I'm warm, extremely warm. I try to think about what just woke me up. I feel as if I have only been asleep an hour or so. I grudgingly open my eyes to look at the alarm clock. 3am. Why am I awake? Then I feel it. Lips dragging across my shoulder. Ah, it seems the gorgeous man I had sex with last night is awake. I roll over and come face to face with the culprit. He smiles his sweet, shy smile at me.
"Why are you awake at 3am?" I ask him. Seriously though, why? He looks so vulnerable right now. He looks away from me as if he will get away with not answering. I put my hand on his cheek and turn his head back to me. I implore him with my eyes to tell me.
"I thought last night was just a beautiful dream that I had. I woke up thinking I was in my bed, alone." He pauses and looks down. Then he looks back up and I see so many emotions in his eyes. Scared, love, fear, happiness. I pull him in for a kiss that is heating up quickly. I slowly pull away and look into his beautiful gray eyes.
"I'm here, right here with you. Last night was.. It was.. I can't even put into words how amazing it was for me." I run my hands up his chest and feel him flex under me. I look up at him amused.
"Why do you have pjs on? Didn't you fall asleep naked?" Shit. I can't tell him that the three words he said earlier freaked me out.
"I had to run to my library. I didn't want to be walking around naked so I slipped this on. Would you like for me to take it off Mr. Grey?" His eyes light up then turn dark. Lustful dark gray. He nods his head while making eye contact with me. I push him to sit up against the pillows in the middle of the bed. I climb out of bed and walk to the foot of the bed. I smirk at him and take in the view of his very enlarged erection.. I haven't even touched him yet…
"I turn around and stare at him in the dresser mirror. It is a pretty large mirror – wide and tall. Perfect for my little plan. While making direct eye contact with him, I start taking off my silk tank top. I pull on the bottom and sway my hips back and forth as I slowly pull the tank top off. Christian is watching me intensely. Once his eyes finally make it back to my face, I take my bottom lip in my mouth. His head flies back against the headboard and he clenches his eyes shut. I wait for him to make eye contact again before starting on my shorts. When he does, I run my hands down my sides until they reach my waist band. He licks his lips while waiting in anticipation. I shimmy my hips and my shorts finally fall to floor.
I slowly turn around and run my hands up my stomach across my breast and into my hair. I give it a tousle and make my way over to the bed. I can see the pre-cum dripping down his shaft from here. I start to crawl on the bed, but stop when I am at his feet. His legs are already spread. Good. I place my right hand on his right ankle.
"I think we forgot to talk about something earlier." I run my finger, antagonizing slow, up his leg until I am close to his private parts.
"What would that be baby?" He pants out and I wonder if he has ever been teased like this. I lean back and place my left hand on his left ankle. I start to run it up his leg until I am close again.
"Are you clean?" Blunt, yeah I know, but I want to feel him in me with no barrier. I move both hands around his dick, without actually touching it. I run them through his pubic hair then up his chest. My boobs graze his dick and he lets out a groan.
"Yes, baby, I am. I have never had sex without a condom." This shocks me and throws me off my game a little bit. I pause only briefly then I am back on my mission.
"Good, then we don't need a condom and I am on birth control." I straddle him, with his erection under my sex. He is speechless and I notice he is fisting the sheets. I lean down by his ear and when I do I drag my sex across his length. I hear him groan again – which is such a turn on.
"Do you want me?" I whisper in his ear.
"Yes, I want you. I always want you." He pants out. I smile against his ear and kiss his cheek as I lean back. I raise myself up and hold his dick in place. I slowly sink down on him while keeping eye contact. I gasp when I finally have him all the way in me. God, he is so large. I place my hands on his chest and slowly start to move on him. Finally, he moves and his hands come up to my hips.
"Fuckkk.." he says drawn out. "Fuck me Ana." And I do. I ride him until I start to feel myself getting close to an orgasm. He is right on the edge because I can physically feel him growing inside me. He sits up and wraps his arms around me. We are face to face. He kisses me like his life depends on it. I can feel the electric current buzzing through us and it only ignites me more. I pull away and I see he has taken note of something behind my shoulder. Ah, yes. The mirror. We are both on edge and I know the one thing that might push us over. I lean into his ear and whisper something so dirty, it shocks my own ears.
"Do you see me fucking you Christian? Hmm?" He groans at my words. I pick up my pace and whisper my final blow.
"Watch me fuck you, Christian." I finish with a light nibble on his ear. That sends him over the edge.
"Fuck, Ana!" He screams out as he is transfixed on the mirror. I feel him release deep inside me as he stops thrusting. His own release spurs me on and my orgasm over takes me. I lean my head back in pure ecstasy while whispering Christian's name like a prayer. He pulls me down to the bed with him. This time I have driven myself exhausted. I barely recognize Christian putting me under the covers and pulling me to him. I fall straight into a sex-induced coma.
*Buzz Buzz*
I swat my alarm clock. Why would I set this so early on a Sunday? I just fell asleep.
*Buzz Buzz Buzz*
I open my eyes and see the alarm clock says 5:15 am. What. The. Fuck. I am still not fully aware what is going on.
*Buzz Buzz*
Shit, that's my phone. I grab it to see Ethan is calling. I quickly sit up think something is wrong with Will.
"Ethan? What's wrong?" I feel Christian stir behind me.
"Nothing's wrong, calm down." He says sweetly trying to calm me down. "I got called into work. A major accident happened on the interstate and they need all doctors available. Everyone who was off is getting called in." I sigh in relief. I always think the worst when Will isn't with me. "Anyways, I was wondering if I could drop Will off on my way in?"
"Of course, Ethan. Do you want me to come get him? Would that be better for you?" Christian jerks up at the mention of Ethan's name. Great, jealous Christian is awake.
"No, I'll drop him off. Heads up, he is being a little stinker this morning. Probably because I woke him up before 7 am." I giggle at this. I hear both Christian and Ethan's sharp intake of breath.
"Okay, I will see you guys soon. Be careful." He says goodbye and I hang up. I turn to look at Mr. Jealousy in bed next to me.
"Ethan got called into work so he is going to drop Will off on his way in. He said Will is really cranky due to being woken up before his normal time." Christian just looks at me. He looks hurt. Why? Because I giggled at something about Will?
"Christian, what's wrong?"
"Since when is Kavanagh so funny."
"Seriously?" I say getting agitated. "I was laughing at what he said about Will being cranky." He looks regretful for acting the way he did. He pulls me into his arms and lays us back down.
"Where are your keys?" I ask climbing out of his arms and putting my silk pjs back on. His eyes almost bug out of his head.
"Are you kicking me out because Ethan is coming over?" I laugh and turn to look at him.
"No, and please stop thinking so little of me. If I wanted you to leave, I would have asked. Will is going to be so excited to see you here." A little more reassurance.. he finally smiles.
"Why do you need my keys then?" He tilts his head to the side in deep thought.
"I am pulling your suv into the garage. I don't need another Ethan melt down right now." He frowns at this. I keep getting dressed and look for my robe.
"You can't wear that to meet him." I hear from the bedroom while I am in the closet.
"Excuse me?" I say with a stern voice. It is too early to deal with this. I hear him come up behind me. He wraps his arms around me and nuzzles my neck.
"Please don't wear this." He says with sweet kisses down my neck.
"What do you want me to wear?" He leads me back into the room where his bag is sitting on the chair. He pulls out a grey v-neck. He pulls it over my head and helps me get my arms through. The thing swallows me. It looks like a t-shirt dress.
"Where are those sexy yoga capris you wear?" I knew he liked these. He can't keep his hands to himself when I wear them. I pull them out of one of the drawers and slip them on. I turn around for his approval. His brilliant smile is the answer I get. I tell him to get dressed and back in bed. Also, I pull a change of sheets out of the hall closet and ask Christian to change them. He looks at me a little lost, but agrees. I go and move his SUV into the garage with mine. It is just way to early for another Ethan breakdown. I make myself a cup of coffee and head to the porch to wait on Will.
About five minutes later they are pulling in. I go to put my cup inside and rush back to the door to help Ethan. I know he must be in a hurry. He is dressed in his navy scrubs and I remember a time that used to do something to me. Not anymore..
"Mama, daddy be mean." Will reaches for me from Ethan's arms. His voice is riddled with sleep.
"What did daddy do baby?" He curls into me and puts his head in the crook of my neck.
"He wokes me ups, Mama" he whines. I smile, but refrain from giggling.
"Well how about we go back to bed? Hmm?" He nods his head. Ethan is rubbing Will's back and smiling at our interaction. He places his bag down in the living room.
"Telll daddy bye baby." Will leans up and hugs his dad, already forgetting that he was mad three seconds ago.
"Bye daddy, wuvs you." Will kisses Ethan and reaches back for me.
"Love you too champ. I'll see you soon, okay?" Will nods his head and yawns. We walk Ethan to the door and he kisses my cheek. I quickly pull away and he looks at me strangely. I just know he is about to say something about me pulling away from his kiss.
"When did you start wearing clothes like that to sleep in?" He tilts his head to the side. Of course he notices what I have on. I am thinking of something to say when he speaks again. "You look so beautiful in anything, Ana." He smiles at me and walks back to his truck.
"Be careful!" I holler out to him and he turns to give me a smile. I walk back inside with Will in my arms. I make my way to his room to put him back in bed.
"No, mama." He says as we walk in his room.
"No what, love?"
"Mama's bed." He says through another yawn. Christian is in my bed. What do I do? I just decide to go with it and walk to my room. Christian is lying in bed awake with the lamp on. He smiles when he sees us.
"Mama.." Will whispers. He looks at me then to Christian. "Cwistian." He says while pointing at him. My observant baby boy.
"Yes, baby. Christian is here." I put Will down in the bed. He immediately crawls toward Christian. Christian opens his arms up for him. My heart melts at the sight. Will doesn't say anything else because I bet he is almost asleep. I crawl in bed behind Will.
"Come here Mama. Come snuggle with us so we can all get some more sleep." Christian says so sweetly. He pulls me closer to him and Will. He places an arm around both of us. I look at the two sweet men in my life and let out a contended sigh. They mean the world to me. With that thought, I fall asleep with dreams of a future with these two men.
Well…Ana is a little more aware of herself in this chapter… sexually I mean. I hope everyone loved this chapter! Again, thank you for the sweet reviews. They encourage me to continue writing this story! So please continue to leave them. As usual, I do not own FSOG.
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