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CPOV:
The heat of the bright sun beats down on my face as I walk through the meadow. I let my hands stray from my body and my palms caress the high grass that moves like the sea around me. I continue to walk forward with no destination in mind. Where am I going? Wait, where am I? I'm halted in my tracks when I realize that this is not a familiar place and I'm not sure how I got here. My heartbeat begins to quicken and I flatten my palm over my chest. Calm, Grey. Stay calm. Think. I do just that. I rotate my body in order to see what my full surroundings are. A house. A huge house. Wow...it's a gorgeous house. Whose is it? In front of the house is a pool and off to the other side of the yard is a tremendous play set. So, this is the back of the house. Why am I back here? Why am I here at all? I carry on with my view of the yard and take in that the sound is part of it. Lucky people get to live on the water and witness this view every day? A small amount of jealousy and pain courses through my body. I will forever be stuck in that sterile penthouse in the city. Wait, I love the city. I've never wanted to live out here in the country…my brows furrow and I run a hand through my hair.
My head snaps in the direction of a sound that fills the meadow and make my heart almost beat out of my chest. A giggle. Not just any giggle, a feminine melody that hypnotizes my ears. It's soft and comforting. Motherly. I make slow strides toward the beautiful noise but it suddenly stops. I plant my feet deciding I shouldn't go any further. I'm obviously trespassing on this person's property. I'm lost. I'm not sure where I am or why I'm here. I look towards the sky and close my eyes. I have no idea why I'm here, but I know my body doesn't want to leave. I'm… What's the word I'm looking for? I'm happy...no that's not it. I'm comfortable. No, not right. A slow sigh escapes my parted lips. I'm content right here. Content.
"Daddy!" A small voice echoes from the same area that the giggle came from. "Find me, daddy!" I look around waiting for someone to appear. Clearly this child is waiting to be found by their daddy. No one appears from the house or the clean backyard. It's just me and these two voices in the meadow. Tall grass is swaying all around me as the wind picks up slightly. Before I know what I am doing, my body is making its way towards the voices. I come across a small patch of grass that is about twenty yards ahead of me. I can tell that something or someone is holding this patch of grass down. I instantly become nervous. I do not want to terrify this person and child. I scan the tremendous backyard once more for anyone else. Someone that could help without me scaring the woman and small child. Just as I'm about to take the final steps to the voices, one of them speak again and I find myself rooted to the spot once more.
"Mama, do you think daddy got lost?" That's not the same child-like voice I heard earlier. This is another one. A new one. How many children are in this field?
"No baby. I bet daddy is close by. He'll find us before you know it." That sweet feminine voice, that made my heart crazy with her giggle earlier, comforts the child. I'm moving again and I cannot stop. My body is aching to find these three voices. I break through the last bit of grass that is keeping me from these voices. So many things happen all at once when I find the three voices. The youngest child screams daddy excitedly and runs into my arms. The older child follows and I effortlessly pick both of them up, drawing them closer to my body. They swing their tiny arms around my neck and chant to their mama that their daddy has found them. Recognition. Memory. Everything swarms back to me in a bright white flash. These are my children. That's my beautiful wife lying in the grass in a beautiful white sundress that shows off her long, tan legs. Her hair is in soft curls that lay under her head like a pillow. Her angelic smile broadens as she sees me. I set the boys down and lay next to my wife. Wife. I'm married. I lie on my side and bend my elbow in order to prop my head up on my hand. The youngest child places his hands on my beautiful wife's stomach and plops to his knees on the other side of her. The older child crawls up my wife's legs and settles with his head on her lower stomach. He mimics her and closes his eyes with a small smile playing on his lips. The younger child moves to cuddle into my wife's side. They young children mold into her and I cannot hide the smile that spreads across my face. This sight is magnificent. I could watch all three of them for hours and never tire of it. I catch my wife's eyes and can feel the love shining through them. She reaches her hand up to my face and she softly cradles it.
"What are you smiling at, love?" That heavenly voice caresses my ears again and I fight the urge to remove the children from her so I can have my turn pressing myself into her..
"The beautiful sight in front of me." I lean down to place a soft kiss on her plump, pink lips. I move my hand to her jaw and slowly trace it down her body. Only my finger tips gracing the exposed skin. My hand finally comes to a rest on her abdomen when I see a shiver run through her body, alerting me of her arousal. I lean in again for a tender kiss from my wife as the boys are quietly enjoying the sunshine. They will be asleep before long, nestled into their mother's body is their favorite place to be. I smile when I move my hand once more, splaying my palm over her stomach. My wife's smile reflects my own. Under my large, rough hand and through my wife's delicate skin lies our newest creation. A small hand lies on top of mine and I look back to my wife's eyes.
"A girl." I state to her as if she didn't know.
"A girl." She repeats the words as her eyes dance with amusement as she nods her head.
"Thank you for making me the happiest man in the world." I smile at all three bodies lying next to me. I commit this moment to memory. All five of us under the sun and happy. The perfect family.
"I love you, Ana." I mold my lips to hers once more. This kiss is passionate and borders on the line of indecency. I can't help myself though. When it comes to my wife - I lose my control. I pull away and rest my forehead on hers. We are both smiling like giddy teenagers in love. She looks me in the eyes as if she is committing this moment to her memory.
"I love you, Ethan."
My body flies forward from the bed. With a little more force, I could have actually stood up completely. My heart is beating a mile a minute and sweat is starting to prick my forehead. I will myself to calm down for the sake of not wanting to wake Ana up. I close my eyes and run a hand through my hair. It was only a dream. A dream that started out so beautiful and ended quickly with the most terrifying words I have ever heard. I have had this reoccurring dream ever since our discussion Monday with Ethan. I place my hand on my chest as I practice deep breaths. Just a dream. I open my eyes and take in my surroundings. Ana's bed. In Ana's room. In Ana's house. I look over to my girl, needing to see her for my own comfort. I blink my eyes a few times hoping my lack of sleep this week is causing my eyes to play tricks on me. Her spot in the bed is empty. I run my hand along the sheets and feel the coldness make my skin prick. Where is she? I quickly climb out of bed in hopes of finding her. She isn't in the bathroom as I expected. I check Will's room, but she isn't in there. I make my way all over the house searching for her when it finally hits me where she is. I quietly open the door to her office/library. She is sitting on the window seat that's more like a daybed placed into the wall by the window. It's as if she feels me at the entrance of the door. Her eyes snap in my direction. Her shy smile is on display as I make my way inside the room.
"What are you doing in here?" I ask her. I sit down beside her and place her stretched out legs in my lap. She's wearing a silk navy nighty with a matching untied robe. Delicate lace lines the cleavage area and the bottom. My eyes drink her in greedily. My fingers twitch to make their way up her toned, tan legs and into the sweetest spot on her body. I need to know why she's not in bed first.
"I woke up and couldn't sleep." She shrugs and places her bookmark inside her book. She quietly shuts it and rests it against her perfect tits. She leans her head against the wall behind her. I glance to the clock situated on the wall across the room. 5:00 am shines in bright letters.
"How long have you been up?" I ask while I start to rub small circles into leg muscles. She tries to suppress a moan, but I hear her. Her eyes close as she enjoys my hands slowly massaging her calf muscles.
"An hour, give or take." She responds quietly. "I love your hands." She says even quieter as if it wasn't meant to be said out loud. Her eyes snap open and shoot to mine. I smirk at her and a blush, the one I adore, slowly creeps on her cheeks.
"Tell me what you love about my hands." It's not a question. I continue my work on her calf and slowly start to inch my way up her legs while continuing the massage. She bites her lip and it's my turn to suppress a moan at the sight of her biting that plump, juicy bottom lip. I hear her swallow audibly. "Tell me baby." I keep my voice firm but loving as I demand again.
"I love how masculine they are. They are rough, manly hands that are five times the size of my own. They way they feel so manly as they make contact with my skin…yet they touch me as if they were an angel blessing my skin inch by inch. I love your hands." Her voice is stronger now and it seems she has found her courage. It still amazes me how she can be so brazen and shy at the same time when it comes to sex. I slowly move my hands up her thighs, making sure to show how much I love her with every time I touch her. I lean up and lift her body from the seat. I scoot down and place her underneath me. I mold my lips to her sweet ones once more. Her moan gives me opportunity to taste the sweetness inside her mouth. Our tounges slowly dance with another, tangling in the heat of this moment. I pull back so my lips are barely on hers.
"Let me show you what all these hands can do." I say against her lips and immediately feel her smile against mine. My hands, still making their way up, finally reach the softest lace material. I rub my thumb along the hem as to play on Ana's senses. It doesn't last long as my need takes over and my hands continue their journey to her core. I push her nighty up achingly slow without ever breaking our kiss. Her hands slide into the hair at the nape of my neck and she softly twiddles my hair with her fingers. I expect to find those sweet little matching lace panties that go with this nighty. Yeah, I'm a perv. I checked out my babies panty drawer while she was in the shower one day. Isn't it what boyfriends do? My hand slowly creeps closer to the lace that I know will be damp with need for me, yet my fingers are met with wet bare skin instead. I groan into her mouth as the thought of her being wet and pantiless almost makes me come on the spot.
"No panties, baby?" I ask against her lips as my fingers slide through her damp folds. It does incredible things to my ego knowing this beautiful woman is wet for me. I slide one finger in and place my thumb over her swollen clit at the same time. She arches her back and her voluptuous breasts press into me. Her hardened nipples spur me on to pump into her faster. She moans into my mouth as I slip a second finger in.
"Do you like that baby?" I ask after she moans loudly when one of my fingers hits her g-spot.
"Yes!" She half shouts and half cries in my ear. I bend to collect one of her hard pebbles into my mouth. Once I've kicked it and sucked it a few times, I carefully bite down on it. It sends my baby over the edge and her nails dig into my back. I lean up to look at her lose herself beneath me. Because of me. My dick is straining against my pajama bottoms now, waiting for his turn for a release. Ana's breathing is labored and she silently shakes as my fingers continue to help her ride out her orgasm. I can't take my eyes off of her. She's beautiful. So fucking beautiful. Even early in the morning, when her hair's a mess and she has no trace of makeup at all - she's the prettiest woman in the world. Mine. I smile at that thought. She's all mine. Then why are you dreaming about her and Ethan? My subconscious reminds me. I push that thought to the back of my head and lean in for a breathtaking kiss from my girl. I'm not sure how, but Ana has pushed my pajama bottoms off and is stroking my engorged member below me.
"Do you want me?" Her voice breaks me out of my thoughts. Do I want her? Always.
"Every minute of every day." I tell her truthfully. Her pink blush rises to her checks. That is such a turn on. To know that I can make my baby blush like that makes my dick even harder. She pushes me off of her and I reluctantly move. I sit with my back against the window, legs spread casually. She performs a small strip show for me as she slowly drops her nighty and robe on the floor. She struts towards me as if she is stalking her prey. My dick is standing at full attention waiting for her to enclose him in her warmth. She climbs on top of me, straddling my legs but not quite to my dick. She reaches for him with her petite hands and strokes him slowly. Her right index finger swipes over my tip where the precum is collecting. She brings it to her mouth, making sure she has my full attention, and sucks her finger into it. Her eyes roll into the back of her head as she hums her appreciation. She scoots forward and lines herself up with my waiting member. My hands immediately go to her hips as she sinks down onto my dick. She throws her head back as we both moan in appreciation. She rests her hands on my knees, her body slightly bent backwards. She goes to work driving up and down on me. Her tits bounce like nothing I've ever seen before. I suck one nipple into my mouth again. She leans up and moves closer to my body. She nuzzles my deck and leaves wet kisses up to my ear. She uses my shoulders to keep herself balanced as she fucks me seven ways to Sunday. She's grinding her pussy on me, circling her hips and rocking back and forth. She's driving me wild with need. Her hands find my hair and she pulls, with the pain bordering on painful. I don't mind it though; I'm into a few kinky things. Her walls are tightening around me and I know she's close to her own release again. Her constructing walls are pushing me closer to my own climax and I know it is imminent. I grab her hips and start to control her movements. I bring her as close to me as possible. My head is curled into her neck and she's holding onto me tightly.
"Baby, come, now!" I demand of her and her body complies with my wishes. Her pussy clamps down on me causing my release to explode in her. Thick waves of white hot semen make its way into her tiny body. Her cum is pooling on my legs as it seeps out of her and down my shaft. She falls into my body and she goes limp shortly after. Our breathing is loud and fast. That was the most spectacular morning sex I have ever experienced...that's a lie. Every morning sex with Ana has been spectacular.
"I bet a little boy is going to be up soon. I better go shower while I have the chance." Ana says while leaning away from me when she finally catches her breath. She stands up and puts her nighty back on. I find gratification in watching her. I watch her walk towards the door and before she steps through it she turns back to me.
"Coming?" She asks with a sly grin on her face. I smirk as I get up from my spot at the window, not bothering to throw my pajamas back on.
"I hope so." I say huskily as I lift her over my shoulders and smack her on the ass. She squeals playfully in mock horror. She's spanking my bare ass as we make our way into the bathroom for round two. We lose ourselves in each other under the seaming hot water before our real day begins.
Xx
"Mama, bay-balls gwame?" Will asks through a mouth full of pancakes. Ana giggles and I follow suit. He has been nonstop all morning about going to the baseball game tonight with "Cwistian and Lelly".
"Yes baby. I've already told you we are going to the baseball game, but not if you don't finish breakfast." Ana finishes the sentence with a stern look. It causes Will to straighten his back and stop playing with his food.
"I'll be off early today as I only have two meetings. So I should be here around 4 to grab you." I tell her before taking a bite of my omelet Ana prepared for me.
"We can meet you down there so you don't have to come all the way out here only to turn around and go back." Ana says while taking a bite of her pancakes.
"It's not out of the way at all. Plus, I want to." I say smiling at her. I want to pick up my babies and we ride together as a family. Her answering smile is all I need to see. I pick up our plates and place them in the sink when we have all finished. When I turn back around Ana has Will in her arms wiping his face off.
"I have to go." I say walking over to them. A small pout forms on Ana's lips.
"I know. We are right behind you." She states while walking with me to the garage. I lean in for a kiss and Will scoffs.
"Ewwww." His little voice breaks us apart. We both share a laugh.
"I'm going to remind you of that when you turn 13." I tell him while ruffling his hair. He scrunches up his nose and shakes his head. I turn back to Ana who is smiling brightly at our interaction.
"I'll see you at four. Your last class ends at three, right?" I ask her while she presses the button to open the garage.
"Yup. We will be waiting for you at four." I climb into the SUV and start the engine. Her and Will follow me around to my side. She leans in for one more kiss and it causes a brilliant smile to grace my face.
"I love you." She says to me while returning my smile.
"I love you more." I tell her honestly. I make my way out of the driveway while smiling like a loon at my favorite people waving goodbye to me.
The drive to work is long today as I remember the dream I have had the past few nights. I refuse to tell Ana because I think it will make matters complicated regarding my involvement with Will's safety. I don't want her to think I cannot handle being involved in things with Ethan. Plus, I've shown her I am very insecure about our relationship quite a few times. No reason to add on to that list. While I am panicked slightly regarding that dream, I cannot keep the smile off my face about the wonderful aspects of it. We had three beautiful children. Will, a nameless little boy, and a little girl on the way. It was a delight to see those two little boys. While one was blonde, the other could have been my replica except he had Ana's blue eyes. I wonder if that was the future. If it was actually a glimpse at our future family. As I'm nearing work I make a decision to start looking for a house that resembled the one in the dream. It was beautiful and the land surrounding it was magnificent. Soon, I'm parking in the underground garage. I turn off the car and text Ana that I've made it. I also remind her about the CPO that will be shadowing her today. I grab my bread case from beside me and a thought halts my movements. In my dream the older child said something, something that I overlooked until now. It causes the most brilliant, jaw hurting smile to stretch from ear to ear on my face.
Will called me daddy.
Xo EW
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