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I woke in my own bed, Jacob probably carried me to my room. He was a good guy, but I didn't knew what it was he wanted from me. I shot him, well he did recover miraculously well and within two weeks he was already fit, but still. Why was he so obsessed with becoming my friend?

I got out of bed and took a nice long shower. I washed my hair, shaved my legs and after that I just stood under the water for a good 15 minutes doing nothing. Just enjoying the warmth of the water on my skin. When I was done and I dried off myself I noticed my throat ached when I swallowed. I tried clearing my throat and drinking some water but the ache was still there.

I walked downstairs 'Carlisle..?' I whispered. It was Saturday and I knew he had a night shift at de hospital tonight, meaning he would start at half past one. I'd woken up very late, it was 12:30 by the time I got out of bed.

'In here.' I heard his voice coming from his study. His warm smile welcomed me and I closed the door and sat down in front of him.

'How are you feeling?' He asked me.

'Not that good' I said.

'What is the matter?' His golden eyes went over me, looking for signs of discomfort or pain. There were none. Or at least none that he could see.

'You can talk to me about everything. Tell me what's bothering you.'

'It's nothing serious, it's just that I am very hungry. The human food did wonders for my human side but my vampire side is feeling a little neglected.' I cleared my throat again. It didn't help, it never did when you were aching for warm human blood. 'I was wondering if you have any blood bags in the house?'

He was deep in thought. He pinched his eyes and laid down the pen he was writing with.

'Renesmee how did you feed?' He asked me bluntly.

'Sometimes with a straw, sometimes I would heat it up in the microwave.' I answered a little confused. What a weird question that was.

He grinned 'That's not really what I meant dear. Did you parents teach you to feed from the atery?'

I shook my head. 'No, I was raised on bloodbags I didn't actually hunt down people and kill them if that's what you mean.'

'As you know we are a vegetarian coven, we don't feed on human blood. We survive on animal blood only. So we don't have bloodbags in the house, but if you like we could go hunt together.'

I thought about that for a while. Hunting meant I actually had to kill something. I wasn't liking that idea, but I wasn't naïve. I knew it was a necessity for survival. 'If you don't mind I would rather go by myself, I could use some alone time if you don't mind.'

Carlisle took the time to think about that as well. But with what happened yesterday he probably decided that I indeed could use some me time, so he agreed. So avoiding the rest of the family I snuck upstairs again and grabbed my hiking boots, my favorite jeans and a black leather jacket. I put my hair back in a ponytail and hurried out of the door. Before I could run of in the forest Carlisle stopped me.

'Be sure you are back by dark. And also if something happens call me.' He said and handed me my phone. Surprised I took it and put it in my pocket. 'Thanks.' I mumbled and he gave a nod.

'Good luck with the hunt'

So I strolled into the forest, I was enjoying the hike. I loved being in and around nature, I listened to the birds and just enjoyed the peaceful surroundings for a while. When I decided I was deep enough into the forest I started to track down the first animals I could find. I found a deer track which I decided to follow, slowly I was moving in on him and waited until he was drinking at the creek. When I was sure he didn't spot me and there was no one else around I jumped up and grabbed him. In a fluent move I broke his neck,suprising myself, and as the life slowly faded in him I brought my mouth to my neck and pierced his skin with my fangs. The first drops of blood tasted absolutely wonderful. But there was something off here, I could smell something else behind me. Branches were breaking and there was this weird sound. So I looked up and my eye caught this black shadow. A low growl was coming from the bushes and I knew I needed to get out of here fast. I jumped up and made a run for it, leaving the deer maybe it would distract him. I ran as fast as I could, but the shadow kept following me. I zigzagged between trees, jumped over creeks but I wasn't fast enough. He was closing in on me, I forced myself to run even harder and crossed the border, I took a leap and grabbed the rock wall forcing myself up. Without even looking back I sprinted forward, I needed to catch my breath soon. But I had no idea where the shadow had gone. I hid myself behind a tree and listened. I could hear him, he was coming this way. But there was something else that caught my ear as well. Voices, I could hear voices coming from the La push beach. If I could make it there, maybe the shadow would back off. So without stalling any longer I rushed forward and hurried to the beach. I ran as fast and as hard as I could, but it was a rainy day and the ground was slippery. I was almost at the cliff, If I made that and could climb down I would be safe. Come on just a few more miles I told myself. But the ground was wet and slippery because well it was Forks, and in Forks it usually rained. So my right foot slipped away causing me to stumble and fall down. I cursed at myself for being to stupid. I tried to get up but I heard the shadow rushing towards me. So I tried to steady myself and lifted myself up. When I looked over my shoulder I noticed a pitch black wolf.

'Oh thank god' I mumbled. It was just a werewolf, there was no way one of the pack member would kill me. I knew Jacob was their pack leader, Jacob did his best to become my friend so I figured his pack member wouldn't try to hurt me.

I was wrong.

This wolf didn't seemed to belong to the normal pack. And with some hesitation he let out a low growl and showed me his teeth. The cliff was just 2 meters away, but I knew I wasn't fast enough to make it. The wolf closed in on me still letting out a low growl. I hesitated, not knowing what to do now. But with these teeth coming closer and closer I decided that I had no other option than to make a run for it. So I jumped up and sprinted towards the cliff, fortunately for me it wasn't really high.

But like I predicted was too slow, and in midair the jaws of the wolf scraped my leg. I could feel the burning sensation and the bloody smell. It was just a scrape, for now. If he got hold of my leg, it would be the end of me. He would rip to shreds before I got the chance to scream. The wolf landed next to me, and I planted my foot right between his ribs. The wolf let out a cry and leaped back, giving me enough time to stand up and jump out of the cliff. When I landed my legs gave in and I tilted over in the cold wet sand. I glanced over to my leg, blood was soaking my jeans. Even though the cuts weren't deep the wound really hurt. I looked up to the cliff and saw that the wolf was staring at me. I was surely hoping he wouldn't jump, but he did. He landed right next to me in the sand. It was pointless, with this leg I would never outrun him. As he closed in on me, I closed my eyes and shielded my face with my hands.

I heard a shriek, and when I opened my eyes there was an other wolf fighting with the one who was hunting me. The brown wolf stood in front of me protecting me, soon multiple wolves joined him cornering the other one. The lone wolf retreated, but the wolves didn't let him escape. They were showing him their dominance by snapping their jaws at him one by one. Imitated and frightened the wolf sank through it's paws until it laid still on the ground. He was showing obedience towards the pack hoping they would let him live.

As he laid there on the ground I had to chance to get a good look at the wolf. He was black, completely black, expect for his eyes.

'Wait!' I shouted and forced myself up. The wolves of the Black-Pack turned their heads for a second but never let the intruder out of their sight.

'I know you' I mumbled to the black wolf. He just let out a low growl when I came closer. There was hate in his eyes, hate towards me. As I stumbled a little closer and I had the chance to look him in the eyes I knew for sure.

It wasn't a he, it was a she. 'Elouise?' I asked.

She than phased back to her human form. And as she stood there in her human form she wasn't so intimidating anymore. I took off my jacket and threw it at her, agitated she caught and wrapped it around herself. More wolves started to phase back to their human forms now, including Seth.

'Elouise?' What are you doing!' He shouted at her while he wiggled himself in a jeans.

Angry she looked at him. 'Be glad I almost ended her, she is a goddamn vampire. I saw it, I saw her drink from a deer in the woods!' She accused me.

'We have a treaty with the Cullens, you can't just decide to kill her without our permission.' Seth yelled back.

'When did you turn anyway, Elouise?' Jacob who phased back to his human form asked her.

'Yesterday at the fundraiser there was so much anger and hatred inside of me. I knew I was destined to kill her when I transformed in a werewolf after that. It just had to be like this.'

Seth and Jacob exchanged looks. 'Do you think Renesmee being there triggered her?' He whispered.

Jacob shrugged 'Could be. Now make sure she gets herself together okay?' He growled at Seth. Then he turned around and walked over to me.

'You okay ?' He asked worried. I tried to give him a smile but it was a pained one. 'Do you think I need a tetanus shot now?' I said pointing to my leg. He got on his knees and inspected my leg.

'I don't think so, but I do think we need to clean it. Come on' He said and lifted me up in his arms before I could protest. I was pressed against his warm bare chest, thank god he was wearing pants. He carried me like I weighted nothing, also he was fast. In no time we were at a house. He put me down, got the keys from his pocket and opened the door.

'Is this your place?' I asked him, taking my mind of the wound. He nodded.

'Yeah built it myself a few years ago.' He answered and I was impressed. The house was beautiful, it showed that it was built with craftmanship, patience and eye for detail.

'it's beautiful' I whispered. He just gave me a faint smile and told me to sit down on the couch. I obeyed and he grabbed a medkit from the kitchen.

'Okay let's take a look at this' He mumbled as he lifted my leg and placed it on his lap. With a scissor he cut away the fabric so he could inspect the wound.

'Thank you' I whispered. 'For protecting me.'

His eyes found mine and he gave me a warm smile. 'I will always do anything to protect you Renesmee.' I don't know why but I lowered my eyes. He was making me shy with his words, I even started to blush.

'Okay let's get you cleaned up' He said and swooped me up in his arms away. He carried me upstairs, to the bathroom and put me down on my feet again. He turned on the shower walked away to get me some towels and clean clothes.

'Clean the wound and call me if you need me. Do you think you can manage?' He asked sweetly. I nodded and he closed the door. I slowly undressed myself and stepped into the shower. The water stung when it touched the wound, but it needed to be cleaned, so I bit my lip and tried to focus on something else. But when I tried to forget the pain in my leg, the thirst came back to me.

So I made it a quick shower, carefully I dried of myself and changed into the clothes Jacob got me. He got me one of his shirts and sweatpants, but they were way too big. Well at least they were clean and warm. I stumbled downstairs where he was making coffee for us.

I stumbled into the kitchen and thanked him for the coffee.

'Come on I need to patch you up' He said as he grabbed a band aid. He grabbed my hips and lifted me on the counter. He rolled up the sweatpants so he had access to the wound. The with kind hands he pressed the band aid on. He was really focused on what he was doing, so focused he didn't seemed to notice what effect he had on me. He was so close, almost pressed against me. His warm breath tickled my neck. I was staring at his frowned face, when he noticed and looked up he smiled. I expected him to step backwards and release me, but he did the opposite. He leaned in closer and brushed his lips against mine. Just for a brief moment. Then he waited for my response, and I just went with it. I pressed my lips on his and we started to kiss intensely. While his tongue was exploring my mouth my arms wrapped around his neck. Hungry for more I wrapped my legs around him as well. He grabbed me and transported me to the kitchen table, where we had more room. My hands ran over his chest, my nails made red trails doing so. He slowly backed up, escaping from my clutch.

Breathlessly we stared at each other.

'Not like this Renesmee, I want to do it right. Not like this' He said with a voice thick with desire.
I took a deep breath and nodded. 'Okay.'

He handed me my coffee and I took a sip. 'Do you want to stay over for dinner?'

I stared out of the window. 'I'm sorry but I don't think that's a good idea.'

My words disappointed him, I could see that. I didn't mean it like that, so I tried to explain what I meant.

'It's not like that. It's more that I went out hunting, but because of Elouise my thirst it raging inside of me. Also I promised Carlisle That I would be back before dark.'

His face cleared up a little. 'You know what, let me contact Carlisle. Give me a minute.' He said. He grabbed his cellphone and dialed Carlisle. He walked into the livingroom quickly explaining the situation to him. I drank my coffee and looked around his kitchen. The house was truly beautiful, it was hard to explain but it was like this house had a soul. When I was at the Cullens mansion it was just a house. But this house felt so much warmer. It may be smaller than the mansion, but I loved it.
I heard fragments of the conversation Jacob was having with Carlisle, but I decided to wait patiently and that I wouldn't eavesdrop.

Seconds later he walked into the kitchen with a grin on his face.

'Looks like we have a plan.' He smirked.

I returned his smirk. 'Okay so what's the plan then?'

'We just sit back and relax for a while. Maybe watch a movie. At five I can pick up a bloodbag for you at the hospital. Carlisle is making sure I'll get one for you. He said it was an exception though, that this is the first and last time he will do something like this. Anyway after I picked that up I'll drive to that new place in Forks, they have the best steaks there. And then we'll have a nice normal dinner. So what do you think?' He said while he plugged his phone in the charger, his enthusiasm was adoring and I couldn't help but agree. He helped me up and we walked to the living room. I plopped down in the couch and he told me I could pick out a movie on Netflix while he lighted up the fire place. I browsed through the movies but there was nothing that really peaked my interest.

'So what's your favorite movie?' Jacob asked me, trying to make conversation.

'I didn't really watch a lot of movies growing up.' I admitted.

'Yeah, of course I'm sorry.' He replied. I shook my head 'Don't be sorry, it's fine. So tell me what's your favorite movie?'

He chuckled. 'You really want to know?'

I grinned. 'Tell me'

He leaned in, like he was about to tell me a secret. His lips brushed over my ear and his warm breath tickled my neck. Very softly he whispered 'It's lord of the rings.' I turned my face towards his and our eyes locked together. For a while we did nothing but stare at each other.

'Let's watch that one then.' I finally stammered. He nodded and broke our eye contact. The movie was quite fun to watch, but my mind wandered of to other things. Like every time Jacob touched me, accidently or not. His breathing and his smell. He smelled like wood, grass and fresh air. I couldn't focus on the movie at all. What was happening to me? I was acting like a fool.

'You don't like it?' He asked me. I smiled at him 'It's fine.'

'Well it's looks like your pretty little mind is quite distracted.'

'Do you think Elouise and Seth will be okay?' I said trying to change the subject.

'We didn't knew that Elouise was triggered, it must have been a shock for her. She was triggered at the fundraiser, probably by your presence. I wouldn't worry about it. Seth will help her with the process.'

'If she is a werewolf now, does that mean she imprinted on Seth as well?'

'I think so, that would explain why she hated you so much. It was just a miscommunication, she'll warm up to you. I promise.'

'I hope so, I like Seth. He is my friend. I don't want to lose our friendship over a girl.' I muttered.

Jacob chuckled 'I don't think that will be a problem. She won't see you as a threat, the bond of imprinting is very strong. Since they imprinted on each other she will see that there is nothing between you. No worries kiddo.'

I raised my eyebrows. 'Kiddo?'

Jacob let out a bouldering laugh. 'Well you are only six.'

'Sometimes I feel like I'm thirty.' I sighted. He wrapped his arm around me and pulled me close.

'Yeah me too.'

I let my head rest on his shoulder and returned to watching the movie. When the it turned to the credits Jacob stood up. 'I'll go get us dinner. Carlisle is expecting me soon.'

'Okay' I nodded. He grabbed his jacket, wallet and phone. 'Is there something else you need?'

'No I'm good.' I said. I was in dire need of some blood, the aching in my throat was getting worse by the minute. But for now it was manageable. He walked over to me and softly grabbed my chin with his hand.

'Promise me you wont go anywhere, because you attract trouble young lady.' He whispered. His voice was serious, his eyes were drilling into mine making sure I would get the message.

'I promise.' I whispered back. He gave a nod in relief. Then he bend down and pressed his lips on mine again. It just lasted seconds, but it was enough to leave me breathless.

'I'll be back soon.' He promised. 'An hour max.' He then quickly hurried out of the door.

I stood up and checked my phone. I decided I would write an e-mail to Tim asking how college was. Halfway I noticed my battery was almost empty and decided to borrow Jacob's charger. He wouldn't mind right?

I went back to the living room and sat in front of the fire place. The heat on my skin felt wonderful, so I laid down and let the fire warm me. The orange and yellow flames were mesmerizing to watch, but after a while they got me sleepy. I decided that a power nap wouldn't hurt and made myself comfortable. Within seconds I was sound asleep.

I woke up from something, my eyes that were still thick with sleep couldn't find the source of the sound which had woken me up. I sat up and rubbed my eyes, trying to focus.

'Who the fuck are you?' I heard a voice behind me. I jumped up and turned around. In front of me was a girl with brown hairs and piercing blue eyes.

'Who the fuck are you?' I countered back. She seemed familiar somehow, but I just couldn't remember where I saw her before.

'What are you doing in my house?' She hissed. She was holding a cellphone in her hand.

'I already called the police, don't you think you're getting away with this.' She continued.

Confused I stared at her, then suddenly it clicked. I knew where I'd seen this girl before. It was on the first day that I met Jacob. She was the girl from his background picture.

'I thought you two broke up weeks ago' I stammered. Why was she here? What kind of game was Jacob playing with me? Or with the both of us.

'I came back to talk some sense into him.' She muttered. 'But don't think I am stupid. I know who you are.'

With questioning eyes I stared at her. 'Then who am I according to you?' I bitched.

'You're that girl that they were looking for. I saw the BOLO. The police is coming right now to take you in.'

Oh no. Oh shit, this wasn't good. I could already hear the sirens in the background. This was very bad. I needed to make a run for it, I couldn't be arrested right now. I needed to make a run for it and inform Jacob when I arrived at the Cullen Mansion. My eyes scanned the room, looking for an exit route. With this leg I couldn't really outrun them so I needed to be smart. What I also needed was a headstart. The girl saw me looking for an exit and ran towards the front door, blocking it.

'I need you to get out of my way.' I hissed. But she just folded her arms and shook her head.

'I am not scared of you' She hissed back. I grabbed her arm and put as much pressure on it as I could.

'Get out of my way.' I hissed again. My nails were digging in her skin, trying to scare her off. But there was something that I didn't take in account when I tried to scare her off. My nails pierced through her skin, not much but just enough to damage the surface. One drop of blood trailed from her arm onto the ground. The smell awoke the vampire inside of me, I could feel my fangs extract and my body was trying to leap forward to go for the kill.

I immediately let go of her and turned around, I clapped my hand in front of my mouth trying to hide the fact my fangs were out. I needed to get myself together, I took some deep breaths trying to shake off the dark urge I was feeling. While I was holding myself from attacking her, Sarah opened the door for the police officers who just arrived. Without questioning they cuffed me, which was a good thing because I had a hard time trying to control my urges. They confirmed that I was the same girl on the BOLO and took me to the station.

I wasn't stressed, Jacob was the deputy sheriff of Forks. He would bail me out, I had no doubt of that. While I was in the backseat I focused on retracting my fangs, but the smell of blood was still in my nose and my mouth was still watering by the thought of it. We were driving in silence, there was a protective plastic barrier between me and the cops. But from here I could still see their artery's, their blood pumping through their veins. I shook my head and tried to focus on something else.
Even though I hadn't been in Forks long, I knew the main roads. But the one we were on now didn't seem familiar in any way. My heart started to race, knowing it would be a problem if we didn't went to the Police Station in Forks.

'Where are we going?' I asked them, my voice couldn't hide my panic. They choose to ignore me, but desperation washed over me. This couldn't be happening. I started to bang on the plastic.

'Please, can you tell me where we are going?' I begged them. One of them, turned around annoyed.

'We're going to the detention centre, you will be jailed there until we confirm that you are still wanted.' He said.

'But you need to bring me to the police station in Forks. I got arrested in Forks.' I begged.

'Suck to be you, Forks just has room for 3 people taken into custody. And guess what, they're full because it's weekend. You got lucky because you get to sleep between the big players tonight little girl.' He told me before he redirected his attention on his colleague.

Oh god, this couldn't be happening. We drove for a solid 20 minutes before we arrived at our destination. I glanced over to the clock before we walked in, Jacob would be home in 35 minutes. What would Sarah tell him? Would she tell him the truth or would she just simply state that I left.
They brought me to a cell, where I had to wait for more information. There was a other woman on the top bunk, who gave me an irritated look when they pushed me in.

I sat down in the other bunk and cupped my face. What a mess this was.

'What you do kid?' A sneering voice from the top bunk asked me.

'Nothing.' I threw back. 'That's what they all say.' She laughed.

I folded my legs under me and closed my eyes. It was going to be alright, they would soon find out that the BOLO wasn't active anymore. Jacob did call back the BOLO right? I groaned, oh I didn't know. But he would sound the alarm when I wasn't there right? Well with Sarah there I didn't knew what she would tell him. I groaned again which caused a laugh from the other bunk.

'Did you make your phone call yet?' She chuckled. 'Maybe mommy and daddy will come and pick you up.'

She was trying to lure me out, but what she said was actually quite helpful. I jumped up and banged against the door. After a minute or so the cop come over to our cell.

'I get to make one phone call' I yelled when he asked me why I was making so much noise.

'Yo Nance, did our princess get her phone call?'

'Nah' A female voice shouted back.

'Well alright then, come on' He sighted irritated and cuffed me again. Roughly he dragged me to the office and seated me on the table. He grabbed the phone and handed it to me. 'Make it quick you have five minutes.'

I stared to the phone in my hand. I knew who I needed to call, the only thing was that I didn't knew their numbers by heart. Carlisle programmed them in my phone, Jacob's number I didn't knew either. They were all in my phone.

'Can I have my phone, I need to look up a number' I asked him.

'Sure something else princess?' He grinned and then went back to typing in some things in de computer.

'No really I need my phone, I don't know the number.' I said irritated.

'So you don't know who to call?' He chuckled. 'Too bad, your five minutes are up.'

'No wait' I protested, but he dragged me back to my cell and almost threw me in it. My protests were completely ignored and as soon as he uncuffed me he was out of sight. Tears welled up in my eyes as panic struck. My leg hurt which forced me to sit down. But my throat ached and I was fighting the inner vampire so much. I closed my eyes, trying to focus on something else, anything else. But when I closed my eyes, my ears caught the sound of the heartbeat of the woman who I was sharing this cell with. She had a steady heartbeat and I could almost hear the blood pump through her veins.

My fangs come out again and my mouth started to water again. I needed to get out of here quick. Or at least needed a cell alone. I banged the door again, but nobody came. I tried again but they just kept ignoring me.

'Can you keep it down?' She woman hissed. I wanted to tell her to shut up, but I knew that if I did she wanted to pick a fight. And I knew that when we were face to face I wouldn't be able to control myself and sink my teeth right into that sweet artery. I sat down on the bed again, I needed something to take my mind of the thirst. In one last desperate move I pressed my finger against the wound in my leg. Pain shot through my body making me want to vomit. But if it helped from killing some one it would have to do. I sat there paining myself for I don't know how long. There was no clock, so I didn't knew how long I'd been here.

I knew that the Cullens weren't able to find me because of the vail. So my only chance was Jacob. Think Renesmee, think. There needed to be a way to get me out of here. I knew that Alice couldn't see me, I used up my phone call and Jacob would need time to track me down here. Warm tears rolled down my cheek and a soft sob escaped from my throat.

'Can you shut up?'

I pressed in the wound again, forcing myself to stop thinking about killing her. This last couple of weeks were the first time that I didn't feed, and now it was taking it's toll on me. Normally I would drink blood at least once a day, but after this few weeks my inner vampire was trying to claw out and take over. I knew if I let her, it would be the end of me.

I needed a different solution. I couldn't wait for Jacob to find me, I needed to inform the Cullens to come get me immediately. I knew there was one possibility to contact them. I needed to lose the vail, but if I did I also would lose all my privacy.

But if I didn't I would kill this woman here and I would rot for the rest of my life in jail. Or even worse, maybe the Volturi would come for me.

There was only one thing I could do, I needed to lose the vail so that Alice could find me. I focused on the vail that was on my mind and piece by piece I removed it. Without the vail I felt a stranger in my own head, the warm thick feeling that surrounded me was gone. But it worked, now I just needed to wait.

I chewed on my lip, trying to ignore the cold sweat that was in my neck. I didn't knew how long I was able to fight myself. To make matters worse the woman climbed downstairs. She was around 30 years old, strawberry blond and dressed in a skinny yeans and crop top. One look at her teeth told me she was here because she was a meth head. As her brown eyes went over me she smiled.

'Looks someone isn't feeling so well he?' She grinned and grinned showing me those horrible teeth again. I could hear her heartbeat loud and clear now, before I knew it I stood up. I couldn't hold myself from stepping closer, I could see it now. The vein in her neck, pulsing with sweet nectar. I reached out for her neck and banged her to the wall.

She tried to scream and clawed with her nails in my arm. But I didn't care, because she wasn't hurting me at all. The only thing I felt was hunger. I licked my lips, I wasn't able to resist anymore…


Okay that was ch. 15 already. What do you think?