Author's Notes:Hey Guys and Gals. New update for this story, This time it will be individual chapters for this section, then back to normal, as I wanted to do individual Apology Chapters. So Five chapters for Apologies one from each Boy. They will be in order of the normal List, Shu, Laito, Kanato, Ayato and Subaru. In that exact order. Starting with Shu. Hope you will all enjoy.
When They Apologies!
Shu Sakamaki
It had been a couple of days since you had walked into the music room, to be greeted with Yui having her blood sucked by Shu Sakamaki, and had ran out into the gardens of the estate. Though you did return back inside the manner when the sun began to rise, so you could head straight to your room to be away from Shu, and yet as you had walked through the doors Shu had been sleeping at the bottom of the stairs. You had planned to ignore him as you headed up to your room, though he had stopped you by grabbing for your wrist, and causing you to yank your wrist free while stating coldly that you didn't want Shu anywhere near you; which resulted in you running up the stairs to your room, leaving Shu sitting on the stairs staring after your retreating form, and mumbling about how bothersome you were to him.
Though this brought you to almost four days later, sitting in the Library of the Sakamaki Estate reading up on some of your homework, and ignoring anyone who tried talking to you. Simply because you knew now that you couldn't trust any of the brothers, you sure as hell didn't want to trust Yui either for not even mentioning it to you, and of course every time Shu entered a room you were in. You left without saying a single word. Though deep down you wanted to talk to Shu, except every time your (E/C) eyes landed upon the blonde haired, blue eyed male you felt anger boiling up within you, and you would walk away without a single word passing your lips. Though today, you had decided to attempt to suck it up, and talk to Shu. You were meant to be his Fiancée, if your relationship with the blonde male was going to work, then neither of you could have secrets between you, and that meant he started talking. Releasing a heavy sigh to yourself as you curled up upon the couch in the library, you could vaguely hear Laito and Ayato laughing while Yui cried and begged for them to stop, and causing you to grit your teeth as you attempted to drown out the noises echoing around the room. However, just as you started reading over your Music assignment homework, the sound of the library door creaked open slowly, and causing you to briefly glance towards the door to see Shu entering the room holding a bottle of water. Glancing back to your homework assignment, planning to just write up as much as you could before you would head back to your room, and grab for your Violin which you had found laying upon your bed after you left the manner; which caused you to wonder just who had picked it up after you dropped it, and even took it back to your room to place it upon your bed to wait for you to return to it. Gritting your teeth at the memory, along with the realisation one of the Sakamaki Vampire Brothers had been in your room, and that you had been none the wiser about it made you grip at your pen as you wrote down something dealing with your assignment.
Not daring to glance up when you saw a shadow standing in front of you, you raised your left hand up to your MP3 player you had been listening to which was strapped to your right arm, and turned the music up as your foot began tapping slightly while you returned to taking notes out of the book that you had been reading. Noticing the shadow standing in front of you wasn't moving to leave, you narrowed your eyes down at your book just as a bottle of water was held out to you, and causing you to glance up with gritted teeth to see Shu staring down at you. Scoffing, you packed up your books, as you dragged yourself to stand up, planning to return to your bedroom as you didn't feel like talking to Shu at that precise moment, only to gasp out a started yelp when you were slammed back down upon the couch you had been sitting on, and staring wide eyed up into the darkened blue eyes staring back down at you while fangs glistened slightly as a smirk tugged at Shus lips. Gulping in literal fear of what was about to happen, you could only stare wide eyed up at the Blonde vampire, and parting your lips to speak when you watched Shu simply lay his head upon your chest. Blinking you stared up at the space Shu had been before glancing your eyes down, only to see Shu gripping the couch either side of your body, while his eyes were closed as he laid his head within your bosom, and causing you to gulp as you slowly reached up to pull one of your headphones out. Once you had tugged the headphone out of your ear, you reached your left hand over to turn your music down slightly, only to grit your teeth when your wrist was grabbed, and forcing your hand to settle within the soft blonde locks of Shus hair; which confused you as to just what this blonde male was scheming, until you heard low sounding snores causing you to stare down at Shu, and realise the lazy good for nothing bastard had fallen asleep while using your body as his bed while your bosom was being used as his pillow.
Though you had once enjoyed having the blonde male sleeping in this way, right now you wanted nothing more than to shove him off the couch, and off of your body so that he would land upon the floor before storming out of the library to be alone. Except every time you attempted to shove Shu off of you, he gripped at your waist to prevent you from leaving, and causing you to narrow your eyes down at him about ready to shout at him to let you go; however before you could even part your lips to shout at him, Shu glanced his dazzling blue eyes up at you,
"We need to talk" He stated boredly, while shifting to get comfortable, as he nuzzled against your bosom, "You aren't leaving either, till we have talked" Shu added, causing you to gulp,
"Talk about what? How much you are a liar? About you being with someone else?" You spat, causing Shu to glance up at you with darkened blue eyes, "You think I am scared of you? Well I ain't, so get off of me!"
"(F/N)" Shu spoke darkly, as you narrowed your eyes at him as he sighed heavily while shaking his head, before nuzzling back into your chest, "Until you control your temper I won't talk to you"
"Asshole!" You hissed as you attempted to shove the Blonde Vampire off of you, only to fail as he was miles stronger than you were.
Four hours had passed from the time Shu decided to make you his new bed, though in that time you had fallen asleep yourself without even knowing it, as Shu stirred only to sigh lowly as he glanced up to see you sleeping soundly, and causing the blonde to shake his head as he shifted slightly. Climbing off of the couch, while off of your body, Shu left the Library, only to return in seconds carrying a spare blue blanket, and draped it over your body as he sat on the floor beside you while leaning back to stare up at the ceiling. Slowly closing his own eyes as he listened to the sound of your light breathing, had a strange calming effect upon him that he couldn't explain, and if Shu was to be honest with you or anyone; he had hated you ignoring him, he had wanted to talk to you from the beginning, and yet you pushed him away or even left the room you had been in when he entered. Though as Shu thought about it, he released a heavy tired sigh, before fluttering his eyes open when he felt movement behind his head, and causing him to glance towards you just as you opened your eyes. Though not saying a single word to you, Shu closed his eyes after turning to stare back up at the ceiling, and waiting to see just what you would do; be it leave the Library to head back to your room, or stay and actually talk to him. Shu hoped it would be the latter, but he wouldn't be surprised if you shoved him away from you, and then left to head back to your room.
Except as you opened your eyes, you released a small yawn while stretching your arms above your head, only to blink as you glanced down at your body, and noticed it was draped in a blue blanket while Shu was sitting on the floor leaning against the couch with his head back. Blinking at the sight before you, you released a heavy sigh while shifting to sit up as you grabbed the blanket, before throwing it over Shus own body before grabbing for your books, and shifting slightly so you could kick Shu away from you if you needed to. Realising that Shu wasn't going to say anything, you released a heavy sigh while gathering up your books, and dragged yourself to stand up to head back to your bedroom; however, as soon as you took no more than five steps towards the library doors, was your wrist grabbed before you were literally shoved into the door, and causing you to groan slightly due to your head banging against the wooden door. Fluttering your eyes back open, after having closed them when you collided with the door, you could only gulp at the look flittering within Shus eyes, and the tight grip the blonde had upon your wrist that he was holding above your head,
"Let go off me!" You shouted, while trying to free your trapped wrist, though failing as you glared at Shu, "I said let go!"
"I told you, (F/N). We need to talk" Shu stated, as he tightened his grip upon your wrist, before dragging you back towards the couch you had been previously sitting on, and slung you into it as you dropped all your books, "I also said you weren't leaving till we had talked"
"Then talk, or let me go! You don't own me" You stated coldly, not really wanting to be left alone with Shu, especially when you knew what he was, and what he was quite capable of doing to you,
"Actually I do own you" Shu stated darkly, as he stood directly in front of you, while narrowing his blue eyes down at you, "In case you have forgotten, you can't leave or return back to your family, until we are married" Shu explained with a smirk tugging at his lips,
"What even makes you think I want to even marry you?" You questioned coldly, while narrowing your own (E/C) eyes up at Shu, causing him to pin you to the couch with only one hand,
"Because I can tell you want to, but at the same time you don't want me near you" Shu stated slightly calmer, before sighing as he sat on his knees in front of you, "Look, I will admit I was in the wrong, I should-"
"Did you just say you were wrong?" You cut Shu off, staring at the blonde, as he sat on the floor in front of you, and causing him to glance up at you, "Well? Did you?"
"Yes, (F/N)" Shu replied before shaking his head, "You are so bothersome, would you just listen to me?" Shu asked in an annoyed sounding voice, causing you to sigh, before indicating for him to continue, "Good. Look, I wasn't aware that you didn't know me and my brothers were Vampires. I was informed you knew, the same as that first day you arrived, you said you weren't told about being betrothed, yet I was told you did know" Shu explained, before resting his head in your lap with a heavy sigh leaving his parted lips, "I am sorry, (F/N), for assuming that you already knew what I was. I am sorry I didn't tell you, and that you had to find out the way you did"
"I wasn't told" You whispered lowly, before sighing heavily as you turned to glance out of the window, "I was just told that my father/Mother couldn't support me and my siblings, so they were giving me to a family who could. I didn't know I was to be betrothed, and I sure as hell wasn't told my future husband was a Vampire" You explained while clenching your right hand into a fist, while gritting you teeth as you remembered the conversation between you and your parent,
"(F/N)" Shu spoke lowly, as he shifted so he was sitting better, before touching your hand, "You should have told me this, if you had told me from the beginning, I would have given you the letter your parent sent me, and it would have saved all of this" Shu explained, before sighing heavily once again, hating to have to explain himself, "Listen, I am truly sorry you had to find out that way, Yui is here specifically for us to feed on, and only that"
"Why didn't you just tell me from the beginning? I am meant to be your fiancée, yet you never told me" You stated while glancing back to Shu, to see something flitter within his eyes you hadn't seen before, "If you had just told me, I wouldn't have reacted the way I did. Also-" You began before sighing, feeling as though Shu was telling you the truth about everything, as you shifted slightly to cup at Shus face, "I am sorry I called you a monster, Shu"
"(F/N), You don't need to apologise, but thank you" Shu replied as he nuzzled into your hands, "I couldn't sleep, without you beside me, (F/N)" Shu stated, as he stared up at you with a dark glint flittering within his eyes, "You better not think you will get away with this, (F/N). For acting the way you have been, I am going to punish you for it"
"WHAT!? It was your own bloody fault!" You shouted, before gasping as Shu pulled you to stand up, only to teleport away from the Library and into his room, and throwing you onto his bed, "What the... how did...?"
"You know how. How do you think I was always nearby when you went out? I use to follow you, or just teleport to a nearby location" Shu explained before smirking as he climbed up onto his bed, before collapsing into your body, and wrapping his arms tightly around your waist, "I really am Sorry, (F/N)"
"Shu" You whispered, before sighing as you wrapped your arms around his shoulders, while nuzzling into his blonde locks, "I will forgive you, just no more secrets, okay?"
"Okay, no more secrets" Shu stated, while nuzzling into your bosom, "So tired..." Shu whispered while yawning, before closing his eyes,
"Sleep well, Shu" You whispered, kissing the top of his head while sighing softly, as you closed your own eyes to fall asleep.
Though before you could even fall asleep, you thought about Shus words, he had been informed you had known that you were engaged, and that your future husband was a vampire, yet you hadn't known at all. When something occurred to you, you had caught him drinking Yuis blood, so why didn't he just drink yours? As you thought about it, you felt movement against your chest, as you glanced down to stare into Shus blue eyes,
"What is it?" He asked tiredly, causing you to blink while staring at him confused, "I can already tell, you are confused about something, and want to ask me about it, so ask"
"Why Yui?" You asked lowly, as Shu sighed, while shifting slightly, to rest his arms upon your waist, only to rest his head within his arms,
"You mean, me drinking her blood?" Shu questioned, as you sighed while nodding, "Because, you are meant to stay unmarred until our wedding night. Meaning I cannot fully claim you as my bride until our wedding night" Shu stated, with a heavy sigh, while closing his eyes again as he shifted his arms back around your waist, with his head upon your bosom, "Trust me, I have been tempted more than once to bite you, but I won't until we are married, if you still want to be my wife, (F/N)"
"I... Shu" You whispered, before running your fingers through his blonde locks, "What if, I was to cut myself? That way you wouldn't be biting me, would you drink my blood then?" You questioned as Shu glanced up at you,
"Nope" Shu stated before closing his eyes, "I won't drink your blood until we are married, end of (F/N)" Shu explained, while tightening his hold upon your waist,
"Okay... Just, Shu" You spoke softly, as Shu once again glanced up at your with tired eyes, "Just, please tell me in future? Seeing that... it really hurt Shu"
"I know, it was why I came after you, to explain it to you, but you wouldn't listen to me, and told me to leave you alone" Shu explained in annoyance, before shifting as he leaned over you, "Now shut up, I want to sleep" Shu stated, before pressing his lips to yours, and smirking as he felt your heart skip a beat, before pulling away, "Now, sleep"
"I... y-yeah... night" You whispered lowly, shocked that Shu just suddenly kissed you, because he hadn't done it before, and for some reason it just felt so right.
Sighing softly to yourself, you continued running your fingers through Shus blonde locks, while raising your free hand to your lips where the kiss Shu had placed upon them was still tingling, and making your heart race while your face flushed a bright crimson. It was new, Shu had never kissed you before, he had often used to fall asleep against you, or even in your lap, and yet that day not even four days ago you had told him to leave you alone; which, as Shu had stated, he couldn't sleep because he normally slept beside you, and you hadn't minded it then yet now you felt different having him laying his head against your bosom. Shaking the thoughts off, you wrapped your arms around Shus shoulders, while closing your own eyes as you felt a little tired, and before you could even register the thoughts wondering through your head, you were already asleep with a small smile touching your lips.