Let Me Go by Hailee Steinfeld, Alesso ft. FGL, watt
Magnus made plans. Alec made problems.
They slept back to back. Alec knew it wasn't built to last. Their relationship was good on paper, picture perfect.
But they chased the high too far and too fast. The white picket fence was painted black now.
He wished Magnus had hurt him harder then he had. He wished he hadn't waited for him, but he always did. He still believed in them.
Now that they're over, Alec hoped somebody was loving him in the ways he couldn't, taking care of the messes he made. Magnus deserved somebody he didn't have to change.
When he left that night…
"You're holding onto something that you never had, Magnus. Someone will love you, Magnus, but it's not me. Let me go."
Alec curled up tighter, trying to quiet the tears. He was doing this for Magnus' own good.
Right?