Tomorrow is the big day. I did my best to improve everything.
I talked to Jace and asked him to talk to Alec and Maryse. I also talked to Alec and he was willed to meet his mother in private. Their meeting went well and they finaly made up. It is not like they wouldnt disagree and argue about most things but they got better. Alec is happyer now that they are able to talk with each other without yelling. Izzy told me that everything was going well, she made clear that nobody would disturb our evening. I am so glad to have her she is so perfect almost like an angel, well not as peferct as my angel but almost.
Now I am waiting for Alec`s retourn he told me, that he would stop by tonight. Maybe we can go out for dinner, because I bought way to much clothes for tomorrow night and so I could wear one of my new outfits.
I really hope that everything will go smoth tomorrow, I am ready to show him some places that I nerver showed anybody before. I am almost 100 percent sure that I wont ever show them anybody but Alec. He unlocked something in me. There is this weired feeling when I look right into his eyes, that urges me to tell him every secret I ever had. And I had a lot. Especially a lot of which I never told anybody but he is different in so many ways. The way he loves me and the way I love him back. Or the way he looks at me that causes me to melt like a young teenage girl. And
of course the way he smiles at me. This smile can break every heart and wall. He is my kryptonite. There is nothing that I wouldnt do for him and I would always be willing to die if my dead would save him.
He is my live. My one and only.
So I will do everything to make him happy. I am so happy to be able to show him who much I love him. This evening, tomorrow night is the perfect oportunity to do something really special for my love. Hopefully Alexander will like it as much as I would like it. But he loves me and even if he thinks that this whole evening sucks, he wont show it openly because he knows that this would hurt me. But I tried my best to plan tomorrow so that Alec will like it. Izzy assured me that this is excactly his style and even Jace said that he is sure that our evening will be a big success. And since Alexander and Maryse are alright, I cant imagine what could cause us big problems.
And with this final words I will stop worrying now, and start beliving in our love.
I am going to change now and than I will take him out to another nice dinner.