CPOV:

I am woken from my deep slumber, but I'm not sure what has woken me though. I lay there with my eyes closed and hear a phone beep. Ahh. That must be the culprit. I go to open my eyes when a sharp pain shoots across them. Fuck. I can't remember how much I had to drink last night, but I do remember one thing that brings a smile to my face. The warmness I feel in front of me is Ana. I stayed with Ana last night. My teenager self is fist pumping in my head right now and giggling like a school girl. My adult self in about to groan in agony as I remember I told her about Elena. Why would I do that? You just had to know about her first time, huh? I feel the warm body in my arms shift and I slowly try to open my eyes again.

Wow. She looks absolutely beautiful in the morning time. Who am I kidding, she is always beautiful. She is laying on her back looking at something on her phone. Her hair is framing her face perfectly and she just looks so breathtaking. She must notice me staring and looks over at me.

"Good morning. How are you feeling?" She asks sweetly as she rubs my arm that is around her waist.

"Like I was run over by a bus. To be honest I imagined I would feel worse. We drank a lot last night. Why don't you look as affected as I feel?" She giggles.

"I gave you medicine last night as well as myself. It always helps me with hangovers. I don't have one at all." She replies with a smirk.

"Well aren't you just so lucky to not have one. Now come here and cuddle with me some more. I have a good feeling it will help my hangover." She laughs as I pull her to me, face to face. I pull her in for a kiss and it starts off so slow and sweet. Then she places her hands around my neck and into my hair. I lose all control and kiss her like my life depended on it. I moan like a teenager who is having his first kiss. I have never felt this before. This all consuming passion and dare I say love? I roll her over on her back a run a hand through her hair. She presses her body to mine and I am fighting the urge to cum in my pajama pants. I start to run my hand from her collarbone down to her stomach. She is wearing a light pink silk tank top and it feels oh so good against her skin. My hand makes its way under her tank and her skin feels even better. My hand is on a mission to find her erect nipple and give it a small pinch. She moans in my mouth and it is almost my undoing. I am grinding my erection into her and suddenly she pulls away from me, effectively ending the kiss. I open my eyes and notice the beautiful blush on her face and her swollen lips. I think this is about to be our first time, but she shuts it down with three words.

"Are you hungry?" She asks me. It takes me a second to stop thinking with the wrong head.

"Yes I am. What are you going to make me baby?"

"Who said I am making you anything?" She gives me a smirk. God I love when this woman flirts with me.

"I don't know how to cook." Is my girl crazy? I can't cook.

"Well there is a first time for everything. So let's get up and start some breakfast." She starts to shuffle out from under me. I roll to my back and let her get up. She is walking to the bathroom and swaying those perfect hips. I watch her mesmerized. She turns her head right before she gets to the door and I know she was just putting on a show for my benefit.

While she is in the shower, I think over last night. She and Ethan seemed like the real deal. High school sweethearts who lost their virginities to each other. They married and had a child. Oh how I wish I could have met her first. Will could be mine and Ana's. This makes me wonder for the first time what Ethan did to lose Ana. Ana seems so forgiving so it must have been horrible. I'll just thank my lucky stars that his stupidity resulted in Ana and I being together. Hmm.. I want to make my and Ana's first time special. I want her to never think about her actual first time, so I need to plan something spectacular. This leads me on a mission to plan the perfect first time for us. This will be my first time to make love. I am pretty giddy about it. She comes walking out of the bathroom and gives me a strange look.

"What has you all giddy Mr. Grey?" Shit. Was I just smiling due to my thoughts? So lame, Grey.

"You do baby." I say while I climb off the bed. "Let's go cook breakfast Ms. Steele." I say as I smack her ass on the way out. I just cannot help myself. I'm an ass man and my girl has the most perfect ass ever. I hear her gasp and turn around to see her blush.

After a scrumptious breakfast Ana put together, she has gone to change for the day. I am lounging on the couch watching Sports Center. They are replaying last nights Mariner game. I notice a picture of her and Will on the side table. She is wearing a beautiful white dress with boots. My little southern girl. My thoughts drift to how to make our first time perfect. I actually want to do it here. Her bed has had no one in it…that I am aware of. No, she said this was her house and she furnished it. I could very well take her to my penthouse as no one has ever been in my bed there, but I want this to be somewhere comfortable for Ana. She loves her home and I encourage myself to do it here. Now, how to get her out of the house for a little bit so I can plan...

"Dang! Seattle won by 5? That is crazy!" I hear her voice behind me. She plops down next to me on the couch. My dick is standing at attention from her outfit and her smell. I should buy some of her bath soap just to sniff every few minutes I am not with her.

"Yes they did baby. Do you like the Mariners?"

"I am more of a Braves girl. We used to make weekend trips over to see them play when I was in high school and college." I can even feel myself tense at this. Her and Ethan did? How can I ever replace her memories of this fucker.

"My dad and I would make a weekend of it. Stop at random local places to eat. It was kind of our tradition." Oh that makes me feel better. Her and her father did this. Wait did Ethan ever go with them?

"Did Ethan ever go with you?" She looks at me sympathetically and changes the subject back to the Mariners.

"Do you ever have tickets to the Mariners?"

"My company has seats behind home plate. I usually give them to Elliot."

"We should go sometime! Will and I love baseball. He would probably really enjoy it." She says giving me a smile.

"I would love to take my two favorite people to a baseball game."

"Christian?" She looks so serious as she says my name.

"Yes baby?"

"I need to talk to you about something. Last night, do you remember telling me about how you lost your virginity?" I nod my head. I do not like where this is headed. "How much older was your mom's best friend at that time?" I gulp.

"She was in her 40s." Her face pales.

"Christian, I understand that you may not see this as rape, but I do. I cannot have Will around her. That is just unacceptable, which makes me a little nervous as to where this could lead between us. If you are going to be friends with her and work with her, I don't think it will work out between us." No, no, no, NO! She didn't rape me. She helped me release all the tension I felt back then. Then I think of Will. My stomach rolls as I think about some woman sleeping with him at 15. I would kill her with my bare hands. What am I say? Am I saying it was wrong? I look up at Ana and see she is staring straight through me, reaching every vulnerable spot inside.

"She didn't rape me." It is all I can get out.

"You told me last night she basically seduced you and you let her. You were 15. Even if you said yes, by law it is not consent." She takes in a deep breath and lets it out. "I will not have my son around her or anyone associated with her. That is all I am saying." She turns away from me and looks at the tv. I grab her chin gently and turn her face back towards me.

"I promised to keep you and Will safe. I am not going to let anything happen to him or you. I will not do anything to jeopardize this relationship either. I.. I l-like you so much Ana." I almost just fucking said love. Grey, this girl is telling you to end your business relationship and friendship with Elena. You never let anyone tell you what to do. I decide to shelf it for later. I don't want this to spoil our weekend.

"How about we eat lunch then I have a surprise for you." She just nods and I lean in to kiss her behind her ear. "I don't want this to ruin our perfect weekend baby. Let's shelf that conversation and get back to the fun." I trail kisses down her neck and back up again. She moans and I know she wants me.

"Ooo-okay. Lunch." She says distractedly. I chuckle at this.

After a wonderful lunch at the café near my work, I am driving Ana over to the spa and she has no idea.

"Where are we headed? This isn't the way home." I smile at her and tap my nose.

"Baby, you are always so curious. I told you I had a surprise. I walk her in to the spa and tell the manager I want the best for my girl. I request them all sign NDA's that I texted Taylor to send over. She gives me a full kiss on the lips and I promise to see her soon.

In the car I call Taylor and tell him my plans. I set up a plan for him and Sawyer to help me make this the perfect night for Ana. With ordered and in place, I make my way back to her house. She didn't see me slip the spare key into my pocket while she was grabbing her phone from upstairs. This night is going to be perfect. I hope it is perfect anyways. I have never made love before. What if I mess it up? Grey, you can't mess this up. Ana will guide you and everything will be fine. Ughhh why did I just remind myself that Ana has made love before. With that though I decide to push through my insecurities to make this the best damn night and pray it washed away any memories she has of her time with Ethan.

Oops.. left you guys hanging there. So, I have had both of these chapters ready for a few days. I write on my phone a lot, but am rarely home to upload from the computer. Does anyone know if you can upload chapters from your phone? If you haven't guessed already, the next chapter is the lemon you little literary sluts have been waiting for ;) I only hope you all like it. I have never written anything like this at all so I am nervous it may not be up to y'alls standards. As always, thank you for the sweet reviews. They mean the world to me. I have been trying to respond as much as I can! Still send in your thoughts about how their first time should go! I love to hear from you!

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