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The drive home is a quiet one and we still have about ten minutes left. Ana seems troubled by something ever since meeting Miss Starr. Well, they bitch did touch me and then proceeded to touch Will. That alone set me off. I can't imagine what it might have done to Ana. Miss Starr is nothing but an easy lay. It was a two time thing and I still can't figure out how I made it a one time thing to begin with. I should have set the record straight in front of Ana that I never reached out to her. She was simply there after events. I invited her to a hotel room and wham bam - that was it. I took her from behind both times as I normally do. Any other position always seemed way too intimate with anyone. Once I was done I left. There was no cuddling, no pillow talk, and no sleep. I returned to my castle in the sky and went about my business. That's how it was with every girl before Ana. Now I crave to be as close as possible to her at all times, I can't keep my hands off her, and missionary is by far my favorite with her because I can watch her when she unravels underneath me. My growing cock is telling me to stop before it becomes uncomfortable in here.

I will admit it was rewarding for the tables to be turned and Ana to see how I feel for once. I'm a jealous bastard, but it's nice to know she is just as jealous over me. That's what's bothering her. She is totally not the jealous type so it's probably throwing her off. A smirk creeps onto my face and I fight the urge to ask her how it feels for the green eyed monster to take over.

"We look alike." Ana says quietly with her eyes closed and her head pressed into the headrest.

"Who does baby?" Her and Will? I'm a little caught off guard by her statement.

"Miss Starr and I." She says with a cold voice. Damn. She noticed. While they do resemble in minor details, they are completely different. Ana is the most beautiful woman in the world. There is absolutely no comparison to anyone.

"Baby, you and her are nothing a like. You are the most beautiful woman in the world." I glance over while speaking and see she winces at my words. I suddenly get the feeling something else is going on.

"Not what I meant. We look alike."

"Ana..."

"Mama, me tirsty." Will interrupts, cutting off our conversation.

"Baby, we are almost home and will get something as soon as we get there. You finished your juice at the market, remember?" Ana says sweetly while rotating to look at Will. I look at him through the rearview and watch as he huffs dramatically while nodding his head. Ana turns back around in her seat and presses her head back into the headrest again. She starts to rub her head with her tiny, delicate fingers.

"Are you okay?" I ask completely worried about her. She is never this quiet and she looks like she is in pain.

"I have a headache. I'll be fine once I grab some medicine at the house." She says without turning towards me or opening her eyes. Maybe I should call my mother. It is so unlike Ana to feel bad. Her usually tan skin is pale and she looks clammy.

"Mama…" I hear Will say from the back seat. His tone is serious and concerned. I catch sight of him in the rearview again and he is staring at Ana with wide eyes.

"Yes, baby?" Ana turns around and gives him a smile.

"Your head hurt?" His voice is small.

"Just a little, but I'll be fine as soon as we get home. What do you want for dinner?" Ana asks effectively taking the subject off her.

"Hmmm… mac-n-cheese?" Will's chipper voice is back and he claps his hands while telling Ana his suggestion. I could have bet a million dollars he would have said that. He loves ma-n-cheese as much as I do.

"Sure thing. Are you hungry right now?" While Will's voice returned, Ana's is still small and tired.

"I am and tirsty." I chuckle as he reminds her once again he is thirsty.

"We are about to pull in and I promise to get you a drink as soon as I walk in." She smiles while turning around. As soon as she is facing front her smile is gone. I frown at the thought of Ana taking care of Will and possibly neglecting to take care of herself. Has anyone every taken care of her?

"How about I grab Will some juice and you go grab some medicine?" I offer as we pull into the driveway. She turns to look at me and my thoughts are confirmed. No one has taken care of my girl in a long time. Well, that is about to change. I'm going to take care of her for the rest of her life.

"Okay." She says nodding. No argument? Now I know she must be feeling terrible.

"I'll grab Will. You go get a head start on taking some medicine." I grab her hand and pull it to my lips. She doesn't pull away and her blush creeps up. Maybe she already forgot about her earlier statements regarding Miss Starr.

Three hours later and we have finally put Will to bed. Honestly, it wasn't much of a hassle. He was exhausted from our busy day. After a quiet dinner, Ana was feeling much better. Her and Will played trucks on the floor while I answered a few e-mails. After about five minutes, I gave up working and joined the two. We are now getting ready for bed. Ana is putting on her pajamas that consist of my t-shirt I put on her and her barely there panties. I put on my pajama bottoms I know she drools over. I've seen her ogooling me in these things – of course I am going to wear them every chance I get. I walk about behind her as she finishes brushing her teeth. I wrap my arms around her tiny waste and rest my head on her shoulder. I lean in and give her small kisses going up to her ear. She squirms away from me and spits out the excess toothpaste. She turns around and gives me a kiss on the lips then makes her way to the bedroom. I take a deep breathe and follow her. I have a nagging feeling in the pit of my stomach that is telling me something isn't right. I recount everything that happened today and I cannot believe I forgot about our conversation in the car. I decide now is the perfect time to bring it up.

"Ana, maybe we should talk about what happened today." She turns to look at me while she climbs in between the sheets. Her face masks confusion and her eyebrows are furrowed. She is so damn cute when she makes this face.

"What happened?" How did we both forget? I know my girl is forgetful, but she was clearly upset over this today on the ride home.

"Miss Starr happened." I say pulling her to me. Our faces are close and I lean in for a tender kiss. While I love our passionate make out sessions, I love these sweet kisses the best. Who are you Grey? Sweet kisses? I roll my eyes at myself inwardly.

"Christian…" I see she is hesitant to talk about this. She looks down at her hands that are knotted against my chest. I'm not having this. My girl busted my balls last night about communication. She is going to get this out of her system. Man, I can't wait for her to admit to being jealous. I wonder how mad she would be if I recorded it…

"We are going to talk about this. You shut down the moment we walked away from that woman. I need to know how you feel. We need to talk about this." She looks up at me and her eyes show a bunch of emotions. Scared, nervous, pained, and confusion all make there way across. I sit up against the headboard and take her with me. She is straddling me with her legs wrapped around me. I stay quiet while she plays with her fingers. She finally looks up at me and speaks.

"That woman walking up to us completely caught me off guard. I was confused and a little startled. I knew you weren't a virgin when we met. The fact that you have slept with girls before me doesn't bother me. It… it is the fact she openly dangled your relationship in front of my face… in front of my child. I just couldn't believe it was happening. Again." She says quietly. I realize in this moment that she wasn't jealous. That isn't the issue. Something bigger is at play in her mind.

"Baby, what I had with that woman was not a relationship. I promise you that. You are my first relationship and my only girlfriend." I debate in my head whether or not I should be blunt with her about Miss Starr. I decide to be honest. I want Ana to always be honest with me, no matter how bluntly or painful it may be. "I slept with her twice. It was just sex. I even left immediately afterwards. I promise I never reached out to her. I don't even have her number. It is nothing compared to you or the sweet love we make. It meant nothing with her." She winces at that last sentence. She sighs and runs a hand through her hair. Did she pick that up from me? I have never seen her do that before. She sucks her bottom lip in and I fight the urge to have a hard on. I look up to her eyes and try my best to ignore that plump lip being caught between her teeth. Come on Grey, think of Elliot in a tutu. Yup, that kills it.

""When Ethan and I started dating, it was a phenomenal time. It was fun and exciting. He always kept me on my toes. He was sweet and so loveable. He was my first true love and he made me feel things I never expected." She pauses for a breath and I fight the urge to vomit. She has never spoken about what happened between her and Ethan. I want to know, but I don't want to know all the details. Who am I kidding? I am a sick bastard and want to know every detail. I never want to be like him or do something to remind her of Ethan. She swallows and continues on.

"His proposal was unexpected. Next thing I know we are married in front of all of our family and friends. I gave Ethan a part of me, the biggest part of me. My heart. I gave him my trust and my love." She once again pauses and takes a few seconds to get her self together. She looks incredibly vulnerable right now and I try to grip her a little tighter. I know she has to get through this. I need to know what the asshole did. She nods her head as if reassuring herself and looks back up at me.

"It was a little over a year ago when Will and I both caught the stomach bug, him first then me the week after him. We had both been in bed during our sick times. Ethan had basically been living at the hospital that month it seemed like. He was stressed from work and when he stressed he unconsciously took it out on me." She furrows her brows together like she just realized something for the first time. "I was finally feeling 100% better by night fall and had planned a family night when Kate unexpectedly showed up at the door. I thought something happened to Ethan. I had this weird feeling most of the day, like anxiety in the pit of my stomach. I just related it to the stomach bug and tried to ignore it. When she showed up, that dread filled my whole body. She calmed me down and said Ethan had called and asked if she could grab Will. I honestly thought my husband had planned a date night since we hadn't seen each other in a long time. Excitement rushed through my veins and I was already picking out my outfit in my head. I was trying to usher Kate and Will along when Ethan came through the door. His eyes were bloodshot and tear stains covered his cheeks. That dread washed all the excitement out of my body. Kate and I both got in a panic thinking something had happened to a family member. He assured us everything was fine, he just needed to speak to me right now. He gave Will a kiss and a hug goodbye then they left." She lets out a huge huff and I know she is about to tell me what that fucker did.

"I sat down on the couch. I was in such shock. Ethan has only really, truly cried twice in his life - when we got married and when Will was born. I knew whatever had happened was bad. Ethan sat next to me. He started off by saying he had been stressed. Will and I being sick made things more complicated. He felt like he wasn't missed because I never asked him to stay home or complained about his work schedule." She rolls her eyes at this and I inwardly smirk - there's my girl. "Then he just became quiet. I honestly had no clue where the conversation was going. I thought there was a chance he quit his job. He blurted out what he did so fast and blunt, I had to ask him to say it again. He cheated on me with someone from the hospital. Cheated. The word still sounds so foreign... I don't remember much after that. I just know when Will arrived home, I switched back to mom mode. I didn't want him to feel the tension or noticed anything wrong. He was only two, but still incredibly smart. I actually had no plans to divorce Ethan. I needed time to think about how we would go forward, but it was my husband. I wasn't a quitter at anything." I know she isn't done talking but she takes a small break. It's much needed because I need to think this through. That fucker had the nerve to cheat on her then blame it on her? Who the fuck does that? She wasn't going to divorce him? That makes my blood run cold. She could still be with him. She planned on staying in Nashville with him and their son. The son I so desperately want to be mine could very well be someone I never would have met before. I feel queasy with this information. It unsettles me to know she could very well not be mine. But she is Grey. That's true, something must have changed her mind because she is in our bed, on my lap, wearing my shirt, and explaining her life to me. That makes the queasy feeling disappear. I smile on the inside as I realize no matter what - I have what Kavanagh will never have again.

"I started to realize things though. My life was somewhat led by Ethan. I never experienced any other form of love from a man. It was just him from the start. I had no plans of marriage, but somehow ended up married young. Children were an incredibly distant thought, but then there was a child in my life suddenly. I always dreamed of traveling the world and going to grad school, yet I didn't have that option once I was a mother and wife. Being married young with a family was Ethan's dream, not mine. He led me on this path and I followed because I believed in love. He wanted all of these things, but was willing to throw it away for what? A quickie?" She sighs.

"I was actually only leaning towards just a small separation when his whore put the nail in the coffin. She showed up everywhere. Our house, my work, and she would show up when I was just out and about. She tried to grab Will one day and I almost lost it. We immediately got a restraining order. She was absolutely crazy." She rushes the end while shaking her head. That bitch sounds crazy. Why stalk Ana and Will? I rack my brain to find a reason but come up empty. I would have never let that happen. I also would have never cheated on her. Wow, Ethan has to be missing brain cells to end the marriage he wanted so badly by a quick fuck.

"I was immediately reminded of that time in my life when Miss Starr approached us today. It felt exactly like when the whore approached me back then. I know its silly, but it transported me back to when I wasn't enough for my husband. I was at our marital home with my heart full of love for him and he had his dick in some trash can. I wasn't enough for him that day. I felt I didn't compare to Miss Starr today. She is gorgeous and she was so familiar with you. It was just a shock to see history somewhat repeat. It caught me off guard." She stays quiet for longer than a minute while looking down at her hands. I take this as my chance to set the record straight.

"Baby." I say lifting her chin to look me in the eye. "I'm not Ethan. I will never be Ethan. Trust me, you have ruined me for anyone else on this earth. I am so sorry you went through that. Not only your husband's affair, but his whore harassing you. I can't imagine what that was like. I should have set the record straight in front of her today and that was my fault. I promise to never let you feel that way again. You are more than enough for me. You are my life – the reason I want to wake up every morning. You have already changed me into a better man." I end with a kiss on her neck. I am about to show my woman how much she means to me. I push her back on the bed and slowly pull off her shirt. My shirt. God that turns me on.

"What are you doing?" She asks shyly. I love the fact she is a freak in the sheets but so completely innocent at the same time. I make slow wet kisses down her body to her nipples. I suck one in my mouth and she arches into me. My baby is so responsive. I continue my journey down this magnificent body and end up at her core. I haven't had a chance to fully taste her yet and I am about to dive in.

"Baby, I'm about to show you how much I love you." I say while inhaling the most heavenly scent ever. I hear her whimper and I know she is in for a treat. I lick my tongue from her pucker hole all the way to her clit. I may come from that alone. I continue my assault on her clit and slowly work my fingers in. She is moaning and whimpering. I can barely take hearing her noises.

"Chrisss…" She whispers while arching her back while she detonates in my mouth. I lick up every sweet drop of juice she gives me. My face is covered in her arousal and I want her to taste what I do to her. I climb back up her body and take note of her face. Eyes are shut and she has the most peaceful look. Her mouth is slightly open and her cheeks are flushed. I cover her lips with mine and she wastes no time sucking my tongue in. I set myself at her entrance and slowly plunge in my favorite place in this world.

"Look at me baby." Her eyes open and find mine.

"You are so beautiful." She doesn't say anything but stares back at me. I slow my rhythm and come to a halt in her. Those sweet brows furrow and I know she is thrown off by me stopping.

"Move love, I need you to move." She moans into my mouth.

"Do you feel this? Feel me?" I ask her and she pulls back to look at me.

"Yes I feel you." She is still confused on where I am going with this.

"Do you feel how hard I am?" She nods her head yes. Not good enough.

"Tell me."

"Yes, I feel how hard your dick is inside of me." I close my eyes trying hard not to come at her words.

"That is what you do to me. Only you make me this hard." On the last word I slam into her. She cries out in pleasure and her nails sink into my back.

"I love you Ana, only you for the rest of my life." She explodes around me and her pulsing walls set me out. I shoot my hot load so deep into her – praying for one of my swimmers to make it through. Sex with Ana keeps getting better and better. I honestly didn't think it could. I turn us around and pull the covers over her. She is barely lucid and I smirk knowing I did my job. I satisfied my girl. She nuzzles my chest and I hear her whisper I love you. That is all it takes to send me off into a deep peaceful sleep.

xoEW