I DO NOT OWN FSOG.
APOV:
"Hello? Where is everyone?" I hear a deep voice call from the kitchen. I make my way out of the office and follow the sounds of keys, wallet, and cellphone hitting the kitchen counter.
"Ah, there's my girl." Christian picks me up as soon as I'm close to him and I wrap my legs around his waist. His lips meet mine in a slow, sweet kiss.
"Mmm, welcome home." I hum my appreciation and greetings against his lips.
"That's my favorite kind of welcome home so far." He grins against my lips before giving me a couple more kisses.
"Do you hear that?" I shake my head no in response. "Exactly. It's too quiet. Where's Will?" He questions as he sits us down on the couch with me still in his lap.
"Him and dad went for a walk. They should be back soon. Dad and Meredith are joining us for dinner." I explain the reason for the unusual quiet.
"What exactly are you cooking? It smells out of this world." He sniffs the air like a dog causing a giggle to slip from my lips.
"Pot roast with mashed potatoes and carrots." I tell him and watch as his eyes roll back in his head.
"That sounds amazing and I can't wait. What have you been up to since they went on their walk? You seem pretty excited about something which means you weren't cleaning." He says teasing me.
"Well, actually...I met with my therapist today." I begin and his eyes light up in acknowledgement.
"How'd it go?" He questions me, generally concerned.
"It wasn't pleasant, but I think it's going to really help." I tell him truthfully. "Anyways, that's not what I was going to tell you. My therapist gave me a goal to meet until our next visit. I needed to do something I've always wanted to do, but haven't because I've been scared of failing or upsetting others. So…" I begin to tell him but trail off as a horrible realization hits me. What if he doesn't like what I've done? What if he's upset at me and yells?
"Ana? Are you going to tell me?" His eyes search my face for answers while his voice pulls me back to the present.
"Well, I put in my resignation. This will be my last semester teaching. I know I've mentioned it before, but I never thought I would actually do it. So I did it." I rush out quickly,worried about his reaction. His hands cup my face and he pulls me in for a kiss.
"I am so proud of you. You've been talking about this since I met you. You continue to amaze me everyday baby." His words are so fierce and sincere that they bring tears to my eyes.
"Hey, no crying. This is a happy moment." He runs his hands under my eyes to wipe away the tears that have gathered there.
"I was worried you might think I made a horrible decision." My words make me realize I truly may have made the wrong decision. I don't actually have a backup plan or a job. Shit.
"Does your dad know?" He asks softly as my hands play with his hair. His eyes close and his mouth parts. I giggle at his relaxed face and it causes a smile to stir on his lips.
"Yeah, he does. That's the cause for dinner tonight. He thought this was worth a celebration." My dad thought what I did was brilliant, but I'm not sure if it's because I finally did something for myself or because he truly thought it was a good idea. Either way, he wanted to celebrate it. Who am I to say no to a celebration with my family?
"So, what's next? Any idea yet?" He casually asks while playing with my ring finger. I wonder if this is an unconscious habit or a hint to me.
"Well, I'm going to finish the summer with Will. I want to spend every day with him before he starts daycare." The thought of my baby starting daycare instantly puts a frown on my face.
"What about a vacation? You, me, Will and a warm beach with crystal blue water." He doesn't look at me as he speaks. I bite my lip as I realize he is afraid I will reject his idea.
"I think a warm beach with you and Will sounds wonderful" I lean in for a kiss on his lips which he ultimately deepens. We pull away, breathing heavily. He rests his forehead against mine.
"Really?" He seeks confirmation from me and I nod against him.
"Will is going to be so excited." I kiss him once more before pulling away when I hear the garage door open. I get up off his lap and make my way to the kitchen.
"Mama! I got you somefin!" Will shouts cheerfully as he runs inside. He is holding something behind his back and wearing a shy little grin. My dad chuckles at Will before sitting down at the kitchen table.
"What is it?" I question as kneel down to his level.
"You have to guess!" He says exasperatedly, like I should know how this game works by now.
"Hmm… a giraffe?" I play along even though I'm honestly not sure what he has behind his back.
"Noo! Guess again!" He tells me deadpan.
"Ice cream?" I guess again.
"Mama, no!" He starts to giggle a little at my silly guesses. His eyes shoot up above my head and the brightest smile forms on his face.
"Chwistian!" He says excitedly before revealing his arms and running past me with my surprise. Christian bends down and scoops him up while Will throws his arms around his neck.
"Hey buddy." Christian says before leaning back to see Will's face.
"I got Mama a supwise." Will tells him before realizing he never gave me my surprise even though I can see it clear as day in his hand.
"Heyyy!" I say dramatically while pouting still kneeling on the floor.
"Let's help Mama off the floor then you can give her her surprise." Christian says to Will who agrees with a nod of his head. They, mainly Christian, help me up off the floor while I continue to mock pout.
Christian leans down and whispers in Will's ear. Will hands me the wildflowers that him and dad must have picked on their walk. The stems are short and thin, but the petals are a vibrant mix of yellow and white.
"For me?" I ask genuinely surprised by his sweet gift. We always pick flowers outside, but he's ever picked them with intentions to give them to me.
Will nods his head before shyly snuggling into Christian. I lean forward and give him a kiss on the cheek and whisper thank you in his ear. The shy smile I'm rewarded with makes my heart melt.
"Knock knock!" Meredith's voice breaks our little moment, but it is welcomed. Will is back to being the outgoing, wild child of mine. Christian pulls me into his side, kisses my head before moving to help Meredith with the grocery bags she has.
I watch as Christian and Will fawn over her and I silently thank the good lord above for blessing me with an amazing mom.
I'm awoken by an unfamiliar noise coming from behind me. I blink my eyes in the pitch black room and realize a bright light is shining behind me. From Christian's side of the bed.
I look to the alarm clock on my side. I feel my eyes bug out when I read 1:33 AM in bright letters. I roll over slowly to see what he's doing up so late or early whichever way you look at it.
"Christian?" I whisper, my voice groggy with sleep.
"Baby, did I wake you?" He dims the light on his MacBook before brushing a hand through my hair. I close my eyes and relish his touch.
"What are you doing?" I question instead of telling him he did wake me up with his typing.
He doesn't respond. I open my eye to find a shy Christian Grey looking back down at the screen. I can see from the dim light that he has a light blush covering his cheeks.
I sit up, curious to what he is looking at. I move next to him so our legs are touching and I lay my head on his arm.
The screen has multiple tabs open, but the main page is a picture of a beach.
He clears his throats then speaks.
"I couldn't sleep so I decided to look for places to go." His voice is shy and quiet. I fight the urge to smile at this man who can be so shy then ruling the world in the same breath. I love him.
"Well, what did you find?" I ask genuinely interested in what he's found.
"I found a few places in the Caribbean. Two in the Bahamas, one in Jamaica and one in Turks & Caicos…" he says while typing on the laptop.
"Which one is your favorite?" I ask as he begins pulling up the four locations he found.
"I personally love this private house in the Bahamas. It's on a private stretch of beach, has a private pool, large back yard for Will to run around, six bedrooms and seven baths. Plus, it has a second house on the property which we could put the security. My favorite part about it is that the whole back yard is flat. From the patio to the pool to the green grass that meets the white sand, everything is flat. No cliffs or long walks down to the beach." He says while pulling it up for me to see. I don't even have to look at it to know this is the place we should go - purely on what Christian said.
Since he's taken care of finding a place, I can work on getting him back to sleep.
"Then that's it. Let's go there." I tell him while rubbing my hand up and down his arm. I feel goosebumps rise on his arms and I know my plan is working.
"But I didn't even show you the rest of the places." He says confused while looking down at me. I slowly lean up on my knees, shut his laptop and place it on the nightstand. I make sure my harden nipples lightly touch his chest and arms as I lean over him. I move to straddle him after moving his laptop, my hands immediately going around his neck and into the hair on the nape of his neck.
"I trust you to find a beautiful place for all of us. If you think that's the best place, then let's book it." I say while I move slightly so my core is resting on his enlarged member.
"You trust me?" He says weakly as I shift on him again, his eyes never leaving mine.
"I trust you" I lean in and give him a kiss on his jaw "with Will" another kiss on the opposite jaw "with my secrets" a kiss on the side of his mouth "with my heart" a kiss on the other side of his mouth "I trust you" finally a kiss on his lips and he deepens it immediately.
He grabs hold of my thighs and flips us so I'm nestled below him on the comfort of my silk sheets.
"Do you have any idea what that does to me? To hear you trust me with everything…" he doesn't finish his sentence before his lips are back on mine.
"Show me" I whisper against his lips, smiling inwardly realizing my plan worked. I'm going to make Mr. Grey so tired he won't have a choice but to fall asleep.
He smiles against my lips before pulling me to a sitting up position. He quickly discards of his clothes before successfully riding me of mine in record time. His body presses mine back into the mattress and his flips starts a trail from my neck to my chest.
"I want to take my time, show you every single way your words make me feel, but I won't make it. When I see you come, I'll lose it, and I really want to be inside you when I do that.
I can only whimper a response as he plunges into me, his lips finding mine again as he starts a slow rhythm between us. I instinctively wrap my legs around him.
"I love you" he says between so thrusts "so much."
"I love you too, but move - faster" I'm meeting him thrust for thrust, but he continues at a slow pace.
"If you want it faster, maybe you should show me how fast." He says in a low husky voice. I grin against his lips as I push us to roll over. He's too heavy for me to flip us on my own, so he follows my lead and does much of the work to flip us.
He loves me on top and I love driving him wild.
He goes to lay flat against the bed, but I stop him and pull him so we are nose to nose - chest to chest. I begin to rise slowly, stopping when his head is the only thing in me and then I sink slowly back down on him. His groan encourages me on.
I begin to move quickly as I chase my orgasm and his too. The whole room is quiet besides our heavy breathing, bodies moving against each other and the moans coming out of our mouths. This position is sensual, hot, and beyond erotic. Plus, it's like we are one. But it's always like that no matter what position…
"Baby, I can't hold out much longer." Christian says through gritted teeth as he keeps his orgasam at bay for my own.
"Christian" I whisper as I chase my own orgasam, moving up and down on him quickly. I push my hands through the hair on the back of his head and he moans at the feeling.
"I know baby, let go. Come for me." He says and I do on his command. One of his large hands grips my hip while the other slowly moves up my stomach to my left boob and gives my already hardened nipple a gentle twist. It prolongs my orgasam when I feel him shoot off deep inside me. The hand hold my hip pushes my hips down so we both still as he comes and I come down from mine.
Without another word, he lays back on the bed with him still inside me, grabs the covers and pulls it over us.
I lay there quietly and listen as his breathing evens out. He's asleep.
Mission accomplished.
Again, this is not edited like it should be. I'm just uploading from my phone while I'm on the way to an appointment. So, please know that I know it probably looks and reads like crap.
xoEW