A/N: I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE SONGS OR TWILIGHT CHARACTERS. I do however own the plot behind it and whatever OC I have created. Hey guys thanks for being so patient with me! So here's another chapter I do have to warn you though there is bad language in this one and I do apologize in advance if you get offended. Anyways, I hope you like it! Enjoy!
Bella/Elle POV Saturday - June 28th
So far the cookout has been going well, we've met about everyone in the pack including their girlfriends and wives. From what I can tell all the women present with the exception of Angela don't really appreciate me being here and that goes for my step mom as well which kinda hurt. I have to say that I'm not really sure what I did to receive such hateful glares from my dad's wife or any of these other women here, it's getting uncomfortable having to fake obliviousness. Joey gave me a knowing look that says 'We can get the fuck outta here when you're ready', I swear he understands me so well. Cassie on the other hand has been a little preoccupied talking with Jake and Seth. From my standpoint Jake looks completely smitten with her too bad she's happily married to my brother if not they'd probably be a cute couple. The other guys were very welcoming, introduced themselves and made small talk but other than that they are keeping a distance. I won't fault them for being cautious especially since their other halves are being quite vulgar towards me in particular! They all seem to be getting along fine with Cassie and Joey so I know that it isn't us being intruders that's the problem.
Besides Seth, Angela, and my father, the Deputy has been keeping close to our little group but I'm not sure how smart that is on his end. Ever since Monday the guy has been pursuing me which I thought was in a romantic sense but turns out Sam Uley is engaged to a gorgeous native woman named Emily Young so I guess my flirt radar is off a bit? I had to plaster on the most phony smile I could give when speaking with her but the sudden stab I had in my heart and gut in hearing this particular news was tremendously painful. There is no denying Emily's natural beauty, any man would be blind not to notice and for that I understand why Samuel is so taken with her. The thing I can't figure out is why he keeps coming near me? His fiance is here, shouldn't he want to be with her instead? I don't know maybe he's trying to be a good friend but I gotta say right now I feel like a hussy for wanting a man who's already taken! I don't know if it's offensive but whenever Sam tries to approach me I swiftly depart or join in someone's conversation, like now I am currently talking to Angela about the pack's children. "Usually we have a lunch-in instead so the kids can be here but I have to say it is nice to get some us time every now and then." I understand what she means about spouse time, "I'm not sure if this is too forward but if you ever want we can babysit for you and Seth? I wouldn't mind and I'm sure the guys and Sandy would love to have a baby around, I don't doubt that you two could use a date night every once in awhile. Just know that I'm an option if needed." She looks hesitant but nods in thanks for the kind offer. Just when I was about to bring up another topic I hear my dad calling for me.
"Hey Elle, is Justin gonna be coming at all tonight I really wanted to show the both of you something?" By the look on my face he sees my answer. "Well alright then, I guess Sandy will do, I'll be back." Um, okay? What was that about? Not even two minutes later he's back and from the particular item in his hand I know what it is. "I'm not sure if you'd be okay with it but I was wondering if you'd be able to sing for us? When I went to meet you on Sunday I noticed how absorbed you were while singing and it was really captivating to watch." With a slight pause he waits for me to take in what he's asking before continuing. "So what do you say? Would you mind playing a song for us?" I wasn't sure how to answer but seeing the doubt in my eyes my dad turns to the side table and pulls out a guitar from it's case. "Here, you can use this. It was supposed to be an anniversary gift but I never had the chance to… never mind that." Looking at the fine detail in the wood I couldn't stop my mouth from speaking, "It's breathtaking. Who made this?" He chuckles a little but nervousness is seeping out of him. What's wrong with him? "I asked Jake and Sam if they could make it for my son in law but as you can see I wasn't able to deliver it in time." Quickly averting my eyes to my father's expression, there is deep sorrow and guilt for bringing this particular person up. "Jayson? Charlie, you made this guitar for Jay Jay?" I still didn't utter a word instead I listened as Joey asked my dad about it.
Everyone is silent now until a voice breaks it, "She's a Beauty Chief" looking over to the person in question I finally realize who answered. He's here… All he can do is look down at the fine instrument, "Jay would have loved it especially since it was made by someone Bella once cherished. I know he didn't vocalize it much, but if it wasn't for Jake he never would have ended up with the love of his life." My former best friend looks astonished by this new set of information. After another minute Justin stares at my dad and speaks, "Sorry I'm late Chief, I had some difficulties on the way here from Seattle." Shaking Charlie's hand it greeting he then faces me with a humorous smirk, "And yes, I'm here." Guess I said that out loud, my bad. "Well I think you owe your wife and sister an apology for being an ass" Poor Justin! Cassie tends to be a hard ass to him when he gets extra moody. "You're right, I'm sorry for being an insensitive jerk and I'm sure I can show my wife just how sorry I am at a later time but until then." I just roll my eyes and stand up to move away from their obvious sex lines, so gross I can never get away from it! Before I can fully move though Justin grasp my wrist and turns me to him, keeping his soul focus on me when talking to my dad. "She'll do it Chief" What is he on about? Dad is just as confused by it, "She'll sing for you, I don't know if she's too keen on being in the spotlight so we'll all sing for you. If that's okay with her of course?" Even though he is essentially telling my dad yes, his eyes are secretly asking if I'm alright with this, alright with performing in front of strangers. Smiling towards my dad in reassurance, "Sounds good to me, it has been awhile since we could serenade to you." Winking at him in joking way his face just tints with some pink before I laugh. I'm sure he is remembering a drunk Cassie belting out 'Like a Virgin' at my wedding reception once again!
Taking a peek at my favorite officer here I can feel his gaze on me but when we lock eyes, I just get lost. It's like we're the only ones present and no other soul matters. Quickly remembering where I'm at I come back to myself. My goodness, why am I so nervous. Probably because I only sing in the studio or in my shower or to my daughter who thinks I sound beautiful but could've be lying because she's only 3! "Elle? You okay with the song we sang for the wedding?" I take a quick glance at everyone before turning towards Justin, God he looks so much like Jay that I forget sometimes... "That's fine hon." With a smile I sit next to Cassie who's facing my two in laws. Our werewolf is still praising the makers of Jay's guitar while Joey sets up a hand drum that he gave my dad two years ago for I don't know what reason. Taking in a glimpse of Sam once again, he looks mad having to talk to Justin. I hope my brother didn't upset him in any way or was it something I said? "Okay, you girls ready?" And with that Justin sits to my right and starts the song…
(Mirrors - Justin Timberlake Boyce Avenue Ft. Fifth Harmony Cover)
Saraia Uley POV Saturday - June 28th
God I am so hungry! I hope that the pack at least left some food for Leah and myself since we were the one's put on patrol this evening. Heading over to the Swan House in wolf form I notice Leah heading in the opposite direction, I don't blame her.
L: ("Have fun Raia and ask mom to make me a plate or two. Screw that you make me one and ask mom to make me two plates okay?")
S: ("Okay Leah!")
In the beginning I had to really get use to being in the pack mind. I mean I went from silence to having 10 people know every damn thought and feeling I've ever had! The thing that sucked the most is witnessing my brothers childhood, he wanted to show me instead of tell me what he had been through so we used the pack mind to our advantage. He's not really a man of many words so when I started seeing glimpses of his life I witnessed how our dad treated him. I was beyond mad, how could my father think of doing those horrendous things to his son and wife? Then there was him having to take care of his dying mother all on his own, then leaving Leah because he was suddenly a protector, her sorrow at finding him dating Emily instead, then him meeting his real imprint. The heartbreak of it all. Now my pack sister had to give up another man she had started to love because of this stupid imprint thing! Rare event my ass! I don't care what any of the other imprints have to say about her she really has been like a sister to me. I mean yeah Emily was great I guess but I always felt like she was trying too hard. With Leah you get what you get, there is never any bullshit and with me being the second female shapeshifter here bullshit is on my fuck off list.
Transforming back and changing into the dress I left in a bag here earlier I'm good to go. I quietly whistle to signal the next two up for patrol, I spot Jake and Quil not even a full minute after that. Nodding at them I start walking to the back yard when I notice everyone in silence, what happened? Since Emily and Angela are the closest ones I ask, "Hey what's going on?" and that's when I notice the four that I've never met before. From the smell of things there is one human- a very good looking man from this viewpoint, one wolf- hmm he seems familiar maybe I've crossed paths with him before, the wolf's mate-she's gorgeous, and a weird one- this girl has to be Jake's new girl, she is very pretty but her heart seems off? "Nothing, Charlie asked Dr. Elle if she'd sing. I think she was about to decline until the wolf man showed up. I guess they're singing a song from their wedding." Wow, I wonder how Sammy is taking that? They sound pretty good, I wonder if they perform together often? They must really enjoy singing because their so in sync, a family. Man, watch when they find out that my brother and Jake imprinted on them shit will go down then. "They aren't that great, I've heard better." Is she serious? Can you say bitter much! "Seriously Emily? You want some sugar with that salt because from the look of things you seem a little too bitter right now. They sound awesome! I mean I should know I got super awesome ears where as you got okay hearing." By the glare I am receiving she didn't appreciate my bluntness, oh well. Forget this where's the cuisine at. Walking towards the food table there is still a good amount of grub left, maybe I should make a plate for Leah before I devour this food.
I just finished my second plate when I hear these darn imprints bickering to one another. "She's not even that pretty." "Did you see her outfit, cover up please this isn't a hooker house." "I don't know what he could see in her Emily. You're way prettier anyways." "Did see the way she's throwing herself at Chief Swan? Have some dignity!" Are they fucking serious right now? Do they not understand that All of Us can hear them? How disrespectful! Not only to my brother as their ALPHA but to Chief Swan and Sue as well! Looking towards my brother I'm not sure if he's pissed off at these stupid females or something else. I'm surprised his wolf didn't blow a gasket yet because I'm about to regulate some shit! Looking towards my brother's imprint I see her crying in Chief Swan's arms, he's holding her like a father would a daughter I would know, that's how my dad held me when I first found out I turned into a fucking dog! How does no else see this?
Joseff POV Saturday - June 28th
Some people say that 'there is no justice in violence'. When we first reached the Swan residence all was going quite pleasantly until Elle introduced herself to Charlie's wife. After that it went down hill and I know the Chief reprimanded Sue for such rudeness but by doing so he only made things worse. Now it seems that all the wolves are scolding their women into submission, guess these guys are more pussy whipped then Justin is and at this point in the night I'm about to say fuck justice! I don't understand what is going on here and I may not have super wolf/vampire ears and eyes like some of them have but Goddammit I see what the hell these ruthless women are doing and saying about our Belle! Thanks to my brother's untimely appearance it died down a bit but I'm about to drag my family away from here if it doesn't stop soon. I know the Alpha is here because you can literally feel his rage, for what purpose is his anger I do not know but I hope he does something about it soon.
When Justin chose to sing 'Mirrors', a song that Jayson wrote for his and Bella's wedding I thought she might cry but after singing the song Belle and Cassie were all smiles. They must be remembering the past because they both have a far off look on their faces, one of contentment. "So is there a certain song you wanted to hear Chief?" Coming out of their stupor when hearing Justin's voice the two best friends are just listening to men speak. "Ah, yes, on Sunday Elle looked so engrossed in the song she was playing I was wondering if she would sing it for us?" Everyone just faces her in that moment but she's looking down into her hands with a furrowed brow. "Um. That was her most recent ballad. I don't know if she finished it yet?" Charlie just nods in understanding. "I finished it that day." It was said in a whisper but the Chief and I heard it. "It's fine if you want to hear it. I'm not sure if you will like it though and for that I'm so sorry." She's right about that. Belle still didn't get to tell her father about her baby. "Here Justin I got this." Taking the guitar from my brother, Joey can you do the backup for me?" I give her a smile in agreeance when I look up at her she nods to start the song…
"You're just a small bump unborn, in four months you're brought to life…
You might be left with my hair but you'll have your father's eyes…
I'll hold your body in my hands, be as gentle as I can
But for now you're a can of my unmade plans…"
"I'll whisper quietly, I'll give you nothing but truth…
I'll hold you tightly, I'll give you nothing but truth…
If you're not inside me, I'll put my future in you…"
"Oh, you are my one and only…
You can wrap your fingers round my thumb and hold me tight and you'll be alright…"
"And I'll hold you tightly… I'll tell you nothing but truth."
"And you can lie with me... With your tiny feet, when you're half asleep
I'll leave you be right in front of me For a couple weeks
So I can keep you safe…"
"Cause you were just a small bump unborn for four months then torn from life.
Maybe you were needed up there but we're still unaware as why."
I'm sure every person here heard her confession through the song, she lost her child. I don't even need to see her to know that she's crying, you could hear it in her voice while singing. Peeking up at Charlie his face has horror written all over it. Just when Justin goes to comfort Belle the Chief steps in front of her and gathers her sobbing form into his arms squeezing her as close to his body as he can.
So these are the versions I listened to when writing this chapter. I wanted to list them just because. Hope you liked it I'll be posting more soon.
The first song was Mirrors - Justin Timberlake (Boyce Avenue Ft. Fifth Harmony Cover)
And the second was Small Bump - Ed Sheeran (Mackenzie Johnson Cover)
