At first when I was writing this, it was so complicated I thought 'What the hell am I writing?'. So I deleted the whole thing and wrote this instead, and it was more satisfying than that one.

What are you doing, me? Why are you writing a fanfic that hit yourself in the feels?

Alma arc is so angst, I want some comfort.

Brace yourself everyone, Alma arc is going to start soon in D. Gray-Man Hallow. I better prepare my heart for this, I'm not ready.

Oh yeah, I want to say thanks to Cutiepie120048 for commenting the theme on Theme 3, I very much appreciate it.

Now that everything's done, let's get back to the main thing.

Disclaimer: I don't own D. Gray-Man.

Theme: Letting Go

Allen Walker knew the moment he let them go, he also knew he let a part of him go.

Watching them being together hurt, but he knew it was the right thing to do. Both of them had been looking for each other for a long time now, Alma wanted to say the words he wanted to say to the samurai and he couldn't bear to see both of them desperately trying to reach their goals that are so close yet so far.

He couldn't let this unrequited love get in his way to help them, no matter how selfish he is, he knew how painful it was when you lost someone you love.

If Yu found out that I was 'that person', he would stop searching.

The promise we made that day, as long as he was bound by the promise he made with 'that person', he is forever hers…

I want to be beside him.

He's the one person...I didn't want to lose!

Alma, after what he had been through, had found out the truth and wanted to bury it with him, so Kanda would forever be her's, not him. He had accepted his new life as the samurai's best friend, if those people hadn't interfered, they would have been happy together in the afterlife, or started a new life together as exorcists.

And Allen would never bore this love to Yu Kanda.

Alma knew, he knew that he harbored feelings for his former lover, yet he smiled at him, like encouraging him to confess.

But he couldn't do it.

He was a coward, an idiot coward who runs away from the problems he couldn't solve. But now he has a solution to this problem.

I love him.

But he loves her more than anything.

It's time to let it go.

He helped Alma and Kanda escape to the Mater, letting go of the love he held for the samurai man the moment he watched them go through the Ark.

"Thank you, Allen Walker."

That was enough for him, hearing the man saying his name. It made him feel happy, still painful, but happy.

They're both happy now.

And I...will never see him again.

It's all for the best.

He faced the Noah and the Order, his eyes challenging them to go against what he's going to say.

"I will not allow Noah, or the Church, to get in the way any longer."

Maybe I should try to write a Kanda!centric drabble...Nah, writing him is quite hard. But who knows, I might write it one day.

Okay, to clear our mind off the angst of this, choose one of these two:

1/ Pork The Boy

2/ Rain

I actually snorted at my first suggestion. I actually wanted to write Fuck The Boy, but nah, it sounds kinda straightforward. Besides, pork sounds funnier.

Choose please, because I'm really thinking whenever I should write Comedy (I think?) or fluff next.