When Feilong woke up, he was greeted with another body heat, it felt nice so he snuggled in to the warmth more and felt someone hugging him, he ignored it since he thought that it is all a dream, he must admit someone's body warmth feels nice, he felt safe with those arms around him, so since it's all a dream he decided to be more greedy and just drowned in to that comforting warmth, his arms snaked around the figure and he just snuggled as close as possible and sighed in pleasure, he felt so nice.

But soon his comfort ended and all thoughts about this body warmth being just a dream were crushed, he heard a chuckle, which he immediately recognized and felt a kiss being placed on top of his head. Feilong's eyes became wide open and he pushed himself away from the body, ending up in a quite embarrassing fall from the bed and scream.

When he looked up to the bed he saw Arbatov leaning down and looking at him with shocked expression.

"Fei, are you alright?" Mikhail asked concerned.

"What the hell are you doing in my bed?!" Feilong yelled, he was shocked, what the hell happened yesterday after he fainted?

"Wellllllllllllll… after you fainted I carried you to your room, but your hands were gripping on me tightly and you wouldn't let me go, after seeing that, your father told me to sleep with you from now on, since we will soon get married and everything, so I thought why not? Since I haven't seen my Fei Fei for so long and I missed you so much, I thought why not? We will get much more closer that way, like we used to be." Mikhail grinned he looked at Feilong and waited patiently till Feilong will explode and will start to yell, like always, his Fei was always short tempered.

"Arbatov you dam bastard! Get the hell out of here, I have never agreed to marry you or have any wish to do so, now move your damn ass out of here. And why the hell I am naked?!" Feilong said while covering with sheets who laid on the ground with deep red cheeks.

"Well I am completely naked too, so we are equal." Mikhail said with a smile on his face.

"Arbatov!" Feilong yelled and stood up, in rage he grabbed chair who stood nearby and raised it in the air planning to hit Mikhail with it, but he was stopped by guards who ran in to the room after hearing Feilong yelling, they wanted to check if everything was alright, but when they saw Feilong only covering his modesty with a sheet from his bed, about to hit Mikhail with a heavy chair, well…. That wasn't a sign that everything was alright, Mikhail is soon to be their master, so they must protect him, but Feilong is also their master, andddd their new boss soon to be wife, as weird as it sounds its true, so they had to work quickly and do something, so they grabbed Feilongs arms stopping him from hitting Mikhail who is laying in the bed with a smile on his face, they wondered how could he stay so relaxed in this kind of situation, when Feilong was about to smash a heavy chair on him, and they knew really well, even though Feilong was a bearer, he still was really dangerous, strong and trained assassin who could easily take care of both bodyguards with one hand. For their luck Feilong was too occupied with glaring at Mikhail and trying to snatch something else and to hit Mikhail with it, and poor bodyguards had to take everything away and do everything not to hurt Feilong and also not to let Feilong hurt Mikhail.

But to bodyguards luck, Feilong's father heard smashing sounds and yelling Feilong so he decided to check what is happening.

"Liu Feilong, what is the meaning of this? What do you think you are doing to your fiancé?" Feilongs father said with a stern voice and glared at Feilong, while Feilong glared back.

"Father, what were you thinking?!" Feilong yelled.

"Thinking about what?"

"Me getting married with him!" Feilong angrily pointed with his finger towards Mikhail.

"That is your duty and a great honor to bring peace to two families tired of war with a marriage."

"Oh really? So you are saying that you aren't doing this just to get rid of me, but also for peace? How wonderful…" Feilong said everything with a sarcasm especially the last line.

"Liu Feilong, this marriage is a must! You are the only one who can do that!"

"No I am not, I have plenty of woman cousins, but you haven't thought about them, have you? You are just too happy to get rid of me like this, as if you want to sacrifice a member of the clan, while I am perfect for that."

"You will marry Mikhail Arbatov and will bring a peace to our two clans, I don't care what you want, you will show him respect and will do as he says, like a woman do." With these last words Feilong's father took both bodyguards and left.

Feilong sat on top of the bed and sighed, he tried to keep his cold face expression and don't show the tears who were about to spill from his eyes, but it was so hard. It wasn't his fault for being born bearer, or that his mother died while giving birth to him, he was sad because of that too and felt guilty too, because of him, his mother died, but he can't understand why his father hatted him so much, while he lost his wife, Feilong lost his mother, which made him feel insecure about family business, he knew that his father hatted him and wanted to get rid of him, he never shoved at least an ounce of love or care towards Feilong, but when he found out that Feilong is a bearer, he completely changed, Feilong hopped that his father, maybe he finally found some love or even a pity towards Feilong that's why he started to act with him differently, but as always, it was because his father wanted to use him, that's why he started to act with him differently, not because he loved him, because he wanted to get rid of him and wanted to use him, Feilong felt heartbroken and as always the only one who saw his pain and carried for him was his Mikha.

Mikhail gently hugged Feilong and brought him closer, he made so that Feilong was laying on top of him, Feilong's head resting on top of his chest, he gently kissed the salty tears away and soothed Feilong.

"Everything will be alright, I will never leave you alone, never again, I'll protect you from them, I will take you far away, I will only let you to see happy and beautiful things, I will make you happy, I will be your shield, I will never let you go, I will give you life that you deserve, Fei I love you, I will protect you." Mikhail said these words while gently hugging and kissing Feilong.

These words made Feilong's heart skip a beat and blush, he was an idiot, he still loves this man, but he can't simply just to forgive him for leaving him alone for so long, so he will make him suffer some more.

"Are you saying this to your all lovers? I heard that you have quite a number of them." Feilong said bitterly, he pulled himself away from Mikhail and stood up.

"Fei, you know that I only love you, I only loved you no matter what, this will never change."

"if you love me so much, you would have never slept with other people. The moment you did so the first time, you betrayed me and your love for me."

"Feilong!"

"I am going to take a bath, now…. you can go after I will be done." Feilong turned away and started to walk towards bathroom, he closed gently doors and then crumbled to the ground, why must he be in love with such an unfaithful idiot who always makes him angry… life is so unfair.

After really long bath with bubbles, Feilong finally left the bathroom, while wearing his bathrobe and drying his wet hair, he sighed in relief when he looked around and saw that his room is now empty, that there is no Mikhail in it.

He sat on top of his king size bed and sighed, he didn't know what to do, he doesn't know how to face Mikhail now, what to say to him and more importantly, how can he face his father now, he now is sure that he will never get any love from his father, that's why he will do something that he can do pretty well, to kill his emotions, he did it million times before, all those times were also because of his father, it's not that hard for him anymore as it used to be, even from the start when Feilong was only a child he knew that his father hates him and he shouldn't expect anything from him... but still he kept hopping and now, from today on he will stop doing that, his father doesn't deserve his pain.

But still there is only one person that he just cannot forget or to kill his emotions to… as always it's Mikhail Arbatov, how many times he wanted just to forget that man and to kill his feelings towards him, but he just couldn't, only him, only him he couldn't forget.

Feilong decided to stop his self-pity and to dress up, then go to have some breakfasts, bear his father's presence and to act as if everything is perfect, as always.

He undressed and started to search for some new clothes in his closet without any care in the world, when suddenly doors to his room burst open and Mikhail with a tray of food marched in to the room, when he saw at what a bad timing he came in for Feilong and what a wonderful timing he came in for himself, he just froze and started to look up Feilong from head to toe, with a smile on his face of course.

"God, thank you for this timing." Mikhail whispered, but of course Feilong heard it.

"Mikhail Arbatov, get the hell out of here right now! Stop staring at me!" Feilong yelled while blushing, and searching like crazy for something that he could cover his nakedness with. In the end he chose to just hide in his closet

"Fei, you heartless creature, how could you just hide in your closet away from me… so cruelllll…" Mikhail faked a pitiful sob.

"Get the hell out of here, why did you even came here?!"

"Well if you already forgot, let me remind something for you, from now on this room is also mine, we will be sleeping together in the same room from now on, andddd I went in the kitchen and asked some food to be prepared for you, since it is pretty obvious that you don't want to see your father at the moment or to talk with him, so I told everyone that you are still feeling unwell from yesterday and will be staying at your room, and as a faithful and lovely fiancé I will be the one who will be taking care of you."

"I don't need your help or pity, now leave, ask maids to prepare another room for you, I don't want to sleep with you."

"Feiiii, we will be only sharing the bed, nothing more, unless of course you want something more… Fei you naughty." Mikhail whistled and laughed when he heard Feilongs growl.

"You damn… ahhh… I just give up, there is no use." Feilong just simply opened his closet's doors and marched out completely naked towards awestruck Mikhail, Feilong just simply took the food tray from Mikhail's hands sat on the bed and started to eat, still completely naked and it looked like Feilong didn't mind it at all, he looked even really comfortable.

"Thank you god for my timing, and that really soon all this will be mine." Mikhail started to smile and to repeat it over and over again.

"You know sometimes you scare me." Feilong said with a bored voice.

"I know, but do you know that you are world's most perfect human being?"

"Of course I know that." Feilong said and flipped his still wet hair back.

Feilong froze when he saw Mikhail walking towards his closet, he raised an eyebrow in confusion when he saw Mikhail returning with a clean, big and fluffy bathrobe and the same looking towel.

He felt being covered with bathrobe and his wet hair being pulled away from his back, when he turned around he saw Mikhail drying his hair.

"We can't let you to catch a cold, you are too beautiful to get sick." Mikhail said and kissed Feilongs hair while drying them.

"If you don't remember we were fighting just before I went for a bath." Feilong said ignoring Mikhail's hands on his waists.

"I know, I remember."

"So why are you still all over me and acting as if nothing happened?"

"Because what you said is true, and I am ashamed of that, I want to show you that my love for you is not a joke, that it is real, and I will do anything to gain your trust and maybe love again."

"You are such an idiot, do you know that?" Feilong sighed and tried to hide his blush.

"I know… I am only like that for you, no one else."

"No you are an idiot because you think that I don't love you anymore. If I didn't love you anymore think Arbatov, think, what would I have done if I wouldn't love you anymore." Feilong sighed yet again and continued to eat his food.

"What? Fei what do you mean by that?" Mihail asked stunned.

"Just what I just said, now answer my damn question." Feilong frowned.

"You… You would have killed me yesterday after hearing about our engagement."

"Yes, I would have killed you."

"But Feilong why are you pushing me away then?"

"It's not that I don't love you anymore, I do, I just don't have any more trust for you, that's all. Do you really think that after all these years, after how many rumors I have heard about you and after that day when you just simply left me all alone without saying a word, you didn't even called once in all these years, do you actually think that I still trust you?"

"Fei I will do anything to gain your trust back, tell me how and I will do anything to gain it back, please Fei, I love you, you know I do. I have done everything for a really important reason, I have done everything for you." Mikhail grabbed Feilong's hands and squeezed them tightly, but after seeing Feilong's frown when he stopped him from eating he quickly let his hands go.

"Oh really? Well I don't really care anymore… as for gaining my trust back, you have to figure it out yourself, as you have figured out how to leave me without saying a single word and don't contact me for all these years, I think that this one will be a piece of cake for you. And now if you'll excuse me I am hungry so I will continue to eat my food." Feilong turned away from Mikhail with a small blush on his cheeks and continued to eat his food, while Mikhail sat behind Feilong and was hugging him from behind and from time to time he tested his luck and would kiss the back of Feilong's neck, Feilong's most sensitive body part, but after few attempts when Mikhail started to feel more braver when Feilong ignored him, he started to kiss, bite and lick Feilong's neck, which earned him a hit to his ribs.

"I can't even eat normally around you."

"But Fei that's all your fault…"

"How is it my fault that you keep harassing me while I am eating?" Feilong frowned and glared at Mikhail, who quickly jumped from bed still a hand near his ribs, the place where Feilong hitted him.

"Fei, you are too beautiful… and I love you too much." Mikhail sulked.

"Yeah right, now shut up, I am going to dress up and I will be going to read a book, and I hate disturbing noises."

Feilong turned around and thanked god that he decided to grow his hair really long, since it can easily hide his entire face, because if his hair were short Mikhail would be able to see his extreme blush. That was so close, he almost broke down, when he felt Mikhail's lips on the back of his neck for the first time, but he managed to bear it, but when Mikhail started to kiss, bite and lick his neck aggressively he almost broke down and started to moan, his brain started to turn in to a mush and he started to want to just simple give up to Mikhail and oh how much he wanted more, much more, but before he completely gave in he managed to gather the last pieces of his will power and strength, and he hitted Mikhail in to his ribs.

But sadly for Feilong, Mikhail had a really good idea about what Feilong thought and that Feilong was blushing, he managed to get a glimpse of Feilongs face, just for a few seconds, but god how happy he was for managing to get a glimpse of Feilong's face. He will do anything to make Feilong trust him again, he loves Feilong and to just simply let him go after so long, after he done so much for Feilong, he can't do that.

So Mikhail just sat on top of the bed and looked at now dressed up Feilong sitting near the window in his favorite chair with book in his hands, Feilong looked more beautiful than ever, well in his eyes Feilong is always the most beautiful, he couldn't understand how could Feilong's father hate his own son, such a beautiful and smart one. Well, maybe because of how similar Feilong looked to his deceased mother, but still to hate your child is unthinkable for Mikhail, that's why Mikhail will love his and Feilong's children no matter what and he will give all the love that Feilong never got, he will love Feilong so much that Feilong would even try to run away from him, from all that love that he will receive from Mikhail, but Mikhail won't let him to run away, he will get him used to it and then later he will drown Feilong in his love so that he couldn't run away from him or more like that Feilong wouldn't think about leaving him.

"Why are you staring at me like that? It's creepy." Feilong said after catching Mikhail staring at him.

"Sorry Fei… you are just too beautiful for me not to look at you." Mikhail said and sulked.

"You aren't a ruthless Russia mafia leader, you are a dog, that's who are you." Feilong snorted and turned away.

"Sooooo since I am a dog, can I get a kiss anddd be petted for a while?" Mikhail grinned.

"No."

"Why?"

"Because I said so."

"Feiiii, you are so mean."

"Shut up or get out of here, I am reading a book now, I told you that I hate noises when I am reading." Feilong said without even lifting his eyes from the book.

"Hayyyyyyyy, honey." Mikhail grinned when he said that and watched with interest how Feilong's face hardened and he slowly looked from his book at Mikhail.

"What did you said?" Feilong asked with completely neutral face, but Mikhail knew that this kind of face expression is more dangerous than angry Feilong's face expression.

"I just said, that I will keep quite honey, or is my love more suitable for you?" Mikhail knew that he is playing with destiny, but he just couldn't restrain himself from teasing Feilong.

He watched how Feilong stood up and looked at him for a while without saying a word, then he just simply threw his book that he just red at Mikhail's head. Mikhail fell backwards from the bed and released surprised cry. Suddenly, yet again the doors to their bedroom burst open and two guards with guns in their hands runned in, but this time it wasn't guards of Feilong's father's organization, it was Mikhail's men, who guarded doors this time.

When they runned in to the room and looked around they froze, there was no danger, well at least it looked like that. Feilong sat in his favorite spot and looked at both guards as calm as ever, then they looked down and saw Mikhail laying on the floor while clutching his head and near him laid a book, the only one who could have thrown it is of course Feilong, but can they do something for Feilong? Feilong is their soon to be second boss, well the wife of their leader, so they can't possibly harm him, but he threw book at their boss so they can't leave him unpunished, right?

"Is there anything I can help you with?" Feilong asked both guards with perfect Russian accent.

"Ah there is nothing, please excuse us." One of the guards said and bowed to Feilong before getting out of the room and dragging another guard outside too.

Outside the room

Both guards breathed a sigh of relief and looked at each other.

"Boss laid on the floor, knocked out." One guard said to another.

"I know… boss future to be wife… is scary."

"Yeah… as my mother said, be more afraid of beautiful people than ugly ones."

"Golden words."

"…."

"….."

"But he's so beautiful."

"I know right."

"We are so fucking lucky to be able even to look at him."

"Yeah, we are lucky as hell."

Back inside the room

Feilong walked towards still laying on the floor Mikhail and looked at him.

"Hey, get up, I haven't hitted you that hard." Feilong looked at him and frowned.

"My head feels like splitting apart…. Fei you meanie, why did you had to throw that book so hard?" Mikhail fake sobbed and turned away, faking being hurt.

Feilong turned away and walked to the bathroom leaving Mikhail alone, after few minutes he returned with a wet, cold cloth.

Feilong knelt near Mikhail, took his head and putted it on top of his laps, then he smashed the wet cloth on top of Mikhail's face.

"Stop being such a weakling if you want to get married with me." Feilong said and looked at Mikhail's eyes.

"Feiiii, love youuuu."

"Yeah, yeah."

"You are such a tsundere ." Mikhail teased Feilong and laughed.

"Ah just shut up if you don't want to be hitted again." Feilong glared at Mikhail.

"Gahhhhh so cruellllll." Mikhail said.

"You really want to be hitted again, don't you?"

"Fine, fine I'll be quite."

"….."

"….."

"…."

"….."

"…."

"Finally…." Feilong breathed a sigh of relief.

"Feilong?"

"What?" Feilong asked with a bored look on his face.

"I love you." Mikhail said with a gentle smile, which made Feilong blush like crazy and made his heart skip a beat, so he hitted Mikhail in the face to make him close his eyes and not to see blushing Feilong.

"You damn jerk." Feilong cursed and pushed Mikhail away back to the ground and stood up.

"I still saw your blushing face." Mikhail teased and laughed while still covering his face.

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