Chapter 5

Is worser a word…?

I must be dreaming Rin thought as she glanced around the beautiful house. "Mother!" Rin heard a cute voice call out and she turned to see an adorable little child running towards her with their arms outstretched. She picked her up as if it was the most natural thing in the world and turned to walk further into the house. RIn stopped short at the sight of Sesshoumaru. He looked like he had something important to tell her but as he opened his mouth instead of a voice came the sound of shattering glass.

Rin awoke with a start. She was lying in a bed which was in the infirmary which was still at of the explained the sound in her dream, or why Sesshomaru featured. Was the child his? What had he wanted to tell her? Most importantly why was she dreaming of kids at sixteen? Rin was still trying to orient herself when the shattering of more glass was followed by a thud and a groan. She peaked around the curtains surrounding the bed just in time to see Kohaku flip away from another of Sesshoumaru's attacks. Sesshoumaru looked… different his strips jagged his hair seemed to float and his teeth poked his bottom lip. But those weren't the changes that made Rin freeze in terror. It was the sight of Sesshomaru's eyes that made Rin freeze in fear stuck in her remembered traumas. Her nightmare memories.

The flash of those red eyes, a chuckle, a vicious growl as she ran and ran but it was never fast enough, never enough to get away and as she looked back again she tripped. Then they were on her biting nipping growling howling always oblivious to her cries to her pleas for mercy. They wanted her to get upand run again wanted to continue the chase. She heard another laugh as she stared up at the one who at this moment controlled her fate dreading what she would hear. "Have fun boys we have her for another month no one will even know." Then came that horrible laugh the one that would forever haunt her dreams as she continued her cries. She forced her body up. The laugh got louder "Run Princess, Run" He called her red rin because she was covered in her own blood. She knew better than to fight back all she could do was run.

Sesshoumaru had come in to check on Rin as he had decided he would. Before he even stepped in the room he knew she was asleep he could smell that she was relaxed and hear her deep even breathing. He was tempted to walk past the room but something urged him to go inside and check on her himself. There was no logical reason for this feeling, he couldn't smell anyone and heard nothing from the room but still he could not help but to open the door to go in and check on her. It was then that he saw a human attempting to prop her up so that he could slip the item in his hand around her neck. After that Sesshomaru's eyes bleed red and he felt himself change as he growled in anger and leapt at the person. After his loss of control Sesshomaru didn't stop attacking the boy, he couldn't not until the boy lay dead at his feet. At least that's what he was thinking until he heard something or rather someone whimpering and he heard a soft voice whispering the words "Stop, Please Stop" again and again as if the person was too distraught to say anything more than that. It, the sound of the voice, he recognized it. His rage frenzied mind was barely able to place the sound but finally he was able to think or at least able to tell whose voice he was hearing. Rin something or someone was scaring his Rin and he needed to find it and kill it to give his mate the peace of mind and comfort she deserved. Rin continued to whimper she was curled on the bed curled up as if she was being attacked. Her fear was obviously mental and this instantly calmed him, his mate needed him and couldn't comfort her while in a rage. While Sesshoumaru was distracted Kohaku slipped out of the room with a curse promising himself and Rin that he wouldn't fail next time. Moments later when security burst into the room, with teachers and students hot on their tails, rushed into the room all that they found was a destroyed as the only evidence that anyone had been there.

When Rin next awoke she found herself looking into the worried eyes of her father as he sat in a chair by her bed. She blinked as she tried to remember how she had gotten home and failed. She opened her mouth to ask her father and all that came out was a dry croak. Her father quickly brought her glass of water which she slowly gulped down as her father began to talk. "Rin, your teacher brought you home he said you got sick and fainted again." He wrung his hands and cleared his throat. "Rin, Honey this incident has made me realize that I won't be around forever and when I am gone I want you to be well taken care of and well… " he took a deep breath as if to fortify himself "I have accepted the Okami's proposal and you are now engaged to be married to his son Koga you remember he was your childhood friend. Now the… " Rin heard nothing else after that as her world spun and her father's voice echoed as she slipped into another faint. Her last thoughts being Somebody hates me up there.

Sesshoumaru was at his home and reflecting on the events of the afternoon. He lounged on his large sofa wishing a certain young lady was lounging with him perhaps even snuggled warmly in his mokomoko where he could keep her safe from her fears and kill whatever dared to threaten her. His Demon was stunned for awhile quietly thinking before he decided to finally speak.

I'm surprised you are so calm about this.

And why wouldn't this Sesshoumaru be calm Demon.

We have just found our mate….. in a human…

And we will claim that mate when this Sesshoumaru chooses, this Sesshoumaru will not lose control again Demon. Do not interfere. This Sesshoumaru will not be made a fool of again.

That child needed to die he threatened our mate and that is all that matters. He will need to be destroyed and we will destroy him Sesshoumaru. As for your dignity and pride do not take too long to choose to face this challenge or I will choose the time and place for you fool or not.

Do not threaten this Sesshomaru Demon I control you not the other way around. This Sesshoumaru will destroy the ones who dare to harm his mate but it will be before he claims her she needs to know that this Sesshoumaru can protect her and that he will keep her safe.

Sesshoumaru's demon seemed pleased he like the fact that Sesshoumaru would show Rin that her soon to be alpha could provide for her and would care for her but he had one last question.

Sesshoumaru we crave our mate what about our urge , what if we can't hold back?

This Sesshoumaru is not so weak as to rape a young student.

And he refused to say anything else to his demon and instead fell asleep and dreamed of his young mate. His Demon would have to be satisfied with the simple fact that Sesshoumaru accepted their young human mate.

Rin awoke the next morning refreshed. She was convinced that the previous night had to be a dream and that because yesterday was so horrible today had to be better. Her hurried to shower and dress in her school uniform a short red skirt and a white shirt. She grabbed her bag and headed to the door without breakfast. She touched the knob and felt the irrational need to turn around and run back to her room to fake being sick. Rin shook off the instinct and turned the knob. She regretted I as soon as she opened the door.

The look on her face was priceless. The fear was a tantalizingly thick blanket in the air and he licked his lips and smirked. This would be even more fun than he thought. "Hello Princess, aren't you happy to see me? It's been so long since we last played together … don't you think. My boys missed you didn't you boys." He gave a sharp whistle and around four wolves and two wolf demons climbed from the large van behind him. Rin began to whimper and the sound was music to his ears. "Come now is that any way to act towards your fiancée? "His voice switched to a low growl. "I thought I trained you better than that. Maybe a little retraining is necessary you seem to have forgotten who is your Alpha." He said as he slowly raised his hand in preparation for the snap that was his signal for his packmates to attack. Rin saw this and way instantly on her knees at his feet her head lowered in a bow. "Master Koga." She said in a low voice. Koga grunted in approval and knelt in order to place a finger beneath her chin and lift her eyes to meet his. Her large brown eyes were blank, vacant as if his mere presence sucked the life out her body and left only a shell in it's place. This was how Koga loved to see his little Rin beautifully submissive to him and only him. He gently stroked her cheek in the imitation of a loving caress as he rumbled "Good girl Princess." And Koga pulled her up and pushed her towards the car. "See how easy this can be if you just obey me baby. You know that I don't want to hurt you but if you defy me I'm forced to put you in your place." He smirked as he and his followers got in the car after her. And they drove off to the school.

Something was wrong with Rin. Jak noticed instantly that his usually bright perky Angel wasn't happy and it probably had to do with those strange boys surrounding her possessively. Jak didn't like that at all and he instantly decided to do something about was not because he was interested in Rin that way. Though he was bi he would never risk the relationship with Rin. Still till she found a boy or girl who caught her eye and swept her off her feet Rin was his, his and Ayame's. His friend his Angel, his sweet and innocent girl. And that fool apparently hadn't swept her off her feet which meant he was touching what wasn't his. He walked calmly up to the boys as if he didn't have a care in the world and said in a clear non threatening voice. "Hello boys I see you are acquainted with little Rin here." Rin didn't look up and Koga smirked at the lanky weak looking boy. "You could say that what's it got to do with you?"

Sorry I've had to rewrite this chapter I lost the rest of my data when I lost my flash drive, and I've started college and I'm very busy but theses updates will get faster. What do you want to happen? Personally I'm thinking of making Jak kick Koga's sorry tail. I'm not sure though feedback is important here people. I NEED IT!