I decided to discontinue this story, lost all desire to keep going with it any further.
life's been hectic this last few years and it's not seems to be getting any better, so i prefer to stop writing for now cause i juste don't have the time nor the insperation necessery for it any more. If anyone want to take it up just MP me and we'll talk about it.
I'm really sorry to all those who were waiting for the next part of this one, and thanks to all who gave me their encouragement and advices they were very halpful and uplifting.