn't think to look in New York where his beloved Olivia lived and worked. So, I just impersonated a detective and got the job. You know for detectives they weren't really that smart." William laughed evilly.

Olivia looked at him angrily. "You still haven't told me why Elliot is a part of this. This is between you and me."

"Well when I got the job I had Elliot tell me everything about you. And I could tell with every word how much he loved you. And then I figured out that Olivia and Lily were the same people. I had a feeling you were still alive. There was a part of me that knew you were still alive and kicking."

"How?" she asked shakily. "Well my father said that you were one of the bitches that won't go down without a fight."

Olivia looked over at William with shock. "Well that look on your face says that you didn't know my father had a son. My original name is Drake Harris. And my father gave you a run for your money when he took you down in that basement. Too bad he has and will never get the chance to have you." Drake laughed.

"You threw my father into a nightmare. Now I'm going to make you live a nightmare that you never experienced before." Olivia smelled the chloroform again and once again she tried to fight it but once again she failed. Her world went black.

Back in New Jersey

"So, wait a minute, we hired the man that killed Liv? How the hell did he do that? And why the hell did Porter let her come back if he still posed a threat to her?!" Elliot boomed as he paced the hotel room.

His kids were sitting on the bed being extremely quiet. With every word he yelled they flinched in response. "And we haven't left for New York why?!"

"Elliot, we need to think about what we need to do first. If Drake finds out that we're back in the city, he may do something to Olivia."

Elliot ran his hand down his face in frustration. "Elliot can you handle this? Because if not then I will have no choice but to take you off the case." Elliot looked up at Cragen.

"I can handle it. And I will find Liv you can count on that." Porter came up to the hotel room and met with Stabler, Fin, Munch, and Cragen.

"What have we got?" asked Porter entering the room.

"A missing detective thanks to you." said Elliot. He wasn't in the mood for Porter right now. The love of his life was missing, and he needed to find her.

"Look I was told that it was safe to bring her home." Elliot faced Porter. "Were you ever told that her killer was caught?"

"No, I wasn't. But I was told it was safe and, so I brought her home. I knew that she would want to be home as soon as possible. So, the moment I was told to bring her home I booked a ticket for her."

"Well if you would have checked to make sure it was safe for Liv then maybe we wouldn't have this problem Porter!" yelled Elliot.

"You should have been watching her Stabler! Then this wouldn't have happened!"

"Now are you two done?! We've got a plan now let's move before something happens to Liv! Let's move!" yelled Cragen.

Somewhere in New York

Olivia woke up again. She was tied to a chair with duct tape around her mouth. She felt dizzy and her world was spinning. She focused and saw that she was in a concrete room. And there wasn't a single window the only opening was a steel door with a padlock hanging off. Olivia knew she had no chance of escaping on her own.

She looked around, trying to find something, anything to help her escape. But with no luck. She was starting to get scared. A rapist is one thing. But a rapist that has a vendetta against you for putting your father in jail is another. Olivia practically just gave up hope there.

'No! Olivia, you must keep going! Remember you have so much to live for. You have the squad, the kids, and me. Don't give up yet Olivia.' She heard Elliot in her mind and she agreed. She wasn't going to give up without a fight.