Chapter 9
After spending all night making love and just being together, we get up to start the new day. Walking into the main room, we sit at one of the tables and he puts his arm around me. I lean into him and just sit there thinking how lucky I am. This man didn't even know me but because of a drunken one night stand that ended with us waking up married, I have the best thing that has ever happened to me. Juice told me that he wanted kids with me. I have wanted to me a mom most of my life. "What are you thinking about?" he asked. I look up at him, smiling and say "Just picturing what our kids would look like." He kisses me softly and I lean further into him.
After we talk to everyone for a bit, we head home. Walking in the door, I asked "Can we talk a minute?" He looks at me confused and I pull him to the couch. "You said you wanted kids with me. Are you sure?" I asked. "Of course. I have always wanted a family. I didn't have my dad around when I was a kid and mom was a pill head. I want a family of my own." he tells me. "What would you say to us not really trying but just stop trying not to?" I asked. "You mean you coming off birth control?" he asked and I nod my head. "Unless you think it's too soon?" I asked. He stands up and picks me up. Carrying me to the bedroom he lays me down and starts kissing me. "Juice, what are you doing?" I asked laughing. "Making a little Ortiz." he tells me and starts kissing down my neck and we make love all night.
The next morning, I get up and head to the bathroom and see my birth control pills on the counter. Picking them up, I smile and toss them into the trash. I feel Juice's arms around my waist and he asked "You were serious?" I turn in his arms and say "Yeah. I'm serious. I want a family with you." I tell him and he kisses me. Turning on the shower, we get in for another round before heading to the clubhouse so that we can work.
Pulling up to the clubhouse, I walk over and sit at the picnic table and Gemma walks over. "You okay Sweetheart?" she asked. "Yeah. I am." I say, smiling. I look over at Juice and he's grinning ear to ear. "He looks happy baby." she tells me. "Yeah. He does." I say. "Are you?" she asked and I look at her and see there is actual concern in her eyes. "Yeah. I am. Can I tell you something?" I asked. "Of course." she tells me. "We talked last night and we want a family." I tell her. "That's great baby. But don't get yourself stressed out about it. That will make it harder." she tells me, smiling. "I know. We are not worrying about trying but we are stopping our methods of trying not to." I tell her and she hugs me. "That's great. That boy has wanted a family for a long time. You've been good for him and it seems he's good for you." she tells me and I look back over at my husband. "He is." I tell her.
Lunch time rolls around and instead of eating, Juice pulls me to the dorm. Pushing me down on the bed, he hovers over me and we start kissing. "You know you need to eat right? So do I." I tell him. "Yeah but baby making is better." he tells me and I start laughing. He enters me slowly and before I know it I am begging him to go faster and harder. Once we both reach out release, we get dressed and head out to the main room. Walking over, I get us both a bottled water and we walk outside. "Since you decided to get your dick wet instead of eating, your food is cold." Tig says. "Not getting my dick wet. Just worshiping my wife." Juice says and I roll my eyes. "Come on, Juicey Boy. Eat before you have to get back to work." I tell him laughing.
While Juice is working, I walk into the clubhouse and sit at one of the tables, playing on my phone when a croweater walks over. "You're Juice's Old Lady, right?" she asked. "Yeah. You are?" I asked. "His side piece." she tells me and I just look at her. "Whatever." I say, getting up to leave. "You think you're the only one he's fucking?" she asked. "Yeah. I do." I tell her and walk out of the clubhouse. I walk to the picnic table and I don't look over at Juice. At all. He sees me sitting there, staring off into space and walks over. Sitting next to me, he puts his arm around me and I pull away. "What's wrong?" he asked. "Nothing." I say and get up to walk to the office with Gemma and he grabs my hand. "Something is. What is it?" he asked. "Are you still hooking up with croweaters?" I asked and he looks at me shocked. "Hell no. Not since we got together. Why?" he asked. "One of the croweaters says that she's your side piece, as she put it." I tell him. "Only one I am with is you. I haven't touched anyone else since I met you." he tells me. Pulling me to the clubhouse, he asked "Which one?" I point her out and we walk over to her, together. "You telling my Old Lady that we're hooking up?" he asked. "No, your Old Lady is lying." she says. Rat walks over and says "I heard her Juice. She told Gabby that she was your side piece." I look at Rat and silently thank him. "You say one more word to my wife and I will slit your throat myself." he tells her and she runs out of the room.
That night, we are laying in bed and I am quiet. "Are you okay baby?" he asked. I look up at him and say "Am I going to be enough for you?" I asked. "Fuck yeah. You are the only one I need." he tells me before kissing me and showing me how much he needs me.