*Okay as always I own nothing of Criminal Minds or Rizzoli & Isles just enjoying using the characters.

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The women entered their hotel rooms and realized that they had and adjoining door between the rooms. This made JJ very happy since she could keep an ear out just in case Emily got sick again during the night. She hoped that the woman would let her help express her breast since her hand was in a cast and the manual instrument wasn't that easy to work with both hands let alone one.

Emily went inside the room, "Which bed would you like?" She asked Jane not really caring which one the woman took.

"I'll take this one and let you have the one closest to the bathroom."

"I think that might be best too." She said as she put her go bag on the bed. "You want the bathroom first?" She asked but didn't get an answer since JJ walked into the room.

"I have you some crackers for your stomach and a proposition." She said smiling at Emily.

"I'll leave you two alone." Jane said as she started to go into the other room.

"Not that kind of proposition Jane." JJ said looking at her like "really?"

"Damn... get a girl all worked up for nothing." Emily said trying to make them laugh.

"Behave... I know you haven't expressed your breast today and that you are in pain."

"I would have but I forgot that stupid contraption and it's not that easy one handed you know." She said defensively.

"Em... I'm not fussing at you..." Emily looked at her with a "seriously" look. "Okay... maybe just a little because I do not want you in pain... but that's the only reason." She said with her hands on her hip and a raised eye brow, "So... with that said... I'm going to go and change into my sleeping attire then I'm going to take you in that bathroom and we are going to rectify the issue so you are not in pain and can sleep tonight." She said not giving the woman a choice.

"Well... since you put it that way. How could I refuse." Emily said being in to much pain to refuse help. JJ turned to Jane... if you want you can use our bathroom Pen and I are morning shower people... after she changes and brushes her teeth the bathroom is all yours."

"I can just go in there and sleep if..."

"No!" Emily firmly said startling the both of them. "I want to talk to you after I am out of pain..." She said softer and looking up at Jane, "...if that's okay?"

"Yeah sure no problem." Jane said still being startled by Emily's "no."

"Good..." She said and smiled. "I love Bella to pieces but sometimes I will be glad when my breast are for being sexy again instead of utters." Em said lifting the weighted boobs up giving her shoulders a break for the moment from the weight of them as JJ smiled and leaned in and pecked her on the cheek.

"I like your utters and I think they are sexy." She whispered into Emily's ear.

She just smiled and held back the comment about "how sexy they would look after she milked them like Bessy the cow in a few moments." She figured Jane wouldn't want to hear it but Pen on the other hand would have taken the comment and ran with the giggles of it. "Sometimes you just have to know your crowd's taste," she thought to herself.

"Okay I'll be right back." JJ said as she went to change.

Emily laid her clothes out as Jane started pulling things from her bag as well. She noticed that Emily ate a cracker then reached into her bag and got a prescription bottle out and took some pills from it. She then took her clothes into the bathroom and started brushing her teeth. JJ came back and went straight to the restroom and closed the door. Jane waited a few moments making sure the women were involved in what ever then she peeked into the other room making sure that the other bathroom door was shut.

She then walked over to Emily's bed and moved the bag to get to the bottle wanting to see what the woman had taken. Her eyes widened when she saw what was written on the bottle. hearing movement in the other room, not wanting to get caught by Pen finishing in the other room, she placed everything back the way it was before she tampered with it and went to wait for Pen to finish in her room.

She was sitting on one of the beds waiting on Pen to come out fighting with herself if she should call Maura or not. "She has a right to know what Emily is taking. Bella is her child too and Emily is breast feeding. Wouldn't that get into her milk?" All these thoughts ran over and over in her mind.

Pen finally came out of the restroom. "The lou is all yours mate." She said to Jane.

Looking up puzzled at what the woman had said, "What?"

"I was talking in British slang, since that's how far off you look in thought. I was just speaking the native language." She said grinning, "the bathroom is all yours."

"Oh..." Jane just looked through her. "Ummm... I'm going to the SUV I think something fell out in the back from my bag. I'll be right back." She said standing and hitting the door in two strides making up her mind that Maura needed to know and she was going to call her.

"Take your time they will be a while." Pen said flipping her hand at the room next door.

Jane pulled her phone out and hit the speed dial number for Maura when she reached the lobby of the hotel.

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JJ came up behind Emily and pulled her shirt up and off in between spits of toothpaste. Emily took a sip of water and finished rinsing the toothpaste out of her mouth when she felt the pressure of the bra straps release off her shoulders and moaned in relief. Her shoulders were red and angry from the extra weight of engorged breast. JJ kissed the red marks and started rubbing them with her hands trying to soothe the skin. "That feels amazing." She hummed out while closing her eyes. She then took a wash cloth and put it under warm water and a dry hand towel for Emily to hold in front of her. After a few moments under the water she placed the cloth gently on the woman's right breast covering the nipple. "Have I told you how much I love you lately?" Emily asked as the nipple started softening and relaxing some.

"You love me now but I have a feeling you will not be in such a loving mood in a moment when I have to squeeze that nipple." She said looking at her lover in the mirror with a "sorry" face.

"You never told me you were into S&M. Do you have chaps too." Emily said messing with JJ before the cursing began.

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Maura answered the phone on the second ring trying not to wake the girls out of sleep. "Jane... is everything okay?"

Jane wanted to kick herself now realizing it was one thirty in the morning in Boston. "Yeah... No... but I can call you back later. I forgot that it was so late in Boston. I didn't mean to wake you. We just got to the hotel... and..."

"What is it Jane... talk to me." Maura said now that she was wide awake realizing that both of her girls had almost been up twenty four hours straight.

"I'm not sure if I should be telling you this but Bella is your child too... and she is breast feeding and I sure it's not good..." Jane started rambling now that she had Maura on the phone.

"Jane..." Maura said trying to break the ramble so she could calm the woman down enough to get complete sentences.

"I'm trying and she threw up today..."

"Jane!" Maura elevated her voice when she heard the words "threw up."

"What?"

"I know your upset but I need you to complete your sentences so I can understand and possibly help."

"Oh... sorry."

"Okay... What has you so upset about Bella?" She asked as a starting point.

"Emily took Xanax just a few minuets ago Maur... I saw her doing it."

"Thank God..." Was said on the other end of the phone. Maura blew out a sigh that Emily was trying to take care of herself. She had been worried about the stress on both women but knew Emily was under body harming stress.

"What?" Jane said totally puzzled at her best friends answer. "Did you hear what I just said? Emily took Xanax and she is breast feeding... doesn't that bother you?"

"No Jane it relieves me... I know you are concerned about Bella's safety with her breast feeding but she hasn't been taking them here... that I can assure you of. Plus they will be out of her system by the time she gets back to Boston. Even if she has trace amounts in her system... Bella would still be safe."

"Okay..." Jane said glad that Bella wouldn't be hurt, "...but what is going on Maura? You thanked God she took them... why?"

Maura took a deep breath knowing she couldn't lie to Jane so she went the direct route, "Now do not get angry Jane... I can't tell you because I promised Elizabeth that I wouldn't say anything to anyone until the team returns."

"Maura... it's me... Jane! You never have kept things from me before."

"That's not true Jane... but there are very few things that I haven't discussed with you. But I have made a promise and can not divulge this information because you all need to stay focused on the case."

Jane thought a moment, "Well... since you promised the Ambassador it must have to do with wonder woman in there..." She started deducing to Maura.

"Jane... have you read the letter I sent you or talked with Emily yet?" She asked knowing by Jane's tone that she hadn't and it would redirect the woman's thoughts elsewhere.

"No... we have been on the case hard since landing but Emily said she wanted to talk to me after JJ get's through exercising her breast.

"What?" Maura asked with an elevated voice.

"You know getting her milk out so she won't be in pain." She said as Maura busted out laughing.

"What?" She asked indigently.

"Expressing her breast not exercising." Maura said in between giggles.

"Whatever... I hope she preforms an exorcism on them too... maybe that will put her in a better mood."

"Jane... engorged beast can be very painful."

She thought a moment, "Would it be enough pain for Emily to throw up?" She asked wondering if that is what made the woman do it earlier.

"Maybe but not normally..." Maura said as she thought about medical facts and time factors since the last time she knew that Emily had fed Bella. "... tell me what happened Jane so I can maybe determine what's going on with her body."

"Well...she got sick after we looked at the body of the six year old girl that had been raped and sodomized tonight."

"Dear Lord..." Maura's heart sunk into her stomach realizing totally what Emily was going through.

"I just thought she was thinking about Bella or Chessie and it made her up chuck. But you wouldn't have know that when you answered "thank God." Jane said bringing the subject back around again to what Maura knew.

"Jane... I promise I will tell you everything the moment the case is over but you are very smart and are a great cop so I think you will figure it all out before then." She paused a moment for her comments to sink in, "I can't tell you more but I thank you for telling me what you have. I know it was a struggle for you to tell me with everything that has happened over the last few days. But you have brought me more comfort than I can possibly tell you at the moment. Now please read my letter before you talk to Emily. I know it will make speaking with her easier on you."

"I will..." She said taking in a breath, "... this all just sucks. The case, being away from Boston, and not having you here with us. I miss you Maur." She said in a whine.

"I miss you too Jane. Maybe we can have a movie night when you get back."

"Like that's going to happen with you getting married in less than two weeks to wonder woman." She said rolling her eyes.

"Jane... Emily and I have already discussed this and we both agree that a warrior mate night is needed for the both of us before the wedding. Which you would have known already if you had read my letter." She said as a soft correction.

"Okay Maur... I'll read it." She said in a corrected tone.

"Thank you." She said pausing a moment, "Jane..."

"Yeah..."

"I love you for being you... remember that."

"Okay..." She said smiling, "Good night Maur."

"Good night detective." She said seductively, like she use too when she was trying to get Jane to smile for her. It worked... Jane smiled as she put her phone back on her belt and headed up to get ready for bed and read Maura's letter.

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Maura knew that Jennifer had her hands full if she was having to express Emily's breast and she was worried about her lover's blood pressure with the stress and pain of having her breast expressed mixed with everything else. She knew that Jennifer would already know something was up with Emily if Jane had already suspected something by her reactions to things. "But what could I do or say that wouldn't break my promise?" She asked herself mentally. Then a thought popped into her head knowing that Jennifer was a good profiler and their connection was strong. She knew that the woman would pick up on what she was trying to say without saying it... so she pulled her phone out and hit Emily's number on speed dial.

"Emily's phone," was the answer on the other end.

"Penelope how are you?"

"I'm fine but I think hell is breaking out in the bathroom with all the growling and cursing going on as JJ tortures Emily."

"I have heard about the issue... and have called to be moral back up for Jennifer. Do you mind handing the phone to them?"

"You don't ask much do you... wanting me to stick my arm in the cage and get bit by the growling princess." She said laughing.

"I would be grateful to you if you braved it."

"Okay...I'll do it for you... but let me get you on the phone where they can see you. Maybe that will tame the beast." She said as Maura's face appeared on Emily's phone. "There you are."

"Thank you Penelope."

"Anytime... now go protect JJ." She said as she opened the bathroom door just enough to stick her hand in with the phone. "JJ the reinforcements or here for you." She yelled through the door laughing.

JJ looked up and saw Maura's face on the phone, "Thank God." She thought to herself. They had finished the right breast and were just starting on the left. She went and got the phone and handed it to Emily who had a cold wash cloth on her right nipple growling about someone being a sadist with her nipple and she would be lucky to every see it again.

"Bonjour jolie fille (Hello Pretty Girl...)"

"bonjour ma rose. (Hello my rose.) " She said smiling looking at the phone... but then got a panicked look, "Is everything okay?"

"tout va bien (Everything is fine.) J' ai entendu Jennifer aurait besoin encoutageante si (I heard Jennifer might need encouraging though.)"

"I'll take all the help I can get." JJ answered Maura rolling her eyes at the growling woman glaring at her.

"Pen or Jane?" Emily asked knowing she had been told on turning back to Maura on the phone.

"Qu' importe joilie fille (Does it matter Pretty Girl?)" She asked looking at Emily with a soft loving face. . Emily just melted at the soft words. JJ started realizing that Maura was acting differently.

"pas ... tu me manques (No... I miss you.)" Emily said as she switched to talking in French too.

"tu me manques aussi (I miss you too.) peut-etre vous deux prendre une douche après avoir termine' (Maybe you two can take a shower after you finish.)" She suggested hoping that would jog Jennifer's memory.

JJ had a flash of Maura and her helping Emily in the shower at the hospital where she only spoke in French and immediately knew what Maura was trying to say and get her to remember. She was behind Emily and got in the picture behind her and gave Maura an understanding look, "That sounds like an excellent idea." She said putting her arms around Emily's waist as the woman leant back into the embrace feeling the strength of the women's words and love running through her.

"Je t ' aime aussi (I love you two.)"

"Nous t' aimons aussi (We love you too.)"

"Now... I need to express your other breast Em..." JJ said putting the warm cloth over the nipple. "...do you want Maura to stay on the phone while I do it?"

"It's okay she needs to sleep..." Emily said looking at the woman on the phone. "Eisai I kardia mou (You are my heart)" Emily said in Greek. Maura took in a deep breath when she heard the words and knew that the words were Emily's promise to her of coming home.

"Eisai I kardia mou (You are my heart.)" She repeated and blew a kiss to the woman on the phone. "Jennifer bring her home to me." She said looking past Emily.

"I will Maura... promise." She said as the screen went off. She placed her hand around Emily's left nipple and pressed.

"Damn... sadist!" Emily yelled as she brought the towel up to her breast.

"Yes but one that love's you." She said kissing the growling woman's head.


okay stopping here so I get something up.