I do not own FSOG.
This Bitch.
Not only did I just endure Christian's motherly war path, but I know have to deal with a pedophile? Come on. What did I do to deserve this? I only wanted to meet Christian's parents. Why does everything always have to be dramatic?
Christian is staring at me as Elena greets Carrick. I turn my head to look at Mia and she looks just as unpleased as I feel. I need to find out what that is about. I look back towards Christian and he is still staring at me. Worry is filling his eyes. I decide, for him, I will play nice and not beat the hell out of her in front of everyone.
"Christian." Elena purrs. We both move our eyes towards her. He stands up and pulls me with him. He wraps an arm around me and pulling me to him. Effectively cutting off her hug she was moving in for.
"Ms. Lincoln, this is my girlfriend, Anastasia. Ana, this is Ms. Lincoln, my mother's friend." Christian introduces us. I welcome the term girlfriend this time. I notice Grace tilt her head again. She knows something is up.
"Oh Christian, you know me well enough to call me Elena. It is wonderful to meet you Ana." Did she really just purr again in front of Christian's family? Surely they are not deaf and blind.
"It is Anastasia and nice to meet you Ms. Lincoln." I make it known that my name is Anastasia and she may not call me by shortened name. We are not friends and we will never be friends. I can see the anger rolling off of her in waves at my statement. Christian and I sit back down on the love seat and she sits across from us near Grace and Mia.
"What were you discussing as I walked in?" The bitch troll asks.
"Ana was just telling us a story about Will and Christian swimming a while back." Grace says as she smiles at me. Gone is the curiously rude woman at dinner. She is now replaced with the loving spirit I met when we first arrived.
"Oh and who is Will?" The bitch asks.
"My son." I state shortly. Christian tenses next to me. I look over at him and find he is already staring at me. I question with my eyes what that was about. I have a feeling it has nothing to do with Elena or this situation.
"Wow, you look so young to have a son. Was he born out of wedlock?" She says with a smirk. Is this woman for real? I look over at Grace and she looks upset at Elena. Yeah Grace, your 'friend' is a pedophilic bitch.
"No, I was married before I gave birth to him." I say hoping that puts the nail in the coffin.
"That is interesting. Christian, I never saw you as one to be a step father to another man's child. No one wants second hand things." Red. I see red. I can literally feel my blood boil at her words. I can feel Christian pull me to him, but it does nothing to help. He speaks before I even get the chance to.
"Then that must mean you do not know me at all. I love Will and I am so glad I get to be there to witness him growing up. Just because he is not biologically mine means nothing. I would kill for him and Ana." Christian says while staring directly at her. I hear Grace gasp. I look over at her and see she is emotional again. I glance at Carrick and he has a huge smile on his face. I look up at Christian and place a small kiss on his cheek. I now know. I know I love this man. He loves my son as his own, he loves me and he would die trying to protect us. I lean over and whisper in his ear.
"Let's go home." I say against his ear a little more breathlessly than I would have liked. I have gone from almost blacking out with rage to elated giddiness. I pull away from Christian and I see it in his eyes. Love. He loves me and I love him. He nods his head and stands up.
"I think we are going to head home. Thank you for having us over." Christian says while helping me stand. Mia comes over to give me a hug goodbye. She makes me promise to go shopping with her soon to which Christian just chuckles. Grace and Carrick announce they will walk us out. We are almost out of the room without hearing the troll speak, but we are not as lucky.
"Goodbye Christian. I will see you this week for our weekly business dinner. A-na-stasia, she says with fake pronunciation, I hope to meet this little boy of yours soon. I just love children." Red.
"I have heard all about your love for little boys Ms. Lincoln, but I assure you my son will not be one of them." I say while making direct eye contact with her. Her face pales and she starts to look like a fish. Opening her mouth and closing it. I leave her like that while Grace, Carrick, Christian and I make our way out of the room. We open the door only to notice it is raining. Christian insists on going to get the car and pulling it up to the front. Carrick runs to get an umbrella to help me get in the car. I assure both men I will be fine, but it is to no use. This just leaves myself and Grace standing outside in the covered doorway.
"Ana, I wanted to apologize for Elena's behavior. I am not sure what was wrong with her." I decided to drop a small amount of doubt in Grace's ear.
"Grace, speaking mother to mother, I have very killer instincts when it comes to reading people. I am sure you do as well. I know a bad seed when I see one." I say with a sigh. "That woman in there gives me a bad vibe and I do not want my son around her. I am not sure what it is," Lie "but I just know I do not want my child around her. I am sorry if that makes it awkward for us to get along. I know she is your close friend." As I say this Christian pulls up. He waits in the car for Carrick to return with the umbrella. I do not expect Grace to say anything to me after my admission, but I am surprised when she does.
"Ana, I know that feeling. Sometimes, we are wrong about it when it comes to a few cases. I was wrong at the dinning room table when attacked you the way I did, but please know I am truly sorry for that. Tonight, Elena gave me a weird feeling as well and I have to admit I have a nagging feeling in my stomach that I have overlooked something. So do not apologize for making a decision that regards your son's safety. I will do my best to make sure you are comfortable here and so is Will. I hope you decide to come swimming Saturday. Carrick, Mia, and I would absolutely love to have all three of you over." She says with the sweetest, motherly voice as possible. I cannot help but smile. Just then Carrick returns with an umbrella and opens it up for me to step under. Before we move to the car I tell Grace thank you again and promise to be here Saturday if Christian wishes. Carrick helps me in car. We wave goodbye then we are off to my house.
"What were you and my mother talking about?" My sweet man is always so curious.
"I told her I did not want Will around Elena." I notice how he tensed up. "Relax. I didn't mention anything about you. I just stated that as a mother Elena gave me a bad vibe. Your mother said she felt the same thing tonight and she understood what I was saying." He relaxes at what I am saying. He reaches over and grabs my hand. My phone rings breaking my thoughts.
"Hey Ethan." I state shortly grasping Christian's hand tighter as he tries to pull away.
"We are on our way home. He is asleep in his car seat. We should be at your house in about 30 minutes." Ethan says
"Okay, we will see you at my house." I say right before hanging up. I am usually not one to hang up on people, but I just do not want anyone messing up my 'I just realized I was in love' mood.
"Ethan is on his way with Will." I say turning to look at Christian. We pass a street light and the shine from the street light lights something up in the backseat.
"What is in the back seat?" I ask Christian. I guess I am the curious one now. Christian runs a hand through his hair and takes a breath.
"A bag." So vague. He sounds slightly nervous. That is not the bag he brought last weekend. This one is bigger. So it cannot be a bag for his clothes.
"Okay Sherlock, what is in the bag?" I narrow my eyes at him.
"I thought maybe I could stay over tonight. I understand if you don't want me to." It will technically be the first full night he stays with Will in the house. Is this okay? Are we moving way too fast? I ponder the thought and I realize one thing. I want him to stay tonight. Will will be excited to see him in the morning. It could be a test run for all of us I guess. I turn back to Christian and smile.
"I would love for you to stay the night Christian." I say while placing my hand on his thigh. His answering smile makes my heart beat incredibly fast. We pull up to my house and I offer to go inside to open the garage for him to park. He declines saying it will be fine out here. He grabs his bag and we make our way to the door. It reminds me of what my earlier question was.
"Why is this bag so huge? You brought a different one last weekend." He looks sheepish while I unlock the door.
"I thought maybe you would let me stay the whole weekend. I also brought a few extra things to... maybe leave here in case of emergency." He says timidly. I cannot help, but smile. I giggle at how unsure he is. I lean up to give him a kiss on the lips and of course it turns into something more. He runs his hands down my back to my ass and pulls me into his erection. I run one hand up his chest and into the hair on the back of his head. The other hand runs down his chest and gently run a small finger over his jean covered erection. He moans into my mouth and just as I am about to slip my hands in his pants, a knock on the door interrupts us. We pull away breathlessly.
"You are lucky that Will is home. I almost devoured you on your coffee table, Ms. Steele." Christian says as I turn to walk to the door. I give him a smirk and he smacks my ass. I giggle at his carefree behavior.
"Go put your bag up, Mr. Grey. Before I change my mind." His eyes grow wide causing me to giggle even more. He smiles and runs to my room.
"Hey Ethan." I say while opening the door. I notice my sweet baby is asleep on his dad's chest.
"The game must have worn him out." I say to Ethan taking Will from his arms. I look up at Ethan and he is just staring at me.
"What's wrong?" I ask.
"Whose Audi is that?" He asks. I look towards the driveway and see Christian's SUV. That sneaky little shit. He planned that. I smile inwardly.
"Christian's. We had dinner at his parent's house tonight and just got back." Ethan just continues to stare. He clears his throat and looks down then back up at me.
"Is he staying the night here now?" He asks and I freeze. Is Ethan going to be upset over my answer?
"Yes, he is." Short answer, but the truth. I almost hate telling him this. I hate to upset or hurt anyone, even my ex husband. He put me through hell with his adultery, but I would pay big money not to see the look on his face. I guess my dad and Kate are right: I am too good hearted. I feel hands on my hips and know Christian is behind me.
"Kavanagh." Christian states and I am proud of him for at least acknowledging Ethan this time.
"Grey." Ethan says but it is barely a whisper while his voice cracks. It as if he has realized he lost this battle. "I better get going. I will see you next weekend to get Will. Thank you for letting me take him tonight." He sounds so broken. He turns to walk away and I stop him.
"Ethan, never feel like you can't come get Will anytime." I say giving him a small smile. He nods his head and walks back to his truck. I look up at Christian and he is frowning. I turn to go inside and Christian follows. We are walking towards Will's bedroom when he finally speaks.
"Why did he look like we ran over his dog?" I giggle inwardly. Christian picked up that saying from me a few days ago.
"I think he realized he no longer has a chance with me. He asked if you were staying the night and I told him the truth. He never really bounced back from that." I say in a whisper while changing Will into pjs. My sweet love can sleep through anything. Once we have Will tucked in, we head to my bedroom. I notice Christian is smiling the whole time. I love to see him smile.
"What are you smiling about love?" He turns to look at me after he shuts the door.
"I am smiling because… I don't know if I have ever been so happy in my life. I smile all the time now. It is starting to look bad that the CEO smiles at work." I laugh at that last sentence. I have yet to see this cold, hard ass CEO he speaks of.
"Is it cramping your style?" He laughs a hearty laugh and pulls me to him. He cups my cheeks and rubs his nose against mine. He walks me backwards to the foot of the bed.
"Ana…" he says huskily. He pulls back and stares at me.
"Christian…" He runs a finger down my neck to my collarbone and back up, cupping my face again. He looks so vulnerable.
"Let me make love you to you. I promise to be quiet." Quiet? He doesn't want to wake Will. I nod my head and he slowly turns me around. Every time he touches my body it is like a fire starting inside me. He unzips my dress, his fingers touching me on their way down my back. He is creating a fire deep within me. I hear him groan as my dress pools at my feet. He turns me back around to admire my lingerie.
"Oh baby. You are so damn beautiful." He pulls off my bra and it pulls with my dress on the floor. He palms my breast and rolls my nipples in-between his fingers. I can feel the wetness pool in between my legs. I make quick work of his clothes. Once he is left in only his boxers, I lean in and kiss him again. He pushes me back on the bed, never breaking our kiss. He carries me as he crawls to the top of the bed. He lays me down and leans back up off the bed. He pulls my panties down with him, his fingers teasing me as he ghosts them over my sex.
He takes off his boxer briefs and slowly pumps his huge, erect cock a few times. This almost sends me over the edge. Him - touching himself, is incredibly erotic. I can feel the wetness leak down towards my ass. I bite my lip and can see his eyes darken from here. He slowly climbs back up the bed, his erection dragging across my skin. His lips slowly drag across my chest up to my throat. Finally, he his lips are back on mine. His kiss starts off slow, but soon we are passionately kissing while grinding naked against each other.
He slowly sinks in to me and my eyes squeeze shut. I will never get accustomed to his size. I do not even understand how he fits inside me.
"Baby, you are so damn tight. I barely fit inside you."
"Move, please. I need you." I whisper against his lips. He starts a slow place- long, deliberate strokes that have me close to the edge already.
"Faster Christian." I plead with him. Yet, he doesn't pick up his pace. He is burying himself to the hilt every time, but it is so unlike our last time.
"No, baby. I want this slow. I need this slow. I want you to feel every inch of me while I make sweet, slow love to you." His words alone have me moaning and he continues his strokes. I wrap my arms around him as much as I can. His shoulders are so broad; my hands do not quite reach. I am meeting him thrust for slow thrust. He picks up his pace slightly and he is hitting that magical spot inside me. I see stars as I come quietly underneath him. I bite his shoulder to halt his name from coming out of my mouth. He groans and moves his lips to my ear.
"I love you so much, Ana." He whispers in my ear. This prolongs my orgasm and I can't stop myself.
"I..I love you too." I reply in a small voice that I do not recognize as my own. He pulls back from my ear and stares in my eyes. I immediately see a glaze go over his eyes.
"Say it again." He looks so unsure of my words. I smile my smile I reserve only for him and repeat the three words he so desperately wants to hear.
"I love you." He kisses me and thrusts one more time. I feel him stiffen and immediately feel his load releasing in me. He wraps me up in his arms and peppers my face with kisses.
"One more time." He says while pulling away to look in my eyes. I giggle.
"I love you Christian Grey." His face breaks out into a huge brilliant smile and I think I fall for him even more.
"I love you Ana. You have no idea what it does to me to hear you say you love me." I think I have an idea. I can feel it stirring in me at this very moment.
"Hmmm… I think I have an idea of what it does to you." He laughs a beautiful laugh and leans in to kiss me once more.
We continue our true to the word love making well into the night. After several rounds of professing our love for one another, we finally fall asleep. Him with a smile on his face and me with his smile on my mind.
xoEW