Ally's POV
'Stupid', Useless', 'Unworthy', 'Little piece of trash.' All of there words zoomed through my head. I ran into my bed room where I keep some pieces of shattered glass and I picked up a piece and started stabbing myself in the arm with it as hard as I ever had and watched the blood come pouring out. And I started crying. No not because of the pain of the glass or the bruises on my back. What really hurts is there words. Wait! Lets hit the pause button for a second!
Hi I'm Ally Dawson and I'm fifteen and yes I cut, and don't you dare tease me about it! It's not like anyone else doesn't do it! Sorry... It's just- If you only knew what I go through then you would understand why I snapped. Well maybe this story will explain it better...
*Slap* I woke up to a stinging sensation on the side of my right cheek. I was definitely awake now! And I looked to see my moms face and she started smirking. And then I was thrown off my bed and started to get kicked, punched, and stomped on, but yet I had no tears in my eyes what so ever. If you gut this kind of treatment everyday of your life sense you were four, then you wouldn't cry either! Get your butt up and get ready for school you useless, piece of trash!" Mom said while stomping on me. She went out of my room while slamming the door and I got up and turned on the radio not to loudly, because my mom was in the bathroom, and guess who's song came on? Stupid Austin Moons song! Why do hate him? You ask. Oh that's easy! He's just another one of those stupid stuck up celebrities that you can't get to shut up about them selves. I slipped on an old sweater to cover up my cuts, which I also get teased for wearing, but even if I didn't wear this, then I would still get teased for all the scares on my arms. I looked at my breakfast and there was only a bread crumb on a plate. I rolled my eyes and walked out the door...
I finally arrived at school and there was this big crowd surrounding this huge car. I decided to investigate it and I finally saw the reason why everyone was crowded around the school doors. Austin Moon. He saw me and smirked. I just rolled my eyes and decided to go around the back. I pulled out the key that the principle gave me, because he knew that I was getting bullied. Just as I was about to unlock the door, someone snatched the key out of my hand. "Where do you think your going?" I looked up to see, Austin Moon! He smirked just as hard as he could, and I said, "To school. You know that place with books and teachers, and is for learning?" I said in a 'duh' tone. He just stayed there and stared. I pushed him out of the way while nobody was looking and I walked into the school building. I went straight to the music room and started to sing this song...
You always try to point out my flaws
And they always mistake me as some helpless cause
And she will always try to find ways to be better than me and
I'm so invisible that one day they'll open there eyes and see that I realize,
(Chorus) I'll never be good enough for you
And I'll never be good enough for them
I'll never be good enough for her
And I'll never be good enough for him
But that doesn't matter, cause I'm good enough for me...
*Ring* Well that's the bell. I heard someone clapping and I turned around, but I didn't see anyone... I just hope that they didn't see me singing...
Austin's POV
"Austin you have to go to school!" My manager Jimmy Star yelled. "But why?" I pouted. "Because I said so!" Jimmy answered back. I let out a huff and then got my backpack and hopped in my limo and rode to school. I can't wait until next year! Then I'll be able to get my driving permit. I got to school and all the girls started swarming around me like bee's when they see honey. I smirked to my self I guess that I'm the honey. Suddenly a girl came up to me doing the most stupid walk in the world. "Hi Austie. My name is Brooke and I think that your hot." She said and I could of sworn that I just through up a little in my mouth... Then I saw this one little short girl walk up towards the crowd and then she looked at me and I smirked. She just rolled her eyes and walked towards the back of the school. No! Not cool! I like this girl and she needs to talk to me! Every girl in this school loves me except for her. Well that's about to change! I slipped away from the crowd and ran to the back of the school and grabbed the key out of that girls hand. "Where do you think your going?" I asked smirking. "School. You know that place that has books, and teachers, and where you go to learn." She said in a 'duh' tone of voice. I just got lost in her eyes and stood right there and she took me bye surprise by nudging me and she walked inside. I tiptoed behind her and saw her go to some room and she started singing the most beautiful song ever! At the end of the song I clapped and then she started to turn around and I ran away. Well this school day will be interesting...