Chapter 5

I sat there in a daze most of the day while Juice worked his magic to find this guy. I tell my Dad that I am going out to get some air and he sends the prospect to stay with me. I walk to the edge of the lot, by the gate and the prospect is next to me. "I'm sorry about your mom." he says. "Thanks. But she's wasn't a mom." I say. "Well, for what it's worth, I'm glad you ended up here." he says. "Kip, why do you say that?" I asked. "I'm an only child. It's nice to have a sister around." he says. Smiling, I hug him and we walk back towards the clubhouse. After a little bit, Daddy comes out with Juice and Juice kisses me softly. "You okay?" he asked. "I will be. You find anything?" I asked. "Yeah. Going to take care of him now. Had your Uncle Jay call and tell him that we knew where you were and leading him to the cabin." he says. "Make sure you stay here. Sack, don't let her out of your sight." Dad says. Daddy kisses my cheek and I hug him. "Be careful Daddy. I love you." I tell him. "Love you too Doll." he says before walking away. I pull Juice to me and kiss him deeply. "Please be careful baby. I need you to come back whole." I tell him. "I will baby. I love you." he says. "I love you too Juan. Always." I tell him before he pulls away and jogs to catch up with his brothers.

Gemma pulls me into the clubhouse with Kip in tow. Sitting me down on the sofa, I start to feel a little dizzy. "You okay baby girl." Gemma asked concerned. "Yeah. I'm good. Just a little light headed." I say. "When was the last time you ate?" she asked. When I didn't answer she says "Fuck. Sack, stay here with her while I get her something to eat." she says, getting up. He sits beside me and asked "When was the last time you ate?" I just look at him and say, "It's been a couple of days. I just haven't felt like eating." He looks at me shocked. "You have to eat Sis. You can't be missing meals like that. Even if you aren't hungry." he almost scolds me and I almost start crying again. Gemma walks over and asked "What the hell did you do?" He looks at her scared and says "I told her she didn't need to keep missing meals like she has been that it's not good for her." She sighs and he says "She's not eaten in two days." Gemma looks at me with that mom look that she gives all of us when she wishes she could just smack us. "I know Gemma. I need to eat." She doesn't say anything but just hands me the grilled cheese and tells me to eat.

A few hours have gone by and we have not heard from the guys. All of a sudden my phone rings and Gemma answers it. "Yeah here she is." she says. Handing it to me she says "It's your Old Man." I take the phone from her and put it to my ear "Juan?" I asked "It's me baby. How you feeling?" he asked concerned. "I'm okay. Gemma is making me eat something. I started getting light headed." I say. "Baby, you need to eat. We are almost done here and I will be there and we can go home okay?" he asked. "Okay. Be careful. Everyone whole?" I asked. "Yeah. Everybody's whole. Well, except dude here. Might be a few pieces missing." he says and I laugh a little. "That's what I wanted to hear. I love you baby. I'll be there shortly." he says. "I love you too, Juan." I say before ending the call. I finish the grilled cheese and Kip takes the plate to the kitchen for me. I take a drink of my bottled water and just sit, waiting on the guys to get back. Once they pull back in, they come into the clubhouse and I am out of my seat and my arms are around Juice's neck. He pulls me in tightly and I feel all of my stress and his just fally away. Next I move to my dad and hug him and say "Thank you Daddy. I love you." He pulls back and says, "Love you too kid. Now, go home with your Old Man." he says smiling. Walking over to Juice I asked "You ready to go home?" He nods his head and pulls me out to the bike and we head home to lay together just the two of us.