I was dumbfounded I sat up before I got up and went to the bathroom and washed myself I changed my clothes before I told Carlisle to leave. He left with anger as I sat down and cried in the corner of my room leaning against the wall I called into work sick for the next few days and I wouldn't answer the door. I saw my kids and that was it I was getting ready to sever all ties to Forks and leave with the kids in a week Carlisle came around in Friday night but I was sick and I was packing we left on the Tuesday after in the morning we moved to Port Angeles.

The kids got work I started to get worse so I didn't work I was constantly sick so I stayed in bed my heart felt like I had a giant hole in my chest. I was out shopping a week later when the pain started to ease I had grown used to it so I was relieved that I finished shopping when I got home I unpacked the groceries and I made something to eat. I still had the house in Forks but for now it was empty standing for the future I didn't keep many homes when I moved.

I was washing dishes when I had this weird feeling creep up my spine and I looked around for the source of the feeling that I was being watched. I started cooking for the lunches tomorrow and then I put them in the fridge for the twins I asked Rachelle to make dinner after dinner I sat in my room brushing out my hair straightening it I braided my hair taking a break I left the braid loose as I went into the closet and changed into my nightgown I sat at my vanity and removed my makeup I grabbed a coke and then set in my living room reading before I went and prayed I went to my room and laid down in bed tiredly yawning as I closed my eyes and fell asleep.

I was having a dream I opened my eyes sleepily not really awake or coherent I felt a weight on top of me and moaned as something was causing me pleasure I blinked several times and when I looked at the man I was faced Emmett the man who had fathered the twins I came so hard that I passed out and fell asleep again sleeping until the sun came up high in the sky. I slept until 6:30 AM making the twins come and check on me I woke up and yawned tiredly I dressed in a pair of black high waist double button jeans with a pink shirt I let my hair down and removed the braid I pinned my hair back and left it to flow down my back in ringlet curls.

I had made the kids lunch so I sent them off to work yawning I cleaned the house and then I read putting in dinner at 4:40 PM and pulling it out at 6 PM I set the table and called the twins for dinner I had already made their lunch for the next day. I cleaned up after dinner and then I read until I fell asleep in my chair I briefly woke up to being carried to my bed and being laid down on the bed after I was changed into to my nightgown I felt my legs being opened and then I felt pleasure. I woke up the next morning tired but relaxed I sighed and got up looking at myself I washed and dressed in the same pants putting on a teal shirt instead.

I cleaned up after breakfast and then I went to the store buying food. I put the groceries away before I ate and then I went shopping I bought fabric and journals. I shopped until 3 and then went home I cooked dinner and Rachelle cleaned up the days leading to Thanksgiving were filled with frenzied cooking I sold thousands of pies and desserts the money was put into a Christmas fund for presents and food. I was up early on Thanksgiving Day cooking I had the last minute pies waiting to be picked up Emmett would answer the door and tell the person where I was at.

I would take their money and give them the pie to take home I heard Rachelle shriek and ran into the living room and found Raymond and Carlisle standing at the door. I went back to the kitchen and finished dinner putting dinner on the table we were about to sit down when there was a knock on the door I asked Raymond to open the door I had my hair pinned back and my eyes were blue green I was still putting stuff on the table I had masked my scent. I sat next to Raymond who was at the head of the table I was already seated when several people entered the room I looked up and my jaw fell open in shock for the first time in over 300 hundred years of life on this earth I cleared my throat looking down we prayed.

I stood shaking hands with the people who had come to dinner at my house I was shocked Rachelle and Emmett were stunned to see their father who was supposed to be dead they knew that their brother and I were very different from them but they didn't know how different we were from them. I was introduced to Emmett, Rosalie, Jasper Alice, Edward and Esme who said she was Carlisle's previous wife. I said nothing except a few hello's I ate very little and then I went to my room I prayed and then I embroidered for a few minutes I rejoined Rachelle and Emmett with my photo album of my previous husbands and children I sat between them and I opened the Album to the first page it was a half-page wedding painting.

The book had paintings that I had done from memory I told them a little about the year that the wedding had occurred and the names of the children. I stopped at Jasper placing my hand over the photograph and said this is where it becomes harder to tell. I finished the book and closed it on my lap I took it to my bedroom and sat with my head in my hands composing myself I dried my eyes and fixed my makeup I walked back into the living room I hated the tenseness and I was glad when they left I spent the next 3 weeks and 4 days shopping I decorated the house and wrapped presents I was sitting at my vanity when Rachelle told me to come quick I grabbed my nightgown and ran I found Raymond fighting Emmett McCarthy Cullen I told them to stop I had to try to pull Raymond off of Emmett and wound up on my ass.

I cursed and grabbed the broom I started swinging it and hitting them I broke the broom on Emmett and cussed loudly whistling with a piercing sound that stopped them cold they had to cover their ears. I huffed looking at them "You have 3 seconds to start explaining what the HELL you two were thinking fighting is wrong".

"I was teaching this vagabond some manners and respect he came in here and acted as if he hadn't abandoned you 20 years ago like he could just come back and pick up where he left off. I was angry and he was not making it easier by calling me son". Raymond sighed and looked at me apologetically as I scowled at him and Emmett.

"I tried to return after I was changed but I was forbidden to interfere with your lives I didn't want to leave you I had to get a handle on my blood lust and my strength. Rosalie thought I was her mate but she was wrong she had found her mate in Raymond Alice is mated to Edward and Esme they only realized it after Esme divorced Carlisle" Emmett said looking at me as he spoke.

I huffed and then took the broom pieces back into the house and tossed them in the trash I grabbed a drink and then went to my room and got dressed putting on a long emerald green dress and sheer stockings with matching shoes I started cooking the kids had been up early I had both a ham and a 20 lb. turkey I set the table and then we sat down Christmas breakfast was tense after breakfast we opened the gifts I hadn't gotten gifts for the men I shopped a week before Raymond came home and bought gifts in case they showed up. I had bought Rachelle a pair of boots and a pair of pants and a belly top with a jacket as well as a matching purse. I bought Emmett a nice suit and a trench coat as well as a wallet and tie to go with the shirt.

I bought Journals and handkerchiefs to go with the gifts for everyone buying Rosalie, Alice, Edward, Esme and Jasper. I bought each of them a sturdy leather bound journal with pen set and bookmark. I embroidered handkerchiefs with each person's initials. I sighed sitting on the couch near the tree I watched as Emmett handed gifts to each person as I drank my tea sitting there watching the twins and the others watching them open their gifts.

I watched them open their gifts and smiled watching Carlisle who was seated at the other end of couch I was sitting watching them distractedly when a box was placed on my lap so I looked down. I looked at the box and then opened it opening the card it was from Carlisle, Emmett and Jasper the box was filled with boxes from them I opened the boxes and found several smaller boxes in the big box.

I found a Journal, fountain pens, ink, a sketchbook, colored pencils, a sewing kit, embroidery thread and a book of stitching patterns. I smiled there was also a jewelry set with a necklace, two different styles, a bracelet, a simple ring, a few dresses and accessories to go with it. I had never received gifts that made me as happy as I was after I opened those gifts from the men I was in the kitchen finishing up when I turned and almost ran into Esme who was watching me as I cooked.

I poured her a wine and then she sat at the counter watching me cook for the holiday meal. I served dinner at 2:30 pm and then I sat sketching while the twins and the women were all talking about fashionable clothing or the guys were talking about cars or sports. I set my sketching aside to get more tea or coffee before I left to go to my room I closed the door and let my hair down brushing it I got dressed for bed and then I got in bed and went to sleep I woke up at 4 am to pain I went into the bathroom and looked at myself realizing I looked different than before I went to sleep.

I sat at my vanity brushing my hair and braiding it before putting on a black dress and black shoes. I made breakfast and coffee I was startled to see the Cullens in the living room and realized that the kids had not made sure that they had left. I huffed causing the Cullens to look at me as I put breakfast on the table as the kids joined us in their pajamas at the table to eat.

I ate before going back to my room and sitting on the window seat in the private living room and lounged I felt strange my stomach was rounded and full I looked and felt like I was pregnant with twins or something else like that. I had Rachelle cook dinner and that night I was in my room lying in bed reading when I felt this weird pressure so I got up going to the bathroom I peed and then I realized I was going into labor.

I quickly covered the bed and I laid back I pushed and then I gasped as I felt the pain end. I washed-up the baby a small blonde girl who looked like Carlisle I cleaned up myself and the bed laying down I slept with the baby in my arms. I woke up to feed and clean the baby before I bathed and dressed myself in a simple dark blue dress with a blue hat. I exited my suite with the baby in my arms and found the twins sitting at the table with the Cullens who looked up when I entered the room Rachelle, Emmett and Raymond came over to inspect the newest member of the house.

Carlisle came over and looked at the baby girl who waved her arms about and giggled happily at me. I put my things in the car and took the baby to a store and bought all the things I would need like a new dark wood bassinet and baby blankets. I filled the passenger's side floor with the bags and the back seat with furniture and accessories going home.