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Chapter 19.

She nodded slowly and picked up her beer. Elliot grabbed his and clinked his glass against hers.

"Here's to being fucked over, even if no one meant for it to happen," Amanda spat bitterly.

"To being fucked over," Elliot huffed.

Amanda and Elliot sat there together, downing beer after beer as they thought about their lives falling apart. How the people they loved were now together and starting a family. How their relationships were disintegrating right in front of them, like sand slipping through their fingers.

"I'm going to head out. Night," Amanda spoke, as she placed a few bills on the bar. She climbed off the barstool and felt a large hand on her waist. She turned to look at Elliot. He was quiet for a moment before he pulled her close and placed a firm kiss to her lips.

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Amanda moaned deeply as Elliot ripped open her blouse and leaned down to suck on her chest.

"S-stabler," Amanda panted, as Elliot ran his tongue between her breasts.

"Do you want me to stop or-"

"Fuck no! Keep going!" Amanda exclaimed, as she heard someone singing karaoke outside of the bathroom door.

Elliot continued to kiss and lick Amanda's chest as he reached behind her and undid the clasps on her bra. Amanda moaned all the deeper the moment her breasts were free and Elliot's lips wrapped around one of her nipples.

Elliot paid special attention to each of Amanda's breasts, before undoing the belt on her pants.

"C-condom," Amanda whispered, her breath airy.

"Yeah, just get your pants off. I'll grab a condom," Elliot spoke. He quickly stepped back and removed his wallet from his pants before slipping a condom from it. Then he pulled his pants down and tore open the condom wrapper.

Amanda grew impatient as she watched Elliot struggle to pull the condom over his penis, so she reached down and did it herself. The moment the protection was on, Elliot put his hands between Amanda's thighs and opened them. He was desperate in this moment to feel something, so he didn't waste time when taking the next step.

Amanda buried her face into Elliot's neck and let out a cry as he moved between her folds and thrusted deeply inside of her. Each thrust brought them closer and closer to a release that they each needed.

"Hold on," Elliot growled into the delicate skin on Amanda's neck. She nodded quickly as he sped up, and a moment later Amanda was scratching up Elliot's back as she came and moments later Elliot did too.

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When Elliot woke up the next morning, he felt different. As if something had changed, or maybe he just wasn't as tense. Not as overwhelmed. Elliot rolled over in bed and his eyes went wide. Laying beside him was a completely naked woman, her blonde hair covering her face. He reached out and gently brushed the hair away from her face and he recognized Amanda Rollins.

Amanda woke a few moments later and locked eyes with Elliot. She swallowed hard before lifting the sheets and glancing down at her naked body. Placing the sheet back down, she looked back at Elliot.

"We had sex, huh?"

"I think a few times," Elliot admitted.

"Great," Amanda sighed, before pulling the sheets over her head and exhaling deeply.