***Warning*** This chapter contains come rated R material. This is probably the only chapter that will have that. I don't think it's worth it to rate this whole story 'M' so I hope that's okay with everyone
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Michael is really thoughtful
Michael and Jan are taking their routine sunset walk along the beach. Normally, Jan would gag at how cheesy this was, but she quickly grown accustom to it. Mainly because…I mean, how could she not?
"Michael, where are we going? What are-"
"Chillax, Jan. I just want to see what's behind these huge rocks."
"I don't know about this, Michael. I'm starting to see black sand. I don't think we're supposed to be out this far."
"Shhhh-just trust me. Since when are you a rule follower?"
Michael climbs over a few rocks before reaching his hands out for Jans to help her over. She manages to get over and loses her balance which causes her to fall into Michael's arms.
"Thank you."
"Of course-so I wanted to do something-" Jan gasps at the beautiful site in front of her, "-extra special for you. You're so amazing, Jan. This is just an ounce of what you deserve. I would give you the moon if I coul-"
"How did you…when did you…wh-"
"I had this idea in my head and the awesome workers helped me pull it off. They did a fantastic job, didn't they?"
The sight in front of them is incredible. There's a table set for two, rose petals everywhere, which are a hundred times more beautiful on black sand, a blanket laid out so they could look at the stars, and lights wrapped around a few palm trees. There are candles and wine and more lights stringing along the sides of the rock wall. They were completely alone.
"It's nothing, really. Just my way of letting you know how happy I am that you're here." Jan remains quiet, still taking this all in. Michael feels a little unsure if he overdid it or not. "Shall we?" He makes his way to the table and takes a chair out for Jan to sit down. She smiles slightly while her mind is going 100 miles a minute. She's mesmerized by everything this man has done for her and is admiring the beauty of this black sand beach.
Michael turns on a mixed cd he made the day before they left. The first song is Awakening by James Morrison. He pours them some wine before finally breaking the silence, "I overdid it, didn't I? I'm sorry. God I'm so stupid! I should've known-"
"James Morrison is one of my favorite artist. I can't believe you're playing this right now. Wanna dance?"
"Of course." Their food might get cold but he couldn't care less. When Jan Levinson asks you if you want to dance, you dance! He's gets up and takes her by the hand. His left hand finds her lower back as her right hand drapes over his neck and naturally begins playing with his hair. Michael's right hand finds her left and holds it close to their chests as they begin to sway to the rhythm of the song.
I haven't felt this awake in years
Too busy to my tears
To feel the sun was shining on my skin
Locked up in my own cage
Filled up with a bitter rage
I couldn't see the prison I was in
This song couldn't explain Jans feelings any better if it tried. She is still astounded as to how Michael chose this song and the be the first one on the cd. Then again, she used to listen to the whole album constantly and almost every song meant so much to her on a different level. This song especially speaks volumes. She's been fighting these feelings for Michael aka locked up in my own cage because she was scared and even ashamed to admit she even remotely liked this guy.
And I've been waiting for this awakening for so long, so long
I gotta get a little light inside
And I'm here holding out for just one thing
And it's your love, your love
It makes everything feel alright
If you would've told her a week ago that she'd be head over heels for this guy, she would've told you that you were crazy, laughed in your face and told you that she would be crazy if she felt any kind of love for Michael Scott.
But it happened. Here she was, awakened, just like James was singing about. She thought that the only feelings she had for Michael were sexual but after the second day, those feelings began to grow immensely. This is the perfect moment to tell him.
And I walked across the line alone
To find a truth I never ever known
The truth was there all this time
The only one who couldn't see was me
"Michael, um-I think we need to uh have that talk now. You know? That talk we've been avoiding this whole trip?"
Michael has been dreading this talk since inviting Jan. It's not like he didn't know it was going to end. With Jan, nothing can ever continue. Nothing can ever just be perfect. Everything has to be logical.
Michael groans as if he's in pain, "no! I don't want to." He stops dancing and backs away from Jan.
Jan is taken aback by his childlike behavior which she hasn't seen all week, "Michael! We need to discuss what's going to happen when we get back!"
"There's that corporate Jan again! What the hell Jan? I thought we were having a good time. I did all of this for you and now you want to finish our last couple days by being depressed? Why can't we just live in the moment…mon?"
"Ugh you know what? Fine! I don't know what I was thinking having an actual adult conversation with you. I'll be in our room." She starts walking away but stops as her eyes begin welling up and a lump in her throat begins to form. She quickly regains herself and holds the tears in.
"Sorry- but I just don't need to hear the same shit. I know what you're going to say. Yeah I know! We can't continue this. This never happened. Don't tell anyone. What else? Oh! My favorite one-this was all a mistake!"
Jan looks back at him and glares at him. "If you know
Michael takes a deep breath, calms down and remains quiet, "I shouldn't have done all this. I scared you off-just like Carol. God! What the hell is my problem? Why do I-"
"Stop! Okay? Just stop talking for one minute!" Jan takes a deep breath to help her calm down, "I'm sorry. I really shouldn't have approached this conversation the way that I did."
Michael is still taken aback a little doesn't know what to say. He still thinks Jan is going to end it now versus later. She's the most confusing woman on this planet. That's what makes him love her so much. He just wishes she felt the same. "I knew this was going to end sometime and I tried to prepare for it but I just can't and I don't want to do this."
"Michael?" Jan gently takes his hands in hers and smiles as she tries to make eye contact with him. He finally looks her in eyes with those big, sad, green eyes, "I can't begin to tell you just how much fun I've had this week. I don't remember the last time I laughed this much or smiled even."
"Buuuttt…."
"No buts, Michael. Look, I know you think that I'm gonna say all those things and yeah-I guess you have every right to think that, but the truth is Michael? I'm supposed to be in Scottsdale visiting my sister right now but I canceled. I canceled right after I got off the phone with you. And I haven't seen her in over a year! Why the hell would I do that if I didn't want to be with you? Everything you did for me here is what made me want to have this talk with you. I'm actually falling for you. Something that used to scare me... but you're making this so easy." She ends by motioning the whole scene in front of her.
"Are you sure it's not just because we're on the island of love? Love is made here, Jan"
Jan smiles slightly, "first of all, we're on the island of land and water-Google it-and second...I've been fighting feelings for you since Chili's so I'm pretty sure that's not why."
Michael wraps his arms around Jan's waist, "so you're really supposed to be in Scottsdale right now?"
"Uh…yeah."
"But you came here…instead…with me."
"Yep…I sure did." She smiles at him and he follows with a giggle.
"Oh wow. Well now I feel like a million bucks! Oh my god Jan...did you tell your sister why you had to cancel?"
"I did." Jan nods and smiles.
"What'd she say?"
"She told me to be careful and…" Jan presses her breasts up against Michael and wraps her arms around Michael's neck, "…that she wants to know all the details. Well…almost all."
Jan kisses him with fervor. She holds on to him tightly as his arms go every which way. She hastily rips open his white button down shirt and he lifts up her tank top. Butterflies enter her stomach with the touch of his hands on her. His fingers lightly travel from her waist up and he slowly removes her shirt. She does the same with his shirt and starts kissing his neck, then his collar bone, then his chest, all the way down to his buckle. She quickly loosens it and tugs it off. She continues by unbuttoning his pants, but then he stops her. She gets back up and finds his lips again. He tugs on the tie of her maxi skirt to loosen it.
They find their way to the blanket to lay down. Michael mimics Jan's prior behavior by kissing her all the way down to her skirt. More butterflies enter her stomach when his tongue dips into her navel. His fingers trace the hem of her loosened skirt and his hand slips under. He lightly strokes her wet underwear while she moans in pure ecstasy. He maneuvers her skirt off.
She grabs onto his shoulders as he begins kissing her inner thigh. "Oh god!" He makes his way his way back up to her soft lips. She quickly takes his pants off and climbs on top of him. She begins riding his harden shaft. He takes control once again and rolls her back onto her back. They both take off their last item of clothing before Michael positions himself back on her. He enters her and naturally Jan moans. With each thrust, her moans gets louder and more satisfying. Their rhythm is in sync and the pace quickens as they both orgasm at the same time. "Oh god!" "Oh fuck!" They take a minute to look into each other's eyes. Michael gets off her and they both lay there trying to catch their breath. They both lay there as the music continues to play, the candles keep burning and their food keeps getting colder. They're both shaken, unable to move, still coming down from that orgasmic episode.
"If you would've told me a week ago that I'd be here in this moment with Michael Scott, I would've laughed in your face. But here we are, making love on a black sand beach in Jamaica, and not regretting a second of it. Thank you, Michael. Thank you so much for inviting me."
"All I heard was making love"
They both laugh as Michael holds her closer.
You and I by Tom Walker begins playing
Let's get drunk
I'll pour my heart out through my mouth
This year's been hard for us no doubt
Let's raise a glass to a better one
And all the things that we've overcome
Are bring home to us 'cause
Me and you we can hold this out
Only you understand how I'm feeling now yeah
And I know I can tell you anything
You won't judge, you're just listening yeah
'Cause you're the best thing that ever happened to me
'Cause my darling you and I could take over the world
And one step at a time, just you and I (just you and I)
'Cause you're the only one who brings light just the sun
One step at a time just you and I (just you and I)
Hope you liked it! I recommend listening to those songs that were in this fic. I have a hard time not thinking about Michael and Jan when I hear them.
