It had been a month since I had moved my bag into Arizona's apartment and since then, more and more of my belongings had started accumulating around the house. Although our relationship was progressing privately we were still attempting to keep the news of our relationship a secret. Although Arizona and I had worked to shelter the jaw dropping news, one drunken night had given the interns plenty to speculate.
Arizona and I were still seeing the therapist, once a week, followed by a couple outing to smooth things over. Some weeks were harder than others, neither one of us enjoyed rehashing past mistake but we both agreed we were doing better for it. Arizona started communicating her feelings more and I stopped trying to push her to talk about everything. It seemed so trivial but already we noticed an improvement in how we fought or how we reacted when we disagreed, which we did a lot.
"I just don't understand why we have to keep going, that's all. I feel like we are doing so well and I feel like there is only so much rehashing of the past we can do," Arizona said as she busied herself in the kitchen.
"And I understand what you're saying and I respect that. I just feel like we are doing so well with credit to the doctor and if she doesn't think we are ready to stop then I feel like we should take her opinion into consideration," I responded calmly as I lay on the couch, the TV on mute as Arizona and I attempted to have a disagreement using Dr. Porters suggested 'I statements'.
"How long do we have to keep seeing her?" Arizona wiped down the bench, hung the cloth over the sink and rested up against the marble island her eyes settling on me.
"That's not an 'I statement'," I said with a playful smile dancing on the corner of my lips.
"I... want to know how long we have to keep seeing her," Arizona said as she made her way over to the couch, her piercing blue eyes following me as she walked.
"You're not going to seduce me into changing my mind," I assured her as she took the remote from my hand and placed it on the coffee table.
"Not seduce," Arizona stated as she spread my legs and lay herself down on top of me her lips hovering inches from my own, "Persuade," she whispered before laying a quick, teasing kiss on my lips.
"I'm not ready for us to stop," I whispered before I leant forward for another. Arizona obliged.
"Fine," she muttered as she leant forward and kissed my neck as her hand fell down my body and slid back up beneath my shirt. I felt her lips lay kisses along my neck before I tilted my head and caught a kiss with my lips. She deepened the kiss and I sunk into the couch my hands resting on her hips as her hand explored beneath my bra. We were being swept away by the moment, our duties as so far from our mind until little footsteps came scurrying down the stairs.
"What are you doing to Mummy Mama?" Sofia asked in a puzzled tone.
Arizona shot up straight, her hand instinctively falling from beneath my shirt as I straightened myself up.
"Mummy was sore, I was just checking she was okay," Arizona lied in a flustered tone.
"I'm a big girl Mama, I know you were making a baby," Sofia said as she strutted into the kitchen.
"Wait what?" I asked as Arizona and I slid off the couch our eyes darting over to the kitchen where Sofia was climbing up to get herself a cup of water.
"This boy at my school told me how babies are made. I know you lie on top of each other and that's how you got me," she said so matter of factly.
I looked at Arizona who looked back at me shocked. "Sofia, come over here will ya," I said as I sat down on the couch. Arizona sat on the single chair to the side of the couch so that we would be positioned either side of the small latina girl.
Sofia finished her water and placed the cup on the bench before climbing off her stool and settling herself down on the couch beside us. "Baby, you know that you're biologically the daughter of Mummy's and your Daddy's," Arizona said her eyes darting between the two dark haired ladies who looked so alarmingly alike.
"So did Daddy lay on top of Mummy?" Sofia asked.
"Well yeah," Arizona said softly.
"Baby, for a baby to come along you need a Mummy and a Daddy," I explained my eyes darting up at Arizona as I spoke.
"But you said sometimes people have two Mummy's or two Daddy's," she grumbled as she looked for answers in both her parents faces.
"And they do. Mama is your Mummy just as much as Daddy is your Daddy but for a baby to…." I paused looked to Arizona for help.
"For a baby to be made it takes a boy and a girl, but anybody, can be that child's parent. It just depends who decides they want to be. Mummy and Daddy made you then we all decided to be your parents. Does that make sense?" Arizona asked.
Sofia didn't answer immediately. I could see her small brain ticking over as she tried to understand.
"If a girl lies on another girl they can't have a baby. If a boy lies on a boy they can't have a baby. Unfortunately it has to be a boy and a girl together to make a baby," I tried to explain, my eyes searching hers to see if she understood.
"Why?" she questioned.
"It's just the way our bodies work baby," Arizona chimed in as she leant forward and pushed a black curl from her face.
"So what were you doing lying on Mummy?" Sofia asked confused her brows burrowing together.
"Well I was telling your Mummy that I love her. When people love one another they sometimes hug and kiss," Arizona said calmly.
"Like you do to me when I go to bed," Sofia said excitedly.
"Kind of," Arizona said a smile forming on her lips.
Sofia nodded her head as she climbed onto my lap her tiny hands swinging around my neck as she kissed my cheek, "I love you Mummy," she whispered. I watched her as she scampered across to Arizona and climbed onto her lap. She swung her arms around Arizona's neck "I don't care that you didn't make me," she mumbled as she hugged Arizona and kissed her on the lips. Arizona heard Sofia's words and pulled the small girl tighty into her, her eyes drifting shut as she replayed the words over and over again in her head. "I love you always sweet girl," Arizona whispered as a single tear fell from her eye. I couldn't help but smile, I could only imagine how much those words meant to Arizona.
Sofia began to squirm and Arizona reluctantly let her go. "Go get your PJ's on little miss," Arizona called out as the lively spirit bounced towards the stairs. Arizona and I both watched as she bounced up the stairs before turning to one another. Arizona instantly moved onto the couch and melted into my arms. "She is getting so big," Arizona whispered as she peered up at me.
"She is 7 soon," I reminded Arizona. Arizona buried her eyes into her chest and growled, "Don't remind me," she added.
After putting Sofia to bed and watching some trashy TV Arizona and I dragged ourselves off to bed. I sat on my side of her bed applying moisturiser to my face while Arizona removed her leg, she had become more comfortable being without her leg around me which Dr. Porter concluded to be a positive sign. It still pained me to see the struggle Arizona endured everyday as an amputee but I no longer felt sorry for her, instead I felt proud. After applying my moisturiser I swung into bed, pulled the blankets up over me and just watched as Arizona removed her leg.
"I'm so happy you feel more comfortable around me now," I said quietly causing Arizona to look back at me.
"You've seen more of me than anybody else, makes sense you see this," she replied as she successfully removed the prosthetic and rested it up against the wall beside the bed.
"You didn't always hold that opinion," I reminded her. Arizona swung around and slid into bed her hand flopping onto my stomach. I opened up her hand and ran my finger over the lines in her hand as we talked.
"I thought you might think I was gross," Arizona said her head turning on the pillow so her eyes settled on me.
"I didn't" I said as I brought her palm up to my mouth and I gave it a gentle kiss. "You could never be gross," I said against her palm before rolling onto her side and opening my arms so Arizona could crawl into them.
"We need to remember we have that conference next week," Arizona said quietly as she turned around and backed into my arms, my arms closing around her like a clam to a pearl.
"Yeah, I was thinking maybe your parents might take Sofia?" I proposed as I buried my nose inside Arizona's hair and took in the smell I loved so much.
"She will tell my parents about us," Arizona said as she trailed her fingers up and down my forearm.
"Would you prefer we don't tell them?" I asked curiously.
Arizona shook her head and spun around so her eyes were locked on mine. She rested her hands against my chest and shook her head again, just to confirm her thoughts. "I would love to tell them. I just thought maybe you weren't ready to commit or whatever."
Callie arched her neck downwards and kissed Arizona's lips lightly, "I want to commit," she whispered before kissing her again. Arizona smiled against my lips and slowly pulled me ontop of her with a tug of my shirt. I rested my hands against the mattress and held myself up as our lips meshed together and we kissed a slow, loving yet lustful kiss. Arizona pulled my shirt upwards and I leant back on my knees while she removed my shirt. She flung it to the floor an I immediately returned to her lips as she ran her hands over my bare top half. I pulled away reluctantly as I pulled at her shirt, slipping it over her head and tossing it on the floor. I stared as if it was my first time seeing her naked. I placed both my hands on her perky breasts and Arizona just watched, allowing me the chance to explore her body. I slowly leant down and I placed a loving kiss to the small pink dot on the inside of her breast, a spot that I had fallen in love with. Arizona moved my chin towards my mouth and we kissed, my body hovering over hers as she worked at my pants.
"Take them off," she huffed between kisses. Without breaking away from her lips I slipped my pants and panties off and kicked them off the bed. I moved off to the side slightly our lips still locked passionately as I ran my hand up the inside of her stump, moving closer and closer to her croin. Arizona instinctively moved her legs apart giving me further access. I pushed her panties aside and I slipped my fingers beneath the material my fingers stroking her entrance so gently. Arizona gasped as if she had never been touched there before. I swallowed her gasp my tongue slipping inside her mouth to deepen the kiss. Arizona's body was limp against the mattress, her soft moans proving how relaxed she was beneath me. Arizona tugged at her panties, indicating she wanted them off. I removed my fingers from beneath her panties, arched myself upwards giving Arizona the room to remove her panties. Arizona tore her lips away from me her eyes settling on my lips as if they were a piece of meat. "I want to fuck you," she whispered as she ran her finger over my lips. I kissed her but she pulled away. "Fuck you, fuck you" she repeated as she searched my face for a response. Using a dildo was something we had always talked about but never done. Arizona was dead set against having a penis or even a replica of a penis inside her but loved the idea of being able to make love to like men could. Knowing I was bisexual it often frustrated Arizona that she wasn't able to love me like men could. I wasn't opposed to the idea but I had assured Arizona plenty that sex with males wasn't nearly as good as sex with women.
"You want to get out Steve?" My voice low and my lips only inches from hers. Steve was what we had named the strap on when we had purchased it, it sounded nicer than referring to it as a strap on.
"Do you want to?" she whispered as she raised her hand to my cheek.
"I love that you're a woman," I assured her.
"I know," Arizona said as she ran her finger down my cheek and across my lips lovingly. "This is for me," she stated. "I can't explain it," she stated by saying, "I just want to be inside you. Pretend for a second that maybe I could get you pregnant. It's silly…" she said with a shake of the head.
"I would love nothing more than to have your baby Arizona Robbins," I said before I climbed off Arizona and went across to the wardrobe. Arizona flung her hands above her head and watched me wonder nakedly across the room in search for the well hidden Steve. After pulling it down from a box on the top shelf I returned holding Steve. I leant over Arizona and I kissed her as she took Steve from my hands. "Lie down," she instructed. I smirked and climbed over her and lay on my back. "Yes ma'am," I teased. "Close your eyes," she said. "Yes ma'am," I repeated as I rested my hand over my eyes.
Arizona looked at Steve and slowly put it on. Once it was on she looked down at herself one last time, she never did like strap ons that much but there was something about using Steve with me that made her feel closer to me, like she could finally be both the man and woman that she thought I wanted her to be.
I felt Arizona slowly climb on top of me. I could feel Steve between her legs and consequently rubbing between mine. I removed my eyes only to be staring deep into her baby blue eyes. "Can I look?" I whispered. Arizona seemed reluctant but she eventually raised her torso to expose herself. I moved my hands to her hips and I stared at her. She looked beautiful. I moved my hands to her breasts and I squeezed them lightly. Arizona moved closer to me causing my hands to retract into my body. Arizona kissed me as she rubbed her body against mine, causing Steve to rub against my clit. I felt a surge of energy wash over me and I started to move quicker beneath her. Arizona could tell I was horny. I felt Arizona's hand moved down between our bodies, she grabbed Steve and she motioned it towards my entrance. She moved it in a circular pattern causing my head to tilt up and soft moans to escape my lips.
Arizona tore her lips away from my my mouth and began nibbling on my ear, "I'm going to fuck you so hard," she whispered her warm breath making my ear tingle with excitement. The anticipation and the teasing was killing me. I reached down below and I pushed Steve closer to my entrance. Arizona got the hint and slowly thrusted her hips forward pushing Steve slowly into my vagina. I was tight. The first push hurt slightly, a weird kind of hurt that felt incredible. I let a aggravated moan escape my lips which worried Arizona, I felt her pull back. "Don't stop," I begged. Arizona listened and she slowly thrusted forward again. She moved her hips forward to meet mine slowly easing the both of us into it.
I took Arizona by the back of the neck and I moved her lips towards mine, she knew I was ready. She kissed me back, held herself up and began to increase the pace at which she bucked her hips. Every time Arizona fell back down I moaned, a long and pleasurable moan. Every now and then Arizona would bite my lip or cover my mouth to quieten me down. Arizona started to move quicker the headboard knocking against the wall each time she thrusted her hips forward but neither one of them worrying too much about the sound. I was close to my climax. I wanted to keep going but my body was quickly falling limp. "I'm going to cum," I said breathlessly which caused Arizona to thrust her hips quicker and faster her breathing getting louder the more she worked. "I'm going to cum," I repeated as I gripped the sheets tightly. With one deep penetration I felt my body collapse around her. Arizona kissed up my neck and over my face eventually kissing my lips but I had not strength to return the kiss. "You were amazing," I whispered as I held Arizona tight to me not wanting her to pull out just yet. Arizona rested her head on my chest, kissing my chin lovingly while she waited for me to regain strength.
After releasing Arizona she slowly pulled out which was a sweet sensation all on its own. My insides felt raw and sensitive. I could feel every inch of my body every inch of it felt like it had experienced an orgasm for the first time. Arizona fell onto her back panting and she let her eyes fall shut as she too regained strength. "Did that feel good for you?" I asked curiously my head tilting to the side to see Arizona.
Arizona nodded before finally tilting her head to see me. "I loved it," she whispered as she leant over and pecked my lips. "I could tell you loved it," she smirked playfully before kissing me again.
"The best dick I've had, hands down. You knew what you were doing," I muttered against her lips.
"I watch porn," she joked before returning to her side of the bed and removing Steve and putting it on the ground beside the bed.
"Do you know the best part of having sex with an amputee?" I asked my breathing slowly returning to normal.
"What?" Arizona said with a smile filling her voice.
"Flexibility," I said as I rolled over and rested my head between her legs.
Arizona smirked as she ran her hand through my hair. I extended my tongue and I gave her wet clit one quick swipe from bottom to top. "I'll cum really quickly," she warned her hand resting on my head lightly.
I leant forward an I kissed her clit my tongue giving it a flick as I leant back to see what I was doing. Arizona grabbed the sheet tightly and focused entirely on her breathing. Big breath in, big breath out. I knew Arizona wasn't far off an orgasm herself so I set to work. I started off running my tongue along the front, stopping to suck her clit every once and a while. Everytime I did so Arizona pushed my head down with pleasure. I pushed my tongue deep into her entrance my hand moving upwards to squeeze her perfect breast as she bucked her hips towards me with eagerness. I continued to work my tongue in and around her pussy, each stroke of the tongue sending her crazy until she finally reached her climax, her body shuddering beneath my tongue. I gave it one last swipe, licking up the excess cum before I began kissing up her body. Arizona pushed her legs together in attempt to hold the orgasm there. "Wholy fuck," she mumbled before I silenced her with my lips. "I love you," I whispered before kissing her again. Arizona nodded as if to say 'me too' but she was breathless.