There is a change of tone in the story- I could not stop this after the last episode of Grey's Anatomy. I am so upset seeing Callie-Penny getting back in the show...Let me know what you think.

Chapter 5

This whole week has been a roller coaster on Callie due to her many pending surgeries. Moreover, she did not want to meet Arizona after the revelation that she was sleeping with Simi. Right now although she does not want to think about her ex-wife anymore, she ends up thinking about her only. More than anything, she is afraid of losing her to somebody else. When Meredith comes to the ortho floor to see a patient, she visits Callie to ask if she wants to meet at Joe's and finds Callie holding both temples of her head with both of her index fingers.

-"Callie, are you in pain?"

-"No..," Callie replies looking at Meredith with red eyes

-"You know you can talk to me about Arizona"

-"You know?"

-"I am not blind Callie"

-"Mer, I am really confused and angry at myself…after years when I have started thinking that finally I am okay without her, I again have started feeling for her"

-"what about her?"

-"She does not have any feelings for me"

-"Callie, do you want me to believe that? Except you everybody knows that Arizona never has stopped loving you"

-"umm…"

-"Let's meet at the bar…and we will talk," telling this Meredith runs to ER. Callie really wants to believe what Meredith just has told her and somewhere inside her heart, she also feels that. In fact, she always had a feeling that Arizona could not move on. Was I able to move on? I did not leave Arizona, I left that suffocated marriage, which actually entangled both of us. We needed to be apart from each other. How could I lie to myself? I never could stop sneaking whenever she passed by. Her scent, her smell, the perky smile she has, the way her head is fallen in either sides after telling something, the way she laughs everything was addictive. That is why, I was even apprehensive while bringing Penny to Mer's party.

Callie comes out of her room somewhat distracted-she is late for her afternoon round. She starts running towards the nurse station and suddenly bangs with someone and out of reflex she holds the other person just to help not to fall. Before she could see the face, just by holding the soft body, she immediately comes to know it is her. After so many months, she is so near to Arizona. Arizona is tightly pressed against her-Callie holds her more tightly by locking her fingers at the back of the blue eyed woman and keeps looking at those eyes. Arizona too cannot take off her eyes from the person whom she has desired so long. Callie slowly leans and hugs her so softly inhaling Arizona's golden hair, that Arizona almost melts in that hug-in that moment. Arizona still uses the same shampoo, which I used to buy for her, Callie smiles with the revelation. Arizona reciprocates the hug slowly by locking hands around Callie's shoulder and simply closes her eyes. The kind of warmth this hug has, she can throw the entire world for this one moment. She forgets her restless nights full of guilt and loneliness. She always liked the way Callie used to hug her. She would always hold her covering her small body by her strong arms. The world literally has stopped for both of them until Arizona's Mobile starts ringing. Arizona jumps out of the hug and realizing what just has happened, holding the mobile she rushes towards the opposite direction of Callie, leaving a very perplexed brunette on the hallway.

Reaching her office, Arizona locks her door and breaks into tears. She has not cried like this for many months. This hug reminds her, she had everything ever she could desire, but she could not hold them. She could not stop crying like a teenage girl. She missed this every day. I hate you Calliope for taking those two years from me, taking away these feelings from me, for leaving me alone when I needed you…but if I ever have another chance with you, I will never let you leave me. She stops crying when she is totally tired.

Arizona decides to go home as she does not have anything to do today-she is tired. As she opens the door to go out, she finds Callie standing there with angry eyes. Before she could say anything Callie pushes her back and closing the door the stronger woman pins Arizona on the door and crushes her lips on those familiar lips. Arizona takes only a moment to reply the kiss. Callie passionately traces down to the jaw to the neck leaving the lips and starts sucking Arizona's pulse point. She knows the body of this woman like the palm of her hands. She can listen to the moans which are escaping from Arizona's mouth. Arizona has been waiting for this fervent moment as long as she remembers for last two years. Callie's hands move inside the back of her scrub and she starts almost trembling in the arms of the stronger woman. Callie comes back to the lips again and this time she goes slow but with the passion that she has never kissed before. Callie takes Arizona's both hands off to her shoulder and pins them on the door and starts sucking her earlobes, "does she make you feel like this?", she asks. Arizona plays like a dumb, "hah!". "Does your girlfriend make you feel like this", Callie asks almost hissing. Arizona's eyes open up immediately and she pushes Callie up from her with all her willpower and strength. Both the women are breathing high.

-"so, this was all about a competition…for a moment.. I… I…", Arizona realizes that she is trapped in her own game.

-"Arizona, I was trying to show that she is not the one for you", Callie in fact does not know how to explain her behavior. "Callie, please go", Arizona knows that this is her mistake. She opens the door for Callie. As Callie slowly exits the door, Arizona's eyes well up with new set of tears; I wanted her to love me again, not to compete with somebody like winning a prize.

Question: How could Shonda do this to CalZona? I am feeling like stop writing...