Chapter 4
I spent the day working and after work, I decided to head home. I couldn't handle going to the clubhouse right now. My mind was still spinning and I was still trying to figure out how to handle this shit with Happy. I can't let myself get hurt. Maybe taking a few days away from him might clear my mind a little. It's Friday and I get a call from Daddy. "Hey Daddy." I greet him when I answer the phone. "You coming to the party?" he asked. "No. My head hurts a little so I'm just gonna stay home tonight." I say. "Okay Sweetheart. Feel better. Love you." he says. "Love you too Daddy." I say before ending the call. I put on my shorts and tank top and lay in bed and turned on Netflix. I decide to start binge watching one of the shows but I'm not paying much attention. All I can think about is Happy. I get a text from Happy and open it.
H: You alright?
L: Yeah. Just a headache. Gonna try to sleep it off.
H: Okay. Night little girl.
L: Nite Hap.
I put the phone on the charger and place it on the nightstand. I fall asleep thinking about him. Waking up the next morning, I get up and make a cup of coffee. I decide I don't want to cook so I head to Hanna's to get my call in order. Walking out to the car, there is a pink rose on my windshield with a card. I know Happy wouldn't do something like this so I pick up the card and it reads:
Lucy,
You turned me down and that is something that doesn't happen. I will have you.
I drop the card and the rose. "Dylan?" I thought to myself. Looking around, I don't see anyone. Getting in my car, I head to Hanna's and get my food. Once I pull in the driveway, I walk inside and something seems a little off. I walk to the kitchen and see that the coffee pot is in the sink and I left it on the base. I pull out my gun that my dad makes me carry and start walking through the house. Walking into my bedroom, I see a bra and panty set placed neatly on the bed with another card.
Lucy,
This is what I want you to wear when I come for you.
I am officially freaked out now. I pick up the phone and call my dad. "Hey Sweetheart. Feeling better?" He asked. "Daddy?" I say and my voice cracks. "What's wrong? Are you hurt?" he asked concerned. "I need you." I say. "We are on our way." he says before ending the call. When he pulls up, he has Jax, Juice, Tig, Chibs and Happy in tow. Daddy runs up to me and asked. "What happened?" I wrap my arms around him crying. When I calm down, I tell them. "I went to get breakfast this morning and found a rose on my windshield with a note. I brushed it off but when I came back, someone had been in my house." I told them and explained about the underwear and card in the bedroom. I see Happy clenching his jaw and his fists. "Do you know who it is?" Jax asked. "I think so." I say and Happy cuts in "Fuckboy." I look at him and nod. He heads for his bike and I grab his arm. "Happy. Don't. Please." I almost beg. He looks at me and pulls me to him. "I won't let him near you." he says and I cry into his chest. "Who is fuckboy?" Chibs asked. "He's a guy I used to work with. We were supposed to have a date and I saw him with another girl and stood him up. It was the night that I was upset at the clubhouse. When Happy took me to get my things at work and I kind of let him think that I was with Happy when I was supposed to be with him." I say and Tig says "That's my girl." I pull away from Happy and Jax says "You'll stay at the clubhouse for a couple of days until we can see what he is going to do." I sigh. "I will be okay here. Just, can Juice change my locks?" I asked. "Yeah, I'll put up a security system too where you can monitor it even when you aren't here." Juice says. The guys hug me goodbye and head to their bikes. "Are you sure you will be okay?" Daddy asked. "Yeah. Worst comes to worst, I'll stay at Aunt Lu's." I say and he nods. He kisses my forehead and heads to his bike. "I'll stay with you at night." Happy said. "I'll be fine Happy. I swear." I say and he nods before heading to his bike and leaving.
That night, Juice has changed the locks and installed the security system and I am laying in bed. I hear my phone go off and see Happy's name on the text id.
H: You okay little girl?
L: I'm good.
H: You want me to come over?
L: No. That's okay. I'm just gonna go to sleep. Thanks.
H: You sure you're okay?
L: I'm fine Hap. Night.
H: Nite little girl.
I put the phone on the night stand and go to sleep with tears in my eyes. I am still contemplating if I want to keep this, whatever it is, up with Happy. Maybe I just need a few days.
Monday comes around and I have not answered any of Happy's messages or answered the door when he comes by. I get up and head to work and close myself in my office. Luanne comes in and sits down. "Wanna tell me what's wrong?" she asked. "I just had a bad weekend." I tell her, not looking up. "Look at me. What happened?" she asked. "Well, first, I didn't go to the party Friday night because I'm still not sure how to handle whatever is happening with Hap. Then Saturday, I had to have my locks changed and a security system put in because that fuckboy broke into my house and was leaving me notes. I've been avoiding Hap all weekend. I don't know what to do about him. I'm falling for him, Aunt Lu and I can't let that happen." I tell her. I look up and see Happy standing at the door. "I think I will let you two talk." she says and walks out the door, closing it behind her. "You avoiding me?" he asked. I nod my head yes. "Why?" he asked. "Because I don't know what's happening with us. We both know you don't commit and I don't do casual. Maybe it's better if we aren't around each other for a while." I say trying to hold back the tears. "That what you want?" he asked. I didn't look at him. I just nodded my head. "Okay." He says and walks out the door. I put my head in my hands and start to sob. Luanne comes in and pulls me into a hug. "Baby, it will be okay." she says. "No it won't." I say. "What did you tell him." she asked. "I told him it was better if we were around each other." I tell her. "Oh baby. Go home. Take the day. It will be okay." she says. I nod and head out to the car. Ima sees me walking to my car "Are you okay Lucy?" she asked. "Yeah." I say, getting into my car and heading home.
I walk into the house and shut the door behind me. Before I realize what is happening, I am being pushed against the wall. Dylan. "Hey baby. Thought you'd get rid of me that easy?" he whispered in my ear. I feel him push a gun into my side and he says "Let's take this date to the bedroom." He leads me to the bedroom and I say "Dylan, you don't have to do this. I'm sorry. I saw you with Becca and thought you weren't interested." He smirks and says, "Strip. I put what I want to see you in on the bed." he says and I see the same panty and bra set laying on the bed. He's still holding the gun towards me. "I said strip." he says. I do as he says and when done, he tells me "Lay on the bed." I do as he says again and he lays down on top of me. I feel him grab my wrists and he ties them to the bed. I feel the tears rolling down my face knowing what he is going to do to me. He starts kissing down my neck before cutting the bra off. He sits back and looks at me. "A little thick for my taste but I bet that pussy is perfect." he says. He starts pulling my panties off and then starts to undress. Climbing back on the bed I plead "Dylan, please don't do this." He hovers over me and says, "You made it come to this. I always get what I want." I feel him enter me roughly and he thrusts in and out until he reaches his release. "Now that wasn't so bad was it?" he asked before getting dressed and releasing the ties. "Don't make me have to take it like this again." he says before running out of the house.
I lay there and cried. I took my phone and texted Luanne to come over. She walks into my house a few minutes later and I am in the shower, curled up, crying when she comes in. She hears the shower and hears me crying. Rushing in she pulls the curtain back and says "Shit. Baby. What happened?" She gets me out of the shower and puts a towel around me. The water had run cold and I was shivering. She helped me dry off and put my robe around me. "Talk to me baby. What happened?" she asked again. Finally finding my voice, "Dylan was here. He, uh, was in the house when I got home and he had a gun." I tell her, shaking. "He tied me to the bed." I started and she knew where it was going. "Baby, you need to call your dad." she said. "No. I can't. He will kill him." I tell her. "And that's a bad thing?" she asked. "I'm calling your dad." she said. "Bobby. Hey. It's Luanne. I'm at Lucy's house. You might wanna come over here...No. She's not okay...Okay. See you in a few." she said hanging up the phone.
A few minutes later, I have changed into a pair of sweatpants and a SAMCRO t-shirt when my dad walks in with Happy behind him. Great. Just what I didn't want. "What happened? Are you okay?" Daddy asked me. I shake my head no. I have always been able to talk to my dad. "I came home from work and he was in my house." I say and I see Happy's eyes go dark. "He, uh, forced me to the bedroom and tied me to the bed and, he, uh, he raped me." I say and Happy punches the door. Daddy pulls me to him and before he can say anything Happy speaks. "Get a bag and go to the clubhouse. Luanne can take you." I look at him and don't argue. I walk to the bedroom and start packing. Happy walks in a few minutes later and asked from the door. "Stay in my room." he says. "I can't. I have a room there." I say. "Can't or won't?" he asked. "Happy, I can't even look you in the eyes. How am I going to share a bed with you?" I asked as the tears roll down my face. I hear him walk up behind me and he turns me around and cups my face with both hands and tells me "He won't touch you again. I promise." I look at him and ask "What are we doing?" He kisses my lips softly and says "You are mine little girl and no one touches what's mine. Stay in my room. I'll be there soon." he says before leaving the room and Luanne walks into the room to grab my bag.