RPOV
This had been a stupid plan, but they were the last resource I could try. Where the fuck was my mother? It had been months since I heard from her, that was nothing like my mother. When she didn't show at the motel last month the alarm bells started ringing. There was something really wrong, she would never leave me like this. I grew up moving every single month, because my mother made sure the Cullen Coven would never find me again. She succeeded in hiding me. Even though she was harsh, she was the one who raised me. She was the one I called mother my whole existence, I was aware that my birth mother was Bella Swan, but I didn't care. I had never met her or my father Edward. They had no place in my life and I didn't feel the need to let them into my life now. They were the reason we were always on the run. I could understand their need to pursue us, but now that I was grown-up I could make my own decisions. I decided that I didn't want anything to do with them.
I needed to find my mother fast because I was slowly losing it. My sickness got worse by the day and I seemed to glitch more often. If I didn't do anything about it I wouldn't make it to next year. While I jumped over a fallen tree I noticed I was almost out of Forks. Good I couldn´t wait to leave this one horse town behind. I needed to proceed with caution and make sure that I wouldn't leave a trail. They would search for me. They could chase me all they want, but I would make sure they would never find me again.
JPOV
'Hey babe' Sarah smiled at me when I walked in. It was half past seven in the morning and I just finished up my statement of the night. Of course I had to make a few adjustments in my story before signing off on it. I couldn't let my colleagues know what really happened in the old Cullen Mansion. Besides I doubted they would even believe it. Charlie and me made sure our stories were the same, both understanding that this couldn't be known by the rest. We had written in our report that were both surprised by the thieves and that they knocked us out. We
I gave Sarah a weak smile and accepted the cup of coffee she handed me. She wrapped her arms around me and gave me a quick kiss on the cheek. 'Long night he?'
I just nodded while I walked over to the kitchen table and sat down. I was bloody tired, this encounter with Renesmee made sure my whole live was turned upside down again. I couldn't stop thinking about her.
'JAKE?' I heard Sarah say when she shook my shoulder. 'Are you even hearing what I'm saying?'
As my eyes found her blue ones a feeling of guilt came over me. There was guilt because Sarah had been so good to me and now that Renesmee was back in my life I knew I would hurt her eventually. But on the other side there was this guilty feeling that made me sick to my stomach. I should have known that Renesmee was still alive. I should have known, I should have never give up the fight with Victoria. I had been too busy with my own misery, with getting myself out of that lowest point in life to even question the fact she was still alive. When we received the package and I saw that little arm in that bloody box I never questioned it. My heart broke and it took 5 years to slowly gather the pieces and glue them together. It was never really functional after that. My emotions seemed hollow, but I got on with my life. Seeing her like this, knowing those years Victoria was raising her broke my heart all over again. I missed five years of her life, I failed to protect her those years. And now I wasn´t sure I could ever make up for that. I didn´t even knew if I would ever see her again. The way she acted, the hate in her eyes…. Sarah raised one eyebrow while staring at me.
'Sorry babe I'm just really tired, I'm really longing for bed' I answered in an apologetic way.
'It's okay I'm off to work anyway. Take it easy today okay?' She smiled and pressed a kiss on my forehead. Then she quickly grabbed her bag and headed out leaving me in much needed silence. I stood up and walked upstairs. I let myself fall onto my bed and stared at the ceiling. Everything would change now, everything I knew meant nothing anymore. I needed to find Renesmee and I needed to bring her home. The Cullens would be arriving soon, so I better try to get some sleep.
I couldn´t get the much needed sleep. My mind wondered off to Renesmee often, sometimes to Sarah. I remember how it felt when I held her in my arms. The way my heart fluttered when she smiled at me. I remembered the way Sarah took care of me when I was a mess. How she slowly, step by step, pulled me back to reality and pushed me to make something of my life.
At ten I got on my motorbike and drove to the Cullen Mansion. The mansion was silent but the cars on the driveway told me that they arrived. They were waiting for me in the living room, I had been years since I saw them but they didn´t change one bit.
´Jacob´ Esme greeted me warmly. I gave her a caring smile as I sat down. There was no time to catch up right now, our first priority was Renesmee. The small talk could wait. Bella was hugging with Edward tightly, Edward was staring at me intensely reading my thought of last night.
'It's true' He stated.
'It can't be. I can't see her. I couldn't see her since Victoria kidnapped her' Alice exclaimed frustrated. She mumbled that it was not possible.
'It's really her' I broke the silence. 'She is a grown-up now. Not a little girl anymore. She looks like a teenager, but I'm sure it was her'
'What does she look like?' Bella asked me with a little voice. I gave her a warm smile, knowing how much this had to hurt her.
'Why don't we go find her so you can see for yourself?'
'How are we going to do this?' Emmett asked.
'We have to be careful. She is desperate to find the one she calls mother. Desperation makes people dangerous. She seems to be aware of the fact that you are her biological parents, but I don't think she uses the name Cullen. Victoria trained her well: I let the pack search for her last night, but she masked her scent pretty well. There was no trace of her at all.'
'She doesn't want to be found' Jasper said while he closed his eyes. 'I'll go inform my contacts at the airport. We'll find her.' He stood up and hurried away.
'I'll go and inform our befriended Covens' Esme said.
'I'm useless. I can't see her, this is all my fault' Alice whispered while her golden eyes stared into nothingness. Edward laid a hand on her arm and Bella pulled her in a hug.
'This is not your fault alone, this is on all of us. We all thought she was gone, but thank god she returned to us' Bella whispered to Alice.
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