Alecs Pov

The cave was perfect. I had never seen something that naturally beautiful. It was so, I dont know, perfect. We sat there talked and watched the impressive waterfall.

„Mags?" I asked.

„Yes, my love?"

„Why? Why do you do all those things for me? You know that I dont need this, right? I need you and nothing else. I mean I love this, all of it but I just want to make sure that you know that I will stay with you without going out on expensive dates."

„Thank you. I know that you wouldnt leave me because of something like this, but its still nice to hear it sometimes. But thats obviously not the reason why I took you here with me tonight." He smiled at me and then tourned around towards the waterfall. When he spoke again, his voice trembled a little bit. „I brought you here and to Spain because I wanted to share this special places with you, they all mean a lot to me and I have many memorys connected to this places. Not just good ones but also pretty bad ones from times when my life was just a pice of shit." He laughed a sad laugh. I moved closer to him and took him in my wide open arms.

„You know that I would never preassure you, but if you want to talk about it, no matter when and where, I will listen. I always will. I am here for you."

„Thanks! That means a lot to me."

„Anytime."

„Actually I would like to tell you another story. Would that be allright?"

„Of course. As I said, always."

He snuggeled closer to me and started talking, still looking at the waterfall which seemed to glow in the moonlight.

„Over a decade ago, I had a hard time. I was feeling alone after Camille broke my heard and I tought that my life had no value anymore. I came here very often to think, to be alone and to escape just for a few hours. After I lost another dear friend of mine, a warlock, Sabrina, things got worse. I tried to convince myself, that I wasnt responsible for her death, but I knew that that wasnt true. I was too worried about myself, that I couldnt help her, when she lost her husband. He was a lovely human being, but he was mortal. So when he died, she couldnt stand it and took her life."

He stuttered and a few tears fell down on his cheeks. I held him even closer and caressed his face with my hands. He tourned and looked at me thankfully.

„I wasnt there for her and didnt wanted to be alife if she wasnt. I had problems with suicide toughts and selfharm before so I came here, ready to do it. But when I said here and watched the waterfall, I couldnt do it. I was furious that I wasnt even strong enough to take my life but I couldnt. I sat here for hours before I fell asleep. When I woke up in the morning I said to myself: If you cant end your life then you have to survive. And I did."

„And I am so so glad you did." I tourned him around so that I could face him and kissed his temple. „Thank you for trusting me enought to tell me this."

„I never wanted to share this part of me, until you came along. Especially when I saw you standing on that ledge… I just want you to know that I am not perfect. That I am far from perfect and I just had to tell you this, I am not even sure why. I never told this anybody."

„I love you!" I said totally overwhelmed by his totally honest speech. I had seen him vulnerable but he had never opened himself up like this. I was so thankful for being able to share this moment with him.

„And I love you" He replied with a smile and his eyes still full of tears.

So guys, that was the new chapter. I hope you liked it. What do you think should I continue this? Because I am thinking about finishing the story with this chapter.

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