Chapter 47

Dazed

I felt a few hot tears fall onto my shoulder and I looked over to see Shadow resting her head on it.

I can't remember anything that happened recently, the last thing I remember is- no I can't think about that.

I slowly moved my numb and stiff arm and placed my hand on her head. I heard a little gasp come from her throat and she didn't move an inch.

"N- Nova?" she whispered.

I looked up at the sky and realized it was night. I quietly wondered what day it was, what time it was.

'It's been a week,' she answered me silently, still not daring to move. 'and it's around midnight.'

I thought about that for a moment. Stroking her hair.

"You should get something to eat." she said suddenly, grabbing some food from somewhere behind us. "You'll die of starvation if you don't eat something soon."

I looked at the food, unwilling to eat it. But when I looked into Shadow's worried expression I gave up and picked a grape off of it's vine. I reluctantly put it in my mouth, chewed and swallowed.

I repeated this a few times, but I soon gave up and stopped. Shadow sighed but was glad that she had gotten me to eat something.

She stared at me for a few moments and then she disapeared.

I stared at the spot she was, wide eyed and jumped when a second later she was suddenly by my side.

"Drink." she comanded, holding out a glass of water.

I looked at it for a moment. I wasn't planning on drinking it, or eating for that matter, but I could see the worry and fear in Shadow's eye's and I could read her thoughts to see what had put them there.

She knew I was trying to starve myself. She was afraid to loose me. That thought made me smile, even if it was just a reaction to Star being-

I stopped that thought cold and grabbed the cup of water for something to distract me.

I slowly drank it. It probably took me about an hour to finish just that one glass.

"You should go to bed." I said as Shadow yawned.

She looked at me unwilling to leave me alone. But she caught my eye and nodded slowly. Disappearing within milliseconds.

Now that Shadow was gone I felt myself slipping into a daze again. I welcomed it eagerly.

(end of chapter 47)

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