Chapter 7
Author's note: Trigger warning : PTSD. Sexual assault , Also probably Alcoholism idk? Cat isn't an alcoholic but she will be getting hammered in this chapter , and she is using alcohol as a crutch to deal with the assault and her ptsd.
Kara woke up to hear delicious moans working their way in her ear. "Hmmm ?Whats going on" Kara asked. Moments later kara could feel something wet pushing up against her leg in time with the moans. "Cat snap out of it!" Kara yelled worried that Cat would feel betrayed that she had let things get that far.
It was then that Cat woke up . "Oh fuck It hurts ." Cat yelled before she realized that she was humping the side of Kara's leg. "Fuuuuck" Cat moaned "Kara ,I'm so sorry!"
Kara looked at Cat and asked "Are you ok?"
"Yeah , i'm fine just it really hurts and that felt really good" Cat groaned
"Well If you want to you can go back to doing it . It's fine with me." Kara offered
" Are you sure?" Cat asked. Receiving a nod from Kara ,Cat quickly resumed her actions. Cat's core burned and as she brushed it against Kara's flesh she could feel pleasure waves go through her whole body. "Fuck Kara you feel so good" Cat moaned as she began to wrap both of her legs against Kara's again Cat was driven wild at the pleasure of pushing her wet slit up against Kara. Cat greatly appreciated that Kara allowed her to press herself against Kara and Cat wanted to return the favor. So Cat positioned her mouth over one of Kara's exposed nippels and allowed her hand to cup the other breast. Cat slowly played circles over Kara's nippels with her index finger and hger tongue . As Cat played with her Kara began to moan loudly and her back arched in the pleasure.
"Fuck Cat that feels good" Kara moaned. Cat moaned back as she continued rubbing herself against Kara . It was then that Cat noticed the there was again a tent being pitched between Kara's legs. Cat paused for a moment caught in between her fear for an alpha's erection and her lust for her girldriend's member . A burning twinge of pain shot up her body from deep inside of her, telling her that she needed Kara to fill her up, but simultaneously she couldn't control the flashback she had , suddenly reliving every time he had forced himself on her.
"Cat , I think we should stop for now. You look upset and baby steps are probably the best way to get over this. Ok?" Kara suggested.
Cat stopped rubbing herself against Kara and looked up at her with tears welling up in her eyes. "Yeah you are probably right, I'm sorry." Cat spoke ashamed of being unable to go any further.
"You have nothing to be sorry for , It's all ok . I'm really glad you were able to feel comfortable getting pleasure from your body, that is an important step! And I'm proud of you Cat . You can overcome this , and I promise I will be there for you every step of the way" Kara promised as she sat up and positioned herself to hide the erection that she knew had triggered Cat.
"Thank you Kara." Cat said giving Kara a kiss and sitting up herself. "Baby steps" Cat repeated Kara's words with a deep breath.
"It's going to be ok Cat!" Kara reassured.
"Thank you Kara, it means a lot." Cat said while she hugged Kara.
"How about some leftovers ?" Kara suggested.
" Yeah sounds great ! Do you wanna heat the food up while I change my pants ? Haha they are a little wet" Cat said blushing.
"Haha yeah you should change then, I will heat up some stuff . How do you feel about breakfast by the tv ?" Kara suggested.
"Sounds great" Cat nodded with a smile.
Kara left Cat in the bedroom to change while she set off to begin reheating some of the leftovers in the microwave. It took a couple minutes but Kara had decided on a good spread of various dishes and reheated most of them.
"How is the reheating going ?" Cat asked as she walked into the kitchen where Kara was fixing their breakfast.
"Almost done , do you wanna set up the TV with something you like to watch while i finish up ?" Kara asked.
"Sure , but what do you wanna watch? Do you have a favorite movie or tv show? Or just something you really feel like watching? " Cat asked.
"Ohh Moana is probably on demand by now? If you can suffer through my singing the whole movie that would be great! I love that movie !" Kara suggested.
"Yeah, It is really good. Carter and I love it too." Cat said smiling to herself. "I can get it all set up while you finish up in here?" Cat offered.
"Sounds good!" Kara respoinded.
Once Kara had completed reheating the food she carried it all out to the couch for the two of them to share during the movie. "Your meal is served" Kara said with a flourish.
" Oh thank you! The movie is ready when you are!" Cat thanked.
-One movie later-
"I love that movie every time" Kara squealed.
"Haha I'm glad you liked it." Cat said smiling. "How would you feel about Mario Kart again?" Cat asked , excitement in her eyes.
"That sounds great!" Kara said happy to see how excited Cat was.
Just as Cat got the console ready and had started the game up she turned around to Kara and asked "Hey do you want a drink ? I'm just a little tense with the combination of getting so riled up this morning and having the flashback to what he did."
"No thanks , I can't actually get drunk on human alcohol so it normally is just like bad soda to me. And i'm sorry that you still have to deal with what he did to you." Kara explained.
"Oh that sucks , i'm sorry Kara. But i think I will have that drink alone then." Cat said running off to the kitchen and returning moments later with a nice bottle of scotch and a glass with some rocks in it. As Cat sat down and poured herself a drink Kara could see a flash of something on her face. Kara wasn't sure what the face that Cat made ment but it didn't look good , it looked like she was about to attempt to climb a mountain.
" Are you ok?" Kara asked worried placing her hand on Cat's arm to stop her before she could take a drink.
"Yeah , I am fine " Cat attempted to lie.
Kara knew that Cat was lying but she could also tell that Cat was determined to drink and that there was nothing she could do to change Cat's mind. So instead of fighting her Kara just gave Cat a hug and said "I love you Cat, take care of yourself ok?"
Cat gave a nod before reaching for her drink and doing it all in one swig and pouring another. Kara grew increasingly worried at how quickly Cat drank the whiskey. But Kara didn't know what to do so she just rested a hand on Cat's back supportively. "Wanna rest your head in my lap again while we play?" Kara offered .
Cat reached for her drink to down another couple shots in one swig before nodding and responding "Yeah that would be really nice" Cat poured another glass but to Kara's relief Cat didn't immediately drink it this time , instead Cat passed Kara her controller and they began playing. Cat kept drinking in between races , after a couple more drinks Kara began to beat Cat.
"Haha congratsulations Kara! You beat mes!" Cat congratulated Kara slurring.
Kara laughed "Cat you are drunk. Am I gonna have to cut you off ?" Kara threatened.
"I'm not drunk , I'm just loosened up." Cat said putting down her controller and shifting on the couch. "And you deserve a reward for finally beating me!" Cat continued as she began to mount Kara. "You know you are crazy sexy Kara?" Cat began as she started grinding against Kara. "You still haven't put a shirt on yet" Cat giggled and rested her hands on Kara's supple chest "And these are fucking perfect" Cat continued as she began to play with kara's nippels softly.
"Fuck" Kara moaned . Cat knew what she was doing , and even tho she was pretty drunk she was able to overwhelm Kara. Kara could feel Cat's wetness against her , it was ever so enticing. Kara couldn't stop her erection from growing and beginning to push against Cat's needy slit through their clothes.
"Yes Kara please I need it" Cat began moaning as she grinded against Kara's growing length.
"No" Kara said softly trying to find it inside herself to stop Cat. Kara was beginning to realize that Cat wasn't herself anymore and that the alcohol had taken over.
"Come On Kara I need it , It hurts so much without you inside me!' Cat pleaded grinding harder against Kara's still growing length. "It's ok , I want you Kara." Cat tempted.
"No, It's not Ok , and This isn't how I want you !" Kara yelled
Cat stopped immediately . "I'm sorry"
"It's ok , just , I don't want you like this , I want you to want to do this because you love me and you wanna share this part of yourself with me , not because you are drunk." Kara explained as she helped Cat shift so that she was resting against her instead of mounted ontop of her. "Are you ok ?" Kara asked worried about Cat.
"I'm embarrassed , horny , and i'm gonna fall asleep any minute now cause i'm really drunk , but if you are ok then i am too ." Cat admitted as she snuggled up to Kara feeling the tug of sleep pulling her away from Kara slowly.
"Yeah we are ok" Kara said as she began to scratch behind Cat's ear.
" I love you Kara." Cat whispered softly as she slipped into sleep .
Kara's heat sung hearing Cat say she loved that she loved her but she was more than a little worried that it was the alcohol talking.
Ariel dragonWolf on Chapter 5 (Ao3)
awesome looking forward to more brilliant thank you
From Jessica: Omg thank you so much ! I just posted a chapter that was about twice the normal size , hope you like it ! sorry i didn't get to reply until this chapter.
From: Anna (Guest) (FF)
Anna:Love the story!
From Jessica: Thank you so much ! I really appreciate the support I am getting on these stories!
Natclouds on Chapter 6 (Ao3)
Can't wait to see what happens next. Kara is a very caring person in general.
From Jessica: Yeah ! I totally agree! I think that's one of the reasons I love her character so much ! And i think she continues being very Kara concerned about Cat and her drinking in this chapter. Hope you enjoy! And thank you so much for your continued support ! your comments mean alot!