When Erin got to the hospital Will took on her case. Before he went back to take her into surgery he went up to talk to Jay.

"Will, I can't loose her." Jay said eyes puffy from crying. "It's my fault she's in here if I had her back like I was supposed to this never would have happened."

Will had never seen his brother so broken before. He must really love her "I will do everything I can. I promise." Will said walking away.


After Will had taken her back to surgery Jay completely broke down.

He sat with his back against the wall and his head against his knees. He felt a hand on his shoulder. He looked up and it was Antonio.

"How is she?" Antonio asked sitting next to him. "I don't know man they took her up to surgery and I haven't heard anything since." Jay replied putting his head back on his knees. "Hey she'll be fine. She's Erin Lindsay she has never backed down from anything." Just then Nadia ran through the doors.

"Where is she?" she yelled. Jay stood up and walked over to her. "She's in surgery Will should be out any minute to update us."Jay stated trying to calm her. Nadia was close to tears so Jay pulled her into a hug.

"She'll be okay, She's strong." Jay said trying to stop her crying. "I can't loose her Jay she's my best friend. She saved me." Nadia said crying harder. "I know me too. I can't imagine living without her."

Antonio stood watching two of the people who loved Erin most comforting each other.


A few hours later the waiting room was filled with people from district 21, the intelligence unit, and firehouse 51. All waiting for news on Erin. When Will walked into the waiting room he wasn't surprised at how many people were waiting. As soon as Jay saw Will he stood up and walked over to him along with Antonio, Hank, and Nadia.

"She made it through the surgery. The knife punctured her spleen, but we were able to fix it. She is in recovery right now. Jay she's asking for you." Will said walking over to address everyone else. After he was done with briefing everyone he walked Jay to Erins room. As Jay looked at her he couldn't help but to feel responsible. "Hey." Erin said in her raspy voice. "Hi, god Erin you scared me." Jay said leaning over and placing a kiss on her forehead. "Did you honestly think I would leave without our one day." she said with a smile on her face. "I guess not." Jay said placing a sweet kiss on her lips. "You have a huge crowd out there. They all really want to see you." "You're the only one I want to see right now. They can come in, in a minute." She could tell there was something he wanted to ask and she had a pretty good idea of what it was.

"Nothing happened Jay you stopped him before it could get that far." "Yeah, but it got really close. I was so worried that something would happen to you. Never scare me like that again." "Okay, as long as you promise to do the same. I can't lose you too." "I promise." Jay said giving her one last kiss before going out and getting everyone from the waiting room.

Erin got a combination of "Hey how are you feeling?" and "I'm so glad you're okay." After about an hour the nurses came in and said that visiting hours were over. With a few hugs and in some cases kisses everyone, but hank had left.

"Hey kiddo how you doin." Hank said coming off of his place on the wall. "You scared me today. I was worried we wouldn't get to you in time." "Yeah I guess i'm lucky I have people who love me as much as they do." "You certainly do. You know the second he realized you were gone Jay ran into hyperdrive. You're lucky to have him." "Yeah I am and I wouldn't give that up for anything." "Good don't, don't ever let him go." "Thanks Hank, but I don't plan on it." "Okay i'll let you get some rest i'll see you tomorrow kiddo." "Bye Hank, I love you." "Love you too kid now go to sleep."


A/N~ Thank you to everyone who has been sending me the comments. If you have any ideas about what you would like me to write about I would happily try to incorporate them into the story. Keep commenting.