Chapter 4

Kayla tapped her pencil anxiously on her notepad, her brain now creating writers block, causing her to become even more stressed at this point, they were less than a month away from the Royal Rumble and she had yet to figure out and idea as to how she wanted in incorporate the matches and bring Dwayne "the rock" back into the mix somehow, she knew that Vince wanted something big, she was speaking to him last week, going on about how they should bring Dwayne back in a use him since he has been out for a while focusing on his movie career and now that he is more free it is a great opportunity to bring him back into the WWE.

She swiveled around in her chair from previously facing the desk to now facing the coffee machine in her small office at the WWE headquarters. She sighed and lifted herself from the chair smoothing out her pink sheath dress and black blazer. Walking over to the coffee machines to make herself a second cup of coffee, she let her mind drift away from the storyline for the Royal Rumble and let her thoughts be consumed by none other than the viper himself, yet again. She had not seen him since last week and she missed him like crazy, she thought to herself if he at all thought the same? Was she crazy for trying to put so much energy into this affair? It was nowhere near a relationship, he would call her once in awhile to see how she was and always know where to find her when they had an upcoming show, he knew she loved to go to all of them, she hated trapping herself in the WWE headquarters with her work and nothing else, and despite that Vince didn't want it t rule her life either.

She took a sip of her steaming hot hazelnut coffee and leaned against the counter, lost in her thoughts about how she let this thing with Randy go so far, he didn't love her...or care about her they way she wanted him to, why waste so much time and energy on someone who didn't know what he had when he had her…?

Her thoughts were soon cut off by the ringtone coming from her purse, she quickly set down her coffee cup and grabbed her purse from under her desk, looking at the caller I.D she smiled, and to be honest she wasn't really expecting him to be the one calling. She slid her finger on the touch screen and quickly put the phone to her ear.

"You never quit do you Mr. Johnson?" she smirked as she heard herself say those words.

"When there is something so beautiful at stake, I will take all the chances I can get." The deep voice of Dwayne spoke amused through the phone.

Kayla gave a soft laugh and shook her head, she never knew why Dwayne had this charming way about him when he was with her, sure he had asked her out a couple times but she figured he just liked her company and nothing more, she was maybe beginning to think he took a liking to her in a very different way. "Your flattery can only get you so much Mr. Johnson."

This earned a laugh from the other end of the line "Oh Kay, if I were there I would ask you to show me just how much my flattery can get me."

Kayla gasped with a small, mischievous smile on her face "Dwayne, I should tell you hitting on one of your friends and someone you work with is not acceptable!"

"Your right beautiful, I apologize…" and with that it was almost as if she could feel his smile through the phone "But I did call just to check on you and see how you were?"

She tilted her head and smiled at his sincerity, why couldn't Randy do this? "I'm okay, can't complain." She sighed

Dwayne cleared his throat and began "Uh-uh-" he paused "Well why don't you try telling me the truth now, cause that was obviously the biggest lie you have told me yet."

She shook her head and walked over to her desk, sitting down "Dwayne please.." she sighed "I don't want to bother you with this."

"If it was a bother, I wouldn't ask would I?" he stated simply

She sighed and ran her hand over her face, she couldn't tell him the truth, she had to work her way around it "Its just-" she paused unsure of how to start "Have you ever been in love with someone, give them all of you, only for them to show you nothing but lust in return? No love, no matching feelings, and they only give you about 25% of themselves?"

Dwayne stayed quiet for a minute then cleared his throat "A man is putting this weight on you? Making you suffer?"

"Yes…" she whispered "But in his defense I knew it could be nothing more, he told me he was never one for serious relationships and ours could never be something to be committed to."

"Kayla as upset as it makes me to know that there is another man besides myself in your life…" he started trying to lighten the mood, which earned a small laugh from Kayla "You cant do this to yourself sweetheart, your disrespecting and degrading yourself for this man, who seems to have such a strong hold on you that you cant even fight your way out."

"I try so hard!" she sighed tears now escaping her eyes "Its like my love for him wont let me let go of him and on top of that every time I get the strength to end whatever it is I have with him, one look at his eyes and his face he pulls me back in."

Dwayne sighed, she didn't know whether it was because he felt bad for her or because he was in someway hurt "This guy has a strong hold on you and you need to realize that if he cant see what he has when he has you, nothing about him is worth it, not his eyes, his smile, his looks, or his words, you have to think that and let that remove you from his grasp."

She sniffled and licked her now dry lips "Your right…I know you are."

"I wish I could hold you and tell you that everything is going to be fine but until you rid of him, it wont, you will be in pain for however long you decide to stay in this bullshit charade with him." He paused "Who is this guy?"

Kayla's eyes widen and she cleared her throat "That's uhmm…" she paused "That's not important."

Dwayne understood "That's fine, if you don't want to tell me now, but I just don't want to see you break."

She smiled softly and nodded "I don't want to see myself break either."

Later that week- Thursday Night Smackdown Taping

Kayla knocked on John`s locker room door, knowing full well Nikki would most likely be in there getting ready for their promo together in a couple minutes, which is what she came to talk to them about. A few seconds later a smiling Nikki answered the door, welcoming Kayla inside.

John looked up to see Kayla and walked over to her giving her a tight bear hug "Hey girl, how you been doing?"

Kayla shrugged with a small smile "I'm good, I actually came to let you guys know that we are running just a bit late and your promo will be up in about 8 minutes."

John nodded his head as Nikki cut in the conversation " So how are you really? And no bullshit lies."

Kayla shook her head with a laugh; Nikki could always see through her "No…really I'm good." She sighed and bit her lower lip "I actually may try to end this thing with Randy tonight."

Nikki sat in shock and a loud laugh was heard from John, Kayla's head shot up and crossed her arms over her chest watching him laugh at her comment "What?"

John smirked and shook his head "Kayla…girl…" he paused and shook off his laughter "I'm sorry but how many times have you tired to break this thing off with him and couldn't?"

Nikki glared at her boyfriend and then walked over to her best friend rubbing her shoulder "Don't listen to John, I know your strong enough to do this."

John cut in "I never said she wasn't but I did need to point out that every time she does try it ends in failure." He then looked over at Kayla and sighed "You need to not let him affect you anymore."

"Easier said than done…" Kayla unfolded her arms and ran a hand through her hair. "But I think I really can do it now, I mean I was talking to Dwayne a couple nights ago and the things he was saying, he was so right!"

John raised a brow intrigued "Dwayne Johnson?"

Kayla nodded her head and Nikki smirked laying back on the couch in the locker room "Hasn't he asked you out a couple times in the past and you always turned him down because of Randy?"

Kayla rolled her eyes and sighed "Well yes but—"

John soon cut her off "Does randy know Dwayne is into you?" John knew where this was going, if Randy didn't correct himself, he was going to loose Kayla and never get her back, if Kayla falls for Dwayne, Randy is done, but there is one problem and john knew that problem: Randy had no idea of his feelings for Kayla.

Kayla shrugged her shoulders and waved off Johns comment "I mean he has seen me and Dwayne talking a couple times in the halls but lord knows he refuses to admit that he jelous."

Nikki then cut in and stood again from her spot on the couch "Oh who the hell cares, if Randy cared about you at all, he would have been doing a much better way of showing it than he always has…Randy only cares about himself and his dick…" Nikki paused "Excuse my French."

John glared at his girlfriend "Nikki, watch it, he's my best friend."

"Your best friend is an ass baby!" Nikki backfired.

John sighed and had no argument there, he just mumbled "Tell me something I don't know."

Kayla just shook her head from this whole conversation, she needed to go talk to Randy and talk to him now, John and Nikki were about ready to do their promo and as soon as they did, Randy`s match tonight would be ending. She knew she needed to talk to Randy after his match; she didn't want anything distracting him while he was in the ring. Before Kayla could excuse herself from the locker room Nikki cut her off pointing at the television set.

"Looks like your man just lost his match."

Kayla snapped her head around to look at the TV and bit her lower lip, this was going to make it so much harder to break things off with him. He just lost his match and now she had to go and tell him she was done with his games and wanted nothing to do with him. 'Great. Great timing Kayla'!

Later That Night

Kayla sighed and bit her lip as she approached Randy`s locker room, was she going to be able to really do this? But then she thought of everything that she needed to do for her benefit and her own good, she needed to do this, to get over Randy and get past this suffering that was in her heart.

She gently tapped on the door and heard Randy muffled voice from inside "Coming!" as soon as Randy opened the door, he stopped in his tracks, and smiled at the beauty looking up at him, she looked even more gorgeous than the last time he had seen her, she was wearing simple ankle jeans that hugged her curves and a plain short sleeve black tank top with a white blazer overtop. He gently grabbed her hand and pulled her inside. "baby, I was waiting for you to come."

She pulled a strand of dark hair behind her ear and bit her lower lip "Randy can we talk?"

He pulled her body closer to his "Of course baby, but first…" he whispered and slowly leaned in pressing his lips against hers in a passionate kiss. With this kiss Kayla was melting, she had completely forgotten of her reason of going there to talk to him. When she felt his strong hands drop to her waist, she moaned softly and raked her fingernails along his muscled, tattooed arms.

He softly pulled away and looked down in her darkened green eyes "So what was it you wanted to talk about baby?"

Kayla tried shaking her mind from the moment that just happened, she started walking from the spot she was in, in Randy's arm and slowly traced a finger over her lips, this may be the last time ever that she felt Randy`s kiss. Randy saw she looked confused and uneasy, he slowly followed behind her and placed his hands on her shoulders, kissing the back of her neck softly "Kay, you seem tense, is everything okay?"

She had to do this. 'Its now or never Kayla, you know you cant go on like this! It hurts too much and he doesn't care!' She sighed and pulled away from Randy`s embrace, turning to be face-to-face with him. He blue eyes stared down at her, almost pleading with her to talk to him.

She sighed and gazed into his eyes "Randy…" she whispered "I don't want this anymore…I'm done."

Randy eyes turned to ice, his sweet gaze was now replaced by a cold one "What?!"

Kayla swallowed hard and bit her lip "Randy listen, I cant do this anymore, I cant be with you every night and then when morning comes you leave and don't think of me until the next time you see me! Its not fair to me!"

Randy was now seething, he sighed frustrated and ran a hand through his short hair "You knew this Kayla!" he yelled "You knew when we started this that it could be nothing more than what it was, sex!"

Kayla`s eyes now turned from hurt to fury, was he serious? That's all she was to him, on some level she knew he didn't love her but to be nothing more than just sex, that was over the line! "Sex?!" she exclaimed her voice now as loud as his "That's all I was to you? After two damn years? We talked, we made love, we told each other secrets and desires, we shared more than just sex the next morning, and yet that all I was!?" she screamed getting up close to him, not caring how much bigger or stronger he was than her, she was pissed!

Randy kicked himself for what he had said, he didn't mean for it to come out the way it did, it just happened, of course she was more to him…Kayla was the person he could be himself with, she was the person who understood him, helped him when he needed someone, gave him love and care, and all he did was, tell her he didn't want anything but a sexual relationship? He sighed, he knew he was fucked up, he was an asshole but he couldn't stop it, he couldn't let himself fall in love and become committed to someone, he knew he couldn't do it! He wasn't going to allow Kayla to see he actually cared for her, he couldn't fall into the pitfall of love.

Randy grabbed her arms from where she stood and pushed her up against the wall, with his body pressing down on hers, he looked down into her eyes and knew it would be the last time he saw them, he knew this was it. He grabbed her arms and lifted them over her head on the wall, she tried to free herself from his grip but it was to hard, he was too much for her. He leaned down and whispered into her ear "But that's what you wanted baby, you wanted this…you wanted me." He brushed his lips against her ear and felt her try and push away "Baby stop fighting it, me and you are amazing together, you will never find anyone who can give you all the pleasure I can, who can make you feel the way I can."

She shivered under his touch, and those words just made her heart beat even faster than it was, the argument, the fight, the reason for her leaving him just all flew out the window, he was having his effect on her again and she couldn't control it, he was an asshole to her but she wanted him right now, she wanted him to take her and make love to her right in this locker room at this moment. 'What the hell is wrong with me?'

Almost as if Randy was reading her mind, he grabbed her legs forcefully and lifted her off the ground wrapping her legs around his waist "Just tell me you want it baby and believe me, ill give it to you."

She felt her breath get caught in her throat and looked up into his eyes filled with lust and passion. She crashed her lips on his and kissed him with all the passion she had in her, all the anger, all the regret, she kissed him so feverishly and wrapped her legs tighter around his waist. She pulled away from his lips and whispered, "I want it."

He smirked against her lips, inside he was happy she wanted to be with him, he didn't want to control her but he did want to be with her one last time, he knew this would be the last time he would ever have her in his arms, it was the last time he could ever make love to her the way he wanted. He just wanted it to be about her tonight and she didn't even know it. "Where baby?" he ran his free hand through her hair and pulled her head back, allowing him access to her neck, as soon as he kissed he flesh of her neck he heard her moan, he kissed his way up to her ear and whispered again "Where do you want it baby?"

She bit her lip, almost unable to contain herself at this point; just his words were driving her crazy, as usual. "The shower…Now." She whispered, demandingly and it took Randy no time to keep her held against his body and walk her into the locker room shower.