Sadie is behind the counter as usual but without Lars to mess with her, she felt empty without the feeling. Sadie's mind wanders over to Lars and her hope for his safety with growing paranoia that doubts the very same safety she wanted Lar and Steven to have. Her growing paranoia is the result of countless sleepless nights and when she manages to sleep she dreams of Lars walking over to her with open arms, warm and loving ones before getting pierced right through the stomach with a flash of light and a 'clink' he cries and bleeds out and starts screaming agony and his hand reaches out to Sadie, his bloody hand in it is Steven's gem with his flesh surrounding it before shooting up from her nightmare. Sadie clutches her heart tightly from the counter and collapses on the floor with a loud 'thump' and she finally breaks, like an egg being cracked she sobs loudly and hugs herself in attempt to supporting herself imagining Lar's arms.
"It hurts so much knowing I could've prevented this, could've pushed him out the way, and dragged him." Sadie gives a tiny smile and looks up at the sky and hums a little song "As Steven would say, go out for pizzas." The night ascends upon the mournful town and Sadie is walking around muttering "Why couldn't it be me instead, he has a life ahead of him no one would care if an adult from a dead end job goes missing.." Sadie shakes her head at the thought and again tries to find the bright side "Believe in Steven" the young woman mutter before drifting to sleep on the beach bench.
Sadie is now in her house pacing with growing impatience for their arrival before she snaps once more "STEVEN, EVERYONE IS COUNTING ON YOU WHY CANT YOU PULL THROUGH AS YOU USUALLY DO" Sadie screams out to whoever is listening to her delusional rambles and she falls down in tears once more. "I'm being selfish; we'll win the fight and….go out for pizza". Sadie is looking at the blade in her hand and has a drained smile "To numb the pain is getting rid of it"