Your name is Fenrir Lupuus, and you're thinking.
For the past sweep, your moirail, Cygnin, has been pale flirting with someone else. And despite what Inarii has told you time and time again, you can't help but blame yourself.
Are you a bad moirail? Do you not give Cygnin enough attention? Is your Diamond going to break? It's bad enough Takaro is pitched for you ever since Cygnin cheated on him and broke his Heart, but now it seems it's true what Takaro said that day after he punched you.
You are a terrible moirail.
Inarii must feel so bad. They introduced you to Cygnin in the belief that you two would be good pale. And for a while, you two were.
And then, Cygnin met Her. Seshat Lepori, limeblood and pale temptress. All of a sudden, you come to a realization.
It's not your fault. You aren't a bad moirail. That lime is trying to steal your moirail, your Cygnin.
She can pretend all she likes that she's happy with her scary indigo moirail, but obviously she wants Cygnin.
You hate her.