Fast update, damn. I should be writing something else, like updating DGMO because I'm seriously lagging behind on that fic, I should have finished it a week ago. I'll try my best to update it this week, I'm actually halfway done, so it should be around Tuesday or Wednesday, definitely before the week ends.

Anyways, thank you AmbertheCat, Chocowrites, Cutiepie120048, Dark Magpie, Bunbunny-sempai, icegirl75 or thesoniclove, Sadistic Yaoi Queen, btmdiamond, ShadowWolf62400, Lena-luvs-cats, and Soltis48 for choosing the theme. And good question AmbertheCat, I did have thoughts about making a story about these two, but I still feel hesitate about writing one because writing long stories makes me feel like I'm doing a bad job about writing it, like grammar mistakes and such, and bad plots too. You can check D. Gray-Man Online, because I'm planning to make it into (spoilers ahead...or probably not) a Yullen story. Nonetheless, let's just see how that turns out.

Alright, I'm done babbling, enjoy this theme!

Disclaimer: I don't own D. Gray-Man.

Theme: Jealous

Allen and Kanda were fighting five minutes ago.

Now they're kissing.

Allen didn't remember how it ended like this, but he remembered how the argument started.

Kanda was being flirted, which was often enough that Allen wasn't worried, but today, the woman was persistent and she had boldly tried to kiss him. Red was all Allen could see and he had expected Kanda to react about it, instead, he just didn't do anything.

Allen felt anger and a bit hurt, so he decided to leave the cafe to cool his head down with a walk around the town.

As he walked back to their shared dorm, he began to realize how silly and stupid he was. Kanda was Kanda, he was loyal and would never cheat on him, that was a fact, because the thought of Kanda cheating on him was quite laughable. Allen could have politely said he was his boyfriend, but it would felt weird because even though they are dating for a month now, Allen felt like he and Kanda were still roommates, and he was just harboring that one-sided crush all over again.

He was afraid that Kanda might actually cheat him and leave him with someone else, someone who would be better than him, and Allen would be lonely again. He knew that would never happened, but he was so...scared. He was self-conscious over his looks, he felt ugly and not worthy of someone like Kanda.

Allen was scared, he just didn't know what to do with these emotions inside his chest. He had never felt jealous before, it was an ugly feeling that Allen just wanted it to go away.

He sighed and decided to text Kanda that he was sorry and he would be going back to the dorm. He wanted to go to sleep, or play with Tim, he wanted to forget the things that happened this afternoon.

When he got back, however, he was caught off guard with his boyfriend sitting on the couch, stroking Tim's fur while the dog lied on the floor.

A smile was on his face by habit "Welcome back, Kanda."

The blue-haired man looked up, and Allen was a bit self-conscious when his gaze set on him.

"You ran away." he said bluntly.

He winced "Yeah, I was kinda...shocked at that time."

"Why?" he asked, but it felt like a command.

"I don't know." he sighed "Look, let's just drop it for today, I'm feeling rather tired right now."

"We're not done once you tell me why you left." Kanda said.

Irritation flared in him "I don't want to talk about it."

"But I want to."

Timcanpy, as if sensing the change in the atmosphere, went to their shared bedroom and closed the door his his nose.

"Just tell me why you left." Kanda demanded.

"I felt tired." he lied.

His boyfriend's eyes narrowed "You're lying." he said.

Allen snorted "Nice to see that brain of yours is working. Why don't you try to figure it out why then, Kanda?"

"I'm not a mind reader, moyashi." he replied, standing up and approaching him with that piercing gaze of his "So just tell me already."

"I don't want to!" he finally yelled with a glare.

"Then why? All I want to know is why!" Kanda yelled back.

"Because I was jealous, okay!?"

He didn't remember who started the kiss, or what happened next, but they were both kissing so desperately and Allen tangled his hands into his boyfriend's hair because he was afraid the man would leave if he let go of him.

He was afraid of being alone again, he had no one else, his foster father passed away and his guardian was missing, he didn't want to remember the feeling of being alone in the dark room, it was too scary.

They broke away when air was needed into their lungs, and Allen suddenly hugged him.

"Moya-"

"I was jealous because she kissed you and you didn't react, I was afraid that you would leave me." tears leaked out of his eyes as he confessed "I was scared at that time, okay? I didn't want you to leave me, so I left."

He shut up and squeezed the man he loved tighter. He wanted to remember his scent, his form, because he didn't know when the man would leave him. He wanted to at least remember what it felt like to be loved like this before being alone again.

"You idiot." Kanda said and wrapped his arms around his waist.

He kissed his forehead, where the star was and trailed his lips down until that teardrop ended before pecking him on the lips.

"I love you, I love you so much I thought I'd done something wrong when you left." he said "I would never choose someone over you, not now, and not ever. You don't know how important you are to me."

Allen stared at him, and the ugly feeling inside his chest turned into something more warm and light, he felt like laughing. So he did.

"I'm sorry for leaving like that." he said "Thank you for telling me this, Kanda. You don't know how good it felt when you told me that."

"Che." and there was that attitude.

Allen laughed again.

Who was he kidding?

Kanda was his, and he was Kanda's.

There was no one in the middle to begin with.

Just the both of them.

Nothing more.

"I love you." he said.

Because there are no other words to describe how he felt towards him.

Sorry if the ending was a bit sucks, 'cause I just wrote it in half an hour and I don't know it turned out into an almost angst-ish fic, my mind likes to trick my hands sometimes.

Alright, take a pick.

1/ Coffee

2/ Glasses

Until next time.