Maryse arrived. She had decided to come a few days earlier, just because she was able to. Nobody knew, not even Alec. We were saying goodbye to each other in front of his office and she caught us kissing and reacted horrible. She acted like we were doing something illegal. This insnt fair she would have never said something like this if she would have caught Jace and Clary or Isabell and Simon. Unbelivable. I have heard quite a few terrible things in my life but she always manages to shock me. She shouldnt be talking like this to him, to us. After that they got into a fight which only got worse. My poor baby is so sad because of her. But he isnt just sad, no he is pissed. And he has all right to be.
And this was only her first day here in New York. Isabel told me that she planning to stay till the 16. Damn. I am sure that he wont be in the mood to celebrate Valentine`s Day with me, if things dont change between them. But I dont know how to help them. Maryse hates me just for beeing alive, if I go to her and tell her what I honestly think, than she will probably never speak with me again. Not that I would mind but Alec would. His parents are, despite all their problems, still very important to him. Maybe I could talk to Jace about this. He knows how Alec feels now, he has been in a very similar position.
But never mind. Today is the 10th of february and I am ready for Valentine`s Day. I am already so excited. Will he like our dinner? What will he think about my special place? Will he notice that I bought some new clothes (and underware ;) )? What if he doesnt like his gift?
Did I wrote something about the gift? Well anyway I bought Alexander something. It is a special necklace which is occupied by an old warlock spell. With this spell I can include my feelings towards him in that necklace. Whenever he touches it he can relive my favourite moments with him and he is able to feel what I felt. I never gave anybody something like this. This is a huge step for me but I trust him. But there is still this little voice in my head, which got hurt and betrayed so many times, which tells me that there is the possibility of getting hurt again. But I want to show him how much he means to me. Because sometimes, when I look in his eyes and in his soul, I see this young boy again who cant belive that I love him as much as I do.
Alec has changed so much but he is still my Alec. It is unbelivable how he managed to change that much in this little amount of time. He came out and is now comfortable with his sexuality, he learned to read in my eyes like a book and he even grew a beard for a few days. But I changed myself. I also grew up. Yes this sound ridiculous because I am over 400 years old, but in the last year with Alec I learned some very important things abot judgement, hate and love. Especially love.
But enough with this emotionally loaded speach to myself, I still have to improve our Valentine`s Day and I have to ask Jace to help me with Alec and Maryse.
I am so sorry that it took me so long to update the story, but I was pretty busy at school and at home. So I apologies to everyone who actually reads this. Sorry guys!
Have a nice day and stay happy. I hope we „see" us in later chapters.
Bye!