AN: WOW! so many reviews! I love it! Thanks guys. I actually decided on a Jasper/Harry/Alice pairing cause I've always wanted to see one and Alice would be able to help pull Harry out of any shell he might have and Jasper is good with this sort of thing from his war time troubles. Hope you guys like it. :P

Warnings still the same! (and RileeTheRiddler pointed out a very good point...lol...yes these things are offensive to everyone but just if they are not something you want to be reading about you shouldn't continue :) sorry bout the faux pas!) Hope you enjoy!

Chapter 4:

Following behind the two blondes Harry was in awe over how this coven was treating him, treating him like he was worth something! He really liked Jasper, he seemed to know what he was worried about before he himself knew, and he was gorgeous too! Here Harry smiled a bit thinking he wouldn't mind being used by him, then his mind went to Jaspers wife and thought he wouldn't mind being used by both, it wouldn't be the first time after all. Coming out of his thoughts just in time to meet up with the first of the coven, the tall gorgeous blonde Rose? Rosalie? Who delicately finished up her meal, as much as a vampire could, before turning to them, Harry watched the animal slightly distressed to realize it had died before turning his attention to the conversation going on around him when he noticed they were all looking at him. "Ummm, I'm sorry what was that?"

Getting a gentle smile from the woman, drawing two understanding looks from the two males from her coven she said, "It's alright hun. We were just wondering what your preferance in animal was so that we could point you in that direction."

Harry blinked, "Oh, uh, I like mountain lions so I can drink my fill without killing them." This drew slightly alarmed looks from the three before him and he tilted his head in confusion.

"Without killing them? What do you mean? Every time you drink from an animal it kills them, you do know that right?" Jasper said this in a soft voice as if telling a kid Santa wasn't real.

Harry just frowned in confusion, "But, but I never do. They're always fine after I finish. I promise! I wouldn't kill anything! I swear!" Harry started to panic thinking they were going to send him away if he was killing inocent animals not even registering that Rosalie had just done so herself.

The three coven members looked at each other in slight disbelief before Jasper gently spoke once again, "Alright, it's okay Harry we have just never met anyone that could do that maybe if you showed us what you mean we would understand better."

Relaxing as he realized they weren't getting rid of him he nodded happily and set off in the direction they pointed him in. Coming up on the mountain lion he did his routine of standing in front of it staring it in the eyes before calmly walking to its side and petting the silky fur before kneeling down and gently biting down being sure to use his calming venom so as not to scare it away. Drinking his fill he lapped at the wound and patted the drowsy lion on the head before letting it go. The Cullen and two Hales watched in shocked silence as the lion loped off without any adverse effects then turned to the short brunette who was eyeing them nervously as they hadn't said anything yet. "Um, that was good right? I didn't do anything wrong did I?"

Tensing as the three started talking at once before a pink and black blur sped into the clearing startling the other three while Harry just blinked at the excited Alice standing in front of him having grabbed his hands in hers. "Oh my gosh! That was amazing! I wish I could do that! How did you do it? Can you teach me?" She looked as if she was about to continue talking at the over whelmed vampire before Jasper laid a now calm hand on her shoulder causing her to settle a bit but still kept her excited and curious gaze on him.

"I, I don't know, I thought everyone could do it? I can try to teach you but it's pretty simple if you think about it."

Here Harry received three enthusiastic nods and Carlisle's thoughtful one, though before he could continue Carlisle motioned to Jasper and said, "Hold on a sec, if you can teach us how to do this we need to get the others here too so you only have to explain once. Is that okay?" Harry just shrugged as he didn't care, he was just glad they weren't making him leave.

Not even a minute later Esme, Emmett, and lastly Edward who had been back at the house with Bella sped into the clearing. Harry watched as Edward seemed to listen to Carlisle then turn to Harry in astonishment while Jasper informed Esme and Emmett about what had happened. Harry followed after the others as they retold what they knew keeping his hand in Alice's as he liked the feeling, no one had done so before always preferring to grab his arm or wrist to drag him along.

When they all seemed to look to him once they came within hearing distance of the what sounded like a herd of antelope he spoke hesitantly as they were all focused on him. "Uh, well you know how venom floods your mouth when you are hungry or you get umm a. aroused? Or when you're particularly angry or sad at something?" Here nods came from all around, and Jasper seemed to have a thoughtful look on his face, he continued, "Well have you noticed that the venoms taste different?" At this the others paused, not actually having ever paid attention to the slight difference before slowly nods came from all around and Alice seemed to be bouncing in place. "All you really have to do is bring the feeling to the front that you want to use, so say you want the animal to be calm, think of something calming or at first it's easier to bring a strong emotion forth like sadness. Really the only time bites hurt are with a malicious emotion or intent behind them like anger or uncontrolled hunger, not caring what the recipient will feel wether that's because you are too hungry to notice or because some don't care, like mast..I mean some people." Harry stumbled over calling his master uncaring as if that got back to him James would be very mad indeed. "So what I usually do is go to the animal I need to feed from and sort of, I dunno letting it know I don't mean it harm and that I'll let it go, you know, when I'm done? Not just charging at it and taking it down ya know? Yeah, umm I dunno if I, I mean I'm not that good at explaining but," here he trailed off as they all seemed to be thinking it over then a small hand, just a tad bigger than his though not by much, settled on his arm causing him to look slightly up and to the right at Alice who was smiling at him.

"That was actually very well said, I can't believe we never noticed before now! So thank you. I wanna try! So, calm right? Will peacefulness work too?" Alice was definately bouncing in excitement now pulling a smile from Harry.

"I, I think so? I'm not sure I don't really know what that really feels like, but it's a good feeling right? Then it should work." Harry smiled at her again then a blissful feeling washed over him causing him to blink in astonishment and if he were human tears would have been falling down his face as his first taste of peacefulness was given to him. Wrapping his arms around himself he curled inwards slightly and stuttered out, "St..stop. . Why are you being cruel? Wh. why would you something so mean?" Here he turned wide hurt green eyes to the alarmed Jasper who reached out to him in confusion. "Why would you taunt me with such an emotion when I'll never feel it again!" Blinking rapidly Harry backed away from them before turning, planning on fleeing, and accidentally running into a broad chest then equally broad arms came to wrap around him causing him to struggle and frantically say, "Let me go! Please! I didn't do anything to you let me go!"

Gentle words were spoken but Harry ignored them withdrawing into his mind behind his walls going limp in Emmett's arms making the vampires around him to frantically try to figure out what was wrong as he was just staring unseeingly out in front of him. He wasn't aware of being swung up into Jasper's arms or that Jasper was feeling guilt beyond belief at causing him to go into this state.

Jasper kept his face impassive as the group quickly made their way back to the house before gently laying his precious cargo onto his and Alice's king sized bed. When a hand came to rest on his arm he sat on the couch in their room and pulled her to stand between his legs as he buried his head in her stomach. Alice gently started carding her fingers through his hair murmering soothing words saying he couldn't have known and that she was sorry she hadn't seen it fast enough causing Jasper to just shake his head and say, "It wasn't your fault. I shouldn't have forced a feeling on him anyway. I know how skittish sex slaves can be, Maria had tons of them. I should have known better, I just, I wanted him to know what peace felt like! He should be able to have peace more than anyone else! It's not right how he's treated! I, Alice, I can't send him back!"

At this Alice was silent for a minute thinking on the vision that just flashed through her head before a large content smile crossed her face, "I can't either. Jasper, I think, I think he's our third."

AN: soooo Cliffie...lol I'm working on the next chapter already so stay tuned! and please tell me how you liked/disliked it! no flames though please! :)